After eating, the three of them separated.
Ruan Yue and Cheng Xiao walked to the school together, and when they turned around and saw that Lu Chen had disappeared, Cheng Xiao asked curiously, "What did you just give him?"
"nothing."
Just passing by the milk tea shop, Ruan Yue smiled and asked her, "Do you want milk tea? I invite you."
"… All right."
Sensing that she might not want to talk, Cheng Xiao stopped asking.
When they walked to the door of the milk tea shop together, she watched Ruan Yue take out the money, and belatedly remembered that she had withdrawn money from the ATM machine on the side of the road before eating.
Could it be that he gave Lu Chen money
As soon as this guess came out, she felt more and more uncomfortable like a cat's claw scratching her heart, but considering Ruan Yue's face, she was too embarrassed to gossip.
The two of them sipped milk tea and walked to the school. They chatted for a while, Cheng Xiao remembered what happened in the WeChat group yesterday, and wondered: "It seems that Lu Chen is one year older than us, and he was repeated a grade. Years, I don’t know what to think.”
"Retain a grade?"
Ruan Yue turned her head to look at her.
Cheng Xiao nodded, and asked her: "Don't you know? They sent a message in the WeChat group yesterday, saying that he was going to repeat a grade and go to freshman year of high school, and re-elect science."
?
Ruan Yue was stunned for a moment, and didn't speak for a long time.
Cheng Xiao threw away the milk tea cup, walked into the dormitory building with her arm, and said as he walked, "However, with his grades, it seems that if he transfers directly to another department, he doesn't have an advantage, and there are advantages to retaining a grade."
Ruan Yue nodded, agreeing with the words.
Lu Chen is actually quite smart, but he never took his studies seriously. His grades have been in the middle and lower reaches of the whole grade. It was only in the second half of last semester. Not at all.
Thinking wildly, Ruan Yue also arrived at the dormitory.
Cheng Xiao went to the public restroom. She sat on a chair, took out her mobile phone, and opened the WeChat group of Class 19, looking for yesterday's group news.
Among a bunch of animations and symbols, I saw Li Shiyu's words.
It wasn't about quitting school...
But when he asked himself, he didn't explain at all
Holding the mobile phone, Ruan Yue's face turned red and then pale. Thinking of her educative long speeches, she felt hot, and thinking of the scene where he was discussing with her seriously at noon to pay back the money, she felt annoyed. Her emotions changed from time to time. Finally, she put down the phone , lying on the table with his hands folded around his shoulders.
When Cheng Xiao came back again, he happened to see this scene.
It's been a while since she entered the dormitory. She didn't turn on the lamp to do her homework, and she didn't take off her jacket to go to bed for an afternoon nap. She was still wearing her school uniform and jacket, and she didn't know what to think. And in a trance.
A word popped into her mind—
The noodles contain spring.
"What are you thinking!"
Cheng Xiao walked over, bumped her arm, looked at her frightened look again, couldn't help laughing, and asked in a low voice, "You're not thinking about Lu Chen, are you?"
"… No."
After saying that, she took off her coat and shoes, and climbed onto the canopy bed.
The other two girls in the dormitory didn't come back at noon, Cheng Xiao really rarely saw her with such a girlish demeanor, stood below and asked: "What's the matter with you? Bad and naughty grade boss, it's too difficult to choose, isn't it? Haha, otherwise we will open a harem, one of them will be a virtuous and virtuous queen, the other will be a demon concubine who will bring disaster to the country and the people, and finally add Mr. Jiang, How about the arrogant and domineering nobleman..."
"go away-"
A pillow was thrown off the bed.
Cheng Xiao hugged him, laughed hahaha, then put on a serious look, and said in a deep tone: "Male sex is confusing, I'm so distressed."
"..."
Ruan Yue ignored her.
The pillow was thrown down, and she hugged the quilt into her arms, turned over, and faced the wall.
Lu Chen's face suddenly came to mind again.
His eyebrows are very black, his eyes are deep, his nose bridge is high and straight, his lips are thin, but they are very soft, especially when kissing...
Thinking of this suddenly, Ruan Yue was a little frightened.
She pulled the thin quilt over her head.
But it is not very useful.
That face still lingers.
…
Take a nap and wake up.
Ruan Yue knew all about Lu Chen's tricks.
Did not expose him.
That night, after she finished her evening self-study, she went out to buy snacks with Cheng Xiao, and received another WeChat message from Lu Chen: [I said I worked part-time to earn living expenses, so my mother agreed that I should continue my studies, but she thinks that I have a bright future in liberal arts It's not that big, let me stay a level to lay a solid foundation, and choose science next semester.]
[oh.]
After buying something and walking back, Ruan Yue replied.
There was a burst of laughter in my heart.
[Do you think it is okay?]
Lu Chen asked again.
She thought for a while while holding the phone, and replied solemnly: [You can do it if you think so. The future is your own. If you think you can learn well by staying a grade, it is definitely worth it.]
[knew.]
[Then I might go through the formalities tomorrow and go to freshman year of high school.]
[I will study hard.]
Lu Chen sent three sentences in a row.
[come on.]
After typing these words, Ruan Yue raised her hand and touched her face.
"What's wrong?"
Cheng Xiao next to her asked her.
Ruan Yue glanced at her with a guilty smile, "It's okay."
She just suddenly felt that she seemed to have a thick skin, and she rarely acted with others like this.
She didn't expect that this play would last for a year.
Ever since he realized that pretending to be pitiful can gain her sympathy and attention, Lu Chen never tires of doing it and has done it to the extreme.
After taking Ruan Yue's money and being repeated to the first year of high school, the chances of the two meeting each other suddenly decreased.
Because senior one and senior two are not in the same building, sometimes for several days, the two of them can't even meet each other in school.
But in fact, there are more connections.
After sitting in the first grade classroom, Lu Chen sent Ruan Yue a wechat message: [After taking the first grade, I found that the exercises after class are much easier.]
After two days of getting used to it, he posted again: [Compared to this, girls in the second year of high school are more restrained. These little girls in the first year of high school are annoying enough. They put milk in the hole of my table in the morning, put potato chips in the lunch, and added a box of chocolates when the evening self-study came. What do you mean? Do you think I am the kind of person who can eat? Still feel that I am poor and pity me?]
When she saw this WeChat message, Ruan Yue sprayed herself with water for the first time in her life.
After dealing with it in a hurry, she replied: [Maybe I like you?]
Lu Chen asked her: [What do I like? My family has no money to study and I'm poor at school. I'm 18 years old and I'm in the first year of high school. It's a joke when others say it.]
Ruan Yue: "..."
Sometimes she couldn't figure out how much of Lu Chen's words were false and how much was true. If he wanted to say that he was deliberately blackmailing himself, many of his expressions revealed genuine inferiority complex.
She then said: [You can't belittle yourself like this. You are tall and well-groomed, and your temperament is okay in all aspects. You are not so useless, and you are more confident.]
[Do you think I look good?]
[… Um.]
[It turns out that girls like you can also look at faces.]
Ruan Yue was a little depressed: [What kind of girl am I?]
Lu Chen: [The family background is good, the study is good, the person is beautiful, the personality is also very good, and he is willing to help others.]
Ruan Yue ignored him directly.
In the past, she also knew that Lu Chen had a sweet mouth, but in her memory, it was more before the two of them got together, and after they got together day and night, the atmosphere gradually changed.
It's normal for her to ignore people.
The Qingbei class is fiercely competitive and stressful, and the curriculum is also tight. The self-study class is often occupied by the teacher, and it is not as easy as the first year of high school.
Firstly, Lu Chen was afraid that she would forget about him, and secondly, he was afraid that she would be nervous, so when get out of class or school was over, he would send a few WeChat messages to make his presence felt.
Of course, chatting is secondary.
Discussing learning is the top priority.
After Ruan Yue was in her third year of high school, she was still in Qingbei Class.
His grades rose steadily for a period of time, and then hovered in the top ten of the class for a while. In the second semester of the provincial entrance examination, he jumped to the third place in the class for the first time.
According to the Qingbei rate of Changning No. 1 Middle School in previous years, as long as this ranking is not lost, it can safely go to Peking University.
At that time, Lu Chen was assigned to the experimental class of science in the second year of high school. When he saw Ruan Yue's name on the school's honor roll, he felt honored, and inexplicably stressed.
Ruan Yue became a popular person on campus.
In the first semester of her third year of high school, "Entrepreneur" was released in October during the National Day.
Knowing that she will participate in the performance, many teachers in the school said in class before the holiday: "National Day is a seven-day holiday, everyone must pay attention to safety while relaxing, and don't go to dangerous places alone! If you have nothing to do, you can go to the movies. In the new film "Entrepreneur" directed by Pan Jingping, there is a character played by Ruan Yue, a student from the Qingbei Class of Liberal Arts in our school. He is 17 years old, and his grades are among the best. He also has the opportunity to cooperate with a great director. Let's see you... "
As soon as this remark came out, everyone wailed: "Working with a great director requires good looks, you don't have a chance if you work hard!"
The teachers of each class decisively interjected: "He is so beautiful and knows how to study hard, and those who are not beautiful like you know how to talk back and study! Do you know?!"
Who can be convinced by being so bullied
Ruan Yue suddenly became the public enemy of many junior high school girls. Some people who didn't know her before ran to the school forum and asked: [Who is Ruan Yue? Awesome, our homeroom teacher never praises others, she is so excited when she mentions her, she was sprayed as autistic in class, shit.]
[Guiding the Honor Roll—High 300 Ranking List.]
[Guide to the "Entrepreneur" official blog," there is a promotional photo.]
[The class flower of the Qingbei class of the third year of senior high school, it is rumored that the school grass, Lu Chen and Mr. Jiang are all chasing after her. But it seems that she will definitely go to Peking University with the school grass, haha.]
[I know I know. Isn't it the same girl who was poached by Director Pan to star in "The Entrepreneur" because of a sneaky photo with the school girl in the sophomore year of high school that went viral on Weibo? It seems to be playing with Meng Jiming, oh, so sour.]
[A weak question, is she a school girl? Is she and Lu Chen on good terms? I heard that Lu Chen was repeating the grade for her, and it was very inspiring to go all the way from the scumbag to the experimental class.]
[? ? ?]
[Lu Chen's classmate said: He is a learning machine with no emotions.]
There are hundreds of floors built in the forum, and there is no definite number of who is a couple with whom.
In this way, Ruan Yue's name was widely known in the school. After "Entrepreneur" hit the box office as expected, no one knew who exposed her personal information on the Internet. For a while, the surroundings were better. The boys at the school all ran to the gate of the No. 1 Middle School to watch after school.
Ruan Yue herself didn't particularly care.
After being watched once or twice, she rarely left the school gate after school.
Yan Shuning came back to work in the Public Security Bureau, and his work unit was in City A. I don't know what method he used to persuade Zhao Bingzhi to switch to a maternity and children's hospital in City A. The house was too deserted, and Ruan Yue felt that the commute would waste time. From then on, I basically lived on campus.
She didn't take it to heart, and the other people's excitement passed away after a while.
Time is slowly advancing towards the college entrance examination, and before you know it, it is another April.
The 26th day of this month is the Golden Magnolia Awards Ceremony, which is a biennial event in the Chinese film industry. Because "Entrepreneur" has been nominated for several awards, Ruan Yue was invited to participate with the crew.
After looking at the date, she found that the time was on Saturday, so she agreed.
Thinking of wearing a dress that day, she told Zhao Bingzhi about it after confirming it. After Zhao Bingzhi learned about it, Yan Shuning soon found out.
For the first time, these two busy people showed that they valued her and wanted to go with her.
Ruan Yue was surprised and flattered. After thinking about it, she asked Pan Jingping again, and got two tickets smoothly.
…
At six o'clock in the afternoon, Beijing City.
In the high-end styling club, Ruan Yue put on her makeup, walked out of the private room on high heels, and asked the two sitting on the sofa hesitantly, "Is it a bit too exaggerated?"
"Where is this exaggeration?"
Before Zhao Bingzhi and Yan Shuning could speak, the stylist first laughed, "Honey, you are going to walk the red carpet to participate in the film festival. This is already a very low-key dress. You should have seen the red carpet pictures of those celebrities Well, the skirt is several meters long, hollowed out, backless, and deep V to the navel, really, compared to others, this is an unusual look, and it is not an exaggeration at all!"
"very nice."
Zhao Bingzhi stood up, nodded and smiled.
She and Yan Shuning came here specially to accompany Ruan Yue, they didn't walk the red carpet, and they didn't order any custom dresses. But because the two of them were born there, they both have a good taste in clothing since they were young, and their casual clothes, which are only slightly more formal, are also very eye-catching.
Zhao Bingzhi wore high heels, straight-leg pants, a white shirt with a small V-neck inside, and a black windbreaker on the outside. The lapel windbreaker with a full drape made her slender and straight, and she looked quite professional. Feminine sophistication.
As for Yan Shuning...
He has the aura honed in the army for many years. The saying "a man depends on his clothes" is reversed in him. The simplest black suit can also be seen because he is extremely calm and capable, and cannot be underestimated. air and demeanor.
Seeing Zhao Bingzhi get up, he also smiled, looked at Ruan Yue and said, "Your mother has a good eye, this dress suits you well."
This man is really good at talking.
It's fine if you don't speak, but once you speak, a woman will be elated.
The stylist next to him sighed secretly, and helped Ruan Yue adjust the necklace on his neck a little, and agreed with a smile: "Isn't it, this light blue is very picky, and only white can hold it. You can easily control it at your age, it’s so beautiful.”
Ruan Yue was a little embarrassed to be surrounded by a group of people, so she didn't say much.
Near seven o'clock, she and the crew gathered outside the venue where the awards ceremony was held. Zhao Bingzhi and Yan Shuning separated from her and walked alone.
Watching the two of them get into the car and leave, Meng Jiming said with emotion: "Is your mother in her forties? This condition is well maintained."
"Well, of course there is."
Ruan Yue laughed.
However, she also found out.
Ever since Yan Shuning came back from changing jobs and persuaded her mother to change jobs and go to City A together, her mental outlook is much better than before, and it is not an exaggeration to describe her as radiant.
Uncle Yan has a great way to make her happy.
Thinking of this, Ruan Yue couldn't help laughing, and asked Meng Jiming: "Is there anything that needs to be paid attention to in advance when entering the arena?"
"this… "
Meng Jiming thought for a while, "As the only safflower among our big men, you...should just hold my arm later?"
"Ha ha."
"It's just taking advantage of other little girls."
Someone in the car made a joke.
They have met each other several times, and they asked him for a favor earlier, Ruan Yue has no intention of developing in the entertainment industry, and has nothing to ask of him, and has always been neither humble nor overbearing when getting along, but he is very fond of him.
Meng Jiming is the kind of person who, as long as he wants to, can make his companions feel like a spring breeze.
Ruan Yue felt a little uneasy, but quickly settled down.
When a group of people walked on the red carpet, she put her arm around Meng Jiming's.
As a national movie star with both popularity and strength, the moment Meng Jiming appeared, he attracted a burst of frenzied shots from the media reporters. Outside the cordon, many fans surrounded him, holding shiny support signs and yelling frantically "Meng Jiming, Meng Jiming, I love you..."
Hearing this, Meng Jiming paused for a moment, and raised his hand to greet the fans.
Needless to say, another wave of shouts and cheers was harvested.
Ruan Yue stood beside him, smiling lightly. The light blue princess dress was not eye-catching, but because of the fit, it showed her beautiful figure to the fullest. It was easy to remind people of her appearance in the movie The pure and distressing Jiang Nianci played.
[Ahhh, I'm dead, I saw Jiang Nianci in real life on the red carpet of the film festival, it's really beautiful.]
[Holding my husband's arm, I feel sore.]
[Sour +1, but she is really good, the light blue dress is beautiful and not eye-catching, super flattering temperament.]
[I heard that studying is very good.]
[Look at someone else's seventeen years old, and compare it to myself...]
On the "Entrepreneur" official blog and Weibo film festival related topics, "other people's seventeen years old" became a high-frequency sentence before the opening.
Ruan Yue took her handbag, sat down and looked at the time after entering the arena.
It was nearly half an hour before the awards ceremony began, and she was not in a hurry. She sat quietly among a bunch of celebrities, her gentle and quiet appearance attracted many people's attention. When she went to say hello to Pan Jingping, she inevitably mentioned She praised Pan Jingping for his good eyesight.
"Entrepreneur" is the award-winning popular film of this year's film festival. It was nominated for five awards: Best Actor, Best Director, Best Screenplay, Best Photography and Best Newcomer. Among them, the best newcomer nomination is Ruan Yue played Jiang Nianci.
But in the end, she didn't win the trophy.
The Best Newcomer award went to another newcomer who made a lot of appearances in the nominated films.
The audience applauded, and when the actress came onto the stage wearing a long skirt, the camera captured Ruan Yue's face on the big screen on the stage.
She showed an expression of "as expected", smiled with the corners of her lips bent, and did not hesitate to applaud.
This flashing picture attracted many fans of passers-by, and made Zhao Bingzhi instantly relieved, looking at the big screen with a gratified smile.
"Yue'er has never had a lot of worries about gains and losses, but you are rarely nervous."
In the seat next to her, Yan Shuning glanced at her.
Zhao Bingzhi tilted his head, "Of course you have to look forward to it when you're nominated."
After a pause, she said again: "I gave her too little love since I was a child, and I can't be considered a qualified mother. It seems that in the blink of an eye, she has grown up and grown into a big girl. She didn't even ask me to attend this kind of occasion. Don't come here, if you get older in the future, you probably don't need me anymore."
Yan Shuning was silent for a while, staring at her. In the dim light, his Adam's apple rolled down slightly, and he put a hand on the back of her hand, "It's a good thing that the child grows up and gradually has his own world. If You think you want to be needed, how about me?"
Zhao Bingzhi: "..."
She looked at Yan Shuning fixedly.
She didn't respond for a long while, and she still felt a little unreal in her heart, so she grabbed the phone abruptly and said casually: "I'll send Yue'er a text message."
The awards proceed to the next item.
Ruan Yue felt her phone vibrate and looked down.
Zhao Bingzhi said to her on WeChat: [In my mother's heart, you are the best.]
At the same time, Lu Chen sat in the guest seat a little further back, lowered his head, and wrote a text message: [In my heart, you are the best.]
Beside him, Xiang Qi Ze, who was in a suit and leather shoes, smiled, "I didn't win the prize, the little fairy might be a little sad, what is Boss Lu planning to do? Simply sacrifice your building and stage a confession of love. "
"roll."
Lu Chenmei glanced at him angrily, and lowered his voice, "I warn you, don't talk about whether it is a building or not, let her know, and I will never end with you!"
The young founder of Yoyo Live choked, "I've never seen you like this, and you still have an addiction to pretending to be poor?"
Lu Chen laughed, "She's different from your girlfriends who look up to Qian."
WeChat is here.
He looked down, and Ruan Yue replied two words: [Thank you.]
In the past and present, Zhao Bingzhi had never said such a thing to her, nor had Lu Chen.
Sitting in the seat, Ruan Yue lowered her head and smiled while holding the phone, relaxed slightly, and leaned back on the back of the chair.
—
City A.
Hospital VIP ward.
The nurse on duty pushed open the door with a temperature gun and a work clip, and was about to lean over to take her temperature, when she saw the girl who had been lying on the bed for almost half a month, with slightly curved lips and a smile.
After a pause, she lost her temperature, and walked out of the ward to find a doctor.
There was a slight sound of "tick, tick" in the ear, and the "squeak" sound of the door being pushed out was clearly heard. The girl on the hospital bed frowned and raised her eyelids.
The snow-white walls, the hanging bottles, the breeze blowing in from the screen window, and the sunlight projected, all of these, like a curtain, were gradually opened before her eyes.
Hospital
How could she be in the hospital
The scenes in her mind replayed back and forth again, and she almost couldn't believe it, looking at her hand that was leaning on the bed, with the indwelling needle inserted.
Footsteps came.
She turned her head and saw several people from far to near, the first one looked at her, and slowly showed a relieved smile.
"Uncle Fu?"
Ruan Yue's voice was dry, because she had been lying down for a long time, her voice was soft and weak, and she was surprised.
Fu Heng smiled at her, then looked at the doctor in a white coat next to him, and said, "Please take care of it first, and I will notify the family."
After saying this, he comforted Ruan Yue with his eyes, turned around and went out.
Ruan Yue was dizzy and had a headache that almost exploded. She subconsciously raised her hand to touch it, and then the nurse said "Hey" and pressed down her hand, "There is a wound on the head, be careful."
Ruan Yue stared at her blankly, "I... I..."
Her lips quivered, and she could hardly speak.
The nurse vaguely understood what she wanted to ask, and explained softly: "You fell down the stairs and hurt your head. Because you need an operation, you shaved off your hair. Don't worry, it will grow back."
"Shaved?"
For a moment, Ruan Yue didn't understand the meaning of this sentence.
Doctors and nurses were busy around her, she was stunned for a while, and then asked, "Where's Lu Chen?"
"Lu Chen?"
The nurse who was helping her check her drip was taken aback, "Oh, you mean that boy who was brought here with you? He's fine and has been discharged from the hospital a long time ago."
The nurse lowered her voice and whispered in her ear: "I seemed to want to see you before, but your mother slapped you twice at the elevator entrance, and then you didn't come."
The author has something to say: This article has two parts.
The first two-thirds of this part is a world corrected by the heroine's memory fragments and inner desires. The previous article actually laid a foreshadowing, bringing up many details of the "previous life" that she ignored. She is like a tool person, and the world she lives in is like a dream. What she wants most after "rebirth" is: to give her mother happiness; what is most difficult to get over is Fu Zhixing's feelings for her; what is gradually separated is her relationship with Lu Chen.
The story is actually based on the surrounding area.
In reality, the Zhao Bingzhi I know is not that old, she doesn't have Fu Heng, and she doesn't have Yan Shuning.
Ruan Yue in reality is tens of thousands.
When I was young, I wasted my time willfully for various reasons. In my dream, there was a bamboo horse student in fluttering white clothes. When I opened my eyes, the boyfriend/husband beside me was mediocre just like myself.
What should I do, face this desperate reality.
What I want to write is not a story about changing the world after being reborn or finding that I am powerless to change after being reborn, but that when "I" realizes that I am living a life I don't want, I try to change myself, and then change life story.
When I first told my friend, she said, "God, forget it, is it necessary to make such a fuss?"
But I impulsively opened the text.
I choose to post this article here, because I know that no matter which platform it is on, this story is full of faces, and JJ is relatively tolerant.
Apologies for all the annoyance I have caused you since writing this article.
sorry.
This seems to be a not-so-pleasant attempt. I think that I will rarely write this type of article in the future, but this book, I hope to finish it well.
"The Male Protagonist Forced to Work Hard" is the original title of this article, and it also has its corresponding introduction. Because the editor suggested changing it shortly after the article was opened, I changed it to the one of the campus goddess. In order to avoid spoilers, and also because "rebirth" occupies the It has a large proportion, and there is no way to explain it at first, so I chose this category.
To be honest, I was quite nervous about this chapter, and I didn’t even dare to post it, so I’ve been babbling for a while.
If you are willing to walk with me, then the following is a story that is warm enough and full of hope, thank you everyone.