"I've always been by your side," Zhang Heng was not too caught off guard by Gu Zhun's tears. If it was the past, he would definitely feel that this is simply unbelievable. Zhang Heng raised Gu Zhun's chin with his index finger, and said solemnly, "Gu Zhun, look into my eyes."
Normally, Gu Zhun would go against him in whatever Zhang Heng asked Gu Zhun to do, because Xueba was very cold. But this time, by accident, Gu Zhun's eyes followed Zhang Heng and looked up at Zhang Heng.
"Are you finally willing to take a look at me?" Zhang Heng was still serious and authentic. At that moment, Gu Zhun was startled by Zhang Heng's serious expression. Gu Zhun didn't know what to say...
Gu Zhun was already stunned, Zhang Heng's atmosphere was completely different from usual.
"If you are worried that our love is not equal, you tell me! If you are afraid of being hurt, you also tell me!" Zhang Heng was silent before, but now he shouted hysterically—"Do you know? Every time you I hide my truest thoughts in my heart, and bear it by myself, how afraid I am that you won't be able to bear it!"
Speaking of this, Zhang Heng was caught off guard and stepped forward to hug Gu Zhun.
Gu Zhun was frightened: "Zhang Heng...?"
Zhang Heng buried his head in Gu Zhun's shoulder and said lightly: "Do you know...why did I like you seven years ago?"
"Because in school, whether it's being bullied by a bad guy, or a lonely person going to change classrooms, go to the cafeteria to eat leftovers... Every time I see you alone, my heart hurts..."
Zhang Heng didn't know that this was love at the time, he just thought it was pure sympathy. Up until that touch experience, Zhang Heng only wanted to play tricks on Gu Zhun. But at the moment when the hand touched it, a strange feeling sprouted in Zhang Heng's heart.
At that moment, he felt that something was wrong. Although it was Gu Zhun who blushed at the time, Zhang Heng just stretched out his hand and thought about it repeatedly, and then he was stunned for a class...
From then on, Zhang Heng always searched for Gu Zhun subconsciously in the crowd, and every time it was Gu Zhun's lonely figure, so every time, Zhang Heng would jump to Gu Zhun's side, and then greeted Gu Zhun with a playful smile. Quasi-gag.
Chatting and laughing one after another, although Zhang Heng was the only one singing the one-man show throughout the whole process, Gu Zhun just looked ahead, pretending that Zhang Heng next to him did not exist.
The so-called long-term love, unconsciously, Zhang Heng's eyes are always watching Gu Zhun. During the exam, the teacher thought that Zhang Heng was actually peeking at the answers of the test paper of Gu Zhun, the university bully sitting in the front row, but Zhang Heng didn't, Zhang Heng was just looking at the back of Gu Zhun's head.
Suddenly, once, he felt that Gu Zhun's whole body exuded a dazzling brilliance...! !
Maybe it's love sickness...
Gu Zhun couldn't believe his ears a little bit. Zhang Heng said that he liked him because he noticed his lonely self, and began to change from sympathy to long-term love, and fell in love with himself.
"Then why... didn't you tell me... seven years ago..." Gu Zhun stammered a little with his head down... It was obviously not the first time he heard Zhang Heng say that he liked him. But this time the feeling was different from the previous two.
For the first time, Zhang Heng told himself that he liked him in the hot spring pool, but he simply thought that it was just Zhang Heng playing tricks on him or as a meeting gift for an old classmate whom he hadn’t seen for many years...
The second time, Zhang Heng
On the small cobblestone road outside the Japanese hotel, in front of the Kanto cooking stall, Zhang Heng told him that he liked him, he liked him a long time ago, and he will always like him in the future.
Gu Zhun found it unbelievable that he was a little moved at that moment, and agreed to try it with Zhang Heng and try to develop.
Now, for the fourth time, Zhang Heng said that he likes himself, and he liked himself seven years ago.
Zhang Heng lowered his head, feeling a bit difficult to answer Gu Zhun's question.
"Because... I don't think I'm worthy of you." Zhang Heng finally said it.
how could be? Of course Gu Zhun was puzzled. Now Zhang Heng is high-spirited and high-spirited, and became the president of a large company at a young age. Although he relied on the support of the family business, if it were not for Zhang Heng's personal ability, the throne of the president would not last long. Sooner or later It is to be pulled down from the throne.
Zhang Heng let go of Gu Zhun, then walked silently to the door of the room, kicked out the store manager kid who had been hiding there for a long time, and ordered him to book a table for me in a restaurant, and I will have a meeting with Gu Zhun later. Ready to eat.
"Ah? You are so sure that Gu Zhun will obediently go out with you? I don't think so, right? You are too confident." The store manager kid kept complaining.
Zhang Heng just said coldly: "Why so much nonsense? Don't you want subsidies?"
"Don't... I'll go! Don't worry!" Then he ran away quickly.
Zhang Heng returned to Gu Zhun's side again, and began to speak slowly: "At that time, do you remember? Seven years ago, you were a top student and I was a scumbag. It was impossible for a top student and a scumbag to be together." Well, I'm humiliating myself by staying by your side, right? I can't answer your advanced questions, and you don't understand my worldview. The two of us are like people on two parallel lines... "
Zhang Heng sat down on the tatami and poured himself a cup of tea: "Sit down too."
Gu Zhun sat down obediently.
Zhang Heng continued: "Sometimes I fantasize that if I were a top student, I would use many methods to solve a mathematical Olympiad problem, and then I would KO all the physics and chemistry problems. I'll surpass you and be number one in my class. Then you'll come back to me with homework and hard questions..."
Yes, it was because of this every time Zhang Heng deserted in class.
The teacher scolding Zhang Heng for deserting must be out of the right mind, but Zhang Heng is fantasizing that he can become a university bully one day, how can he say that he has a wrong mind? It's just the root of the seedling, isn't it? !
Zhang Heng is a scumbag, so he knows very well that the opportunity and excuse for a scumbag to get close to a top student is to ask the top student with his homework.
"How do you solve this question for a master?"
The bully would say: "You're so stupid, I don't understand this, I'll teach you." Then he grabbed the pen and homework from the poor student and worked it out on it, explaining the ins and outs of each step in words.
But the reality is that every time Gu Zhun met Zhang Heng coming to ask questions with his homework book, he just calmly took the paper and pen, and then calculated every step in detail on it, never skipping or missing a step. After Zhang Heng watched it, he really fucking woke up suddenly, and every step was so detailed, it was impossible not to understand!
But wouldn't that make it impossible to have a few more words with Gu Zhun? If Gu Zhun keeps silent, he will suffocate himself! And the teacher doesn't like to ask questions in class, but Gu Zhun prefers to ask himself.
So Zhang
Heng came up with a method, as long as he became a university bully, wouldn't it be fine for Gu Zhun to become a scumbag below him? !
So Zhang Heng was determined to become a college bully, but the determination can only be determination after all. When I returned home, I specially left Zhang Heng to stay at home for the night while taking one-on-one tutoring. Otherwise, hum...
"I used to want to be a college bully and let you ask questions to get in touch with me... But I'm not..." Zhang Heng took a sip of tea, and Gu Zhun recalled the past while listening.
Ah... Indeed, at that time, Zhang Heng often poked himself on the back to turn his head to answer questions. Or mathematics, or physics, even Zhang Heng once had the highest score in the class in geography, and he would come to ask him.
Zhang Heng continued: "Do you know why I disappeared without saying goodbye on the graduation ceremony of the third year of junior high school?"
"You have left the country."
"Well, why do you think I want to go abroad? Obviously I like you... Do normal people think that as long as they persist, they can catch up with you?" Zhang Heng asked Gu Zhun.
Gu Zhun didn't shake his head or nod his head, because he didn't know if Zhang Heng stayed in China, and then entered the same high school with him, and then continued to attend and finish classes together, and learn to swim together... Zhang Heng repeated to himself Repeating "I like you" many times, will he agree to Zhang Heng
Gu Zhun didn't know this.
"Isn't it because you don't like me?"
Zhang Heng sighed and said, "I'm about to be pissed off by you... Gu Zhun, Gu Zhun... why can't you think that I went abroad for further study because I was afraid that I wouldn't be good enough for you?"
Gu Zhun raised his head and looked at Zhang Heng with a dazed expression.
"..."
Zhang Heng smiled relaxedly, stretched out his hand to pinch Gu Zhun's face, and smiled: "It's been a long time since I saw this kind of expression... Every time I used to cheer myself up by your side before, you always used this expression looking at me..."
Of course it's not because of the idiot's expression, but I just feel a little at a loss why this man keeps lingering by my side...
It turned out that I liked him.
Why seven years ago, on the day of the graduation ceremony of the third grade of junior high school, he wanted to talk to him about all the topics that Zhang Heng had mentioned to him before—such as NBA basketball, games, computers, comics, and women (photo actresses, in fact, Gu Zhun) I just want to ask female..you..What is it? Is it the abbreviation of excellent girl?, Zhang Heng is no longer here.
It turned out that he liked him, and in order to be worthy of him, he decided to go abroad for further studies, and to be a man who tried his best to be perfect...
"You did it." Gu Zhun actually responded with a faint smile. The reason for this smile was unknown, and Zhang Heng couldn't see what was going on with Gu Zhun's rare smile...
"So you didn't say you liked me casually."
Zhang Heng stood up, stretched out his hand to invite Gu Zhun to put his hand on his palm, supported him to stand up, and said, "Of course I didn't just talk casually."
"Let's go, haven't you been out for a long time?" Zhang Heng asked with a smile, "Because you miss me too much?"
Gu Zhun blushed and stammered, "No way..."
But the blushing face couldn't hide Gu Zhun's heart no matter what.
(end of this chapter)