At the age of fifteen, Jiang Ruiyun liked to walk with headphones on.
Not necessarily obsessed with music, he likes to isolate himself from the world, that's all.
It was summer vacation. He was wearing earphones, walking on the road, his mind was wandering, and when he was crossing the road, he was still wandering, when suddenly someone pushed him and threw him to the ground.
"Tsk..."
Jiang Ruiyun was thrown to the ground. The man pressed on him and took off his earphones: "Why don't you look at the road when you walk! It's so dangerous!"
Only then did Jiang Ruiyun see that a small bread beside him was slowing down. The driver poked his head out of the window in panic and sped away again.
He turned to look at the boy on his body, about his age, carrying a travel bag, he looked at him, and he also looked at him.
Jiang Ruiyun will never forget Bai Yang's face at that time, it was refreshing and clean, like a deer jumping out of a dense forest full of flowers, silly, but surprisingly beautiful.
He jumped out of the sky, jumped out of the sun, jumped on him, fell into his eyes, and fell into his heart.
The sun was really good that day. After taking photos of their heads and faces, Tuantuan wrapped them in the blue sky and the sun.
It is the best sun in the summer he has passed.
"Do you know what school this is?"
They stood up and beat the dust, Bai Yang asked him excitedly.
Is this person mentally handicapped? Don’t you recognize the Shanghai Theater Academy, which is so big on the sign
Jiang Ruiyun didn't bother to talk to him.
Bai Yang proudly introduced to him: "Go to the theater! You know, it's very powerful, and all the people who come out of this are stars, and I will also be admitted to this school in the future and become a star."
Jiang Ruiyun felt that this was a complete fool. He is going to observe a minute's silence for the average IQ line of the show.
"Uh, by the way, why are you here? Do you also want to be admitted to acting?"
No, I don't want to take the exam. I am a future Peking University elite. Jiang Ruiyun thought contemptuously.
"Oh, then you are as lost as I am."
"..."
No, my aunt's house is right next door. Couldn't this retarded man see that he was accompanying him
Jiang Ruiyun couldn't bear it anymore and finally smiled.
Bai Yang didn't understand why he suddenly smiled, so he giggled along with him.
The two stood side by side under the shade of the tree, and the sun shone through the leaves, casting mottled and quivering shadows on them.
Like many commemorative gold coins.
They didn't wait too long, and soon a middle-aged man rushed over from the corner of the street, saw Bai Yang walking a few steps faster, and slapped Bai Yang on the head.
"You son of a bitch! Where did you go! I'm so anxious!"
Bai Yang covered his head and stuck out his tongue.
"Dad, look, this is my future school!"
Bai Yang's father glanced at the gate of the theater, "You still have to go to this school with your brain, let's go!"
Bai Yang followed his father, turned around and winked at him before leaving.
"Shall I take you home?" He still thought he was lost.
"I'm not lost."
Jiang Ruiyun turned his back.
"Be careful!"
Bai Yang shouted behind him.
He just remembered that he didn't ask his name.
Didn't tell him what his name was.
Bai Yang left, and Jiang Ruiyun stared at the gate of the theater by himself.
He's smart and learning is easy and simple for him. Nothing in this world is difficult for him. From elementary school to junior high school, he has always taken Peking University and Tsinghua University as his destination naturally.
But at that time, he suddenly changed his mind.
His parents couldn't hold him back. He only spent a little time studying professional courses in the second year of high school, and easily entered the acting.
He searched and searched among so many new students, but he never saw that deer-like boy. Throughout the four years of university, he waited at the orientation place every year.
Every year he's ready to say to him, "You idiot."
And his idiot never came.
He thought he might be really stupid, maybe they would never see each other again—he actually embarked on a completely different life just to see him again.
Just for this matter, Jiang Ruiyun felt stupid.
I still saw him later, in the production team of Jian Zong Xunqing, he recognized Bai Yang at a glance, but Bai Yang obviously forgot about him long ago, together with their non-existent agreement.
Bai Yang's acting skills were so clumsy that he couldn't believe it, every day was a new trick.
He originally felt very angry.
But looking at Bai Yang, he felt like laughing again.
Forget it, he's so stupid, no wonder his father said he couldn't get into the drama. Since Bai Yang can't do it, it doesn't hurt to teach him.
Jiang Ruiyun really hoped that at a certain dramatic moment, Bai Yang could think of the ten minutes they spent together in summer.
But he also knows that kind people will always do good deeds habitually.
And he is just one of many good things that Bai Yang has done.
He knew that Bai Yang had fallen in love with someone else, the kind of love he couldn't get back.
Jiang Ruiyun is so smart, but he still doesn't understand, when did he start to like Bai Yang, and why Bai Yang always doesn't understand his liking
It was obvious that they had known each other before.
He waited for him for so many years.
Wait for him to remember, wait for him to recognize, wait for him to fall in love with him. Out of some ridiculous pride.
He also knew that he was probably in vain.
"Jiang Ruiyun, I don't know if you understand - some people always have an irreplaceable existence in their hearts. Even if they can't be together, they won't be replaced by someone else."
Bai Yang told him so.
—Yes, he too.
Even if they can't be together, they won't be replaced by someone else.
He is always waiting, holding Bai Yang's hand in the non-existent time, they had a common youth, separated by thousands of miles.
Behind him, Bai Yang staggered and grew up, like a clumsy duckling or a panicked silly roe deer.
He couldn't forget the moment when they met again, Bai Yang's stupidity didn't change at all, he didn't know where he learned the ridiculous performance, and he shook his head and read to him: mountains have trees, trees have branches, and the heart is pleasing to the king, and the king doesn't know.
You don't know if your heart pleases you.
He always thought they had a lot of time. It was he who missed these hours.
When he came back to his senses, Bai Yang had turned into a lightning-like horse, galloping far ahead of him, as if he had wasted more than ten years of time and could never get back.
In the summer when he was fifteen years old, he was walking on the road, wearing earphones, when Bai Yang threw him on the side of the road.
The bright summer sun shines on their heads and faces.
Jiang Ruiyun often thinks back to the sunshine at that time, it was so hot that he couldn't help it.
Fifteen years later, Bai Yang once again stood on the stage of the Tianlong Awards, and he sat below. This movie became Bai Yang's second Tianlong actor, and it was also his debut as a director.
The host teased Bai Yang, "Congratulations, you have scored twice, but this time, do you want to thank Jiang Ruiyun for his success?"
Poplar is well deserved. Because it deserves its name, the host has the courage to ridicule.
Bai Yang and the audience laughed together: "Yes, thank you Director Jiang for not participating in the selection as an actor this time, otherwise I would be under a lot of pressure."
For many audiences, they are already the existence of the king who never sees the king on the screen.
Bai Yang nimbly jumped off the stage and walked towards him quickly.
He really wanted to make a disgusted expression towards Bai Yang.
But after all, he still reached out and hugged him for a long time, only for a long time.
The shutter with a flash rang behind them.
Bai Yang was close to him, smiling, and many golden beams hit them, looking like the forgotten midsummer light and shadow in a lost time.
No matter how hard it is to catch up with youth, the time of youth is gone in a flash.
They looked at each other, dazed for a moment.
"Why?" he asked him.
"It's nothing... I always feel that the feeling just now is very familiar."
Bai Yang's expression was a little sad, and that feeling disappeared in just a moment.
Jiang Ruiyun gently whispered in his ear, "Idiot."
This vague recognition came too late, or, this memory has long left no trace in Bai Yang's mind.
It was enough to make him cry.
In his uncontrollable tears, Bai Yang turned and walked towards Jin Shi'an with his glory and love. They hugged and lifted the trophy.
Both the light and the camera chased them away, like his silent love, which could never be restored.
The chance meeting of the fifteen-year-old Xia Tian, the momentary heartbeat, the sun that was so brilliant that he could never reproduce it, and the smile that he couldn't let go of in his entire life.
The missed life fulfilled his dreams and adventures, and fulfilled his blue sea and blue sky.