For scars, what is more difficult to heal is the ulcerated tissue under the epidermis. All these processes must be done in a hurry. You must be very patient and confident. This requires not only the patient, but also the doctor.
Ling Chennan asked: "Do you have brothers and sisters?"
Bai Sheng shook his head: "My parents are both abroad, not in the same place. Both of them are very ambitious, and I have been independent since I was very young."
Ling Chennan nodded: "Does any friend know what happened to you? Have you tried to tell anyone about it except me?"
Bai Sheng still shook his head.
Ling Chennan frowned: "Then how have you spent the past six months?"
Bai Sheng thought for a while, and said: "My previous house was returned by Shen Yinchuan, and I put all my things in his place, including my documents. It took me a long time to complete the documents and find a place to live. Then, no, until now. I can't sleep every night, but I don't want to take sleeping pills, and I have to do a long time of psychological construction every time I go out."
Ling Chennan asked: "Did you not call the police?"
Bai Sheng said: "Yes, but I didn't grasp the timing well. It has been a few days since I called the police. He cleaned the house, but the blood was still found. The police also examined my injuries. A public prosecution was filed for the crime of wounding, and there is insufficient evidence for the illegal imprisonment."
Ling Chennan asked: "Then... is he in custody now?"
Bai Sheng nodded: "Sentenced to two years and four months, in fact... If you don't know that he has been locked up... No, even though you know that he is locked up, sometimes you still can't help being nervous."
It's only been two years, Ling Chennan thought, if he behaved well, that person might be released from prison before Bai Sheng recovered.
He held down Bai Sheng's clasped fingers, and said, "It's okay, you will gradually become stronger, I will be with you, don't be afraid of him." He slightly tightened his wrists, Bai Sheng was originally from Gu Zi I was struggling, and after being pinched by the wrist, I had to look up at him—seeing the calmness and anger in his eyes: "You have already shared this matter with me, and the most difficult first step has been taken , will only get better in the future.”
Bai Cheng looked at him and nodded blankly.
The anger in Ling Chennan's eyes gradually dissipated, and he raised the corners of his mouth to change into a cheerful tone: "As far as your insomnia is concerned, there are many ways to improve sleep quality without sleeping pills, and the most effective one is exercise, indoors or outdoors. That’s right, aerobic combined with weight training can improve your physique and improve your spirit, and your appetite will also improve.”
Bai Sheng rolled his eyes, as if he was thinking about it.
Ling Chennan asked: "Did you have any favorite sports before?"
Bai Sheng said hesitantly: "Badminton, table tennis and... tennis, but now I..."
Ling Chennan knew that this kind of exercise required interaction with people, and Bai Sheng might still have some obstacles, so he said, "When the weather gets warmer, you can start swimming and running. Now, you can try to do some training at home."
Seeing that the other party nodded uninterestedly, Ling Chennan said again: "Unless..."
Bai Sheng raised his eyelids to look at him, and he said, "Unless you are willing to take me with you. I am extremely bad at table tennis, no one wants to play with me."
Bai Sheng looked at him for a long time, as if judging the sincerity of his words. Finally, he snorted softly, showed a light and pleasant smile, and nodded.
[sixth week]
"Yo, yo, doctor!" The colleagues who gathered in the tea room started to boo when they saw Ling Chennan: "Are you going to play ball tonight?"
Probably the badminton racket he brought was seen, Ling Chennan smiled wryly: "Is it so rare?"
"Didn't you say that you play ball games very badly?" The counselor in the office next door said, "You have been invited several times and you have not come."
"That's true." Ling Chennan pointed to the girl at the front desk who was making milk tea, "Ask Xiaoyan, last time she called me for half an hour and ignored me."
Ms. Zheng, who was named, looked over: "The posture is really good, but the punching is really bad."
The doctor smiled: "Did you find someone to practice this time? Or did you find a teacher?"
Ling Chennan said: "Well, I don't know the teacher's level yet, so I'll find out later."
The doctor winked his eyes, twisted his shoulders and said, "Could it be that I found a female teacher, who practiced basketball in a good name, but actually went on a blind date!"
Ms. Zheng showed a worried expression: "Don't do it, doctor, just have a good meal and chat with him, keep it for safekeeping, and it will be dangerous to play."
Ling Chennan was squeezed one after another, and retorted with staring eyes: "Men, men! Look at you gossiping!"
Twenty minutes later, Ms. Zheng was surprised to see the handsome patient whose mental condition was not stable a few weeks ago appeared in the clinic, and also recited a beat.
Seeing Bai Sheng enter the door, Ling Chennan rushed to beat him: "This brand is so expensive, can I have a look?"
Bai Cheng froze for a moment, the beat had already been picked up.
Ling Chennan opened the zipper and took out the racket and held it in his hand. The handle was soft and comfortable, and the racket was very light and didn't weigh much in his hand. He pulled the network cable and asked, "Is this thread stretched again?"
Bai Sheng nodded: "It was stretched yesterday, it hasn't been used for a long time."
Ling Chennan felt a little embarrassed: "I exercised with you, but in the end it cost you money."
Bai Sheng shook his head: "No, I... Well, thank you anyway."
Ling Chennan put away the racket and put it aside: "Sit down, how do you feel this week?"
Bai Sheng said: "It's okay, I have fewer nightmares, and I can sleep for a few hours every day."
Ling Chennan sat on the swivel chair next to him, and asked, "What about the diet? Are you okay?"
Bai Cheng hesitated and hummed twice.
Ling Chennan raised his eyebrows, and the other party lowered his eyes, his eyelashes lined up in two lines, and said in a low voice, "It's not that I have a lot of appetite, only..."
Ling Chennan raised his eyebrows even higher: "Huh?"
Bai Sheng whispered: "Only when I'm with you, I can eat more. At other times, I order takeaway, and I won't be able to eat after two bites."
He raised his eyes and looked at Ling Chennan secretly, but the other party didn't respond, just nodded and said: "The takeaway is too greasy, it's better to make it at home."
Properly keeping a distance from patients, Ling Chennan is very good at withdrawing personal emotions under too close contact.
"I said last time that you and your friends have gradually lost touch with each other over the past year or so. What about work? Have you also temporarily let go?" he asked.
Bai Sheng sighed slightly: "Originally, I worked in a large firm after graduation, and was responsible for the design of the office area. Although this kind of project has a high budget, it is less flexible, and I don't like it very much. Later, I It took about a year and a half or two to become independent and take on small projects. It just started to improve, and then... "
Life, health, career are all messed up.
Ling Chennan looked at him and asked, "What kind of feelings do you have for Shen Yinchuan now?"
Bai Sheng's expression was blank for a few seconds, as if he didn't know how to face this problem, but Ling Chennan looked at him patiently, and asked softly: "Do you hate him? Have you ever loved him? Do you still remember what loving him is?" Do you feel it?"
Bai Cheng raised his face, shook his head, and nodded again.
[Bai Sheng's Second Story · Entanglement]
[Shen Yinchuan and I have been together for more than two years, only half a year was a peaceful love process, and the rest of the year and a half was exhausted and tortured each other.
After we met for more than three weeks, he told me that he liked me very much. Although it was too early, he wanted to treat this relationship sincerely regardless of my intentions, so he deleted all the dating apps on his mobile phone, and he would slowly Wait for me, tell me not to stress.
When we were together for three months, he gave me a limited box of designer pens, which was not only expensive but also difficult to buy. Expensive things would scare me a bit, but his hesitant and sincere appearance made it impossible not to accept his kindness. I later learned that he had been deducted a lot of taxes when he received the box of pens.
He will remember the anniversaries of both of us, big and small, and will remind you on time under various weather changes. I have been alone for too long, and I am not used to getting along so intensively. I always feel that the other party has given too much and I have not. I have no lungs, and although I try my best to cooperate, it is inevitable to work hard. He will also remember my various preferences. At first he thought it was carefulness, but later he thought it was pressure. Shen Yinchuan said that he has not changed, but that I no longer like him, so I don't like anything he does.
When I heard him say that, I just thought it was ridiculous. Now that I think about it, maybe he was right.
I can't forget Shen Yinchuan's first time when he lost control. The anger on his face was so strong that it almost rewrote his facial features. His eyes and eyebrows were erected, and his body was arched into an aggressive posture. He said, "Bai Sheng! Don't you think you are very cheap!"
I can't remember the content of his anger, but I can vividly remember many of the things he said.
Afterwards he cried and apologized to me, and knelt beside my bed, as if I would die the next moment if I left him.
Of course, I didn't know that this set of procedures was standard equipment at the time.
The last time we had a quarrel before Shen Yinchuan completely lost his mind, I packed up my things and was about to leave the house. He looked at me coldly and said: If you leave now, the moment you step out of the elevator, I will jump off and die in front of you.
For a moment, I thought to myself: let's die together, let's all die together, anyway, we all go crazy together.
But I still didn't step out in the end.
That would have been my last chance to leave well.]
According to the timeline, Ling Chennan guessed that Bai Sheng was imprisoned with drugs and coercive means for one or even a few months, but it was estimated that Bai Sheng was mentally weak due to an abnormal relationship for more than a year. This year is not long