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On the eve of the operation, Zhong Yue took out the diamond that Li Nian had left for him, and looked at it over and over again.
It's ridiculous that human love needs a gem to prove it. He's been sick for so long, he didn't say a word to him, he kept everything from him, what's the use of leaving a diamond now
He remembered the night of Qin Huaimeng's celebration banquet, and he called Li Nian to his home.
"I'm going to attend the concert."
"Very good," Li Nian smiled, "What reward do you want?"
It's too bad, Zhong Yue thought, why did they fall into such a vicious circle, always talking about things in exchange, as if he had to do better in order to be entitled to ask him anything.
"I want you to stay here." Zhong Yue said.
"This won't work." Li Nian resolutely rejected him, thought for a while, and then said: "It's hard to explain when someone is photographed."
Maybe his house is full of medicine bottles, Zhong Yue thought, but he argued with him at that time: "Bai Yang, and Mr. Jin, live together."
"He is him, you are you, you can't learn everything from him." Li Nian seemed very irritable, turning back and forth on the chair, "Xiao Zhong, let's have a fling and talk about love, it's okay. But you Don't always do something that doesn't fit your status as an artist, it's not good for yourself."
Now he understands that Li Nian was probably in great pain at that time.
"I'm not considered an artist." Zhong Yue said.
Yes, he has successfully transformed, and the industry no longer considers him a starlet. He is a rising star in the hands of Anatole, and he is also the darling of the fashion industry. Same-sex love in these two circles is not uncommon, he understands that Li Nian is just perfunctory him.
He didn't have the heart to listen to Li Nian's sophistry, it's fine if Li Nian doesn't love him, why would he provoke other women. Why is Li Nian so happy to make him feel desperate
He quickly opened the zipper and held Li Nian down. Li Nian was weaker than he imagined, he fell down when pushed. He felt very happy, so he kissed his lips.
Li Nian was retching, while retreating, behind him was the wide backrest of the sofa chair, he could not retreat.
All illnesses will be cured, he thought, biting the tip of Li Nian's tongue, blood flowed out to the corner of his own mouth.
Li Nian no longer struggled, just let him bite.
If I could have paid more attention at that time, or if Li Nian could have spoken out, maybe he would not have done that.
"It's really not that I don't want to love you." Li Nian said softly, "Some things make me feel very shameful, and there is no reason to continue to torture you."
"Because of Li Jin?"
Li Nian didn't answer him. Zhong Yue felt that he might have misread it, and Li Nian looked very tormented.
"If there is a next life, Xiao Zhong, I will treat you well." He said, "Wait for me?"
Then Bai Yang was knocking on the door. They did not talk any further.
What exactly does Li Nian want to pursue? If it is said that he has been living in hatred, Zhong Yue does not believe it.
He thought of their last, pleasant conversation. Occasionally, Li Nian would happily talk to him on the phone, telling him that the crew was going well and that he was preparing the soundtrack for Qin Huai Meng, "Xiao Zhong, when you come back from your tour, I plan to arrange a special performance for you in China.
There was a smile in Li Nian's voice: "Are you happy?"
Zhong Yue just likes his laughing voice very much. It is different from his old-fashioned attitude and complicated eyes. It is unusually hearty, even though it has been hoarse from smoking and alcohol—as if a gem has fallen on the ground many times. , It has long been changed beyond recognition, but occasionally the sun shines on it, and it still reveals a light light.
Li Nian asked him again: "Do you still want to sing? Mr. Lin from PT came to talk to me about the new album. I think you can develop across borders. Your creative energy is very high. Film music follows the French, pop music Don't let it go either."
He understands him, understands his love of music, and he single-handedly lifted him into the sky and turned him into a star. Even though Zhong Yue was full of entanglements with him, they couldn't help but smile when they heard this.
Zhong Yue rolled the huge diamond in the palm of his hand, and his fingers crossed the transparent cut surface, reflecting distorted colors.
To pour out all living beings, and then to be dumped by one person, this world is inherently skewed, like a lie refracted by the facets of a gemstone.
Li Nian was always lying to him, and there were only two words left in the end.
wait for him.
He remembered that when he first met him in 1912, it was also a snowy night, and Li Nian sat down opposite him with a smile, "Like singing?"
He nodded, not daring to speak.
Li Nian held his chin, looked at him for a long time, and said to him, "Wait for me, wait for me."
He watched Li Nian run to the edge of the stage, saying something to the bar owner. Soon he ran back again, smoking a cigarette, and asked him with a smile, "sАVing all my love for you, can you sing?"
"Go and try," Li Nian said, "Wait for me, I will come to you tomorrow."
Li Nian is always saying, wait for him.
And he sang this song over and over again in the bar of 1912 alone on many snowy nights, waiting for him, waiting for him to step on the snow, waiting for him to smile and call him, waiting for him to wave to him.
SАVing all my love for you.
Surgery is scheduled for eight in the morning.
A reporter had already heard the news and was stopped outside by the guards and company personnel. Here everyone watched the nurse push Li Nian and Zhong Yue into the operating room one after the other.
Bai Yang ran over and drew a line on each of their hands with a red pen.
"That's how I got Jin Shi'an back," Bai Yang assured Zhong Yue, "It's absolutely effective. Little Zhong, come on!"
Zhong Yue laughed, helped Bai Yang's face, and kissed him.
"You are the cutest."
Seeing from behind, Shi'an's face turned green.
Bai Yang watched them go in eagerly, and everyone watched them go in. In the wide aisle, a cool breeze blows, bringing with it the chill, but also the feeling of spring. The quarrel between him and Zhong Yue seemed to have blown everyone's minds away, and they all smelled the grassy and flowery fragrance in the wind, which was blowing from the southeast.
Although it is cold, the wind tells people that spring is coming.
Bai Yang tightly grasped Shi'an's hand, and Shi'an held back his hand, saying softly, "It will definitely succeed."
Everyone refused to leave and waited quietly outside the operating room.
Suddenly there was a rush of footsteps from outside, and everyone raised their eyes to look, but no one could have guessed that it was Li Jin who had come.
Li Jin couldn't have looked worse, with disheveled hair and bloodshot eyes. Everyone was used to seeing Li Nian's sick appearance, and they were all shocked when they saw Li Jin's haggard description for the first time. Everyone thought, they are really brothers, carved out of the same mold.
Of the people present, Li Jin only knew Bai Yang. He rushed over like crazy and grabbed Bai Yang's hand: "Where is my brother?"
Bai Yang looked at him coldly, "Operating room, what are you doing here?"
Qin Nong chased from behind: "You follow me back." Li Jin waved her away, and looked at Bai Yang again: "I can save him, let me see him!"
He was tall and long-handed, Qin Nong was slapped on the ground by his palm, Zheng Meili hurriedly helped her up.
Shi Ange opened Li Jin's hand: "Speak well, what do you do when you hit a woman?"
Nurses gathered around to dissuade: "There is an operation inside, please don't make any noise."
Li Jin also shoved the nurse to the ground, and frantically pushed the door of the operating room. Everyone stopped him, and he yelled at the top of his lungs: "You are going to kill my brother! You are going to kill him! Only I can save him! Let me save him!" meet him!"
Zheng Meimei led people—for fear of being blocked by reporters—at this moment they all ran in from outside, and three or five big men held Li Jin down. Qin Nong slapped Li Jin on the face, but Qin Nong still couldn't understand his hatred, and slapped Li Jin's face with two slaps, making crisp sounds.
"You deserve to see him too? What face do you have to see him?" Qin Nong asked him with a sneer. Everyone has never seen the two of them lose their composure like this, let alone Qin Nong's tears: "You haven't hurt him enough? Even if he dies, it's not your turn to cry. Go back!"
Li Jin stared at her angrily. Zheng Meili took off her gloves, stuffed them into Li Jin's mouth unceremoniously, and ordered both sides: "Take it out."
Li Jin was dragged away, and he was still whimpering and roaring like a crazy beast. When he turned around, everyone saw the despair in his eyes.
No one can understand his grief, everyone just feels contemptuous.
Qin Nong stood there, weeping silently, Zheng Meili helped her to sit down, quite surprised by her sadness, but didn't know how to persuade her.
Qin Nong raised his head and said to Shi'an, "Boss Jin, I want to talk to you alone."
... The scene was embarrassing. Everyone just remembered that Jin Shi'an had a relationship with Qin Nong, although the donkey's head was already wrong. Bai Yang wouldn't mind this kind of nonsense, he obediently pulled Zheng Meili over: "Boss Zheng, let's go outside."
Zheng Meili followed Bai Yang to get up, and she walked past Qin Nong, who was still staring at her. The two went out, Shi'an was silent for a moment, then took out a handkerchief and handed it to her: "Wipe your tears, it will be fine."
Qin Nong took his handkerchief and smiled with tears in his eyes: "You are better at taking care of people than before."
Shi'an responded with a smile: "People will always change."
Qin Nong slowly got up and stood beside him, "Actually speaking, if you didn't stop me from filming at that time, maybe we are still together now."
Shi'an didn't like hearing these words anymore, Shi'an pondered for a while, and said calmly: "Yang Yang and I will get married soon."
Qin Nong looked at him unexpectedly, and even smiled slightly: "Don't worry, Shi'an, I'm not looking for you to catch up on old feelings, but I want to confess something to you."
She changed her name and stopped calling him "Boss Jin". Shi'an thought, Jin Shi'an in the past probably couldn't keep this woman down, she was too smart.
Qin Nong said softly: "I have indeed lied to you for many years, I shouldn't be greedy for your money—when I was with you, I always loved Li Nian in my heart."
Shi'an was stunned for a moment, and wanted to laugh a little. Li Nian, a criminal, owed a huge debt of love and abducted the benefactor's woman. For this wickedness, Li Nian has to live, even if he lives two or three more lives, he won't be able to redeem himself.
No wonder Qin Nong asked Li Jin to be his lover, but he just wanted him to be a stand-in.
Qin Nong is also really courageous, she sees that he doesn't care about it, so she tells the whole story generously. Shi'an thought, Qin Nong is so cunning and exquisite, who can teach her to be soft
It doesn't matter who it is, it won't be him anyway.
He was thinking about it here, and it was inconvenient to show it, he just said gently: "It's all a thing of the past."
Qin Nong smiled, looked down at his fingers, and then looked out the window: "Even if Li Nian is rescued, it will take a long time to recover. Who do you plan to let take over?"
She was still very bold in asking.
Shi'an didn't avoid her either: "I haven't thought about it yet. Before Li Nian came back, he had been promoting Xiao Ma—Xiao Ma is still young after all, maybe only beauty can take care of it."
Qin Nong said: "If you trust me, I can help with Anlong's matter. Within a year, I will help you get some resources. As for Zhong Yue or Bai Yang, you can decide for yourself."
Shi'an didn't want to go into details, but just nodded to thank her: "It's hard to bother you."
Qin Nong looked at him and said, "You can't hide the matter of Zhong Yue. There are more and more reporters. You have to make preparations first. As for the matter between you and Bai Yang, it's better not to make it public. A company is full of people. Homosexuals, who would dare to sign a contract with Anlong."
Shi'an was laughed at by her: "It's always an open marriage. I will definitely get married. As for whether to say it or not, it's not at this moment."
Qin Nong looked at him for a long time, but did not hide the envy in his eyes: "Bai Yang is very happy."
Shi'an also felt pity: "You can also find happiness. Li Jin has a manic temper, I advise you to find another lover, and don't ruin your life for a face."
Qin Nong showed a desolate and bright smile, and turned his head to look out the window.
"It's hard for anyone to treat him as well as you do."
The two of them had nothing else to say, just looking at the clear sky outside the window. Where they can't see, there are already infinite new shoots welcoming the spring and flourishing.