"He doesn't know composition, doesn't know conception, color perception and aesthetic talent are almost zero."
Shi Yang scoffed lightly,
"Physics, astronomy, boring experiments and complicated data processing... Did you know that she has no interest in these at all?"
"They are together, what are they talking about? They don't have any common hobbies. They are people from two worlds. Such two people shouldn't be together."
There is a huge gulf between them.
"I'm different. I know her so well. She wants to see the art exhibition, wants to chat, happy or unhappy, and no one knows better than me when the pen falls on the paper."
He has seen many of her paintings.
Her emotions, anger, sorrow, and joy are all vivid on the paper.
For the first twenty years of his life, he had always lived a peaceful and smooth life.
He is a standard child of other people's family, with outstanding talent, sensible and polite.
Others have practiced repeatedly, and the paintings they draw are still no better than his casual ones.
Praise, praise, envy, look up to.
He can easily get what others have been chasing for a long time.
In the eyes of everyone, he is the proud son of heaven, and they all aspire to be him and have everything he has.
However, maybe it is because he thinks all these things are too easy to get, or he is born with no interest in them—those extraneous emotions will only disgust him.
Praise does not please him, admiration does not please him.
It seems that since he had his own consciousness, he was naturally lacking in something.
At the beginning, he didn't realize that he was different from others, until one time when he was a child, he fell in love with a cat just bought by the neighbor's kid.
He wanted to take the cat back, but of course the other party disagreed, and finally agreed to lend it to him for an afternoon.
When the family came to pick it up at night, they found that the kitten had been killed by him with a fruit knife.
Everyone was shocked.
However, he held the kitten's body and refused to let go.
"It's mine."
he said.
That day, he was slapped by his parents for the first time.
It was also at the beginning that he knew that some ideas cannot be told to others.
They won't understand.
He has always been smart, once suffered a loss, there will be no second time.
So he confessed, apologized, and repented.
In everyone's eyes, he became the gentle and elegant Shi Yang.
He sneered at those, but crushed them to form a golden body for himself.
Everyone wears a mask, including him, and there's nothing wrong with that.
He is used to and is good at playing people's favorite appearance. Over time, after wearing the mask for a long time, it melts into the flesh, penetrates into the muscles and bones, and can no longer be taken off.
Until he met Gu Tingyin.
Lively, agile and innocent.
She loves to laugh.
It had been many years since the cat died, and he hadn't felt the impulse called "like" so clearly.
He looked at her class schedule, asked about the art exhibitions she went to, and asked about her favorite painters and subjects.
Of course he has many ways to know this from various sources.
After all, she is so transparent.
When he looked at her paintings, sometimes he was lucky and could get the sketches that were scrapped in her class.
Whether happy or sad, she is as clear as a handful of spring water, as long as he stretches out his hand, he can touch all the thoughts in her heart.
Only then did he realize how boring his first twenty years of life were.
She is colorful and jumpy.
How could he not like her
Chen Li stood there, the rain continuously dripping down her cheeks.
She was already drenched from head to toe, and the autumn wind blew up, bringing a bone-chilling chill.
"So you killed her."
Her voice is very soft, almost crushed in the wind and rain,
"Just because she doesn't like you, you tried to find someone to kidnap and failed, and then set that fire a few years later?"
"not me."
Shi Yang frowned slightly,
"Didn't I already tell you that I like her so much, how could I give up? It just happened that someone wanted to extort a ransom back then, and later, it happened that the man who lived downstairs from her failed in business, but there was still a big family who wanted her." keep."
He repeated:
"I said, I don't want to."
Shen Li didn't speak, her peach blossom eyes seemed to be raining, they were very dark and cold.
"There are not many similarities between you and her."
Shi Yang looked at her, suddenly changed the topic, his tone seemed a little regretful,
"That's why I don't like you very much. You shouldn't have been born, you know?"
Her existence always reminded him that Gu Tingyin belonged to Shen Zhijin.
He couldn't sleep day and night, and every minute and every second was extremely tormented.
"It would be fine without you." Shi Yang sighed, "In that case, she won't die."
Originally, he thought that no matter sooner or later, she would eventually belong to him one day.
"June 26."
This fantasy was shattered forever.
He no longer hesitated.
He is going to take the cat home.
…
It's windy and rainy.
The black sports car circled up the mountain road at an extremely fast speed.
Withered and yellow leaves were scattered on the road in a mess, and they were swept up by the wind blown by the car, throwing off cold water droplets, and swirled down again.
Lu Huai and his face were cold, and his whole body seemed to be wrapped in a thick layer of intractable chill.
The mountain road is steep, the branches and leaves are lush, and the rain keeps falling on the car windows.
A chaotic picture kept appearing in front of my eyes.
Frame by frame, scene by scene.
Interleave, overlap, flashback.
It seemed that something was pressing heavily on the heart, and the oxygen in the chest cavity was constantly being plundered.
The fine and faint pain spread along the whole body, gradually becoming severe and piercing.
He closed his eyes, trying to get rid of those pictures from his mind, but the more he did so, the clearer the pain became.
Mixed voices rang in my ears.
At the moment of sudden braking, the tires rubbed against the ground, the engine roared, and then shattered amidst a heart-pounding scream!
He raised his hand and pulled open the collar of his shirt forcefully, trying to break free from the tight bondage.
A button broke open and fell into a dark corner without a trace.
Veins appeared on the back of his hand, and he could hardly breathe.
But, without her.
Still without her.
There is heavy mountain rain ahead.
He speeds up again!
…
"Huaiyu has already rushed to the mountain. Judging from the location of his mobile phone, the distance between him and Yu Yu is constantly shrinking. But there are still two problems. First: the location of Yuyu's mobile phone cannot be determined. The location of Li. Second: Yu Yu's cell phone has stopped moving since ten minutes ago."
Zhao Hengshan stared at the screen, frowning,
"It's been so long, Shi Yang didn't show up at any checkpoint, so he must have gone to Xishan. And there is only one road on Xishan, Huaiyu is behind him, it is estimated... Shi Yang will catch up with Chen Li and the others earlier."
This is very troublesome.
"Zhao Bureau."
Gu Tinglan suddenly walked over quickly, still holding the phone in his hand.
Zhao Hengshan was taken aback for a moment, then subconsciously picked it up.
"Director Zhao, I'm Shen Zhijin."
Shen Zhijin's condensed voice came,
"Shangxishan, there is another way."
(end of this chapter)