Nan sleeps until dawn - he is used to the routine of not having to go to work, and there is nothing he has to get up to complete. He hasn't relaxed so much in a long time. But the strange thing is, generally speaking, Bai Sheng would knock on the door around nine o'clock, bring breakfast and bought vegetables, and brazenly say that he needs a computer for work and drawing — when he lived here before, he brought the computer and tools All the books have been brought over, and he refuses to take them away even after urging him every day.
However, it was quiet this morning, and no one came to disturb him.
Maybe it's because I'm finally tired of playing the chasing game. After a long time of compromising, my nature of liking the new and loathing the old will be exposed.
Realizing that his state of mind is like a girl who is worried about gains and losses because of being indifferent, Ling Chennan went to the kitchen with a black line to look for food, opened the refrigerator and opened it, but it was empty—Bai Sheng would only buy the food of the day every time, maybe because he didn't understand Hoarding food is still because of the need to keep making excuses, and it seems that all the food that I didn't eat two bites yesterday has been thrown away.
Ling Chennan closed the refrigerator door, and looked at his own face reflected on the silver-gray surface, with an unshaven beard, dead eyes, and a strange appearance.
Let’s forget if there’s nothing to eat, he made a cup of coffee and brought it back to the living room, and sat there for a while bored—there were no TV programs to watch in the morning on weekdays, and the mobile phone couldn’t do anything, and there was no distraction , he involuntarily began to wonder - where did Bai Sheng go? He really won't come if he can't say it? After all, the past two weeks have been rain or shine.
Could it be that something happened on the road, the more he thought about it, the more he exaggerated, from being killed in a car accident to being killed by Shen Yinchuan escaping from the hospital.
Then he thought of the words Bai Sheng had posted outside his study door the night before before he left.
At that time, Bai Sheng's muffled voice came through the door: "I'm leaving, doctor?"
Without expecting any response from him, the other party went on to say: "You haven't eaten anything, take a good rest early, and you will have the energy to go to work in two days."
What class did Ling Chennan think about at the time, and they all told him that he might not be in this profession again.
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What did he suddenly think of? What did Bai Sheng say at that time? Give him the time to say he might resign.
He was very surprised at that time, and after being surprised, he immediately pointed the finger at Lu Bozhou, and instantly came up with a whole set of conspiracy theories.
Ling Chennan put down his coffee cup, grabbed his coat and rushed out the door immediately.
After driving for a mile, Ling Chennan realized how he was dressed in pajamas and pajamas, but at this time he had no time to take care of it, so he called Lu Baizhou at the red light and put it aside.
After two calls, the other party picked up, with a very surprised tone, Ling Chennan quickly asked: "Senior, where are you?"
Lu Baizhou was puzzled: "I'm at home."
Ling Chennan: "Are you alone?"
The other party said: "Yeah, why did you think of calling me?"
Ling Chennan felt that his rusty brain was rattling again, and asked keenly: "Also? Who else is calling you?"
Lu Baizhou chuckled without knowing his emotions: "Bai Sheng, he said he'll come over later, so why don't you come over too?"
really! The alarm bells in Ling Chennan's mind rang loudly, and he asked, "What was he doing there in the past? Didn't he cancel all consultations?"
Lu Baizhou said: "Who knows, he said that he was too hasty when he canceled the appointment with me before. Looking back, he was a little embarrassed. He asked me if I could meet him if I was free. I didn't think there was anything to say, but he If you want to come, come."
Ling Chennan: "When did you ask?"
Lu Baizhou said: "I sent a text message last night to ask, and I just called again today to confirm, I said what the hell are you doing..."
Ling Chennan quickly said: "If you have nothing to do, just ask, then I have something to hang up now."
Before Lu Baizhou could say "what", he had already hung up the phone and started calling Bai Sheng.
Unexpectedly, Bai Sheng also answered the phone, and Ling Chennan immediately asked, "Where are you?"
The other party didn't answer, but asked in confusion: "Doctor? What happened?"
Ling Chennan roared: "I'm asking you something! Address! Coordinates!"
Bai Sheng fell silent.
Ling Chennan took a deep breath and tried his best to speak calmly: "Bai Sheng, tell me where you are, I'll come find you."
Bai Sheng remained silent for a few more seconds before reporting an address - he was downstairs at Lu Baizhou's house.
Ling Chennan said: "Stay where you are and don't move, wait for me to come over."
Bai Sheng gave a soft "hmm", and Ling Chennan confirmed with him again: "You promised me? You said you wouldn't lie to me again."
Bai Sheng replied louder and clearer, and said, "I'll wait for you."
When he drove to the downstairs of Lu Baizhou, he looked around and saw no one. He thought he was late and was about to run into the building, but someone called him behind him.
Looking back, Bai Sheng's car was parked under a tree, it wasn't so inconspicuous, but he was too flustered and almost missed it.
The other party came over slowly, frowning and looking awkward, completely hummingbird, Ling Chennan cut straight to the point, and asked: "You won't lie to me, right, I can ask anything I want?"
Bai Cheng babbled and babbled for a long time, but still nodded.
At this time, he suddenly discovered something that had been neglected for a long time - he did not seem to be the one who was completely manipulated in this relationship, and the other party also exposed his weakness in layers of traps and being trapped, and that weakness... seemed to be him Own.
"Well, let me ask you, what are you doing here with Lu Baizhou?" Ling Chennan asked.
The other party looked away irritatedly, looking at the roadside, Ling Chennan sneered and said: "After you can't lie, you can't even speak?"
Ling Chennan guessed somewhat uncertainly - In the past, no matter whether it was Bai Sheng, Hummingbird or Toffee, they could take care of themselves, so it should be the same now. I have been hit too hard recently, and I have almost no limit to my self-abandonment, and I have even ignored many basic and simple phenomena.
He said: "Okay, aren't you going to find Lu Bozhou, I'll go up with you."
Bai Cheng pursed his lips, with an expression of reluctance but helplessness—well, the fog in front of Ling Chennan slowly cleared away—the other party was actually very transparent to him to a certain extent. He can judge Bai Sheng's various small emotions, and now that he knows the huge clues behind it, everything is as bright as day.
"Why did you come to see Lu Bozhou? No, let me guess. Are you threatening him not to expose Shen Yinchuan's affairs? Or are you going to play your best little pitiful scene and beg him not to tell it? Or... He squinted his eyes: "Why don't you just keep doing it, so that he will never be able to speak?"
Seeing that Bai Sheng's brows were furrowed more and more tightly, Ling Chennan coldly spit out merciless words: "Why, this time, you plan to do it yourself instead of killing someone with a knife?"
"Ling Chennan!" Bai Sheng yelled, the appearance of calm he had maintained for two weeks was completely shattered, and he glared at him fiercely: "You have refused to tell me a single word for so many days, but now you are willing to talk. Are you so afraid that I will hurt Lu Baizhou? In your heart, I am such a person?"
"Otherwise?" Ling Chennan blurted out and asked.
Bai Cheng opened his eyes wide, looked extremely angry, and shouted loudly: "I just hate him! Why can he have such a big influence on you? He was fine when he came back from Shen Yinchuan. , even after I confessed to you, I am not as decadent and depressed as I am now, why, why can he make you so sad, I am so jealous, I hate him!"
After being yelled at hysterically by him, Ling Chennan calmed down instead—the other party had a deep scheming heart, but his mind was still very simple. After shedding the mysterious and vague skin of "Bai Sheng", he understood a lot better than before.
"Unexpectedly, it actually made him so sad, and actually caused my doctor to resign..." Bai Sheng habitually fell into nervous anxiety. Possibly, can't resign... unforgivable..."
The other party was obviously the culprit of everything, but he remembered the last straw that broke the camel's back.
Bai Cheng stopped his restless steps, raised his head and stared at him and said in a serious tone: "Anyway, no matter what I say or do now, you are not interested. Since you care about Lu Bozhou so much... no, no matter how much you care about him, I can't protect him! It's not today, I still have tomorrow, I won't give up, one day... "
His terrifying declaration came to an abrupt end because Ling Chennan stood in front of him and stroked his hair.
When he was still "Bai Sheng", Ling Chennan often used this gesture to comfort him, but now, as if time had flown back, Ling Chennan was still his close lover, coaxing softly: "Shh—it's okay, we are so good in vain."
But Bai Sheng slapped his hand away with a "slap", bit his lip and turned his head away.
Ling Chennan froze in the air in embarrassment, looked at the slightly trembling shoulders of the other party, and asked in surprise: "Bai Sheng, are you crying?"
"No!" The other party yelled back immediately, but without confidence, and with a hint of pity.
In the whole world, I should be the only one who would feel sorry for him after recognizing his true colors, Ling Chennan thought.
"I want to resign not because of Lu Bozhou, not entirely because of Lu Bozhou," he explained slowly: "I've actually been thinking about it for a while, since last year. When I graduated, I wanted to do mental illness prevention for adolescents and children. , the scheme is first treated in