chant. "
The hummingbird snorted angrily, noncommittal.
Ling Chennan: "I want to tell you one thing, don't tell Bai Sheng, and I won't tell him either."
Hummingbird sneered: "What's the matter, are you cheating? Hurry up and break up, don't talk about what you have and what you don't have."
Ling Chennan said: "Shen Yinchuan will not be released from prison."
The other side was silent, and after a long while, he asked in a low voice, "What's going on?"
Ling Chennan briefly told him what happened - from the time he had this plan, to the process of preparation, and finally to today's situation, he told him everything in detail. During this period, the hummingbird seldom listened quietly and honestly, without interrupting or interjecting.
Finally, Ling Chennan said: "That's it, what do you think?"
Hummingbird was quiet for a while—but strangely, Ling Chennan didn't feel nervous. He didn't even think about how the other party would judge him. Instead, he was extremely relieved and extremely calm, knowing that the other party would definitely accept it.
Finally, Hummingbird said: "Ling Chennan, are you crazy?"
He said this with a smile in his tone.
He said it again: "You are crazy, I misread you before."
"Oh?" Ling Chennan asked, "What did you think I was like before?"
"Boring, full of great truth, Holy Mother." Hummingbird commented mercilessly: "It's impossible for you to go on with us."
Ling Chennan laughed: "What to you, how many times have I told you that I am dating Bai Sheng."
Hummingbird sneered: "Do you really think so? Do you really think you can separate everyone, instead of holding the consciousness of waking up and facing different people every day?"
Ling Chennan was hit by his words, and asked back: "So what?"
Hummingbird said: "It's not that good. I used to think that you were too naive and a fool's dream. With the mentality of wanting to heal us and change us, it is impossible to persist."
Ling Chennan asked: "What about now?"
Hummingbird was silent for a while, did not answer his question directly, but said: "We owe you Shen Yinchuan's matter, I know you are not for me, but still..."
He cut off the conversation suspiciously and fell silent.
Ling Chennan waited patiently, and after more than ten seconds, the other party said softly but clearly: "Thank you." Then he quickly hung up the phone.
Ling Chennan smiled silently, tucked his phone by his pillow, and fell asleep without even charging it.
[Thirty-second week]
The next day, Ling Chennan woke up very early.
After opening his eyes, he was in a trance for a while, and then tried to swallow his saliva—the throat was still a little swollen—the memory came back to his mind, what happened yesterday was not a dream.
He habitually picked up his mobile phone to check the time, but found that the battery had already been turned off. Fortunately, it was Saturday. I plugged it in, got up, washed my face and brushed my teeth, and when I came back, the screen was back on—several unread text messages and emails on it.
After a quick scan, Ling Chennan replied to the personnel affairs of the Prison Education Center, saying that he should be in good health by Monday, and he can continue to complete the consultation of the remaining prisoners on the list—the sense of responsibility for these prisoners and this job is one thing, and another On the one hand, it is indeed necessary to submit a diagnosis report and supervise the follow-up of the Shen Yinchuan incident.
Personnel and he kept apologizing and thanking him, and said that the prisoners who will be consulted later will strengthen security management and wear handcuffs for diagnosis and treatment.
Therefore, Ling Chennan continued to complete the consultation of other prisoners in the original plan and submitted everyone's recidivism risk assessment form, as well as the medical certificate for Shen Yinchuan's mental illness. Advice on treatment options and institutions of detention.
Neither the Exit Prison Education Center nor Shen Yinchuan's original prison had any nostalgia for this hot potato, and the procedures were completed very quickly. The day before Ling Chennan packed up to go home also happened to be the day Shen Yinchuan transferred to another hospital.
Ling Chennan didn't pay attention at the time, but later visited the mental hospital where he was transferred to be detained—this is the institution where he had practiced and then volunteered, and visited with Hummingbird.
Shen Yinchuan has just been sent into this new environment, and the hospital has not yet given him a stable mental evaluation, so he is still temporarily locked up in a separate small room. Ling Chennan is very familiar with this place, and it is not surprising for everyone to see him. Just come to help, just say hello and leave him alone.
In this way, he came to the corridor of the independent ward alone, searched one by one, and finally saw Shen Yinchuan inside through a small window. The other party looked dull, sitting on the ground beside the bed with hands and feet spread out, like a broken puppet.
However, as if aware of something, he suddenly raised his head slowly and met Ling Chennan's eyes outside the glass.
Surprise, disbelief, anger, madness, all these emotions permeated his face at a speed visible to the naked eye, but under the control of drugs, no matter how excited Shen Yinchuan was, he could only make uncoordinated struggles and meaningless shouts .
These futile and weird mood swings quickly attracted the nurse on duty, and after another injection of sedative, Shen Yinchuan completely lost his ability to move. He bit his lip desperately, trying to stay awake, but his eyelids were like a heavy weight, and he couldn't resist .
At the moment before he fell into a new round of coma, he heard Ling Chennan say in his ear: "Everything Bai Sheng has experienced, I will pay you back now."
Then, Ling Chennan finally packed everything up and went home.
Obviously, he didn't travel a long distance, but these two short weeks made him feel like a lifetime away. When he stood in front of his house, he held the key and couldn't move for a long time.
After being so dazed and stiff for a while, he regained his strength and shook the key, but the door was opened from the inside just as he was locked in the door. He raised his head in a daze with his mouth slightly open, and Bai Sheng jumped out. hugged him.
"Ah, I'm back," Bai Sheng hugged him tightly, "I've been waiting for you for a long time!"
Before Ling Chennan could react, he mechanically patted him on the back and said, "Why..."
Bai Sheng let go of him, pulled his arm with one hand and his luggage with the other and dragged him into the house, saying, "Didn't you finish your business trip today? I don't know what time you will arrive. I have been waiting since early in the morning."
Ling Chennan remembered that before he left, he had told Bai Sheng to "wait here for him to come back", he looked around, the room was clean and warm, the dining table was covered with tablecloths and flowers, it was not as empty and cold as it used to be after going out and returning home , sprinkled with a shallow layer of dust feeling. He let go of his luggage, and pulled Bai Cheng to kiss his lips. The other party was also a little excited, hugging his waist tightly, and the kissing movements were hasty and unbearable.
After the kiss was over, the two parted their lips and looked at each other for a long while. Bai Sheng stretched out his fingers to touch his cheek, and asked, "What's wrong here?"
The injury was almost healed, but upon closer inspection, there were still some clues, Ling Chennan smiled reassuringly and didn't answer, while bending over to change his shoes, Bai Sheng held his hand, as if he wasn't close enough to him.
After changing his shoes, Ling Chennan didn't bother to take care of his luggage. Bai Sheng took him to look at the fruits of his labors stationed here - the blooming Clivia, the aromatherapy lamp with the cover found, the desk and the discs that had been sorted and stored were finally able to be tidily cleaned up. The new display cabinets stacked up, Bai Sheng talked to him intermittently and excitedly, Ling Chennan listened quietly.
After talking for a while, Bai Sheng calmed down, and said embarrassedly: "I, I am too noisy, you are tired from the business trip, and I still drag you to talk about these small things."
Ling Chennan squeezed his hand and said, "I like to hear, I like to hear what you say."
Bai Sheng blushed, became happy, and asked, "Is your business trip going well?"
"Well," Ling Chennan took him to the sofa and sat down, resting his head on his lap, and began to slowly describe the content of his work.
He originally thought that it would be difficult and painful to lay out such a big lie, but after he actually opened his mouth, he was extremely relaxed, perhaps because he had already told the hummingbird once, and he poured out all the suffocation in his chest, and the pressure of concealment was also relieved a lot .
The psychiatrist has always been a good liar. He gave a complete description of the past two weeks with 70% true and 30% false. .
After hearing that Ling Chennan was attacked by a prisoner, Bai Sheng's muscles stiffened. He touched his slightly blue chin with distress, then lowered his head and kissed his forehead.
"Won't you go in the future?" Bai Sheng asked, "It's too dangerous, and I... I don't want you to go, this time you walked for two weeks, it's too hard."
Ling Chennan nodded with a smile: "I won't go in the future."
The two snuggled together on the sofa for a while, Ling Chennan unknowingly took a nap for twenty minutes, and when he opened his eyes, he found that Bai Sheng was still looking down at him, gently stroking the hair on his ear temples, seeing that he was awake, he rushed to him. smile slightly.
Bai Sheng's back was facing the window, the edge of his hair was blurred into a fluffy warm light, his handsome and fair face was soft and gentle, exuding a kind of beauty that he had never seen before - those morbid gloom and fragility that seemed to be engraved in his bones All the hesitation disappeared. At this time, he seemed to be just his beautiful lover, healed by his love, and healed himself with love.
"Kiss again." Ling Chennan said.
Hearing this, Bai Cheng lowered his head, kissed his forehead, then kissed his nose, mouth, and chin, and said with a smile, "I've learned one more thing these days when you're not here."
Ling Chennan put his arm around his neck and didn't let him get up, pecked his lips and asked: "What?"
Bai Cheng snorted and laughed out of his nose,