At first I thought he had found out his conscience, but later I realized that all this was just for my own peace of mind and to relieve pressure, otherwise he would never have thought of helping me uncuff me and let me go after so many pleadings and persuasions.
After crying, he can always calm down, clean up the mess silently, don't say a word, turn a deaf ear to anything I say, and organize the room to a golden birdcage. Shen Yinchuan is obsessed with cleanliness, he can't see the mess in front of his eyes, and he can't stand his things being touched by others. In his heart, I must be "one of his things".]
Ling Chennan asked: "To what extent did he hurt your body?"
Bai Sheng leaned back on the sofa and recalled: "Mostly... when we clashed with each other, sometimes I would have more strength and resist. Also..." He touched his wrist: "The handcuffs … Generally, the skin will be worn off in four or five days, and it is too late to heal if the two hands are tied differently. I try to get it off, but the bone keeps grinding the metal edge, but no matter how hard I try, I want to try to pinch it off. Hand bones, but I'm too weak... Shen Yinchuan is very angry, he likes my hands very much, the first time he saw blood on the bed sheet and bracelet, he was mad... "
Bai Sheng stopped talking at this point, as if the furious Shen Yinchuan appeared in front of his eyes.
After catching his breath, he folded up the sleeves of his sweater, exposing the layers of scars on the sides of his palms and on his wrists.
Ling Chennan looked forward a little bit - Bai Sheng is a designer, but his slender hands holding a drawing pen turned out like this.
"What's more, on my body, he would want to use that kind of needle, dip it in pen water, tattoo me, and tattoo his name, but he didn't continue. My skin seemed to be easily red, swollen and bleeding, and it didn't go well after a few times. Just gave up, the same way he tattooed my name all over his arms and legs, but that thing will fade after a few days, and then he sat by my bed and let me watch him stitch one by one Make up for it."
With both sadistic desires and masochistic desires, Ling Chennan understands why he said that Shen Yinchuan likes them and both of them hurt. Most people with masochistic tendencies are divided into sexual desire genotype, morality type or femininity type, among which the femininity type is the most common. Such people are happy to play a passive role in sexual relations, and most of them grow up in a repressed patriarchy Family, but it seems that Shen Yinchuan does not love obedience and degraded status, which may be mixed with some moral shame and genetic factors of family violence. However, Ling Chennan is not his psychiatrist, and he doesn't have any first-hand contact information, so after thinking about it for a while, he won't delve into it any further.
He asked again: "Is there any injury that left sequelae? How about the injury test?"
Bai Sheng looked back at him from the ceiling, shook his head, and said softly, "It doesn't hurt anymore, doctor."
The way he spoke and his soft voice seemed like transparent snowflakes had disappeared on the radiator, like something cold had turned into a pool of warm water, as if he was comforting himself.
Ling Chennan nodded and said to him, "It doesn't hurt anymore."
[Seventh Week Night]
Since Bai Sheng arrived 20 minutes late, the consultation time was postponed by the way, and everyone ran very fast after get off work on Friday, and Ling Chennan became the last person to lock the door.
Bai Sheng stood by the door and was still wrapping his scarf round and round, Ling Chennan piled all his coat and bag on him, stooped close to the siren and said seriously: "Get ready to run."
Holding a stack of things, Bai Sheng nodded as if facing a formidable enemy.
The siren beeped, and Ling Chennan yelled wickedly all the way to drive Bai Sheng out of the clinic.
When the two came to the badminton court, they found that two young men, a man and a woman, were already fighting on the pre-rented court. The boy on the other side stopped when he saw them, and the girl also turned around and said with a smile: "Oh! I thought the renter wouldn't come."
"I didn't expect so many people. There was no room when we came." She explained, beckoning the boy to come over: "This is my brother."
Ling Chennan felt that Bai Sheng quietly moved behind him.
He found that Bai Sheng didn't feel too much pressure when getting along with women, and women gave him less aggression, such as when facing this sister, or when facing the front desk lady in the office. But as long as a strange man approaches, he will be a little nervous, subconsciously put up his guard and avoid contact.
Now that you want to step out of your comfort zone...
"Let's go together," Ling Chennan said to the girl, "Whoever fights better between you and your younger brother."
The girl said, "Of course it's my brother. I can't hit the ball, I can only hit people."
Ling Chennan said with a smile: "Great, we are from the same country, then you and my friend will form a team, and I will form a team with your brother."
The girl also laughed: "Really, even if there is a free venue, there are benefits for handsome guys? Today is not my birthday, is it?"
Ling Chennan said: "What free venue, you have to share half of the cost, okay?"
Both siblings agreed, and Ling Chennan looked back at Bai Sheng.
Bai Sheng whispered, "I, I want to be with you."
Ling Chennan said: "That can't be done. The number of balls I have studied painstakingly for a week is all to trick you. I have to stand opposite you."
Seeing Bai Cheng purse his lips, he said again: "What are you laughing at, I'm very strong."
Bai Sheng finally nodded and said, "Okay."
Ling Chennan smiled encouragingly at him, stretched his arms and walked towards the opposite side, while turning his head and said: "You stand on her left, she hits someone."
The girl shouted behind him unconvinced: "I won't attack handsome guys, I'm not that kind of person!"
Ling Chennan was in a group with that boy, who was probably a student. His body had just grown out, his hair was short, the hem of his T-shirt was windy, and his short sleeves were rolled up to his arms. There was a small flame of raging fighting spirit. Bai Sheng asked the girl to stand in front of the net, and stood behind her to stand still.
When Bai Sheng served the ball, Ling Chennan felt that the people around him immediately stepped forward to fight back vigorously.
The ball was very fast, the girl screamed in horror while holding the racket, Bai Sheng watched the ball fly back, and moved slightly to the side, the four of them watched the ball fall outside the sideline.
Boy: "..."
Girl: "Hahahahahaha..."
Bai Sheng hooked the ball up and caught it lightly with his racket, and walked back to the net. The girl turned around and asked, "Handsome guy, what should I do?"
Bai Sheng replied: "Don't be afraid, you can pick up the ones you can, and I'll pick up the ones you can't."
Ling Chennan curled his lips and asked, "Brother, what about me? What should I do?"
The boy glared at him and said, "I'm not your brother, don't get in my way."
What a world of difference.
Bai Sheng continued to serve.
That boy also seemed to have learned badminton specially, his steps were streamlined, usually he could reach the ball within two steps, and then quickly retreated to his original position. After playing a few balls back and forth, he was running all over the field, and Ling Chennan didn't break out in sweat.
Finally, a ball flew towards the corner where Ling Chennan was. He kept his eyes on the ball, retreated to an appropriate distance, exerted strength with his arms and waist, and swung his racket quickly to kill the ball back.
Bai Sheng was standing on the opposite corner of the landing point, and it was too late for him to pass. The girl hurriedly stretched out her racket to catch it, and the ball was bounced back high. The boy jumped forward with one step, his young body spread beautifully, and smashed vigorously, hitting the girl on the forehead. .
"I'm going to beat you! You!" The girl exploded.
After three rounds, Ling Chen Nanfang won one game, the girl called to stop: "I can't play anymore, I'm so hungry."
Her younger brother is vicious: "Don't just want to run if you win."
As expected of a sister, the girl said hehe: "Oh, I heard that you don't need me to invite you to eat if you have money."
The boy immediately fell silent, and walked to the sidelines angrily.
"Thank you, I will refill you with the amount." The girl said while pouring water: "My wallet is in the locker, I will go get it now."
Ling Chennan said with a smile: "I'm just kidding, you guys go to eat."
Bai Sheng also waved his hand at her: "Remember what I told you."
She laughed: "I see the ball with my eyes, I know it! I won't bark when the ball comes next time!"
Ling Chennan handed the cup to Bai Sheng, and directed, "Go buy some water after sweating so much, and get me a cup on the way back."
Bai Sheng nodded, and left obediently. Seeing him walk away a little, Ling Chennan turned back and asked the girl: "What were you two talking about when you were playing?"
The girl said: "It's nothing, it's all tactical and strategic, so strict, you have to ask everything."
Ling Chennan twitched the corners of his mouth, looking thoughtful, looking a little ruffian as if he was about to smile or not.
The girl asked: "Do you think I can ask him for a phone number?"
Ling Chennan said: "You can ask for it, but he may not give it."
She laughed: "This vaccination can be said to be very hurtful. He really likes to talk. Is he shy or does he talk so little?"
Ling Chennan raised his eyebrows and looked down at her: "When you're with me, you talk a lot."
The girl barked her teeth and claws: "Show off naked! That's no fun!" After putting away the things, she waved her hand: "Then... let's go first, thank you for not despising my stupid brother and willing to partner with him!"
The boy was about to refute, but was brutally grabbed by her sister with an arm under her arm.
When Bai Sheng came back, he handed him the water glass and looked around: "Where are they?"
Ling Chennan raised his racket: "Let's go, now is the time for you and me to confront each other. I didn't expect it, this is all my strategy! First consume your physical strength and then destroy you in one fell swoop!"
Then Ling Chennan lost two games in a row, and his dignity was swept away. If Bai Sheng hadn't let him take a few shots, he would have ended up with 0 points, expressing that he didn't want to play anymore.
Bai Sheng put away his beat, and while doing stretching after exercising, he suddenly thought of something and said, "Ah,