escape.
That's it, I'm tired.
Ling Chennan closed his eyes.
Bai Cheng turned his face to look at him, smiled with the corners of his lips curled up, stepped on the accelerator, and the car drove into the vast night.
[Thirty-fourth week]
This is Ling Chennan's second week at home on vacation.
It’s not entirely the result of accepting Lu Bozhou’s suggestion—after all, he has never been such an obedient person, although he did receive some blows from Lu Bozhou—it’s just that as a counselor to counsel patients with psychological disorders, when he is not in a good state of mind, he does not Fit to get back to work.
Even though he was an overtime maniac and took a lot of paid leave every year, taking such a long time off still aroused speculation and curiosity from colleagues in the clinic. More importantly, psychological counseling is a step-by-step process. Not being able to meet with one's regular customers still has a certain impact on the job itself.
But at this moment, Ling Chennan couldn't muster the energy to think about these consequences.
He used to be such a thoughtful and logical person, but now he has a sudden desire to indulge in fun—he has always been a sober and rational person, and he has been like this for many years, and now he has finally tasted the sweetness of letting go of his responsibilities , and even had a strange thought of being relaxed and willful.
No wonder Bai Sheng likes to hide under an empty shell and build a reckless personality as a window to escape.
And... he couldn't help but glanced at Bai Sheng who was busy in the living room - he still couldn't get rid of him after all.
The other party insisted on doing what he said, and ran to the door to block him every morning. At first Ling Chennan didn't want to talk to him, but he knocked on the door for too long and even the neighbors were watching. After being asked several times, he had to let people in for cold violence. cooperate. But the other party didn't care, and the longer he stayed at his house, the more he refused to leave, and he even took care of trivial things like cleaning. Although the food was very mediocre, no matter whether it was delicious or not, Ling Chennan didn't have much appetite.
Pretending to be a little housework angel, Ling Chennan leaned against the bedroom door frame and looked expressionlessly at the man holding a basket of dripping vegetables, wanting to put them in the pot but afraid of the oil splashing out, and pressed his belly to slander thousands of words.
The other party didn't know that the harder he tried to restore the old relationship, the more his omnipotent appearance became an eyesore.
Can you tell the difference between salt and sugar now? Ling Chennan didn't know where to go: now you're not afraid of going out or crowded places
Bai Sheng hung his apron, the straps were wildly tied and a little tight, the waistline was emphasized, and the T-shirt inside also turned up a corner with the movement.
In the final analysis, it is because this guy's appearance is too deceptive, Ling Chennan continued to think, it is still the prejudice of appearance at all.
Bai Sheng glanced at him hastily, then retracted his gaze reflexively, then suddenly realized, and turned back to stare at him again. Without waiting for him to say anything, Ling Chennan walked back to the room and closed the door.
What's the point of that, he thought despondently, leaning against the door after closing it, there was no way he could completely and completely reject him, making himself look like some girl who wanted to say no.
Not long after, Bai Sheng knocked on his door and asked through the wooden board, "Shall I come in? Have dinner."
Ling Chennan didn't agree, but the other party was already used to it, opened the door, but he didn't enter the room but went back to the living room, with the door open like a bamboo basket for catching birds.
Ling Chennan stood up and walked to the table, and sat down without saying a word—today's dishes are beef with fried onions, fried rapeseed moss and steamed sausage, the rapeseed moss completely lost its green color, and collapsed limply on the plate, the onion It also looks raw, sausage — where did the sausage come from
"You found it in the freezer. I don't know when it was, but it should be fine if it's frozen?" Bai Sheng kept holding up his chopsticks to observe his expression, and when he saw that he was staring at the sausage for an extra two seconds, he took the initiative to explain.
It's terrible, this guy, Ling Chennan mused silently, said that he was easy to understand before, but he had never been evaluated like this before.
Although he had to admit that for this person, his emotions seemed to be quite transparent.
A species that feeds on other people's emotional feedback after all, he thought.
Such a silent dinner seems to be standard.
Why didn't the other party leave? Didn't Ling Chennan never wonder that he had already achieved his goal, so shouldn't he just leave at ease? The other party said that he likes himself, what is there to like, "Because the doctor is too gentle", he said that, but this "gentleness" is clearly a stupidity that he played with in the applause, isn't it
You should get tired of it soon.
But after the other party is tired, what should I do
Now he can still turn these restless emotions into anger and throw them at Bai Sheng. Once the other party leaves, where will his excess emotions go
Although the onion is a little raw, it is not spicy, sweet, and the meat is very tender and delicious.
Really smart, Ling Chennan thought again, cooking has improved so fast.
Speaking of which, in the past two weeks so far, there has not been a single seafood on the table. Is it because the other party intentionally flatters me with the choice of ingredients, or is even the preference part of a lie
No, he overturned his guess again, there should be no need to lie about such things.
Being suspicious is also very tiring, Ling Chennan sighed and put down his chopsticks.
Bai Sheng immediately put down his chopsticks, looked over nervously, and asked, "Isn't it delicious? That green vegetable, it... it's always not soft, so I added some water, and it turned out like this."
He stuttered a little while speaking, and was a little scared. This is "Bai Sheng"'s speaking habit. Although the other party no longer has the need to pretend in front of him, but after wearing the mask for a long time, it has grown together with the face.
Ling Chennan stood up, Bai Sheng didn't eat anymore, he worked hard for two hours to cook a table and only moved a few chopsticks. Ling Chennan looked down at the table, then looked up at him, and said, "You go."
On the one hand, Bai Sheng frowned at what he said, but at the same time he seemed to be happy because he talked to him, and whispered: "Doctor..."
"Don't call me that, I'm not your doctor anymore, and..." He smiled wryly: "Maybe I won't be a doctor again in the future."
Bai Sheng opened his eyes wide: "What? What do you mean?"
"Literally, I feel that I am not suitable... No, I am not worthy of being a psychological counselor. Maybe I will resign and do something else in the future." Ling Chennan said.
Bai Sheng stared wide-eyed, looking like a cat squatting in the dark on guard, unable to speak for a long time, Ling Chennan felt a little amused, and asked, "What's wrong, are you blaming yourself?"
Bai Cheng remained silent, pursed his lips with a tangled expression, Ling Chennan said, "It's absolutely unnecessary, it's not because of you."
Maybe it's because of me, he thought.
But Bai Sheng seemed to understand something else, and asked displeasedly: "Is it because of Lu Baizhou? It must be what he said to you that day." He frowned thoughtfully: "You started from that day. I feel very depressed, and now I don’t even want to work anymore. Sure enough, it’s because of what the surname Lu said, what did he say? He threatened you? He threatened you to expose the matter, right? He has no evidence... "
"No," Ling Chennan interrupted him—he still didn't fully understand Bai Sheng's inexplicable and strong hostility, and asked sarcastically: "You are only allowed to miss work for a few months, I think it's okay to be a waste for a while? "
Unexpectedly, Bai Sheng looked up at him seriously: "Okay, I will support the doctor in whatever he does, and I will make money to support you."
WTF! Ling Chennan didn't foresee the direction of the topic at all, why did he suddenly want to raise him. At this moment, the words of agreement or rejection sounded like coquetry, so I had to pretend not to hear it and repeat: "You go, you go home."
Bai Sheng was unmoved, and emphasized: "I'm serious, don't be sad, no matter what you do, I won't care, it will be the two of us from now on, it doesn't matter if you get angry with me for a while, but Either way, I'm not leaving."
Ling Chennan looked at him silently.
After a while, Bai Sheng spoke first: "Ask me."
Ling Chennan: "What do I ask you?"
Bai Sheng said, "I don't know. You want to ask me something, but you refuse to say it."
Ling Chennan snorted lightly from his nose: "Can't you see everything?"
Bai Cheng shook his head: "Not now, you don't talk to me anymore, I'm a little scared."
Ling Chennan closed his mouth again, and Bai Sheng said: "I originally thought you would ask me a lot of questions, about Shen Yinchuan, about myself, as long as you ask, I will tell you."
Ling Chennan asked expressionlessly: "You won't lie?"
After asking, he felt ridiculous again—do liars still tell others that they are lying
Bai Sheng really shook his head seriously, and said, "Not to you."
"It's too late," Ling Chennan smiled bitterly: "Why, wouldn't it be good to keep lying to me? Wouldn't it be okay to just let me die without knowing why?"
Bai Cheng grabbed his arm with both hands, and said eagerly: "I won't let you die, you obviously like Bai Sheng so much, and also accept me as a hummingbird and toffee, why don't you want to take another look at us now? "
He was still saying "we", and Ling Chennan looked at the face of his former lover in a daze—it was this sincere and fragile sacrificial appearance that completely deceived himself into it.
"Fall in love with us again." That's probably what the other party asked.
Ling Chennan broke away from his hand without saying a word, turned around and went back into the room, and soon after he heard Bai Sheng also leave.
Lingchen the next day