The Mark of Youth

Chapter 21: shame

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When I arrived at the villa, when I was walking inside, my mobile phone rang suddenly. Seeing that it was Fatty Han, I picked it up. I didn’t know if it was the atmosphere or what was going on. I consciously lowered my voice. .

"Hey, what's the matter? Why are you calling?"

"You kid, what's the matter with me, what's the matter with you? Your dad came back and said you, said you quit? He said in front of him, your urine, now the house is all messed up, I guess you Mom will have to call you in a while. If you don't think of a good word, you will shut down me, you know?"

Fatty Han is righteous, and he knows to inform me. I went to the place this time, "Okay, I know, I won't tell you now, I have something else."

After I finished speaking, I hung up the phone. The villa was viewed from the outside, nothing special, except that the lights in other people's homes are warm colors, but inside is the kind of lighting in the bar, colorful, this kidnapper is really fucking. It’s so special. What about gathering at home

I squeezed my phone, gritted my teeth and opened the door. As soon as I entered, I saw a few people lying on the ground, and on the sofa, a strong smell of alcohol was blowing over my face. I pinched my nose and shouted, "Xu Qingxi?"

"Hmm..."

After I yelled, I heard such a voice, as if Xu Qingxi had his mouth covered by someone. I followed the voice and looked upstairs. There were all kinds of men and women along the way. Is it possible that this is what he’s got?** on site? Or what...

Their anchor circle is the messiest, with all kinds of unspoken rules, is it possible

Thinking of this, my pace was a little faster. After going up, I saw four or five men surrounding Xu Qingxi. Her cheeks were flushed, as if she had been infused with medicine. One of the men was holding her mouth, and the other two were dragging her. Her legs, the remaining one, lay beside her, with a blurred expression on her face.

Restlessly touching Xu Qingxi's body, Xu Qingxi opened his eyes as if he had seen me, smiled and waved at me, I could feel her abnormality.

There are five of them, and one of them, I glanced around subconsciously, picked up a beer bottle, and walked towards them slowly, and I wanted to swipe it over.

At this moment, I suddenly heard a voice, "Who is it? What's he doing?"

I looked back and saw a few familiar girls standing behind me. I didn't care when I saw that they were girls. The beer bottles went out, and the glass shards got stuck in my fingers.

I also made these people awake all of a sudden, the one who was hit by me, clutched his head and turned around, "What are you doing? Why are you hitting me?"

Xu Qingxi seemed to wake up now, "Ye Fan, why are you here?"

Hearing what she said, I was immediately trapped, "You, aren't you kidnapped? I came here according to the address, why are you asking me?"

The absurd time passed, I was smashed by me and sent to the hospital, and the one sleeping on the first floor was also awakened by me. I thought Xu Qingxi would be fine, but I didn't expect that she told me the truth of the more absurd so-called thing.

It turns out that today is their anchor company party, playing honest and courageous, and lost. I don’t know who came up with tricks, saying what kind of fake kidnapping, and doing things without money, depending on whether the relationship is deep or not.

No one can do all of these things, I'm just stupid.

Xu Qingxi might also know that she had done too much, and she was also embarrassed on the face. There were also a few who didn't know how to die, and they said what they said, marrying such a simple man.

I seem to be back

In high school, the feeling of being despised by others.

"Ye Fan, I don't know, I really don't know, they are just playing around. They are all good friends. I have known each other for a long time, but I don't know, they..."

Those who manipulated me are unconscious, and I don’t have the energy to blame anyone now, “No need to apologize, I’m stupid. Forcing me to believe it, you can play by yourself, I’m going back.”

I kicked the rose on the ground, and the broken petals were just the same as I am now. As far as my position is concerned, it doesn't fit her at all.

After I went out, Xu Qingxi chased up, "Ye Fan, wait for me, Ye Fan."

I may not really be angry with her, but I feel very embarrassed now, and the embarrassment has been thrown into her company. Thinking about the things that went wrong from the kidnapping to the present, I have no doubt at all.

I am really a real fool.

I ignored Xu Qingxi’s shouting behind me and got into the taxi directly. The driver asked me where I was going. I subconsciously said the address of my home, but I changed my mouth once again, "Forget it, master, get in. In the downtown area, just find an internet cafe and put it down for me."

I don’t know what I’m thinking about. I bought another pack of cigarettes and entered the Internet cafe. I opened an online game I hadn’t played for a long time. I rubbed this tonight. Now I can’t deal with my parents in this mood.

When I was playing games, my phone kept ringing. It was Xu Qingxi. She called me at first, and then she sent me a WeChat message, but I didn't even read it, so I was completely focused on my game.

When I woke up, the sky was already bright, mother, when I was in college, I had never taken sleep in the boarding house, and it doesn’t work anymore.

It's been a night since I've escaped, and the face I should face is the first time I opened the door of my own house. I was so nervous. Thinking about my attitude yesterday, I guess my dad has been hit hard.

I gathered up the courage, opened the door, closed the door, and changed shoes. I pretended to be relaxed during the whole process. When I saw me entering the door, Fatty Han and the three of them all focused on me, and my dad suddenly put down his job.

"Follow me in."

My dad came up and asked to be one-on-one with me, but that's okay, singles is better than doubles.

"Tell me, what's the matter? Why did you go last night?"

When I was in elementary school, my dad used this rhetoric. He called himself an intellectual, so he never did it, but he was more upset than doing it.

"Dad, I just want to go out and get some experience. I'm so old, not a child. I'm a big man, I can't stay under the wings of you and my mother for a lifetime."

Naturally, I can't tell the real reason, but the willingness to leave in my heart has long been there, but I have never had the courage. If this is the case, I should really thank Xu Qingxi.

Without her making such a thing, I would never be able to say that for the rest of my life.

My dad was also a little shocked when he heard what I said. He hesitated for a while and sighed and said, "Actually, I told your mother last night, you know that there are always problems with the factory management. Those who have graduated from college are buried in my place. Let’s go for a walk and find them for yourself."

I didn't expect him to say this, understand me so much, I thought he would scold me like when I just came back from Beijing.

"Dad, what you said is true? Isn't it an angry word?"

In the past, when I said what I was going to do, my dad would approve of it on the surface and squeeze me back.

At this age, there is really no need for my parents to be like this.

"What kind of angry words? It's not a kid. This is all set. Han Yong is also here these days. Isn't he looking for a job too? You can look for it together."

Although things were not pleasant yesterday, my dad can understand me and I am relieved a lot.

After I went out, Fatty Han immediately grabbed my arm and went to the bedroom, "What's wrong? What did your dad say about you? Don't you know what you say?"

Normally Fatty Han and I love each other and want to kill. When there is nothing wrong, we still spend a little more time to kill each other, but as soon as something happens, he immediately stands on my side and doesn't make any sense.

"No, my dad didn't say anything, he just agreed to resign and let me find a job with you."

After I finished talking, Fatty Han showed a surprised expression on his face, "What? Can’t it, this doesn’t fit your dad’s character. When you were admitted to the university, because you chose your major, you were arguing with you to blush. He has a thick neck. Now that you say you want to resign, how could he agree so easily?"

I picked up the book on the table and patted him, "What character? How do you know my dad's character? Where is so much nonsense? Tomorrow I will go out with you to find a job."

When I was talking to Fatty Han, the phone rang several times, and every time the ringtone started, I just clicked to hang up.

After repeating it several times, Fatty Han became a little impatient, "I said that either you will pick it up, or you will turn it off if you don't, the whole ringing ringing back and forth, the words can't be heard clearly."

Since last night, Xu Qingxi has been calling me non-stop, but I have never had the courage to pick it up. To put it bluntly, I just feel that I was not a general shame yesterday, and I feel that everyone is watching you ashamed. , You are like a clown.

It was just a joke they made at random, but I did everything according to the steps. I quit my job, bought mobile phones, bought roses, and people went to the hospital. If it weren’t for Xu Qingxi’s face, I guess I’d have to. Pay a lump sum.

Even if Xu Qingxi's face is full of sorry, I think she is holding back her smile, she wants to laugh at me.

"What do you think when I talk to you? By the way, where did you go last night, so you just hung up my call, why did you go to the woods with your little girlfriend?"

He pushed me with a wicked smile, as if he had already imagined the picture in his head. If I really had a reality with her, then I would not be angry anymore. The key point is that I have no name and no distinction, and do it again. For such a stupid thing, I really don't have such a strong heart.

"Fuck you, when you go out to look for a job tomorrow, just call me. I want to be quiet, and you can go out for a while."

I clutched my own face and fell to the ground all of a sudden. Taking this opportunity to start again is just right.

The other day, I went to my work unit to pack up my things. When I came out, I saw Xu Qingxi's BMW. I was shaking in my heart, and subconsciously looked around. This woman won't find it anymore.

"Ye Fan, why are you hiding from me?"

When I heard this, I turned around helplessly and said, "What the hell are you doing? If you don't answer your call, you will find a unit to come to you?"

What I said was quite aggressive, but Xu Qingxi didn’t mean to be angry at all. She spit out her tongue playfully, and took my shoulders and said, “Are you still angry? I know, it’s me, but You can’t shoot me to death with a stick, you have to give me a chance to guilt and make meritorious deeds."

(End of this chapter)