After the lunch break, Song Yike called. Professor Gai returned to China on the afternoon of July 29. Lin Chaosheng's surgery is expected to be scheduled for early August.
Lu Chenfeng turned off the phone, his eyes fixed on a void, over a moment later he closed the book in his hand and put it aside, got up and walked around the coffee table to the open balcony door.
The vision is bright, Lin Chaosheng is holding a wooden shovel and changing soil for the small flowerpot. The first time potted sunflowers failed, they went to the farmers market yesterday to consult the owner of the seed store, and got the answer - maybe the nutrient solution was too much watered.
"Don't spoil it too much." Lu Chenfeng leaned against the door frame and said to Lin Chaosheng, "I don't think you need to use nutrient solution, just let it bask in the sun and let it grow naturally."
Surprisingly, Lin Chaosheng didn't answer, and Lu Chenfeng's brows twitched, suddenly having a bad premonition. He hesitantly stepped beside him, squatted down to examine the other's expression, and asked nervously, "Tell me, are you feeling a little emotional now?"
Lin Chaosheng smiled perfunctorily, continued to shovel soil with a low face, and said uncomfortably, "Why, I'm thinking about something."
Lu Chenfeng was puzzled: "What's the matter?"
Lin Chaosheng's eyes were a little elusive, he opened his mouth, but he was hesitant to say anything.
As the day approaching admission, Lin Chaosheng seemed to become more and more abnormal. The wholesaler who had just sent away the physical store that day, Lin Chaosheng and Lu Chenfeng went into the tea room of the studio, hid in a place that Fang Yi could not see, and surrounded the person awkwardly.
The sudden intimacy was not the usual kiss. Lin Chaosheng took the initiative, sometimes using his fingers to hook Lu Chenfeng's thin waist, and sometimes rubbing the tip of his nose against his auricle. Fang Yi was outside, and they were "stealing/loving" inside. The tight embrace made Lu Chenfeng unable to resist, and he was confused and flustered.
Before going to bed at night, Lu Chenfeng repeatedly asked Lin Chaosheng to verify if he had anything on his mind. At this time, Lin Chaosheng would always return a kiss, licking/licking like a test, but also like anticipation, and then wrapped himself in a thin quilt and fell asleep, his ears were slightly red in the moonlight, which made Lu Chenfeng ponder.
Whether at home or in the studio, most of the intimacy between the two was initiated by Lin Chaosheng first, but he always closed it in the middle of it, and it ended. Lu Chenfeng misunderstood that he was playing hard to catch, so he turned against the guest, and found that Lin Chaosheng was occasionally absent-minded, and even became numb to kissing.
Looking at the silhouette of Lin Chaosheng lying in front of the wooden table reading, Lu Chenfeng took a cup of tea and swallowed a sip of warm tea. How to talk to him, Lu Chenfeng mechanically controlled the mouse, staring out the double image in the Excel table, Fang Yi presented the brand's purchase budget, and he stuck it into the magazine.
"Hey, hey." Fang Yi finally couldn't bear it anymore, and slapped Lu Chenfeng's computer desk hard, "Boss Lu, you lost your soul? What are you staring at?"
Lu Chenfeng raised his eyes and focused, calmly kept the estimated price list of Paraiba blue tourmaline, turned off Excel and pressed the computer screen, and happily raised his head to Fang Yi: "Get off work early today."
Fang Yi glanced at his watch in astonishment and roared, "It's only half past three! Don't you want to contact an Indian jeweler later to confirm the quality of the latest batch of cornflower sapphires?"
Lu Chenfeng solemnly entrusted: "I'll leave it to you."
Fang Yi stared at the back of Lu Chenfeng and Lin Chaosheng leaving in shock, and howled with a tingling scalp: "I don't fucking understand the English those people speak! It's not like you don't know if I haven't passed CET-6 in college English! Lu Chenfeng !Depend on!"
He drove home at a gallop, and before the door was closed, Lin Chaosheng was hugged by Lu Chenfeng, his knees pressed against one leg, and he was tightly bound by his height advantage.
Both of them had the heat of midsummer, and their sweat-soaked shirts were pressed against their backs. Lu Chenfeng buried his face in Lin Chaosheng's hair, absorbing his scent.
Lu Chenfeng said, "Chaosheng, let's talk."
Lin Chaosheng's heart beat fast: "It's too hot, you should take a shower first."
After simply smearing the shower gel, after scribbling to cool off, Lu Chenfeng nestled on the big bed in the bedroom with a heavy heart. After Lin Chaosheng finished washing, wiped the ends of his hair and walked out of the bathroom, Lu Chenfeng couldn't help but slip into the collar of his wide pajamas, looking down inch by inch, staring straight at the pair of long straight legs.
Lin Chaosheng's body was so close at hand, Lu Chenfeng's throat was dry, and he immediately noticed something was wrong - Lin Chaosheng had never been so exposed at home.
The room was filled with the faint scent of lemon, Lin Chaosheng leaned on the bed, lowered his eyes, rolled up the towel and put it aside. After a long silence, he pursed his lips: "I know what you want to ask me."
Lu Chenfeng held his breath, eagerly eager to hear Lin Chaosheng's answer and solve his confusion these days.
With embarrassment and shyness intertwined on his face, Lin Chao sighed and grabbed Lu Chenfeng's hand, hesitatingly said, "You..."
He frowned and asked, "Do you want to try it with me?"
With his lips numb, Lu Chen risked that he had heard it wrong, and looked at Lin Chaosheng with trepidation full of panic.
After the words were out of his mouth, Lin Chaosheng simply broke the jar. He raised his head, with pure water light in his eyes, leaned over Lu Chenfeng, and whispered, "I want / you, how about you?"
"Boom", Lu Chenfeng's mind was blank. He thought about things all day long and looked forward to it every night. Due to Lin Chaosheng's illness, he extinguished the burning desires again and again. He didn't dare to indulge his behavior. …
He said regretfully: "I should have taken the initiative in this matter."
The shoulders he held slowly relaxed, Lin Chaosheng smiled and said, "I know your concerns."
The palm of the hand fits the narrow sternum, and the heat is transmitted. Lin Chaosheng held Lu Chenfeng's hand and gave him his own heartbeat: "You can't bear to touch me now, because you want to wait until after the operation and when I fully recover."
"The day is getting closer, Chen Feng." Lin Chaosheng said, "I won't hide it from you, I'm really scared."
The trembling voice got into Lu Chenfeng's ears, his heart pounded violently, he turned over on top, and there was a large amount of medicine by the bedside in the corner of the light.
The test of life and death a few days later, this hurdle will always lie in the hearts of the two of them, how to resolve Lin Chaosheng's fear, Lu Chenfeng bluntly found that all his self-righteousness, contradictions and cowardice have no meaning at all, even if tomorrow is the end of the world, they will Should hug each other and die in love.
Thinking about a thousand words in his heart, Lu Chenfeng stared at Lin Chaosheng's undulating chest absentmindedly, the clothes he just changed were soaked with sweat again. With regret and urgency filling his chest, Lu Chenfeng confessed, "Chaosheng, you don't know how much I want you."
"I claim that I haven't made a mistake that I will regret in my life." Lu Chenfeng sighed uncomfortably, "But in this matter, I was really wrong."
Lin Chaosheng put his voice around his neck: "I told you a long time ago, don't hesitate, let alone make me wait."
The twilight was four and the room was dyed red by the rays of the sun, and the embrace of the two became tighter in the deepening of each other's breaths.
When the open mouth was wanton/intentional/plundered/plundered, and the temperature touched by the skin came entirely from Lu Chenfeng, Lin Chaosheng was finally able to get rid of his fear completely and gain a long-term consolation.
With an urgent and passionate kiss, the two's home was gradually reduced to a square inch of space under the quilt. Fingers intertwined, breaths exchanged, and before everything started, Lin Chaosheng already felt Lu Chenfeng's terrifying desire.
Such a calm and gentle person, the strength on his lips was endless and turbulent, and the tips of his noses were intertwined. Lin Chaosheng realized that Lu Chenfeng even wanted to dig into the depths of his heart to see if his name was engraved in every corner.
Lu Chenfeng is an attractive red wine, which makes Lin Chaosheng slightly drunk and his cheekbones flushed. The sun was setting in the west, and when his consciousness was thin, Lu Chenfeng suddenly lifted the quilt, his strong chest was far away from Lin Chaosheng, but he was so close that he didn't leave a trace.
In the hot embrace of each other, they are deeply in love and deeply in love.