Ma Shangqian knew that Xu Yale had changed a lot for Zhang Heng. It is difficult to change a person, especially if you make up your mind to change yourself.
"But, what's the use of that? Zhang Heng doesn't like me at all." Xu Yale lowered her head, her shoulders trembled, as if trying not to cry.
Ma Shangqian rarely lends a shoulder to make Xu Yale cry wantonly. Although Xu Yale always looked pitiful in front of Zhang Heng, she never shed tears because of anything.
Queens don't need tears.
Ma Shangqian cautiously suggested: "I think it's better for you to speak clearly with Mr. Zhang. Maybe Mr. Zhang will change his mind after hearing your confession?"
"Confession?" Listening to Ma Shangqian's suggestion, Xu Yale couldn't help recalling the time when she was with Zhang Heng. They are fiances and fiancees in name, and they exist in name only.
Maybe the confession can really make Zhang Heng change his mind
"Thank you!" Xu Yale suddenly realized and hugged Ma Shangqian hard. Ma Shangqian was very restrained by the sudden hug, and he didn't know what to do...
It's too...
The queen never disdains me, a small passer-by!
Without further ado, Xu Yale immediately put on the high heels that were swaying to one side and ran towards the company.
Looking at the back of Xu Yale running away, Ma Shangqian couldn't help feeling a little melancholy—she was running to the person she likes...
Ma Shangqian sighed, patted the dust on his buttocks, and walked to the company. It is almost time to get off work, so go back and pack up your things and go home.
In the company, Xu Yale pressed the elevator suddenly, but she felt that the elevator was too slow, so she pushed away the crowd waiting for the elevator around her and ran straight to the stairs.
Zhang Heng's office is on the 20th floor, not to mention that it is very hard to run up in flat shoes, but running up in high heels is simply fatal.
But our Xu Yale just wanted to die. On the stairs on the first eight floors, she stepped on high heels and rushed up at the speed of a 100-meter athlete. She couldn't wait to see Zhang Heng, she wanted to tell Zhang Heng.
Zhang Heng definitely didn't know his mood during the random disturbance just now, and he must only think that he was just playing around.
When she reached the fifteenth floor, Xu Yale's feet were already swollen, she had no choice but to throw off the high heels she just bought. The high heels rolled down, while Xu Yale continued to run up with bare feet.
She also completely disregarded how the employees in the company viewed her...
She doesn't want to talk about anything, as long as Zhang Heng can understand her mood...
"Zhang Heng!" Xu Yale pushed open the door of Zhang Heng's office, and Zhang Heng and Gu Zhun were still standing inside.
Seeing Xu Yale's expression, Gu Zhun probably knew what to say, so he automatically left the office door, leaving Xu Yale and Zhang Heng in the office.
Xu Yale looked at Zhang Heng, the corners of her mouth trembled, her shoulders trembled—
"I like you! I like you more than anyone else!"
Zhang Heng looked at Xu Yale, silent.
Xu Yale questioned, "Why don't you speak?"
"I'm organizing language."
Xu Yale trembled even more, this time the tears came out of the corners of her eyes again: "Did the organization reject my words?"
"No, wake up your words."
Why do you want to wake me up
I like you, I love you! You are the first person who is willing to approach me no matter what my identity is! Why do you just not understand
"Do you really understand me?" Zhang Heng asked.
Xu Yale felt a little guilty when asked. Although she sent eyeliner to stare at Zhang Heng's daily living habits, she already had a preliminary understanding of superficial things like what Zhang Heng liked to eat and wear.
"I... I understand!"
"No, you don't understand. You just know what color, what food, what animal I like... And the file you recorded must have not been updated for a long time, right? Is it just my junior high school data?"
That's right, what Zhang Heng said was right. Xu Yale didn't send anyone to watch after Zhang Heng's basic habits after inquiring, because she felt in her heart that after ten years, when the two of them grew up, they would definitely If you are a husband and wife, then you don't need to know too many things so early. Marriage should always have some mystery.
"..."
During these seven years that Xu Yale didn't know about, Zhang Heng changed a lot.
Including that he used to like short-haired cats, but now he prefers silly and cute Shiba Inu; he used to like to hang white curtains, but now he likes more warm light blue curtains; he used to like to eat chicken, but now he likes to eat duck...
The most important thing is—the only constant thing that Xu Yale has never investigated is—
Zhang Heng likes men and Gu Zhun.
"I like men, from beginning to end, seven years ago. Do you know?" Zhang Heng continued.
"I..." Xu Yale was at a loss for words, she couldn't think of anything to say.
Xu Yale had no choice but to go hysterical: "But you were so gentle before! The other children don't play with me, only you can play with me! Every time our two families go out, you always take care of me who is motion sick! Isn't that Do you like me? And I like you very much too! Isn't it just right for the two of you to be together?!"
This time, Zhang Heng understood, Xu Yale just didn't understand the love between siblings and the opposite sex.
"You just like me as an older brother." Zhang Heng kept staring at Xu Yale's eyes, without any dodge. He didn't think it was necessary. If you dodge, it means that there is still room for turning around, and there is still room for discussion.
But if the matter of feelings is dragged on, it will only hurt both sides, and one party simply cuts off the wrong relationship directly.
Xu Yale grabbed her hair with both hands, and the slightly curly hair that was originally permed was entangled between her fingers, and she shouted hysterically—"No! No! Impossible! You can't!"
"You can't..."
Zhang Heng took a step forward, grabbed Xu Yale's trembling shoulders, and bent down so that his eyes were facing Xu Yale's. Zhang Heng could see his own reflection in Xu Yale's eyes.
Xu Yale's shoulders were trembling, two lines of tears flowed from the corners of Xu Yale's eyes, she was still crying after all.
Zhang Heng grabbed Xu Yale as hard as he could to stabilize her mood.
"No, I have to make you sober. Your love is not the love of the opposite sex, but the love of brothers and sisters. You just lack a sense of security and trust. I'm just someone you can rely on, but you will meet someone who really belongs to you The man I depend on, Gale."
For the first time, Zhang Heng called Xu Yale's name.
When they were young, when they met and now they are grown up, Zhang Heng has never called Xu Yale by name.
Xu Yale's shoulders no longer trembled, and she
calm down. thinking about—
Really... My love for Zhang Heng is just brother and sister love
Xu Yale still refuses to believe it, because she has never been in a relationship, and Zhang Heng is like her first love... Zhang Heng completely occupied her youth, and she rejected many boys' confessions because she liked Zhang Heng.
Zhang Heng is her love... her youthful memory.
All her efforts are aimed at being a bride worthy of Zhang Heng one day...
Zhang Heng saw that Xu Yale was hesitant, doubtful and uncertain, so Zhang Heng made a very bold move.
One of the hands he was holding onto Xu Yale's shoulders began to move downwards, reaching behind Xu Yale's waist, and opened his arms, pulling away his clothes.
Skin-to-skin contact.
Xu Yale's back was lightly stroked by Zhang Heng's fingers, and Xu Yale quickly pushed Zhang Heng away like an electric shock, but Zhang Heng pulled Xu Yale back into his arms with all his strength.
"Don't run away, if you like me, shouldn't you want to do these things with me?" Zhang Heng whispered in Xu Yale's ear.
The breath Zhang Heng exhaled when he spoke was very ambiguous...
Zhang Heng's hand continued to wander in Xu Yale's clothes. Zhang Heng deliberately explored forward, but he refused to directly grab Xu Yale's front...
Because this is just a test. Sure enough, Xu Yale cried and pushed Zhang Heng away, shouting: "You are too much!"
"Look, you don't like me at all." Zhang Heng handed a tissue to Xu Yale and asked Xu Yale to wipe away her tears.
Xu Yale took the tissue and stared blankly at Zhang Heng.
Zhang Heng explained the little test just now: "Didn't you try every means to create the opportunity to cook raw rice and cooked rice? Now I offer you this opportunity, but you refuse it. What does this mean? Your body doesn't accept me, Your heart doesn't accept me either. If a woman really has love for a man, then these are normal things, right?"
Xu Yale couldn't refute...
Indeed, I really can't accept doing this with Zhang Heng... What about Gu Zhun
"..." Xu Yale lowered her head and continued after a long time, "Maybe, it's really me..."
Xu Yale threw away the tissue in her hand, wiped the snot from her nose with her sleeve and shouted, "I'm sorry! Zhang Heng, I don't like you anymore!"
Then, he pushed open the door and rushed out.
Zhang Heng looked at Xu Yale's back and said secretly: "What a silly sister... I will also be issued a good person card one day..."
Gu Zhun saw Xu Yale running out crying, so he went into the office, sat in his seat, and continued to do his own things.
Zhang Heng raised his eyebrows and said, "Don't you care what I said to Xu Yale?"
"...either you said yes, or you blew..."
Zhang Heng put one hand on Gu Zhun's desk: "If I said I agreed, what would your reaction be?"
Rational as Gu Zhun, Gu Zhun simply stood up, with the same unsmiling expression: "No, you don't know how to do it, you say you want to try it with me, that's all."
It's that old man's tone again...
Zhang Heng sighed, indeed, as Gu Zhun said, his promises are not easy to give, and if he is given, he will definitely keep them.
(end of this chapter)