One is to think that if they encounter any difficult problems, the two of them can have a discussion. Secondly, Fei Yu is now too old to start a family, but he is still living among thousands of flowers without any leaves on his body. This new top scholar is also a dignified figure, and the reason for letting them go together is to let them get to know each other better. , Cultivate and cultivate feelings. Feiyu didn't refuse either, it's just that this unlucky child, I don't know when he developed such a disposition that he doesn't care about anything, obviously he wasn't like this when he was a child!
The relationship with Lianhua, I think, is finally the one where the clouds bloom and the moon shines. The person I have worked so hard to get is now by my side, and he is no longer the coffin face he used to be. He can laugh and get angry. , will be helpless, will spoil, these seem to be enough for me.
I have asked Lian Hua many times why he became the national teacher of Da Qi, but he always smiled and said nothing. I don't want to ask any more questions, I just treat them as the past, besides, there's nothing wrong with it now.
Recently, my health has been deteriorating, and I would fall asleep even when I was in court. I called the imperial doctor to check my pulse, but the imperial doctor's old face turned red, and finally said to me: "Your Majesty, you need to be restrained in this bed. !"
Nonsence! Why don't you say that the lonely king has kidney deficiency? ! It's not bad for the lonely king to be able to engage with Lian Hua for a day for ten days, but you still let the lonely king restrain himself? Why don't you ask Gu Wang to become a monk? !
The eyes of the courtiers looking at the lonely king gradually changed from worry to ambiguity, and it seemed that they hated iron and steel. I asked the imperial doctor to prescribe several decoctions for me, but after taking the decoctions, I became more lethargic. Every time I wake up, Lian Hua will hug me: "Ji Feimo, don't sleep so much, okay, I'm afraid you'll never wake up after sleeping like this." Lian Hua's voice unexpectedly appeared trembling. I smiled at him: "Why? And you are here, why am I willing to leave? Even if I leave, I will take you with me." After saying this, I regretted it. It won't scare Lian Hua away.
"Ji Feimo." Lian Hua hugged me in his arms and whispered, "Why are you so stupid?"
The more I took the medicine, the more drowsy I became. Finally, I couldn't take it anymore. After seeing the medicine juice in the hand of the maid, I angrily sent all the people who handled the medicine to Jialan Palace.
Lian Hua walked up to me, glanced at the people in the hall, and asked, "What's wrong?"
"Just try a medicine." I pointed to the medicine bowl beside me.
"It takes so much effort to try a medicine." Lian Hua frowned, and said to the servants, "Okay, you guys go down first."
"Lian Hua—" After the servants retreated, I called out to Lian Hua.
Lian Hua glanced at me indifferently, picked up the medicine bowl beside me, put it on his lips and blew a few mouthfuls: "I'll try it for you." Then, he raised his head to drink the medicine do.
"Don't—" I hastily stretched out my hand to stop him, the medicine is three-point poisonous, how could I be willing to let him suffer a little bit.
Lian Hua stopped, gave me a sideways glance, and said, "What? You don't even believe me?"
"How is it possible, it's just such a small amount of medicine, if you drink it, then what else will I drink?" I snatched the medicine bowl from his hand, and drank the thick black medicine juice inside. "Cough cough...cough cough" Xu Shi drank in a hurry and was choked.
Lian Hua stroked my back and said, "Why are you drinking so fast? Is there someone who is going to snatch it from you?"
It's not that you want to rob me! Just as I was about to speak, I saw a faint smile on Lian Hua's face, his eyes fixed on me with all his tenderness, and I immediately stayed there. I am really sorry for this person in front of me, his gentleness must be the best cage that can trap me at this time.
I actually slept for two days in a row, and when I woke up, Lian Hua was sitting by my bed, looking a little haggard. Seeing that I was awake, I stood up in a daze and said, "What do you want to eat or drink? I'll get it for you."
"Don't go!" I grabbed his robe and said, "Come with me." Lian Hua sat back on the bed again, reached out and stroked my forehead, and was silent for a long time, when I thought he would be so silent all the time When I was by my side, I suddenly said, "Tomorrow I plan to go back to the Holy Mountain."
"You want to leave?" I have paid so much, but in the end I still can't keep him
"You have been so drowsy recently, how can I leave with peace of mind? I just want to go back to the holy mountain to give you another destiny, and I will return in three days." Lian Hua touched my face and sighed: " Ji Feimo, why can't you save people some time?" For some reason, I saw pity in his eyes. Sure enough, he is a sympathetic and sympathetic master, but what I want is never his compassion.
"Lie down obediently and don't move, I'll get you some food." Seeing that I let go, Lian Hua stood up and looked down at me: "You just woke up, let's put aside the court affairs first, After dinner, I will accompany you out for a walk."
"Okay." I nodded lightly.
It is early spring now, the ice melts, and the willows by the Taihu Lake have just sprouted new buds, swinging gently in the wind. On the day Lian Hua left, I couldn't see him off. I was immersed in those old dreams and couldn't extricate myself.
When Feiyu was fourteen years old, his mother and concubine got seriously ill, and the imperial doctors in the palace were helpless. Later, someone secretly told the father that it was the queen mother who performed witchcraft on Concubine Yun, and the father found the villain in the queen mother's bedroom with the horoscope of Concubine Yun's birthday and was full of silver needles. Then the father threw the queen mother into the cold palace in a fit of anger, and sent me to northern Xinjiang by the way. At that time, Feiyu was also in northern Xinjiang, but in the name of supervising the army, the generals wished to worship her as their ancestor. But I am a down and out prince. It is very rare in this world to give charcoal in a timely manner. Most of them are just throwing stones at the bottom of a well. The royal family, which is usually high and high, has now been reduced to such a situation. Naturally, everyone will ridicule you a few times and put your dignity to death. trampled under their feet.
However, these are not important, I am glad that I can see that boy again. The boy is not the white-clothed Shengxue I imagined, he will still smile at me, but there is a little more vicissitudes between his brows. I suddenly remembered that the prime minister of the dynasty was dispatched to northern Xinjiang for offending Long Yan as early as a year ago. The irregular edges and corners of the young man were smoothed out in a year, but he was still noble and elegant. I was amazed and overwhelmed by the ingenuity of the young man, but he was still the young man who lost me at the end.
In the fourteenth year of Tianyan, his mother died, and his father ordered a three-day mourning across the country.
I have never been able to understand my father, in fact, even he himself has never understood it. When I returned to the palace again, my father no longer looked the same as before. He knelt in front of his mother's coffin, silent. The handsome emperor who once made the women in the harem look forward to day and night, now has gray hair all over his head. Standing beside him, how many times have I wanted to ask him. Father, is your mother queen? If so, how could he bear to let her get hurt? But if not, who is this white hair for
In the fifteenth year of Tianyan, my father was seriously ill, and he made a will to pass on the thousands of miles of land to me. After his mother passed away, he moved to Fengchen Palace, which he rarely visited in the past six months, and never left again. I have never understood how and when my father went to visit my mother, but these seem to be unimportant, he can finally put down everything to find her, by the Sansheng Stone, by the Wangchuan River, on the Naihe Bridge, he will always find her.
In September of the fifteenth year of Tianyan, I ascended the throne and became the second female emperor in the history of Daqi, but even though I have this world, I can no longer find my boy.
Fortunately, although God has been careless so many times, but this time, he treated me kindly.
Prosperity is a dream, floating for thousands of years.
How could I have expected that when I woke up again, the dynasty had already changed its owner, so the lonely king would take back what he said above, this God is still as careless as ever. Fei Yu sat on the gilded dragon chair to accept the worship of the officials. As for Lian Hua, standing beside her in commoner clothes at this moment, he is a man of talent and looks, a match made in heaven, but how could I be so blind that I didn't realize it until today
I was imprisoned behind a heavy curtain, and the officials in the court could not see my existence, but I could hear their three congratulations to Fei Yu, and the voice was indeed much louder than what I used to hear . However, the saddest thing is that I was able to fall asleep under such circumstances.
When I opened my eyes again, I found that I was already in the sky prison. Lian Hua was standing at the door of the prison, wondering what was going on. Seeing that I woke up, he just tilted his head slightly and said to me: "I'm back."
"I know." Although the lonely king is lethargic, he is not blind. You are so big and the lonely king can still see. But the last question she asked was: "Did you change your destiny for her?"
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"yes."
A simple word, but it drove me into eternal doom. That's right, if it wasn't for changing the fate, how could the officials outside recognize Feiyu as the emperor, and how could they be indifferent to my disappearance for no apparent reason? It's just that he never thought that he would change his destiny for Feiyu. Lian Hua, how much do you really love her? Do you know what the price is for tampering with destiny? The secret imperial edict given to me by my father: Those who change the destiny without authorization will live forever and never end. You will watch your person grow old and pale, but you will not be able to reincarnate, and will suffer the pain of wandering in the world forever. Or maybe, being able to stay with her for a hundred years is not a hardship. I raised my head and looked at the damp and dark place above, but I didn't say a word in the end.
After Lian Hua left, I looked around and found that the teacher was in the cell next to me. He was sitting there, although he was in a predicament, but he still had a great bearing. He looked at me sideways, without any surprise, just his tone He asked lightly, "Why is Your Majesty here?"
"Oh, it's nothing, I just admitted the wrong person." Mistake? But he still looks like a boy, but he has lost the tenderness of a boy. In fact, there is still tenderness, but the person who gave it is not me. The young man I tried my best to please, but for the sake of others, he humiliated and overthrew my world.
"Next time, don't make any more mistakes, Your Majesty." The teacher stood up, and said with his back to me: "People in your Ji family are always like this. When your father and concubine Yun were together, didn't you look like you could But in the end, you gave up everything for your mother and queen, but you are more than your father... Then, Your Majesty, what are you going to do now?"
"What should I do?" I covered my mouth and laughed in a low voice, the laughter became more and more weird in the endless night: "It's the lonely king who admitted the wrong person, how can the lonely king be cruel to blame others?"
The teacher was taken away by the father-in-law sent by Fei Yu, and I was the only one left in this huge prison. Thinking about this forced palace, I am really moved. It must be the easiest forced palace in history. There are no thousands of troops, no fighting with swords, everything seems to be taken for granted. I am a ruthless monarch. They betrayed me one after another, and when some of them raised their arms, thousands of people responded, and I really became a lonely person. And all they did was rely on one person, one person, that's all.
Dark red blood began to ooze from the corner of his mouth. My youngest boy came to me with a delicate blue and white porcelain bowl. He put down the bowl, turned and left without even looking at me. I greedily stared at the young man's back, and suddenly saw the young man stop in his tracks, and said, "This is the last bowl, it's up to you whether you want to drink it or not." After finishing speaking, his figure was hidden in the faint light and shadow. With light, my dearest boy will never come back. And I will leave him forever, forever...
This bowl of medicine is not bitter, and even has a slight sweetness. It slides into the throat, flows through the internal organs, and spreads to the limbs. The corner of my mouth curled up into a smile, as if I saw the young man I loved the most again. From the time when he was six years old, the boy said to me by the Taihu Lake, "Marry me in the future." To the time when he was fourteen years old, he was almost killed in northern Xinjiang. On that rainy night, when I was nineteen, the early autumn when I reunited with him. Up to now, the boy's figure is becoming more and more blurred and blurred. I can't see him through, or I have never seen him through.
The conversation with Master Shande seems to be in my ears. He said to me many times: "Feimo, if you don't get his, even if you get him, you will lose the world."
"It's always a gamble to be willing."
"How about losing?" Master Shande asked.
"If you lose..."
"I would like to fall into Avici Hell and never be reborn forever!"
And now, I really lost. (83 Chinese.83.)