Is this at your doorstep? Why didn't it make a sound
I know that things are not easy, and this is definitely not going to be able to continue eating with Zhao Yuankun. Zhao Yuankun slowed down when I looked at the screen of my phone, "Is there something?"
"Something happened to me, I have to go back." I tentatively asked, "Should we change the appointment tomorrow?"
Zhao Yuankun smiled, with a good temper, "I can wait, I don't necessarily have to talk during dinner."
Seeing him like this, I guess he didn’t want to just go back to the house like this. I thought about it again. Anyway, he also knows Gu Tang’s home address. Yu Ji got involved a little bit, but actually didn't know anything about the longevity plan, it was not that he had no chance to get out at this time. And I let him see Ning San at this time, and learned that there are two Ning Chuans in this world at the same time, that is really going to get deeper and deeper.
Suddenly I feel funny, time has changed, and in a hurry for a year and a half, is it my turn to consider other people's lives? What about me
"Are you worrying about anything?" He looked at me, "If it is not convenient, we can talk about it next time."
I breathed a sigh of relief, "Then tonight or tomorrow will do, add a contact information, then I will contact you."
At this time, my mind had already flown to Ning San who was shut outside the house. Naturally, the sooner I got out, the better. While talking, ask him: "What's your phone number?"
He put on the coat that had been draped on his shoulders, and said, "No, when I come to Beijing next time, if I still remember, I will contact you again."
I heard something wrong with my tone, "What do you mean?"
He showed an almost imperceptible smile: "Beijing is flying to Hanoi. For this afternoon's ticket, I am going to find a lake. I'm afraid I won't be able to see you again soon."
I was taken aback, then turned back, looked at him, was silent for a while, and asked, "Who are you?"
"A person who doesn't know who he is." He said, "I came to Beijing to find Gu Tang, but in my mind, that person named Zhao Yuankun made a faint sound."
"Who else is in your head?"
"They have no names. They are from ancient times. They need to find a lake."
I said to my heart that this was going on a pilgrimage, and it must have been a corpse by the black lake in the end. Of course I want to stop him.
I don't understand this kind of mysterious things in psychology. I can only guess that Zhao Yuankun doesn't know who he is at all. I can only follow the memories in my mind to verify some things one by one.
Now I asked, if I turn him away, they will go to Vietnam. Wouldn't I be the one who indirectly killed him. I was born to death in the past two years, and I understand a truth. In many cases, it is not a person's ability to survive. In the face of life and death, illusory luck is also worthy of grasping.
If you want better luck, then accumulate more yin virtue, not to mention saving people, at least have a clear conscience.
I looked at Zhao Yuankun, and said, "Don't be a buddy, you're doing a bitter trick here." But I still said: "Okay, you follow me, let's talk about it later."
At this time, I look at Zhao Yuankun like a dying person. If he really wants to go on a pilgrimage, most of what I know will not be able to change his mind, that is, a person who has been in business for forty years. It’s impossible to help him in just a few hours if his professional psychiatrist comes.
Again, what I did was just asking for a clear conscience.
The two of them took a taxi, and I sent another message to Ning San along the way, but I couldn't receive a reply again, and the phone was turned off. What happened to this person
Back to the community. On the elevator, I watched the beating of the floor numbers, and there was no ups and downs in my heart, as if the person I was going to see next was just an ordinary friend.
It seems that Ning Chuan is really fucking mature.
When they got out of the elevator, they saw a man wearing a peaked cap, sitting down at the door with his eyes closed. This turned out to be asleep, and there was a mobile phone with a shared power bank on hand, and the screen was cracked.
I frowned and looked at it for a while. Although he was wearing a peaked cap and lowered his head, the strong and weird familiarity that can be felt just by looking at the outline cannot be ignored, Ning San.
Zhao Yuankun stood aside with interest and made no sound. I walked over to Ning San, opened the door, and said to Zhao Yuankun, "Come in first, you don't need to change your shoes."
Only Ning San and I were left outside, squatting down, trying to shake his arm, "I woke up."
Just when he touched his arm, Ning San suddenly opened his eyes, a fierce light flashed in his eyes, and after seeing me, his expression quickly calmed down, "I'm back," he said.
I don't know what happened to him that caused him to fall asleep while sitting on the ground, yet he remained so vigilant about the outside world. I don't know, did I show a look that seemed to kill someone when I didn't notice it.
He stood up and walked straight into the door. I picked up his mobile phone and power bank that had fallen on the ground, looked at the familiar figure from behind, and followed in.
Zhao Yuankun just sat on the sofa and looked at the two people who walked in. There was a bit of novelty in his eyes, but he didn't show much shock. After all, when a normal person saw two identical people, they would only think they were twins. I don't think it is a mirror person.
Ning San took off his peaked cap and placed it on the coffee table. I noticed that his forehead was hurt and it was scabs, and he felt embarrassed. He took the phone and looked at it, and cursed Juniang. It turned out that the shared power bank was broken. No wonder he didn't reply to me when he was on the road.
Ning San glanced at Zhao Yuankun and looked at me with his eyes, "This is?"
I thought for a while, and felt that Zhao Yuankun’s matter should be resolved first, and then closed the door with Ning San and whispered.
"This person is a bit important, you may not know." After all, Gu Tang had only told me about Zhao Yuankun. "So after I finish talking to him, I will explain the cause and effect to you."
"Zhao Yuankun..." Ning San nodded, sat down with Erlang's legs tilted, and said nothing.
I poured a glass of boiled water for the three of them. I sat down and asked Zhao Yuankun, "Can I understand your situation first?"
"can."
"In your current state, do you think you are a modern person or an ancient person?"
Zhao Yuankun was silent for a moment, and said: "You may not understand my current state very well. The'I' I know is just a physical body, and strangely, one day, I found in this body. I have a lot of messy memories. I don’t know how many people these memories belong to, what is the time and space sequence between them, and the body can use the things that these memories give me more skillfully, such as..." He took out himself Come to my mobile phone, and skillfully enter the unlock gesture: "This is what the memory called Zhao Yuankun gave me."
I pondered for a moment, "You don’t know who you are, self-recognition is just a phrase of "body"... But the mobile phone on your body, the ID card you used to buy the plane ticket, and your home address all belong to Zhao Yuankun, you are Zhao Yuankun. ."
Zhao Yuankun smiled, "Of course I know that this body originally belonged to the person named Zhao Yuankun, but what does it have to do? I have a lot of memories in my mind, just like God, and I don’t know which part of the memory is. Bias, I won’t miss a certain identity, I won’t regret the forgetting of a certain memory, and I won’t be happy about the sudden appearance of a certain memory. I just want to figure out who I am now?"
I understand that what he wants to do is not to find the main memory from the numerous memories in his mind, but to integrate and create a brand new personality as an outsider. In other words, if there are a lot of personal memories fighting in his mind, then the final outcome is that there will be no winner among these people, only a brand new personality that integrates all memories.
This is the so-called reincarnation
But what does this weird state have to do with Yuji, with the wet dragon, and with the pilgrimage
Zhao Yuankun took a sip of water, "I'm almost done, it's up to you." (End of this chapter)