At about 12:30, in the reception room on the first floor of the intermediary company, Lu Chenfeng signed the house sale contract, thanked the new owner, and left the Wanguocheng community with Lin Chaosheng, planning to take him around.
Lin Chaosheng couldn't wait to visit Lu Chenfeng's studio. At the red light, Lu Chenfeng slowed down and stopped, pressed the bridge of his nose in embarrassment, thinking about the appropriate words in his mind: "Can you... give me a day to prepare?"
Lin Chaosheng was puzzled: "I'm not a customer, what are you going to do?"
Lu Chenfeng explained: "I haven't been back since I returned to Beijing, and the house is a little messy."
Lin Chaosheng quickly understood the deep meaning of Lu Chenfeng's words, he agreed and did not continue to ask. It's not hard for Lin Chaosheng to guess that after that incident, Lu Chenfeng had been hiding in the studio to escape reality, venting all his feelings of hardship, grief, forbearance, and helplessness, so he needed time to reorganize, not just cleaning the house, he The past must be left completely in the past.
Just like Lin Chaosheng was glad that he met Lu Chenfeng in the best condition, Lu Chenfeng also hoped that the past can truly become the past and no longer affect the present and future. He wanted to give Lin Chaosheng a decent impression.
Lu Chenfeng asked, "Are you hungry? Let's go to a restaurant?"
"If you're not hungry, accompany me to a place first." Lin Chaosheng replied, "I was bored with sausage rice before going out in the morning, so I'll just fry two vegetarian dishes. Go home and eat it. I'm going to have my blood drawn tomorrow. Eat lightly."
Thinking of taking Lin Chaosheng to the 301 hospital for a checkup tomorrow morning, Lu Chenfeng's eyes fell for a moment, and then he looked at the wide road. With a sigh, he asked warmly, "Where are you going?"
Lin Chaosheng: "The World Trade Center."
In early 2016, Lin Chaosheng had only been to this place after he was diagnosed with thymoma in Beijing. He still remembered that the bus he was riding was slowly moving in the snow, leaving deep ruts on the tires. Lin Chaosheng staggered to the terminal with his head that kept buzzing and blank. .
There was a lot of people outside the window, and there were many vivid scenes. It was too cold on him, and he wanted to draw some excitement.
Lin Chaosheng pointed to the white bench in front of the store on the north side to Lu Chenfeng: "I was sitting there at the time, and my memory is very clear. The giant screen above my head is showing the promotional video of 'Fuguo Underwater World'."
"My eyes are out of focus, everything I see is flowers, and I feel like I have stepped into the grave with one leg." Lin Chaosheng smiled gently, "My mind is so chaotic, I feel uncomfortable and pray that I can be reborn as a fish in my next life. , life is short, but at least carefree."
The traffic of the World Trade Fair on the working day is still not small. After hearing this, Lu Chenfeng could no longer take into account the eyes of others, but he still tried his best to restrain Lin Chaosheng's hand, and only held his shoulders vainly.
Lin Chaosheng leaned into Lu Chenfeng's arms: "Because there is nothing to worry about, so I choose to die, avoid the hospital and high-risk surgery, and accept death as it is."
But if it is not powerless to reality, who is willing to let nature take its course.
Lin Chaosheng spoke at a slow pace, his voice did not fluctuate, and he blurted out a few statements lightly, without any trace of negativity and pain at the time.
There is only undetectable peace and calmness on his face, many things have long been weakened and diluted by time, so Lu Chenfeng can only be a powerless observer, Lin Chaosheng does not need to vent or comfort, he has already reconciled with fate .
But as long as he thought that the two long years before were carried by Lin Chaosheng alone, Lu Chenfeng would still feel sad.
"The doctor at Kunming Tongren Hospital suggested that I come to Beijing for a thorough examination." Lin Chaosheng recalled in a relaxed tone, "I put all my hopes here, praying that my condition will not be as bad as the results of the first consultation, so that After learning the bad news, I was helpless and disappointed with the city."
He turned his face, and smiles rose from his brows: "But now it seems that thanks to you, my hopes have not been lost."
The car was parked on the ground, and there was no shelter around it. Apart from staring at Lin Chaosheng, Lu Chenfeng couldn't do anything.
The two walked to the end of the pedestrian street and stepped out of the shadows hidden by the giant curtain. The sun was shining endlessly on the city. Lin Chaosheng turned back to the conversation and said, "I mentioned buying a house just now. Listening to your tone, I seem to be convinced that you must have bought it for me."
Lu Chenfeng nodded without denying it, and raised his eyebrows with certainty, "What else?"
The provocative tone aroused Lin Chaosheng's desire to win, he raised the corners of his lips confidently: "When I find a job, if the development goes well, I may not earn less than you a month, how can you be so sure, it won't be me buy it for you?"
There were few pedestrians on the street corner, Lu Chenfeng hurriedly looked around, raised his hand to hold Lin Chaosheng's face, rubbed his thumb in his ear a few times, and said happily, "Then I'll wait and see."
Lu Chenfeng originally planned to make a play plan for him just like Lin Chaosheng took care of himself when he was in Dali, and when he had free time, he would take people around. But this time at home, watching Lin Chaosheng change into a pure white pajamas and go to work in the kitchen, Lu Chenfeng just wanted to keep the most beautiful scenery in his own territory, and no one would give it a second look. .
Lin Chaosheng kept waving his hands in his sight: "Lu Chenfeng? Why are you stunned?"
Lu Chenfeng let go of the arms that were wrapped around him, and dismissed the image of Xiao thinking of each other in his mind. He pretended to ask naturally, "What's wrong?"
"The soy sauce is gone." Lin Chaosheng handed over an empty bowl, "Can you borrow some from Aunt Yu's house?"
Lu Chenfeng has never done such a thing before, his attitude towards three meals a day has always been to eat whatever, just make do with a few bites. But Lin Chaosheng is different, especially after living together with Lu Chenfeng, he takes the meat and vegetable combination of every meal seriously, the taste is important, and the balanced nutrition is never sloppy.
Surprisingly, Lu Chenfeng was willing to make this trip, for a matter the size of a sesame grain, for an extremely common assortment of vegetables and vegetables.
Life is quietly changing in these warm little details, and it is more and more flavorful by every stir-fry of firewood, rice, oil and salt.
With enough water and food, Lin Chaosheng washed the dishes and picked up the small flower pot on the windowsill. At this moment, the bedroom could not get sunlight, so he wanted to change it to the balcony.
Lu Chenfeng quietly followed behind him, and diligently helped him pick up the watering can.
"Are there any attractions nearby?" Lin Chaosheng asked while watering.
Lu Chenfeng was slightly startled. He had just rejected the idea of taking Lin Chaosheng on a trip, but unexpectedly the other party took the initiative to ask. Lu Chenfeng didn't answer, thought for a while and said, "I remember you told me before that if you planted flowers in your yard, you probably wouldn't want to go out."
Lin Chaosheng said, "If you don't go out of the inn, maybe I won't meet you."
Selfishness, arrogance, temperament, and petty temper, these emotions are only for those who like them in a relationship, and they may arise at any time regardless of age or location.
Lu Chenfeng took a step forward and really hugged Lin Chaosheng. He wanted to do it when he was at the World Trade Center: "But you have met me now, look, our family has a small orchard and small flowers. Bowl… "
He awkwardly obeyed his heart, knowing that such a request was unreasonable, like a three-year-old child. However, once a mature person encounters feelings, it is like warm water pouring red-hot iron, all rationality will evaporate into air in an instant, showing the most naive side without reservation.
The two stood in the golden light, Lu Chenfeng hugged Lin Chaosheng tightly, and said in his ear, "So you don't go anywhere, just stay at home with me and wait for the vegetables to bear fruit and the sunflowers to bloom, okay?"