A red mark immediately appeared on the fair skin, and the other party's face darkened.
"Stop talking to me as Bai Sheng." Ling Chennan said coldly.
The other party stood up slowly, stopped smiling, and said word by word: "What nonsense are you still talking about, I am Bai Sheng."
Just as he was about to move forward, Ling Chennan took two steps back, pointed behind him and said, "Get out of my house."
The two stared at each other silently, this delicate and precarious balance was maintained by an invisible strand of hair - it would collapse at the touch of a finger.
"Ling Chennan, there are some things that I believe you should understand even if I don't say them out loud, but in order to avoid unnecessary trouble, or to prevent you from having any unrealistic fantasies, I'll just say them straight," Bai Sheng said He said expressionlessly: "I violated the rules and fell in love with my own patient, and because of the other party's abuse of power, I was imprisoned in a mental hospital for a commutation prisoner who was about to be released from prison. Once this kind of thing is leaked, your life will be over."
"So, it's impossible for you to get rid of me now, doctor," he uttered the cruelest words on his beautiful lips: "Since everyone is not a good person, it's better not to bother to dislike each other, and let's live together. "
"I won't go anywhere," Bai Sheng said, "Don't even think about it."
[Thirty-third week]
Ling Chennan stood outside the coffee shop for a long time, until someone knocked on the glass inside. He took a closer look and found that Lu Baizhou was actually sitting on the booth by the window.
Flushing and waving at the other party, Ling Chennan felt embarrassed as he walked in - it turned out that his tangled and stupid appearance outside was completely watched by the other party, so embarrassing.
Lu Baizhou looked through the water list with his legs crossed, saw him come in, handed over the menu and said, "I've already ordered, let's see what you want to drink, are you hungry, do you want something to eat?"
Ling Chennan took it over and took a look, called the waiter over, ordered a cup of coffee, and then kept silent with his tail between his legs.
Lu Baizhou looked funny at his look: "It's been a long time since I saw you like this, I really miss you. You were clearly a cute elementary school boy when you first entered school, but then you became more and more fierce."
Ling Chennan begged for mercy with a bitter face: "Senior..."
Lu Baizhou took a sip of his tea, looked at him and said, "If I hadn't had to make eight phone calls and ended up at your clinic, are you planning to never see me again in your life?"
Ling Chennan said with a guilty conscience: "No..."
Lu Baizhou said quietly: "Bai Sheng also disappeared, and disappeared after a phone call to cancel the consultation. What do you two want to do, elope?"
When Ling Chennan was asked this way, he couldn't help but think of the last conversation he had with Bai Sheng a few days ago.
"You don't want to get rid of me now, doctor, don't even think about going there." That's what Bai Sheng said at the time.
Ling Chennan was so angry that he wanted to throw him out of the house.
"Whatever you want!" He remembered yelling like this: "Are you threatening me? I don't care anymore, you can do whatever you want, get out, I don't want to see you now, no, I don't want to see you in the future."
Bai Sheng was pushed by him, took half a step back and stood still looking at him: "I'm not threatening you, I'm just telling you the real situation, I won't let go, hehe, after all, if Bai Sheng was standing here If so, you will forgive him no matter what he does."
Ling Chennan stared at him, and found that the other party was also full of anger, and his eyes were red with anger: "You didn't give up on Bai Sheng when he was hysterical, and you didn't get tired of him when he was emotionally repetitive, and you even found out that he was a paranoid follower of you. You didn't escape even when you were mad, but now you just changed your identity, so you can't get any tolerance?"
Ling Chennan faced each other coldly: "This is not the same thing at all. You didn't lie to me, but everything about you, everything about you is a lie. Forgive you? When you did these things, you thought that one day I might Do you forgive me? I will never believe anything you say again."
Bai Cheng lowered his head, gave a soft smile, as if he was talking to himself: "Why is this... It's so unfair, the one who lied and the one who concealed something has always been Bai Sheng, but he has been forgiven time and time again. , the pain and hurt I experienced are all real, the troubles I told you are all real, and the feelings I expressed to you are all real, but I said... but I said I would never believe me again. "
Ling Chennan suddenly thought of the many intimate, sweet, heart-to-heart relationships they had in the past, but the person was never the person he thought he was. Even if it was him, he felt overwhelmed and out of breath.
No, until now, is there any point in distinguishing who is who? No wonder at that time, when he met Bai Sheng, Hummingbird, and Toffee in turn within a day, he said that he was the only person he trusted who had witnessed all of his existence and knew who he was.
Is it for this reason? He wanted to show his true colors but was afraid of not being accepted, so he carefully disguised himself as another personality, contacted and tested him, even though he tried to restrain himself, he was found to be appearing more and more frequently.
Ling Chennan was about to speak, but Bai Sheng raised his head, stared at him almost viciously, and repeated again: "Whether you accept it or not, or forgive you, I will not leave, you are mine, I I won't give you up to anyone, whether it's Lu Baizhou or anyone else, don't even think about it!"
What happened to Lu Baizhou, Ling Chennan wondered for a moment, but the other party had already walked to the door, turned around and said harshly: "Calm down for you tonight, but don't think that I will let you go!"
The other party slammed the door and left. Ling Chennan stood alone in his living room while the fire was raging, and he couldn't help but reflect on the other party's question: If Bai Sheng or Toffee were crying and begging himself not to be angry at this moment, the whole thing would have to be done. Will the perception be different
However, the other party clearly knew the best way to persuade him, but he gave up putting on a mask, and instead issued a declaration of possession so straightforwardly that he was almost naive.
Is it because you are tired of pretending to be weak to get your way? Still confident that he would just accept the truth like this, he was unable to guess.
His thoughts stopped here, Lu Baizhou hit him on the head with a tea spoon, Ling Chennan was startled, and looked up at this person whom Bai Sheng had set as an imaginary enemy for some reason.
"I'm asking you something, why are you in a daze." Lu Baizhou said.
Ling Chennan lowered his head and took a sip of water — he thought that his emotions had settled down after a few days, but when he mentioned his thoughts, he lost control of his thoughts. He seemed to say unintentionally, "Huh? No."
"It's nothing, did you hear what I asked you?" Lu Baizhou rolled his eyes at him: "Don't play around with me, Shen Yinchuan went through the transfer procedures from our prison to a mental hospital, do you know about this?"
Seeing his gloomy face, Lu Baizhou said, "Bai Sheng will immediately cancel the diagnosis and treatment, don't say it has nothing to do with you."
Ling Chennan remained silent, and the other party's face darkened: "I asked, Shen Yinchuan was about to prepare for the procedures for release from prison, but suddenly something went wrong in the last month of his release from the prison education center, causing trouble, and attacked a The psychiatrist in charge of the assessment?" He raised his eyebrows and said sharply, "You're not going to tell me that person is you, are you?"
Under the reflection of these few days, Ling Chennan is not so much thinking about it, but falling into a self-loathing that can't be excited about anything. He carefully recalled the bits and pieces and clues of the past six months, and finally found that it seems that It's all one hell of a bad joke.
He leaned back on the back of the chair, looked directly at Lu Baizhou and said, "It's me."
He admitted it so frankly, but Lu Baizhou was stunned: "What?"
Ling Chennan said it again: "It's me, the psychiatrist who was attacked by him and gave him a transfer certificate, there is no need to hide it from you, anyway, you will find out after a little investigation, no, it should be said that you already know Alright, otherwise why would you chase after me to ask about this?"
Lu Baizhou, however, was obviously just guessing, with a confused look on his face: "What? Wait, when did you go to the prison education center... What happened?"
Ling Chennan said: "I signed up to be a recidivism assessment doctor for prisoners. Shen Yinchuan was one of the prisoners assigned to me. During the one-on-one conversation with me, I accidentally missed something when I asked him about the crime. Shut up, he found out that I knew Bai Sheng, he lost control of his emotions and attacked me... I originally wanted to tell you this, if you asked."
Lu Baizhou frowned: "You imply that... this is not the truth?"
Ling Chennan shook his head, summed up the content of the conversation with Shen Yinchuan in a few words, and said: "Although it is unbearable, but the fact is, I deliberately provoked him - knowing that he has psychological problems of anger management and emotional mania, but because I have selfish , He once again looked determined to find Bai Sheng to die together, so I deliberately... no, I can't say that at that time, I made up my mind from the beginning that he would not see the light of day again, so I applied for this job."
"I didn't tell you. To put it bluntly, I didn't want to drag you into trouble. After all, if this matter were exposed, it would be very troublesome. It is hard to guarantee that Shen Yinchuan will not find a way to speak in the future. But the real reason why I didn't tell you is indeed Trying to stop me knowing you're sure to notice."
"So, you can say whatever you want, but there will be some problems if you want to report me, because I can't let Shen Yinchuan come out yet."
Lu Baizhou opened his mouth slightly, in disbelief, and said after a long time: "You...you know you are like this, don't you