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The second before the kiss, Shi'an felt regretful and panicked, but he was powerless to resist.
In his heart, he was both happy and regretful, and also regretful and afraid: what he liked was that Bai Yang had always been naive and innocent, but he had such affection for him; what he regretted was that since he said goodbye to Lusheng, he thought he had taken love and hatred lightly, and now He made a mistake, but he didn't know how to control his heart; he also regretted that he took advantage of others' danger and pushed the boat with the current, Bai Yang couldn't hold on to himself, how could he not hold on to himself in his two lifetimes? Also afraid that Bai Yang was only passionate for a while, when Ming Chao woke up, how could the two of them face each other
So over and over again, it's a mixed bag of flavors. The more Shi'an thought about it, the more hesitant he became. But Bai Yang was in his arms, pressing his face to his chest.
Shi'an felt the indescribable sweet joy, diluting everything else.
It would be a bit false to say that he really has no selfish intentions, yes, he wants to be closer to Bai Yang—if Bai Yang feels annoyed, he will never go one step further, and if Bai Yang doesn't come to tease him, he is willing to watch him sleep quietly one night.
Men always like to find some excuses and find legitimate reasons for their various injustices. Jin Shi'an knew that he was not Liu Xiahui, but he was really not a beast. According to his conscience, he wanted to sleep with Bai Yang. He was a little selfish, but he was also sincerely worried, afraid that he would be in pain at night, and wanted to stay by his side, like a thing that people love very much, in case it would fall. If you touch it, it will be broken in a blink of an eye, and you always want to hold it in your hand all the time.
There is a fate between people, and he can't explain why he loves Bai Yang so much. If it is said that he and Lu have exactly the same face, that would be too much to look down on him, Jin Shian. He knew in his heart that these were two people, even if Bai Yang and Lu Sheng were put together and stood side by side, no one would dare. These two will be mistaken.
Lusheng is very good, and Baiyang is also very good. Lusheng is smart, hardworking, and patient. What about Baiyang
Bai Yang is self-willed, lazy, a bit stupid, and arrogant. Shi'an wanted to laugh when he thought about it, but no matter how carefully he thought about it, he could count a lot of faults in Bai Yang, but this pile of faults Together, it becomes everything, vigorous and lovable, like a newborn sun dazzling people's eyes, as long as you see him smile, you will feel that all your troubles are gone, seeing him go forward and willful, I wanted to protect Ichigo from the bottom of my heart.
What do people in this era say? Yes, as long as he wants, as long as he has.
Shi An thought to himself that he had been a human being in two lifetimes, and he could not describe the paths he had traveled through. However, Bai Yang was indeed the most pleasing one. There, it seems that Jin Shian's life has become more interesting, his portrait is on the clouds, living lightly in the spring breeze.
——Bai Yang doesn't want much, and he can afford it, why doesn't he indulge? The fate of people is like dew, and it is also like floating weeds. Now Bai Yang is held by his side, and maybe one day they will part ways. Before that, Bai Yang is willing to treat him better. He feels very happy, and he is naturally willing to treat Bai Yang well. a little.
As for how good this "better" is, only Shi'an himself knows.
Or only God knows.
Shi'an is really afraid that he will fall in love with Bai Yang.
But Bai Yang was too capricious.
When Shi'an met Bai Yang in this life, he met the lovable in the lovable, and also met the willful in the willful. How can a person be so good, even when he sleeps, he has an indescribably refreshing smell, not the fragrance of a woman, but the light and vigorous vigor of a young man, like sunlight or moonlight, shining through the clouds and piercing the sky.
Teach him how to escape.
So Bai Yang was beside him, crying inexplicably, he panicked all of a sudden, and then, what they said and what they did, Shi An was like a dream, he had no clue at all.
But he didn't dare to say that he didn't remember, because he remembered too much.
He heard Bai Yang shed tears beside him, and the tears fell from his face onto the pillow, one sound, one sound, which could be heard clearly in the night, both of them held their breath, one was afraid that people would know, the other was afraid that people would know that he knew.
And he really couldn't stand listening to Bai Yang cry in the dark, so he got up and turned on the light, and asked him what's wrong.
After that, Bai Yang pulled him down and plunged into his arms, and he couldn't resist at all. At that time, asking him why he kissed Bai Yang would be the greatest insult to a man, no, to lovers in the whole world.
Shi'an kissed Bai Yang, and Bai Yang responded with a kiss. At first, he grinned, as if their kissing was a very painful thing. Later, both of them blushed and their hearts beat, but they couldn't separate. Bai Yang reached out and turned off the light. They were in the dark. Kiss for a long, long time. Shi'an was amazed at his skillful kissing, and even lost his mind at the moment of kissing, who else did Bai Yang kiss so passionately before
But those are not important.
He knew that he really couldn't let go of Bai Yang now, and he really fell in love with him. He didn't dare to believe it before, but now he can't help it.
And Bai Yang was sleeping in his arms, close to each other, rubbing their ears and temples together, in the deep mountains of summer night, there were countless wild and jumping sounds, but the corner where they were located was so quiet that they could hear each other's hearts beating in their chests Drumming.
Shi'an remembered that when he was five years old, he was sitting alone in the old house in Jurong, and a yellow warbler flew over his shoulder. Sitting under a green tree, the bird just fell down, suddenly, like love.
The oriole twittered on his shoulder, and then flew to his hand, close at hand, as soft as nothing, its slender claws scratching the back of his hand.
I can't tell how happy he was at that time, but at that moment, he really wanted to shout loudly to let everyone know, but he didn't dare to move at all, for fear that even if he moved, he would startle the bird away.
Shi'an looked down at Bai Yang again, and fell asleep. He stared at the young man's vigorous body in the night, soft and slender. He really wanted to hold Bai Yang tighter, just like he wanted to hold the oriole in his hand at that time, but He dare not.
A shining pearl, how light it is, how lucky it is once in your hand, the two lives are different, so don't dare to hold it.
He felt that he was in love with someone out of reach. Because it was too good, it was destined not to belong to him.
—But human affection can never be restrained, like a bird that arrives unexpectedly, like a foot walking up a cliff, no one knows when the bird will land.