One hand was tightly held, and Ruan Yue felt that her heart, like this hand, was tightly held by him.
So, he likes her...
Otherwise, he would not have been so kind to her since childhood; he would not have remembered her menstrual period; he would not have found her immediately when her parents divorced in the previous life.
He once said that to Uncle Fu, probably because he knew about the entanglement between his parents earlier than her; when he saw her on a blind date that day, he shouldn’t be in a much better mood than her; After all, will everything be different
Ruan Yue didn't know.
But at this moment, these don't seem to be that important anymore.
Only Fu Zhixing...
His two hands were warm and dry, wrapping hers around one. She looked over in a daze, feeling that her hand had become smaller in his hand, and she had the illusion that it didn't belong to her. She stopped crying, and pulled her hand back again, and said in a low voice, " You let go."
"how about you?"
Fu Zhixing didn't let go, looked at her and asked back.
Ruan Yue was taken aback, "What?"
"I like you, how about you?"
His eyes were gentle, and there was a gleam of light in them, and the corners of his lips curled up slightly, waiting for her to answer leisurely.
"Let go of my hand first."
Ruan Yue's heartbeat suddenly became chaotic.
Fu Zhixing held her hand in both hands and handed it to his lips. He lowered his head and kissed her fingertips lightly. His Adam's apple rolled, and he whispered, "Get well soon, you can get into our class, huh?"
Ruan Yue pulled her hand like an electric shock, her heart was in a state of confusion, feeling his eyes locked on her, her throat moved, and she let out a vague "oh".
Fu Zhixing laughed.
He didn't even get up, just sat on the edge of the bed, looking at her embarrassment openly.
…
The hospital gate.
Cheng Xiao was walking in with a few cups of milk tea, when he looked up and saw Lu Chen approaching, he smiled and asked, "Did you come down so soon?"
Ruan Yue asked for leave yesterday, but she didn't know it.
It was also after morning reading that they met on the corridor, and Lu Chen asked her a question. Ruan Yue said she sent a WeChat message but didn't reply, so she asked her to make a call to see how she was doing.
After learning that she was ill, he replied "Oh," because he didn't say that he would come, so Cheng Xiao didn't say much. How can I think that I happened to see him when I came down from upstairs just now, so I told him the direction of the ward.
How long has it been
Could it be because Fu Zhixing was there
Thinking of this, Cheng Xiao immediately suppressed her smile, and wanted to say something to comfort her, but she didn't expect that she didn't pay any attention to her at all, and walked away with a cold face.
After striding out of the hospital, Lu Chen raised his hand to stop a taxi, got in and closed the door with a "slap".
This young man has a grudge against the car? !
The driver in the front row turned his head angrily, "Where are you going?"
No one paid any attention to him.
The driver pulled his face away, raised his voice and asked again: "Where are you going?"
"casual."
Lu Chen responded indiscriminately, leaned back and leaned on the seat.
There is a feeling of myocardial infarction.
around one o'clock.
Zhao Bingzhi and Yan Shuning walked out of the coffee shop.
The divorce agreement was drafted by Zhao Bingzhi, with many clauses, including the equal distribution of all property after marriage, the daughter and her, and the husband and wife each dividing all the daughter's future expenses, including study, living, and dowry, for her to open a separate account to keep, etc. Dozens of items.
Ruan Chengyi was prepared, but because he saw Yan Shuning accompanying her, he was so angry that he didn't sign it directly, claiming to show it to his lawyer.
Thinking of his shameless face, Yan Shuning felt disgusted, so he brought a good meal in the nearby restaurant, and when the two of them walked into the hospital together, he murmured and asked, "What kind of eyes are you talking about, how did you fall in love with them in the first place?" This kind of man?"
Zhao Bingzhi smiled, but didn't answer.
Most people fall in love because they like it, but when they get married, this ratio must be greatly reduced.
Meeting someone who can get married at the right time may not necessarily be very loving, but at that moment, that person also assumes the meaning of his existence.
Ruan Chengyi was just such a straw for her to get out of the predicament of life.
If there is no Ding Meijuan, they don't need any vows between each other, and they can live happily together, just like most couples in this world.
Looking at her face, Yan Shuning also recalled a lot of past events.
Mostly unpleasant.
He smiled at the right time, and changed the subject, "That kid from the Fu family, does he like Yue'er?"
As soon as these words came out, Zhao Bingzhi instantly thought of the scene he saw in the hospital last time.
She doesn't care whether Fu Zhixing likes Ruan Yue or not. What she cares about is Ruan Yue. Does she actually like Fu Zhixing too
This question, when she walked into the ward, she had the answer.
The girl who came with Fu Zhixing has already left.
He was the only one left, moving a stool and sitting by the bed, helping Ruan Yue with math problems with the review materials he had printed out.
Ruan Yue's drip was also finished, she leaned against the bed, her head was very close to him, perhaps heard something she didn't understand, she frowned and asked, "Why 81, speak slowly, I didn't understand. "
"I think you didn't listen carefully, hey, the length is x, the width is y, twice x+y is 36..."
He repeated it patiently in a low voice, and looked at Ruan Yue, "You have to listen to such a simple question twice, are you stupid?"
"You said it too fast, okay?"
"It was very simple."
"For a first grader like you, of course it's all very simple."
Ruan Yue has been getting injections for the past two days, and Ruan Yue's voice is a little hoarse, but also soft and annoyed, so she chokes with him as a matter of course.
Fu Zhixing laughed in a low voice, almost compromising without principle, "Okay, okay, then let me speak slowly."
He is only seventeen years old, smart and smart, and has completely inherited his father's talent in learning. His eyebrows and eyes are somewhat similar to his youth, thin and narrow, and when he is silent, he has a bit of cold arrogance, but In front of Ruan Yue, he was gentle and unguarded, sitting there in a white sweater, the corners of his lips raised slightly when he spoke, and his whole body glowed.
It can be seen that Ruan Yue is also focusing all his attention on him.
They put their heads together, immersed in their own world, making learning such a thing a pleasure in the ward.
…
Fu Zhixing stayed in the ward until the afternoon.
After six o'clock, he and Yan Shuning went back together.
Ruan Yue's condition improved slightly, and she listened to Fu Zhixing's lectures on math problems all afternoon. In the evening, Zhao Bingzhi wanted her to go down to get some air, so she took her out of the hospital and had dinner outside.
Near eight o'clock, the mother and daughter went back to the ward together.
After Ruan Yue washed up in the bathroom, she didn't feel sleepy after going to bed, and took the printed materials on the table, bowed her head and memorized silently.
Zhao Bingzhi came out after washing his hands, looked at her several times, and called out, "Yue'er."
Ruan Yue raised her face, "Huh?"
Zhao Bingzhi sat on the stool beside her bed, raised his hand and pulled out the stack of materials she was holding, and asked tentatively, "Do you like Fu Zhixing?"
Ruan Yue lowered her head, watched the quilt cover her hands, and remained silent for a while.
Zhao Bingzhi put the stack of materials on the table, "How old are you? You need to focus on your studies, you know? When you get into a good university in the future, there are so many good boys. Is it necessary to keep your eyes on him?"
"I know how to study hard."
"You didn't understand me. Did I mean you didn't study hard? I'm telling you to stay away from him and don't put your mind on him. "
"Is he not well?"
Ruan Yue asked back in a low voice, "We grew up together, we know the basics, he has a good study, a good personality, and looks good, and he treats me very well, Mom, can you leave me alone, I have a sense of proportion, I promise Study hard and get into a good university, okay?"
Zhao Bingzhi took a deep breath, "I didn't say he was bad, and it's not because of him that I kept you away from him..."
"Is it because of his parents?"
Ruan Yue clenched her fingers, "Why do you get involved in your entanglement? Even if you liked Uncle Fu before, it has been twenty years, and it should have passed by long ago."
"..."
Zhao Bing gave her a determined look.
After a long time, she nodded, "Okay, let's not talk about this. You read too much today, you should take care of your body first and rest."
There are two beds in the ward.
Zhao Bingzhi got up and turned off the light, and fell asleep on another bed.
Ruan Yue turned sideways, facing away from her, staring at the wall with a little shadow cast by the moonlight in a daze.
Once again, she didn't want to quarrel with her mother at all. In the past few years, she had quarreled too many times. Zhao Bingzhi is in control of almost everything about her studying, applying for volunteers, filling in schools, rankings in university exams, taking postgraduate entrance examinations after graduation, public examinations, job hunting, and falling in love.
She never asked her what she liked, whether she would adapt to the new school, whether she was happy, as if the meaning of her existence was to give her a good face.
But in fact—
She has always been a daughter who disgraced her.
Under the pillow, the vibrating sound of the mobile phone disturbed her thoughts, Ruan Yue breathed a sigh of relief, and reached out to take out the mobile phone.
Cheng Xiao sent a WeChat message saying: [I forgot to tell you, I saw Lu Chen in the hospital at noon. He should have been planning to see you, but he didn't go in in the end. When I went upstairs, I saw the fruits he bought were thrown in the trash can at the elevator entrance. By the way... are you and Fu Zhixing in the ward? [covers mouth and laughs]]
Holding the phone, Ruan Yue's mind went blank for a moment.
She wanted to reply to Cheng Xiao's message, but she put her finger on the button for a long while, and she couldn't think of what to say that would be more appropriate.
Just then, the phone buzzed again.
Lu Chen sent a WeChat message: [I heard from Cheng Xiao that you were sick, did you catch a cold the night before yesterday? Why didn't I tell you the truth when I asked you?]
Yesterday morning, when Lu Chen sent a message to ask her why she didn't go to school, she said that she had to ask for leave because of something at home.
It wasn't intentional to hide it from him, but at the time, he felt that with Lu Chen's temperament, if she said she was sick, he would definitely use what happened the night before yesterday to ridicule her.
"Nothing serious… "
Ruan Yue just typed these three words, deleted them, and replaced them with "I just have a little fever," after thinking about it, deleted them, and changed them to "Lu Chen, don't send me messages from now on..."
This sentence appeared on the sending column. She bit her lower lip and deleted each word. After a long time, she didn't send a single word.
Turning her body sideways, she rested her forehead on the phone.
It felt as if a stone had been crushed suddenly.
…
in the room.
Lu Chen sat at the desk, looking down at the phone.
The words "the other party is typing" appeared on the screen several times, but the dialog box was always empty. For a long time, there was no word sent over there.
What is she thinking
It must be very hard in my heart.
Knowing that the boy she likes actually likes her...
Maybe I want to find a relatively mild sentence to draw a line with him.
After being together, he thought countless times what kind of scene it would be if she left, but he never expected that it would be such a fucking situation now.
He didn't even have the slightest position to ask her a single question!
What's the point of him doing it all over again
Watch her find true love
Looking at the phone, Lu Chen suddenly let out a low laugh. He clasped his hands together, and his fingers creaked. There was a feeling that—
I am like a death row prisoner waiting to be sentenced in court.
[Lu Chen, thank you for caring about me during this period of time. I can feel that you should like me. But I'm really sorry, I have someone I like, and today I know that he also likes me. Although we are at this age, it is not appropriate to say these things. But I think some things are better explained in advance. If you can, don't contact me outside of the classroom in the future.]
The words he finally waited for made his eyes flush and he dropped his phone.
…
in the ward.
Zhao Bingzhi has not fallen asleep.
Of course she heard the vibrating sound of Ruan Yue's cell phone on the next bed, but because it only rang twice, she didn't ask any more questions.
After a while, she heard her sniffing again.
After being silent for a few minutes, she sighed, stepped on her slippers, sat by Ruan Yue's bed and asked, "What's the matter? I just said a few words to you, and you started crying?"
Ruan Yue curled up, the quilt slipped from her shoulders, Zhao Bingzhi saw her shoulders trembling, raised her hand to help her sit up, helped her to tuck her messy hair behind her ears, and said helplessly: "Okay, okay Don't cry. You are still young, let's talk about feelings later, you are still sick now, don't think about these messy things, huh? Mom won't talk about you in the future. "
Ruan Yue buried her face in her arms, her voice choked up, "I have liked Fu Zhixing for a long time, Mom, I have liked him since I was a child. I know that I have a bad personality, and I haven't made many good friends since I grew up. , only him... He is really good to me, knows what I like to eat and drink, remembers my menstrual period, and is always so gentle... "
I don't know if it's because the lights in the room were not turned on, and it was pitch black. He stretched out his hand to hold his daughter in his arms, felt her body trembling, and heard her twitching and crying, Zhao Bingzhi's eyes were a little hot, She patted her shoulder with one hand, and coaxed her in a low voice: "Okay, okay, mom knows. Be good, don't cry, we are not in a hurry about emotional matters, we will talk slowly later."
"He's different from Lu Chen..."
Hearing this unconsciously muttered sentence, Zhao Bingzhi was taken aback for a moment.
Who is Lu Chen
She wanted to ask a few questions, but when the words came to her lips, she hesitated and swallowed them back, and suddenly realized that she knew nothing about her daughter's life.
She can be regarded as a loyal wife, but she has never been a qualified mother.
…
Fu family.
After returning home and having dinner, Fu Zhixing went to the study to study.
When the knock on the door came, he stopped writing, looked up, and said, "Come in."
Fu Heng opened the door and entered, and when he saw him sitting upright, he smiled lightly, walked up to him and said, "It's rare to have a vacation, so don't focus on studying, combine work with rest."
"Understood, Dad."
"Um."
Fu Heng nodded.
His eyes fell on his desk, he thought for a while and said, "Did you go to the hospital to see Ruan Yue today?"
"yes."
Speaking of Ruan Yue, he couldn't help but think of the scene in the hospital, his face became inexplicably hot, and in response, the corners of his lips curved slightly unconsciously.
Taking in all his subtle expressions, Fu Heng didn't bother to go around, and asked straight to the point: "Tell Dad honestly, do you like her?"
"...how do you ask this?"
"you answer me first."
"No."
Fu Zhixing shook his head and said with a smile, "We grew up together, and we must be closer to her than other people. What's wrong, Dad?"
Fu Heng twirled his fingers, but there was no response for a while. Instead, Liang Fei, who was standing outside the door, was anxious, and walked in at once, looked at him and said, "What's wrong? College entrance examination? Go to the hospital when you get up in the morning, and come back after dinner in the afternoon. What is the attraction in this hospital that makes you stay all day? Zhixing, tell the truth when Dad asks you, don’t try to fool us. Previously Your homeroom teacher has already called me!"
Fu Zhixing was silent for a moment after his repeated words, and he asked in a low voice, "Since you have your own judgment, why are you asking me?"
"It's not because I'm afraid that you will go astray."
"What is a crooked path?"
Fu Zhixing looked at her suddenly, with a hint of impatience on his cold face, "I grew up with my childhood sweetheart, shouldn't I like her? I know what time it is now, and I also know the importance of studying hard for the future. I have never made you worry about your grades, isn't that all right?"
"Are you stubborn with me?"
Liang Fei looked at him incredulously, "I haven't said anything yet, why are you losing your temper? You are justified in your early love?"
Fu Zhixing pursed his lips and remained silent.
Seeing this, Liang Fei managed to calm down a bit, raised her hand to caress his shoulder and said, "You study so well, then the university must be a top-notch school. When it comes to Beijing, are there any good girls in the school? Ruan Yue is just like that." She is more beautiful, but her grades are not as good as yours, and her temper is cold and dull. How can she be worthy of you?! Not to mention now, her parents are about to divorce, and the house is in a mess. Listen to my mother's advice, stay away from her in the future, don't give yourself Find these troubles."
"I don't think she's a problem."
Fu Zhixing couldn't help clenching a hand hanging by his side, and his voice was stiff, "No matter how many good girls there are in this world, what does it have to do with me? You don't need to tell me whether Ruan Yue is good or not, I like her, and I love her It doesn't matter to parents, and it doesn't matter whether her parents will divorce or not. The grievances in your previous life are your business, don't involve us. "
The last sentence made Liang Fei startled, "You know?"
Fu Zhixing was silent for a while, and said stiffly: "I heard you talking in the kitchen last time."
"Have you heard that and you're still obsessed with it?"
Liang Fei was so angry that she stared at him with a completely cold face, "Could it be that I am not as important as Ruan Yue in your heart? I lost a child because of her mother. Now you tell me that you like her daughter, and you want to Where does it put me?"
"Then why didn't you stay far away?!"
Fu Zhixing stood up abruptly, looked directly at her, and asked, "Are you poor or incompetent? If you have such a grievance, you should live far away. Why bother to work together and live in a community? Is one disgusting and the other? I I have known Ruan Yue for more than ten years, not a day or two, you told me when I played with her at the beginning, you can beat me and scold me, tell me that you have a grudge against her mother, let us not communicate! You didn't! Since you didn't before, don't tell me about those things now, I don't want to hear it!"
Fu Zhixing took a deep breath, and showed a strange smile with complicated emotions on his face, "You have to show your generosity, since you have decided to live in peace, then don't always talk about the grievances from ten or twenty years ago, I will We are human beings, and Ruan Yue is also human, we have feelings and thoughts, we are not the victims of your game with each other, but a tool to show your magnanimity and good neighborliness!"
"Snapped!"
A loud slap fell on his face.
Liang Fei pointed at him, her fingers were trembling because of anger, "Why are you talking to me? Ah! Is this your attitude when talking to me?! You yelled at me for an outsider Capability? Ruan Yue poured you some ecstasy soup!"
"I love her."
Fu Zhixing's eyes were red, and he raised his hand to wipe the blood from the corner of his lower lip, "I've known her for too long, and my relationship is too deep, so I can't take it back. Mom, I don't want to know what grievances you had in your previous life. I only know that I like her. She likes me too, when I beg you, don't interfere with us, just like the previous ten years."
After saying this, he walked out of the study directly.
Liang Fei turned around and looked at his decisive back, feeling dizzy, leaning on the edge of the table with one hand, and sat down on the chair in a daze.
She loved her son for more than ten years, and one day, she regarded her as a scourge.
From the beginning to the end, Fu Heng stood by and didn't say a word.
Liang Fei cast her gaze over and said with a trembling voice, "It's the other way around, this kid, I almost don't know him anymore."
"Let him go."
Fu Heng said suddenly.
Liang Fei looked at him blankly, "What do you mean? How could he be with Ruan Yue?! Zhao Bingzhi..."
"Don't mention it in the future."
Fu Heng looked at her with a calm expression, "What happened back then, Liang Fei, you know better than anyone else."
These endless words, like a bomb, exploded in Liang Fei's ears unexpectedly. She seemed to be stupid, suddenly smiled, looked at Fu Heng fixedly, and said in an incredulous tone: "What do you mean? Fu Heng, I didn't understand what you said."
Fu Heng smiled, "I heard the conversation between you and your mother the year you bought the house."
A few years ago, Ruan Chengyi spent a lot of money to buy the entire apartment plus two bungalows in Lanyuan. She was so jealous that she persuaded Fu Heng to also buy a bungalow here. At that time, her own mother once persuaded her that she had been here for so many years. Let her turn over the past and stop staring at other people's lives.
She said a lot of things at that time, but I can't remember clearly.
But I also remember very clearly that when her mother was persuading her, she talked about the child with congenital dysplasia, and advised her to consider a second child while she was still alive.
Fu Heng actually knew
Liang Fei looked at him, and for some reason, the hairs on her back stood up.
Clutching the table with one hand, she spoke slowly in a dreamlike voice, "You know? But you still agreed to buy a house here, you—"
Why
Why did you know and still buy it
Why pretend not to know anything, as always
Because it's closer to Zhao Bingzhi
Because you are also like yourself, always uneasy
Looking at him, Liang Fei seemed to be dumb, not daring to ask a word.
"When you calm down, go over and comfort the child."
Fu Heng looked at her dazed and frightened look, his face remained as calm as ever, and said softly, "The slap just now was too heavy."
The author has something to say: After reading everyone's comments, there are actually countless things I want to say and explain.
But after thinking about it, I feel that everyone's sensitivity to emotions and even words is different. If I can't make you understand with more than 100,000 words, maybe dozens of words are not convincing.
Character flaws are obviously low EQ and lack of love for the heroine + a flawed heroine who is not bad in nature. The development mode of this article is really difficult, and it is also difficult to write, because there are too many unpleasant elements. But it has been written here, and I am sure to finish it.
I don’t know what else to say, but thank you for your tolerance, before or after, thank you.