Doctors and nurses came and went in and out of the ward.
After more than half an hour, it finally calmed down.
Ruan Yue also gradually recovered from the initial shock and confusion.
The body was sleepy and weak after lying down for many days, the pain and itching from the wound compounding after the craniotomy, and the discomfort caused by the drip on the back of the hand...
All of these remind her—
This is the real world in which she exists.
Those previous consummations were more like a longing dream that had been immersed for a long time.
In the dream, Ruan Chengyi is imprisoned, Zhao Bingzhi has a second love, and Fu Zhixing likes her... Not only does she have excellent grades, she also has good friends who talk about everything, and even famous directors ask her to film movies, and movie stars cooperate with her. Lu Chen was reborn with her. In that world, he loved her so much, worked hard to improve his studies, and at the same time became an invisible rich man by taking advantage of the opportunity. He pretended to be poor and resorted to various means to trick her.
It really is something that only happens in the imagination.
"How are you feeling right now?"
A concerned male voice came from the side.
She turned her head to look, and asked hesitantly, "Uncle Fu, have you been taking care of me for the past half month?"
Fu Heng smiled, "No. Your mother invited the aunt at home. She is basically watching you during the day, and your mother stays in bed at night. Your mother is having an operation in the hospital today, and Aunt Li is also busy. So let me come over and take her place for a while."
Ruan Yue thought about it, and said embarrassedly: "That's really troublesome for you, tossing this way from Ningcheng."
"No trouble, I'm working here now."
Ruan Yue was taken aback.
Fu Heng said again: "Your mother is not in Ningcheng either, she is now at the Provincial Women's and Children's side. I have already called to tell you about your awakening, and she will come over after work."
Ruan Yue let out an "oh", digesting what he said.
He is here, and his mother is in the province of women and children, so both of them have left the No. 1 Hospital of Ningcheng City.
Why
Not long after her parents divorced, she came to city A to attend university.
During this period, I went home once and found that my mother was taking antidepressant drugs. It was then that she knew she had depression.
Seriously, but not to the point of horror. She was able to go to work normally, attend consultations, pick up people and treat things. The behavior at home is that he talks less and his temper is getting worse and worse. Because of being controlled by various requirements, even if she knew that she was sick, she sometimes felt annoyed. In order to avoid arguing with her, she went home less often.
The "Aunt Li" in Fu Heng's words is her new nanny later.
However, judging from his tone, he was obviously very familiar with Aunt Li.
Could it be that he was already with her mother
There was a mess in her heart, Ruan Yue just thought about it, and felt a headache again.
She tentatively touched her head with the hand that hadn't been pricked, and the naked touch immediately made her feel hopeless again.
Seeing her closing her eyes sadly, Fu Heng couldn't help but smiled, and said comfortingly: "After the wound heals, the hair will grow back too, so don't take it too seriously."
"But it doesn't grow all at once."
Ruan Yue didn't feel better because of his comfort.
How can a man understand the sadness of a woman without hair
She turned her body slightly, put one hand under her chin, and her depressed appearance made Fu Heng startled.
The Ruan Yue in his impression was always well-behaved and indifferent since he was a child. Like Zhao Bingzhi's copy in recent years, it seems that he has reached the rebellious stage in recent years, and his temper is not much presumptuous. Instead, he is cold and stubborn, like a hedgehog. The stock rejects the breath of people thousands of miles away.
Waking up after laying down for half a month, it seems that something is different
…
Ruan Yue fell asleep again.
At around twelve noon, Zhao Bingzhi came over.
When she walked into the ward, Ruan Yue was still awake, and Fu Heng was sitting on a chair by the window, reading a medical journal. Seeing her come in, he put the book on the table casually, got up and said, "I didn't wake up for an hour, and fell asleep again."
"Trouble."
Zhao Bingzhi glanced at him and said nothing.
Her feelings for Fu Heng are complicated.
When Ruan Yue was in college, this person divorced Liang Fei. Since then, she has intervened in her life somewhat forcefully, tolerated her temper when she was ill, and tried her best to help her get out of the shadow of depression. .
Who would have thought that he followed to City A and entered the best military medical university in the province.
This time Ruan Yue had an accident and accepted his love again.
Walking to the bed, bending over and lowering his eyes, Zhao Bingzhi looked carefully at his daughter's sleeping face.
She is just such a child, but she has been busy with work for many years, neglected to take care of her, and never guided her well. After divorcing Ruan Chengyi, the demands on her can almost be described as picky and harsh. The child has to dislike her parents so much that she doesn't even use a penny of the money they give her, and ruins herself by making such a boyfriend and living in such a place.
Just thinking of what he saw in the past half month, Zhao Bingzhi felt a burst of angina.
Tears fell on Ruan Yue's face, and she woke up from her sleep.
In a daze, facing Zhao Bingzhi with teary eyes, he hesitated and called, "Mom."
"Are you awake?"
Zhao Bingzhi hastily raised his hand to wipe away his tears, sat sideways on the side of the bed, gently touched the hand where she was holding the bottle, and asked tentatively, "How do you feel? Does your head hurt? After lying down for so long, Is there any discomfort in your body?"
In the real world, Zhao Bingzhi like this is a little strange to Ruan Yue.
She was startled for a moment, and asked softly, "Is it 19 now?"
Zhao Bingzhi: "..."
She tilted her head and looked at Fu Heng with astonishment.
How many years, she has not cried. When I'm depressed, I get hysterical, but I never cry. Ruan Yue was lying in the hospital for half a month, but she became a weeping person. She often shed tears when she saw Ruan Yue who was crying and crying in pain in her sleep, and her temperament softened a lot.
It's just that she herself, probably didn't realize it...
Fu Heng sighed lightly and said, "The doctor has checked it. His vision and hearing are normal in all aspects, and he has no amnesia."
He smiled, "Probably frightened by your tears."
Zhao Bingzhi said "oh", and his mood was a little complicated. He looked at Ruan Yue and said, "it's my mother who was too strict with you in the past. From now on, mother will not care about you so much. As long as you are happy, we will do whatever you want What. Just take care of your body quickly and get well soon."
She didn't mention anything about Lu Chen.
The words are all concerned about her. She is nearly fifty years old. Because she has been in a bad state for the past few years, she obviously looks a few years older than the radiant mother in the dream, but Ruan Yue looks at her with tears Because of her rejoicing and gratified expression when she woke up, she couldn't help being moved.
This is her mother.
The mother who scolded her and trained her was not a mother who didn't love her.
She nodded, "Yes", and said in a low voice, "I'm also at fault. I shouldn't always lose my temper with you. What you said is right. After waking up, I will not go to work for the time being. I will take the postgraduate entrance examination at S University." , as long as you are always willing to support me, then I will keep studying and become a female doctor in the future."
Xu didn't expect her to say that, Zhao Bingzhi was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help laughing, "It's not easy to be a doctor, you need to raise your head first."
"oh."
Ruan Yue responded, looking quite well-behaved.
Standing on the sidelines and watching, Fu Heng couldn't believe it. The loving mother and daughter in front of him were like fire and water at the beginning of the year.
However, for the rest of their lives after a catastrophe, many people will always realize it; and more people, only after losing a person can they understand how important that person is to her...
Ruan Yue's trip to hell this time made her understand that there are no major issues other than life and death, and it also made Zhao Bingzhi understand that except for her daughter, there are no big things.
For their mother and daughter, it was a blessing in disguise.
—
After waking up, Ruan Yue stayed in the hospital for more than a month.
During this period, the family's aunt and Zhao Bingzhi took turns to take care of her; Fu Heng would go to the ward to take care of her when she was free; after learning that she woke up, her grandparents also came over twice; before she was discharged from the hospital, several colleagues of Zhao Bingzhi also came; It was Ruan Chengyi who couldn't enter the ward because Zhao Bingzhi didn't allow him.
On September 27th, Ruan Yue was discharged from the hospital.
At noon, a group of people had a simple meal at the entrance of the hospital. Zhao Bingzhi drove and took his aunt and Ruan Yue back to their new home in City A.
She has worked in the No. 1 Hospital of Ningcheng City for many years, and she got a rich dowry when she got married. She has acquaintances who have been helping her with financial management. In the early years, she bought a house and shops in City A for investment.
This well-decorated house was originally intended to be given to Ruan Yue as a dowry when she got married, so she had never rented it out. It was only after she had the idea of changing jobs that she found someone to buy the furniture. It has not been two months since she and Aunt Li moved here.
There are a total of small high-rises on the tenth floor, and their family bought the first floor. The price is half times more expensive than other floors, because the vestibule and backyard plus the negative floor are presented.
Ruan Yue followed Li Yan into the door, looking enviously at the neighbor's garden full of roses.
"We only moved here after you were hospitalized."
Seeing her looking up, Li Yan explained from the side, "There was no one living there before, the garden must be deserted, I'll buy some flower seedlings and plant them in the next day, and within a year or two, it will definitely be beautiful. "
"Then I will go with you then."
Ruan Yue said with a smile.
Aunt Li is not as old as her mother. She has two sons, and the older one only goes to high school. She has always liked Ruan Yue.
It's just that Ruan Yue has been thinking about Wen Ru for the past few years, so Ruan Yue was not close to her before.
When the three of them entered the house, Aunt Li started packing up.
Zhao Bing knew that he had just moved to the provincial women's and children's department, so he couldn't always ask for leave, so he told Ruan Yue to have a good rest, and then drove to the hospital again.
When Ruan Yue got to her room, she found that Zhao Bingzhi had packed all the things that belonged to her in the rental house.
She breathed a sigh of relief and began to organize things.
Aunt Li happened to come in with a rag to wipe the furniture. Seeing her tidying up without saying a word, she thought for a while and said softly: "A mother never hurts the child's heart. You are young now. Listening to her words may I don’t think it sounds good. When you get older, you will know that it is the experience of people who have been there. My son also annoys me, but I have to say that he is annoyed. If you are so young and don’t study hard, what can you do in the future? Go to work Only then do you know how hard it is to make money. Look at the conditions of your family, your mother doesn’t expect you to make money, keep studying hard, and when you come out, it must be that you pick the job, not the job picks you.”
Ruan Yue smiled, "I'm preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination."
Aunt Li breathed a sigh of relief, "The postgraduate entrance examination is good. Nowadays, college students are not popular. If the family has no financial burden, and I can still study, it is the best to be able to study."
"Um."
Ruan Yue nodded again.
S University is the best one in their province. Before, Zhao Bingzhi felt that her undergraduate college was not competitive enough, so she kept asking her to continue her studies at S University, preferably a Ph.
She resisted.
Because Ding Chuchu was studying at S University, and after graduation he taught Chinese in the High School Attached to S University.
When she thought of her before, she always felt inferior and constantly doubted herself. Because of Ruan Chengyi's preference for Ding Chuchu, her own daughter fell into a vicious circle of self-denial.
Looking back now—
It's ridiculous and stupid to deny yourself because of other people's mistakes.
Ruan Yue came back to her senses, and heard Li Yan say next to her: "And your boyfriend, don't blame Auntie for saying that he is not good. It's just the two of you, it's completely wrong, you can't grow up if you find a man It’s fine, you have to be capable, and you’d better have a good family background. I heard—”
Li Yan lowered her voice, "His father passed away two years ago. The family owes a lot of debt, and they rely on their mother to sell clothes on the pedestrian street to make money. You said that on such a condition, can your mother agree? Not to mention you Because he suffered so much."
His father died
Hearing this, Ruan Yue was stunned for a moment, then turned her head and asked, "Who have you heard so much about?"
"No fucking."
Li Yan sighed, "You don't know that on the day you entered the hospital, your mother almost fainted when the doctor told you that you were going to have a craniotomy. At that time, the boy's mother also rushed over. She was so frightened that she almost knelt down to your mother to help her son." Atonement, she speaks incoherently herself, sometimes her son is ignorant, and sometimes she neglects to discipline the child after his father passed away... Hey, she is also a poor person."
"Then... what about Lu Chen?"
"He's not serious. He said he had a concussion. He woke up the next day. When he woke up, he wanted to see you in the ward, but your mother stopped him."
blocked
These three understatements made Ruan Yue feel heavy.
She didn't speak anymore, and she didn't mention Lu Chen. When Zhao Bingzhi came back for dinner at night, she told her that she had made it clear to Lu Chen earlier, and told her not to contact him again.
Ruan Yue obediently agreed.
After she woke up, the relationship between mother and daughter reached an unprecedented closeness, because she had been very obedient during this time, Zhao Bingzhi felt relieved with this promise.
For the next two days, the three of them stayed at home, doing all kinds of shopping, and continuing to decorate the new home.
Ruan Yue recovered from a serious illness and was not tired, so she went to the flower market with Li Yan, bought some flowers and green plants, bought a fish tank for her family, and bought her a small turtle, which she wanted to buy at first. A dog, but Zhao Bing knew he didn't agree, so he let it go.
On Monday, Zhao Bingzhi went to work as usual.
Li Yan was going to her son's school, and left after eating early in the morning.
No one was guarding her at home, and Ruan Yue finally had a chance to go out with the key.
In her mobile phone, Lu Chen's WeChat and phone numbers were all deleted by Zhao Bingzhi. Because she didn't have the habit of memorizing phone numbers, she couldn't contact Lu Chen.
After thinking about it, I can only go to the place where he works to find someone.
Lu Chen works in an outdoor club.
The club is a national chain, involving a wide range. There are not only various activities such as outdoor adventures, training, and summer camps, but also various incidental items such as fitness and beauty, self-sale of branded equipment and clothing. In fact, Ruan Yue didn't know exactly what Lu Chen's work included.
But she knew the general address of the club.
After getting off the taxi, Ruan Yue quickly found the place. She had to register at the front desk, so she couldn't get in, so she could only say to the girl with the work badge: "Please help me find Lu Chen."
"Lu Chen?"
The girl looked at her and asked with a familiar smile, "Who are you?"
"girlfriend."
Ruan Yue had just finished speaking, when she heard a "Yo" from the side, several tall and strong men wearing only black vests and trousers came over with a smile, someone looked up at the other side, and teased, " Ah Chen's market is okay, and he just broke up with that one, and now we're talking again, seamlessly."
"Just his face, you really can't envy him."
The other grinned back.
While talking, everyone wanted to tease this "new girlfriend" a few words, never thought, just as they were looking at her, the girl turned around and took off the baseball cap on her head.
Seeing her face clearly, the crowd immediately said: "..."
Ruan Yue originally had long, smooth hair, but it was shaved before the operation, so when she was discharged from the hospital, Zhao Bingzhi bought her a bunch of wigs.
She thought long hair was too heavy and uncomfortable to wear, so she chose a light brown fluffy short hair when she went out today. The button-down style made that small snow-white face look modern and delicate, subverting everyone's inherent impression of her .
After she put her hat on, the men started chatting with each other.
"Why do you have time to come here today? Didn't you go to work?"
"Did you quarrel with Ah Chen?"
"Before he moved to live in our dormitory, and he didn't allow other people to mention you, he thought you broke up. I'm sorry."
"Where did you get your hair cut? It's so foreign."
After being called by a phone call, what Lu Chen saw was this picture.
A group of tall and burly boys blocked a girl who was similar in stature to Ruan Yue, talking in a hurry.
Claiming to be his girlfriend
He walked over and asked the front desk with a cold face: "Who is looking for me?"
The girl at the front desk raised her chin and pointed at Ruan Yue.
Lu Chen glanced over, saw that face clearly, was startled for a moment, then slowly asked, "Why are you here?"
"I've been in the hospital for so long, why don't you come to see me?"
Ruan Yue walked over, naturally took a hand hanging by his side, raised her head, and asked with some dissatisfaction, "Are you really my boyfriend?"
"..."
Lu Chen choked when asked.
As he got closer, he suddenly saw the color of her hair under the brim of the hat, and frowned first, "Did you dye your hair?"
"No."
Ruan Yue put her arms around his wrist, thought for a while, and then said awkwardly, "Didn't you hurt your head? I shaved my hair before the operation, so I wore a wig."
"puff-"
A few people next to her burst into laughter because of the unexpected news, and surrounded her all at once, and some even lifted her hat with their hands, "This is a wig, just like the real thing."
"oh."
Ruan Yue nodded, "My mother said it was made of real hair."
When she spoke, the hand holding him never let go.
In front of a group of his colleagues, he stood beside him very affectionately, and he answered every question when he was spoken to. There was no trace of impatience on his face, but instead revealed a kind of obedience that made him feel rare.
It's just... very cuddly.
Lu Chen sized her up for a while with downcast eyes, and asked, "Are you feeling better? Just run out like this, is it okay?"
Ruan Yue looked at him again, "It's almost healed, it's because I hurt my head, I can't remember some things very clearly, but I still remember that you are my boyfriend..."
She paused, shook his hand and said, "I'm hungry."
Lu Chen: "..."
No matter how much psychological construction he had done before, he couldn't withstand such a small action from her. His mood was like riding a roller coaster, whistling up and down, for a long while, he could only say: "Then I will take you out to dinner."
Ruan Yue shook her head, "I'm not in good health yet, so I can't eat outside food."
Lu Chen: "???"
I heard her say again: "Your friend just said that you moved to the dormitory. Is your dormitory near here? Can you cook? Can you make me something to eat?"
There was a burst of "puff puff puff" laughter around.
Because I couldn't understand the unfolding method, and felt that the little fairy in Lu Chen's family was not the same as before after being ill. The people around looked at each other, as if they were watching the excitement.
Being watched by the crowd, Lu Chen felt a little weird.
He and Ruan Yue are rarely exposed to others like this, they are aboveboard.
Under her gaze, he couldn't say anything to refuse, and finally he could only nod his head: "I know a little bit, then go to the dormitory."
"It's in broad daylight, isn't it a bit inappropriate?"
"Ah Chen, please drive carefully, Miss Ren just came out of the hospital."
"We don't go back at noon."
Seeing the two walking away, a group of people laughed and spoke yellow accents behind them.
Worried that Ruan Yue would be disgusted, Lu Chen subconsciously went to look at her.
The sun outside was a bit dazzling, Ruan Yue buttoned up her hat again after going out, her face looked smaller under the black brim, because she had been lying in the hospital for two months, her face was whiter and her chin was sharper, and she put on such a hat again Short hair on the top has a very age-reducing effect.
One of his hands was still held by her.
Lu Chen was really not used to it, so he wanted to pull his hand away.
Ruan Yue held it tighter, looked up at him, and said, "Sometimes I get dizzy when I walk."
Lu Chen had no choice.
He took her by the hand and led her to the dormitory.
The small third room shared by several boys, chaos is inevitable.
After entering the door, Ruan Yue just glanced casually, then he started to pack his things, and asked her by the way, "Would you like some water?"
"Don't drink."
"Then let me tidy up and watch TV for a while?"
"Dizzy watching TV."
Lu Chen: "..."
Facing such a suddenly obedient and fragile girlfriend who seemed to have lost part of his memory, he couldn't shake his prepared face at all.
Forget it, I guess when she gets better, we will break up without saying anything.
Besides, this injury was originally due to his fault.
After calming down, Lu Chen asked her, "What do you want to eat?"
Ruan Yue asked, "What will you do?"
Lu Chen thought for a while, "It's just that I'm sick and need to eat something light. There should be Longxu noodles in the kitchen. Can you make me a bowl of tomato noodle soup?"
Ruan Yue nodded.
Watching Lu Chen go to the kitchen, she breathed a sigh of relief and took off her hat.
Before I came here, I kept thinking, how should I face him after meeting him
The memories of the past are too bad, if she selectively ignores some, and he thinks she has forgotten, then it should be much easier for them to get along.
Lu Chen was actually very soft-hearted.
The author has something to say: In fact, choosing Ruan Yue to wake up is not to continue suffering in reality, but to live a good life with a correct attitude in reality, reap happiness, and abuse scum.
I always feel that "Rebirth" has a mirage feeling.
However, it may be difficult for some relatives to accept it. I think it is the end of the main text, which is actually okay. After all, in "that world," the relative has been consummated.
The post is not long, and it will end this month.
Thank you everyone.