Qingruo had to choose arts and sciences in high school, and she chose arts.
Her science grades are actually relatively good, because she doesn't like to endorse, so many knowledge points in liberal arts are vague.
Xu Nianyang came to City K on weekends and analyzed her grades for her. Qing Ruo insisted on choosing liberal arts.
Xu Nianyang asked her why, and Qing Ruo said that she wanted to study social development and balance studies in university in the future.
The balance of social development.
University majors seem to have one thing in common, that is, the name sounds very tall, at least for children in middle and high school, they are full of expectations when they hear it.
But in fact, the actual work and professional name of each major will be several grades different.
Xu Nianyang did a very detailed understanding of social development balance, including the professional courses he learned, the later internship, and employment status. He even made a report for Qing Ruo.
In the early stage of graduation of this major, more statistics are actually done. It is necessary to go to the grassroots level to do a lot of statistical statistics before sorting out the data.
A very hard industry.
Xu Nianyang contacted some people and took her to experience it for a weekend.
Qing Ruo was spoiled and spoiled since she was a child, and she seldom does housework at home. She didn't expect that she didn't complain when faced with the dilapidated and dilapidated residential buildings.
Xu Nianyang was not surprised, after all, his condition was worse than those dirty children.
Later, Qing Ruohui began to talk to him. Disease, poverty, and environmental pollution.
She has always had a gentle and kind heart. When they walked on the road and saw begging, it was obviously out of deceitful begging, but she would still show kindness and blessings.
Qing Ruo always responds positively to love activities organized by the school, visits to orphanages or activities in nursing homes, and is much more serious than she is in class.
After I have been there, I will call him, and I will happily talk about who I met this time, what help I gave them, and what activities they organized and performed. After that, she will start to feel depressed, because she feels that those people are pitiful, and she will also feel distressed for those insignificant strangers.
I always hope that everyone lives happily, even if they are poor, but their family members are healthy and free from disease.
Every time, Xu Nianyang would be the first to tell her about the new anti-virus medicine he developed, because Qingruo would be very happy, and her eyes would shine brightly when she was in a good mood, and she would hum a little tune and jump around a few times when she walked.
People have desires, and they have what they want.
Xu Nianyang used to always feel that this desire was extremely disgusting, including himself. Desire always makes people less human. So he chooses to destroy.
The zombie virus completely turned people into beasts that only had the desire to eat, and he never thought of giving himself a way out.
Qingruo's desire became his exception.
She wants world peace, no disease and no difficulty, happiness and health for everyone.
How ridiculous and ironic.
Knowing that it was impossible, Xu Nianyang still wanted to work hard. Every time a new drug was developed and every new extraction was made, it would be a little closer to what she wanted.
What should life be like? Xu Nianyang had asked himself many times.
In the end there was no answer, just a blank.
And at the age of thirteen, the little girl stuffed the umbrella into his hand, bringing the warm touch of her palm.
Xu Nianyang began to understand what it was like to be alive
Be alive, have a purpose, and work towards it all your life.
Until death, no regrets or complaints.
The laboratory has just been established for less than a year, and Xu Nianyang's savings were spent on renting a house and purchasing equipment in the early stage, and the salaries and benefits of the staff in the later stage are also a lot of expenses.
Their laboratory basically has new results every month, and their income is considerable, but their expenses are also high.
Xu Nianyang no longer has the Zhang family behind him, and he needs to do many things by himself.
Qing Ruo studied at K University, lived on campus from Monday to Friday, and went home on weekends, or went to her and Xu Nianyang's home.
Xu Nianyang has moved in for a long time, the two connected bedrooms, one is for Xu Nianyang, and the other is for Qingruo. It was overwhelming pink, with strawberries of all sizes painted on the walls.
The moment Qing Ruo opened the door, she was immediately blindfolded, secretly cursing herself for looking for trouble when she had nothing to do.
There is no aunt at home, Xu Nianyang is too territorial, but fortunately he is diligent and the house is not big, so he cleans it himself.
The two of them went to the supermarket after dinner, Xu Nianyang went to pick out the vegetables to eat tomorrow, and found the little girl standing in front of the freezer, frowning, with her mouth full, looking pitiful.
Going forward to hug her waist, she turned her head with a gentle smile, "What's wrong with Ruoruo?"
Qingruo reached out and took out two servings of ice cream from the freezer, the left one was strawberry flavored and the right one was chocolate flavored, "Brother, which one should you buy?"
Xu Nianyang laughed and kissed her, "Buy both."
Qing Ruo pursed her lips, snorted softly and ignored him, and put the strawberry flavor back after struggling for a long time, only taking the chocolate flavor.
Ice cream is not a good thing, Xu Nianyang didn't want her to eat more, but seeing that she was really conflicted, and he always liked strawberry flavor, he reached for the box she put back, "Why don't you want strawberry flavor?"
Qingruo cut off his hand halfway, put the ice cream back and dragged him out, "I always eat the strawberry flavor, if you want to eat chocolate today, I will buy the strawberry flavor next time."
Xu Nianyang held the basket in one hand and looked at her holding his hand with a smile on his lips, and obediently followed her out.
There were not many things to buy, so Xu Nianyang led her home with a plastic bag in one hand.
The supermarket is not far away, and just after eating, I happened to take a walk, and the two came here on foot.
Qing Ruo was thinking about her ice cream, and dragged Xu Nianyang to walk quickly.
When I got home, I turned over the ice cream and went to the kitchen to get a spoon.
Xu Nianyang changed her slippers and came over to throw the wrapping paper she left on the table into the trash can. Qing Ruo had already dug a spoon while walking, and came to feed it, "Brother."
"Yeah." Xu Nianyang ate it with open mouth, sipped it and told her it was delicious, Qing Ruo sat back on the sofa and started eating ice cream.
After all, she was young, and she ate ice cream and was lazy to play game consoles on his stomach, but she couldn't help but started talking, "Brother, mom said it's not easy for you to make money now, and you have to pay the mortgage every month for this house, mom said The mortgage is quite high, let me know how to save money.”
"Yeah." Xu Nianyang held the remote control in one hand, moved the other hand gently in her hair, and tuned a TV station in a casual tone, "All the house money was deposited in the bank a long time ago, and it is directly transferred from the bank every month. Just buckle it."
Qing Ruo pouted and patted his hands in his hair, turned over and sat up, "Then how much money do you earn a month? How much can you save?"
Xu Nianyang glanced at her sideways, his clear eyes were full of smiles, he raised his hand and slapped her, "Add five zeros after that."
Qing Ruo twitched the corners of her mouth, suddenly fell on his belly, and shouted unwillingly, "I want to go back and buy that box of strawberry ice cream!"
Xu Nianyang lowered his head and kissed her forehead, "Well, let's go now?"
"Forget it." Qing Ruo turned over, "I'm too lazy to move, let's talk about it tomorrow."
"Okay." He obeyed her, tolerant and gentle.
The next day when the two returned home, it was not time for dinner. Xu Nianyang and Qing Ruo's father went to play chess on the balcony. Qing Ruolan was watching TV next to Ms. Fang in the living room. Open your mouth and complain to Ms. Fang, "Mom, you lied to me. My brother said that all the house money was deposited in the bank before, and he earns so much every month."
Raising his hands to compare, his small face was full of unhappiness and grievances of being deceived by Ms. Fang.
Ms. Fang sighed for a long time, glanced sideways at the two men playing chess over there, and turned her head a little submissively, "Mum, don't you want you to learn a little bit to live your life in the future? You can't live your life carelessly."
Qing Ruo didn't pick up on this topic, and talked about interesting things in school with Ms. Fang.
In the evening, Ms. Fang sat on the bed and read a book. Qingruo's father came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, and was still wiping his hair with a towel.
Ms. Fang closed the book, called Qing Ruo's father, sat up straighter, and talked about today's events with her husband.
Qing Ruo's father didn't speak after listening, and Ms. Fang was also silent.
Qingruo's father dried his hair and turned off the light in the room. Ms. Fang was already lying down, and only the bedside lamp was still on.
After the bedside lamp was turned off, the room went into darkness.
Qing Ruo's father said slowly, "Nianyang is a real man."
"Oh." Ms. Fang sighed, "Don't tell me, I really feel sorry for him. Fortunately, Xiaoruo was born to me, otherwise I would be so angry that Nianyang would find such a one."
Qing Ruo's father burst out laughing, "What kind of metaphor are you talking about. Our daughter is not bad, okay?"
"It's not bad." Ms. Fang responded and licked her lips, "Don't worry, Nianyang has a sense of proportion. Xiao Ruo told me before that Nianyang will not let her get pregnant before marriage."
Qing Ruo's father hummed lightly, turned over and said with a smile, "I don't worry about it, Nian Yang is more reluctant to part with our daughter than you."
Ms. Fang kicked him, and said softly, "Well, you know best."
Qingruo's father didn't want to argue with her, and Ms. Fang would be really angry if she had an argument, and it would be troublesome again, so he followed his temper and coaxed Ms. Fang with a few sweet words.
The room was quiet again, and after a while, it was as clear as her father's breathing was even and smooth. Ms. Fang listened for a while, and her body reflexed, and she fell asleep.
There is really nothing to worry about. If she and her husband were not worried and often asked Xu Nianyang, they would never know many things.
Outsiders can only see that Xu Nianyang went back to Zhang's house and went straight to Qingyun, but the filth and heartache inside is beyond the imagination of ordinary people.
Because of Qingruo's reason, Xu Nianyang treated them with respect and sincerity, and when they asked, he said, without embellishment or emotion, and stated the development of the matter.
Ms. Fang shed tears twice.
Xu Nianyang still understated it like that, and only said one sentence, don't let Ruoruo know.
Ms. Fang and her husband have been here for so many years. It can be regarded as watching Xu Nianyang all the way to the present, and it can be regarded as having completed the observation period and consideration period.
Xu Nianyang was sad and ups and downs all the way, but he never mentioned a word to Qing Ruo, not because he didn't trust and didn't want to talk about it. only…
Ms. Fang couldn't hold back once and asked Xu Nianyang if she felt that Qing Ruo was too young to share the burden with him, so she didn't talk to Qing Ruo about these things.
Xu Nianyang smiled and said in a calm tone, "Auntie, I just can't bear it."
I can't bear to part with every bit.
**
I hate this world,
If you like this world,
so,
I want to work hard,
Make this world prosperous.
—[Black box]