your backyard? "
Shen Yinchuan lowered his head and nodded lightly.
Ling Chennan asked: "However, how do you know that he was buried alive? It stands to reason that you should think that you have killed him by mistake. As for the specific cause and time of death, it needs expert identification."
Shen Yinchuan frowned, and said intermittently: "I, I know, he didn't die at that time, and he could still smell the soil. It rained that day, and the soil was very soft, and he dug a big hole very quickly..."
Ling Chennan saw that the other party's body was stiff and his fingers were trembling nervously, and realized that he was pressing too hard, so he slowed down and said, "Don't worry, let's start from the beginning. Did you live together at that time? What was the reason for the quarrel?"
Instead of being appeased, the other party trembled even more, saying: "We live together, but...but he didn't do it voluntarily. I, I forced him."
Ling Chennan asked: "Does he not agree to cohabitation?"
Shen Yinchuan blinked and recalled: "He said he wanted to have a little, a little private space. I don't understand why he needs a private space. No matter what he is, I will tolerate him... as long as we are together. I want to be able to Seeing him, even if we meet every day, even if he said he would come to my house every day, but... But I know he has a place where he can go back to anytime, and I know that if he wants to leave at any time, he can go. "
Ling Chennan's voice was calm, with a relaxing quality, he asked gently: "And then?"
Shen Yinchuan exhaled slowly: "Then, I... bought some medicine."
[Shen Yinchuan's third story · Imprisonment]
[Why do you want to make me angry? I know that I can't bear his words of leaving the most. Why do you use such a beautiful mouth to say such cruel words
For the first time, I just wanted him to stay in my house for a while longer. I just wanted to hold him in bed until noon on Saturdays. The two of us hid in our own little world without being disturbed by outsiders, and we didn’t have to worry about whether this tenderness was Flash in the pan.
I checked it specifically, and this sleeping pill has a calming effect, and if it is not taken for a long time, it will have no side effects. And after he drank the drink with sedatives, he became very well-behaved, a little sleepy and limp, and the appearance of relying on me wholeheartedly made me a little addicted.
Having it once makes it easier the second time around.
From once every two weeks at the beginning, to once a week, I could hardly face him when he was awake. Slowly, he started to develop some resistance and dependence, and I had to increase the dosage and replace the usual sleeping aids with more sedative drugs-most of them were prescription drugs, and I faked a lot of them. The doctor prescribed it, and went to every pharmacy in the city, prescribing a little here and a little there, so as not to arouse suspicion.
It's not that he didn't have doubts, but it was too late for him to have doubts. He can't go anymore, and I won't let him go.
I thought, it's okay, he doesn't have to work, I will make money to support us. He doesn't have to go out, I will always be with him.
He doesn't need hands and feet, as long as he keeps looking at me.]
Ling Chennan reached out and quietly turned off the alarm clock, and asked, "What did you do after that? When he found out that you drugged him."
Shen Yinchuan raised his right hand and clasped his left hand on his right wrist.
Ling Chennan asked: "You imprisoned him? Tied him up at home?"
Shen Yinchuan nodded: "It's not that kind of sexy handcuffs, they are really custom-made in a hardware store. In fact... even if he doesn't use such a strong chain, he can't escape. After all, he rarely wakes up every day, and the medicine makes him physically and mentally stable. My spirit became very bad, I didn’t eat much, and I lost a lot of weight.”
"At first, he would struggle desperately, making himself bruised and unattractive, and then... Later, he would learn to behave a little better and avoid the food and water I gave him, although this could avoid the medicine inside, But the body became weaker because of the hunger strike."
"Later, I promised him that I would not put any medicine in the food again, and I would show him a few bites before feeding him every time."
Ling Chennan asked: "Did he believe it?"
Shen Yinchuan nodded: "He believed it, and I really didn't release it, because I had already switched to intravenous injection at that time."
Ling Chennan was secretly surprised that this relationship had come to such an extreme situation, and after thinking for a moment, he said: "Then let's talk about the day you accidentally hurt him. How long have you been detaining him then?"
The other party looked at the ceiling blankly and shook his head: "I don't know, one month? One year? Ten years? Sometimes, I feel that the days when we were happy together are like yesterday, and sometimes I feel that every day in the past Both are ten times longer."
Ling Chennan frowned imperceptibly, and said, "Back to my original question, how did you know that the other party was still alive when he was buried?"
"Because..." Shen Yinchuan opened his eyes wide: "When I went to see it the next day, there was a huge hole in the ground, and the people inside were gone."
Now Ling Chennan was basically sure that the other party was delusional.
Shen Yinchuan made a gesture, and then said: "At that time, he bled a lot, all over the floor, but he lied to my doctor, he lied to me that he would be fine, let me untie him, he said he would not leave , I believed it, I believed him, and then..." He buried his face in his hands, his voice trembling, as if crying: "I didn't mean it, he was leaving, I was terrified, I was mad, I first Pushed him, his head hit the edge of the table, I didn't see it, I just wanted him to stay, I grabbed his neck... I didn't think it was that hard, but I was kneeling on top of him, my whole body All the strength was suppressed, his face was covered with blood..."
Ling Chennan handed him a glass of water to calm him down, but the other party avoided it, probably because he was thinking of the scene where he poured medicine into the water before.
Shen Yinchuan closed his eyes and took a deep breath, then said: "I sat beside him and waited until midnight, his body became colder and colder, and the blood on the ground also congealed, exuding a very disgusting rusty smell, I I was so scared and didn't know what to do, I just... I buried him, I didn't know he was alive, I didn't know... I would have taken him to the hospital if I had known, I would."
Ling Chennan asked: "Then you went to dig a hole in the yard and buried him in?"
Shen Yinchuan nodded: "I dug a big hole, I pushed him in, his pretty cheeks were all dirty, and his body was covered with dirt, and then I started to bury him quickly, I didn't dig deep enough, the soil didn't dare The filling is too high, I think others will be able to find it at a glance, but I was too scared, so I had to do that at the time. After I got home, I looked through the window again, and it rained, and the soil became flat, not as obvious as before .And then... Then I should have taken some sleeping pills, and when I woke up the next day... There was a hole in the ground, he disappeared, he disappeared... "
Ling Chennan noticed that when he said it for the first time, it was "because it rained and the soil was soft so it was easy to dig a hole", but the time of the second rain jumped to after the burial, and he guessed in his heart that the other party could not stand the physical conflict with his lover The shock of the other party's leaving, the unconsciousness went down to dig a hole in the yard, it was an unconscious move to bury the unbearable facts that he didn't want to admit.
Fortunately, I didn't have the urge to go to the police because of a dead body that didn't exist.
And the person opposite him, Ling Chennan thought, was not some crazy murderer, but just a patient who didn't know how to deal with his emotions and grasp the distance of love. help.
"Doctor," Shen Yinchuan suddenly called out to him, "Heaven, it's getting dark."
Ling Chennan turned his head and looked out of the window. The dark blue sky gradually turned pink and purple. He looked at his watch again, and it was already an hour past the off-duty time. He was a little guilty and said, "Why didn't the alarm clock ring, it's so late."
The other party lowered his head and said, "I've delayed you."
Ling Chennan leaned forward, resting his hands on the chair beside his legs—this temptation of intimacy did not cause the other party any discomfort, and it was a big improvement from the resistance in the first week.
"Not at all," he said, "I want to help you."
Shen Yinchuan looked at him, his throat rolled up and down, Ling Chennan felt that he might want to smile, although there was no expression on his face. "
[Third Week Night]
After packing up, Ling Chennan and Shen went out of the office together. It was dark outside, everyone turned off the lights and left. Ling Chennan opened the door to let the light from the corridor shine through, and started to set the alarm for locking the door. Shen Yinchuan hugged The coat stood behind him and watched him.
"I..." Ling Chennan was a little embarrassed: "Let me treat you to a meal."
The other party's eyes were wide open, showing a look of surprise, the warm yellow light reflected the hairline and the fluff on his cheeks, he was quite innocent, Ling Chennan thought to himself - the prejudice of appearance charm is really true, no wonder this deceiving face His ex has been entangled with him for so long and has been fooled.
Ling Chennan added: "It's a bit late, and the evening rush hour road is congested right now. There's a street downstairs full of food, and they're all pretty good. What kind of food do you like? Do you eat spicy food?"
Shen Yinchuan agreed a little awkwardly: "Oh, oh."
Ling Chennan smiled: "A new Thai hotpot restaurant has opened. My colleague said it was delicious. I feel lonely eating hotpot by myself. Do you want to accompany me?"
The other party seemed to be infected by his relaxed smile, and also showed a happy expression: "Okay, ah, is there milk in the Thai hot pot?"
Ling Chennan said: "It's coconut milk, what's wrong?"
Shen Yinchuan said: "I, I am lactose intolerant.