Xie Jianwei is comforting Lu Li.
But Lu Li's mind was full of chaos.
No change, really there won't be? When Lu Yan wakes up and joins their lives, will Xie Jianwei really choose him
Or maybe it really hasn't changed. Xie Jianwei likes Lu Yan, and it hasn't changed from beginning to end.
In the past three days, Lu Yan's situation has been very unstable, and Lu Li and Xie Jianwei have never been able to meet him.
After all, I have slept for so many years, even if I become conscious, I have to adapt slowly. The doctor is trying to treat him, Xie Jianwei and Lu Li must not disturb him during this time.
Xie Jianwei appropriately pretended to be anxious, but in fact, he had been secretly observing Lu Li.
No matter how Lu Li concealed it, he couldn't hide the loss in his eyes.
He cared about Lu Yan and his fellow brother very much.
Unlike the previous dream, the brothers also turned against each other. In this dream, it may be a set relationship. He and Lu Yan grew up together. He took good care of this younger brother, and the relationship was not too deep.
So Lu Yan woke up, he was very happy.
But on the other hand, he was not happy, because Lu Yan woke up, and he would most likely lose Xie Jianwei.
And this unhappiness soon turned into a sigh of remorse.
How could he be so dark, just because Xie Jianwei likes Lu Yan, he doesn't even want his only brother to wake up
... He hoped that Lu Yan would live a long life, but a selfish villain was buried in his deepest thoughts.
The villain was even provoking him: If there is no Lu Yan, and there has never been Lu Yan, then does Xie Jianwei belong to him completely
You can't think that way, it's not right.
Lu Li's thoughts are wandering in this hopeless whirlpool... In the end, there is only one root cause: lack of self-confidence and insecurity.
Xie Jianwei could guess what he was thinking.
He was not surprised at all, after all, he was already thinking about killing himself in reality.
He just loves him, how can he understand that he belongs to him and only wants to belong to him.
Maybe he wouldn't really believe it unless the split personality was cured.
The past three days of Lu Li have been quite messy. First, the jet lag makes him uncomfortable, and then he is mentally stressed. When he closes his eyes, he will have nightmares. He is also in vain.
When the doctor informed them that they could meet with Lu Yan, Lu Li was really relieved: what should come will always come.
The doctor instructed them: "Although the patient is awake, there may be some confusion in his consciousness. Try your best not to irritate him, mention something that makes him happy, and try to help him recover."
Lu Li replied, "Okay."
The doctor said some precautions before putting them in.
Xie Jianwei finally saw Lu Yan.
He had several guesses about Lu Yan's identity.
One is that he is Lu Li, the other is that he is it.
But after seeing it, he quickly recognized that it was neither Lu Li nor it.
He is a person in the dream, the younger brother in Lu Li's imagination.
Like the sister in the first dream.
This is actually quite good. If Lu Yan is Lu Li, I am afraid that the difficulty of appeasing the master Lu Li will climb several steps; if Lu Yan is it, it will be troublesome. Think about it.
An ordinary person would do much better.
But since Lu Yan, Xie Jianwei's mole in his heart, was brought up, the one who did the trouble would not let it go.
Lu Yan looked weak, turned his head to look at the person who came, and said in a very soft voice after a while, "Brother."
Lu Li asked him, "How do you feel?"
Lu Yan was stunned for a while before slowly saying, "It's okay... I just can't remember a lot of things."
Lu Li said: "Don't worry, it's good to wake up, and the rest will come later."
Lu Yan frowned very lightly, and then asked blankly, "Where's Xiaorou?"
Hearing his question, Lu Li and Xie Jianwei both felt their hearts tighten.
Xie Rou is dead.
Could it be that Lu Yan... forgot
Lu Yan's bloodless face suddenly became even paler, his lips trembled and his voice trembled rapidly: "Xiaorou, I'm with me, she... she..."
The doctor's words sounded in his mind in time, "Don't let him get irritated, mention something to make him happy..." Lu Li made a decisive decision: "Don't worry, Xie Rou is fine, she is much less injured than you."
"Is she okay?" Lu Yan looked at Lu Li with confidence.
Lu Li nodded and replied, "It's okay."
Lu Yan was obviously relieved, his excitement calmed down, and there was even a smile on the corner of his mouth: "I miss her..."
He really liked Xie Rou, and Xie Jian was slightly relieved to see this scene.
It's almost time to say something, Xie Jianwei stepped forward and called softly, "Brother Yan."
Lu Yan seemed to have only seen him now, and he was startled again, but then a huge joy flashed in his eyes: "Xiaorou, you are all right!"
Xie Jianwei: "… "
Lu Yan's eyes were full of nostalgia, and he stared at Xie Jianwei without blinking, as if he wanted to carve his face into his heart: "That's great, Xiaorou... It's great, you're fine."
He mistook Xie Jianwei for Xie Rou!
Xie Jian Wei's heart froze, he raised his head to look at Lu Li, and as expected, he saw Lu Li's tense expression.
Xie Jianwei immediately wanted to explain: "Brother Yan, I..."
Unexpectedly, Lu Li said, "I didn't lie to you, Xiaorou is not good."
"Yeah." Lu Yan was so happy, he stretched out his hand to touch Xie Jianwei, "As long as she's okay, I'll be at ease."
Xie Jian opened his mouth slightly, and Lu Li gave him a wink.
He understands this.
Now that Lu Yan's condition is too bad, he must not know that Xie Rou is dead. If this fact is revealed, I am afraid that Lu Yan will lose the strength to live in an instant.
If now he said that he was not Xie Rou but Xie Jianwei, then Lu Yan would definitely ask where Xie Rou went.
Xie Rou is his wife. He is just recovering from a serious illness. Why doesn't she come to see him
There is no explanation for this, an explanation is full of loopholes.
Fortunately, Lu Yan regarded Xie Jianwei as Xie Rou.
In terms of affection and reason, Xie Jianwei should cooperate.
Lu Yan is Lu Li's younger brother, and Lu Yan is also the person he looks up to. He can't watch him die.
But... Lu Li is so cruel!
No matter whose brain hole this setting is, it is big enough anyway!
Xie Jianwei could only hold his breath, pretending to be Xie Rou for the time being.
He said warmly, "Brother Yan, I'm fine, take good care of your body."
Lu Yan's eyes were full of her: "Okay."
Xie Jianwei forced a smile: "Want to drink water?"
Lu Yan shook his head and said, "No, sit down and talk to me."
Xie Jianwei looked at Lu Li with some concern.
Lu Li said, "I'll go outside first, don't talk too long, and take a rest."
Lu Yan smiled gently: "I'm fine, as long as I see Xiaorou, I feel my body is full of strength."
Thanks for smiling.
Lu Li responded and turned to leave.
From beginning to end, he didn't dare to look at Xie Jianwei.
What do you think? What will you see on his face
Thinking about it is full of fear, how dare he.
Lu Li was standing outside the ward. The cool weather in late autumn was already filled with chills, blowing in the icy aisle, encircling the entire chest.
Xie Jianwei didn't talk to Lu Yan too much, he was in a bad mood, just chatted a few words and got into a fight with his eyelids.
Xie Jianwei said softly, "Brother Yan, please rest for a while."
Lu Yan held his hand and said, "Okay."
Xie Jianwei wanted to pull his hand back.
But Lu Yan held it tightly, and his voice was still whispering: "Don't go... Stay by my side."
Xie Jianwei: "… "
Lu Li walked in after a while, and at a glance he saw Lu Yan who was sleeping and the two clasped hands.
In a trance, he seemed to have returned to not long ago, when he was injured, Xie Jian Wei came to accompany him in the ward, and they were holding hands when they lay on the two beds.
After such a short time, it seemed that it was just a blink of an eye, and the hand was held by someone else.
The scary thing was that he didn't even have a chance to fight for it, and what was even scarier was Xie Jianwei's mood.
Is he happy? A long-cherished wish for many years has been fulfilled, are you too happy to let go
It's completely different, the feeling of holding his hand and holding Lu Yan are completely different.
Lu Li abruptly looked away, and said to Xie Jianwei, "I talked to the doctor, and he suggested to follow A Yan's wishes. Since he treats you as Xie Rou, you can..." In fact, he didn't need to say these words, Xie Jianwei was better than him. I hope Lu Yan recovers.
Xie Jianwei finally pulled his hand back, he got up and said, "Let's go out and talk."
Lu Li said: "Okay." He was afraid that Lu Yan would hear it when he woke up, yes, Xie Jianwei cared more about Lu Yan than him.
Lu Li's entire body was covered with dense stabbing pains. It wasn't sharp, but it was like being used as a whetstone. The dull blade slashed at the flesh and blood. It wouldn't make you stop breathing instantly, but it was painful for a long time.
They stood outside, Xie Jianwei said: "Brother Yan just treats me as my sister."
Lu Li said, "Yeah."
Xie Jianwei added: "This is temporary. When his body stabilizes, he can tell the difference without me telling him."
"right."
He jumped out word by word, Xie Jianwei didn't dare to say too much, he could only say euphemistically: "I... our previous promise... "
Before he could finish speaking, Lu Li interrupted: "Needless to say, I know very well."
Xie Jianwei: "..." You know what, Dali, you know best how to abuse yourself! It's a pity that he didn't dare to say it too straightforwardly, saying too white that he was afraid that the dream would collapse. After all, Lu Li was full of heart and thought he liked Lu Yan.
Lu Li took a deep breath and said, "Let's do it for now, we'll talk about it later."
Xie Jianwei didn't dare to irritate him too much, so he could only nod his head and said, "Let's wait until Brother Yan's situation stabilizes."
What he said was very normal, and when it reached Lu Li's head, it was all translated into another language, and then he abused himself in a mess.
Xie Jianwei had no choice but to say no more, to save him from overdoing it and changing the dream three times.
Xie Jianwei took care of Lu Yan for the next few days.
Lu Yan doesn't wake up very often every day, only one or two hours in pieces, but as long as he opens his eyes, he must see "Xie Rou", if he can't see her, he will be very flustered.
The doctor had to advise Xie Jian to sleep in the ward.
Lu Li was even more heartbroken. The sweetness that belonged to him instantly became someone else's. This similar scene made him keep reminiscing about how happy he was in the past, how cruel it is now.
If it is destined to have today, then why give him such good memories.
A week later, Lu Li had to go back to country Z. Although he could handle most things remotely in country M, some things had to be dealt with in person. Moreover, he never returned to country Z, which would make some people feel like they were ready to move.
But Lu Yan couldn't be discharged from the hospital, not to mention spending more than ten hours on the plane.
Lu Yan needs someone to take care of him, and the person who takes care of him can only be Xie Jianwei.
Lu Yan even took the initiative to mention: "Brother, go back first, so many things can't be left all the time, just have Xiaorou."
Land from:"… "
Xie Jianwei had no choice but to say, "Yes... Li Ge, let's go back first, just have me here."
Lu Yan turned to "her" and smiled affectionately.
Xie Jianwei had no choice but to raise the corners of his mouth.
Lu Li didn't know how he made his voice: "Then I'm leaving." After throwing these four words, he turned and left.
The plane ticket has been booked long ago. For the earliest flight, Lu Li got on the plane without looking back, but when the plane took off, he went crazy with regret.
Can't imagine, can't imagine what kind of scene is in the hospital now.
Xie Jianwei finally got what he wanted, right
The person he loves looks at him with such eyes, speaks to him with such a voice, and loves him with such dependence on him.
Did he get carried away with joy? Has he forgotten that he is Xie Jianwei!
Lu Li's mind is full of pictures of Lu Yan and Xie Jianwei together, Xie Jianwei's happy smile with bent eyes, and his infatuation and infatuation with Lu Yan...
After more than ten hours of flight, Lu Li's feet shook when he got off the plane.
He didn't eat, drink, or sleep, he didn't even move.
It was a miracle that he was able to stand up after being stiff for so long.
After returning to China, countless things came to his face. Lu Li calmed himself down, diverted his attention by relying on work, and kept telling himself that it's alright... It's really alright. When Lu Yan recovers, Xie Jianwei will return. to him.
But immediately he couldn't help thinking: Can he really come back? Will he come back? With such an experience, will he still see him
If Xie Jianwei is really with Lu Yan.
Lu Li's pupils shrank, he couldn't imagine that the piercing pain covered all nerves, and even his reason was corroded. He would dismantle them, he would definitely, he would definitely do something irreversible.
No way... Lu Li looked down at his trembling hands, as if he saw blood.
Three days after returning to China, Lu Li didn't close his eyes. His assistant couldn't help but say, "Sir, it's time for you to rest."
Lu Li couldn't sleep at all. When he fell asleep, it was like entering another world. In that world, there were only Xie Jianwei and Lu Yan, and only their mutual support...
He can't be swallowed up by such a dream, he can't do something that's sorry for them.
One is his lover, the other is his close relative, he can't, can't do anything!
Lu Li worked day and night until Xie Jianwei called him.
Xie Jianwei called him a long time ago, but every time he was picked up by the assistant, and the assistant replied to him: "Mr. is in a meeting, Mister is talking to others, Mister is..." In short, he is busy. Called him back when he was done, but he didn't return a single one.
Xie Jianwei had to keep calling him, and finally got through.
Lu Li listened to Xie Jianwei's voice, the two were separated by thousands of miles, but they couldn't compare to the distance between hearts.
"How is Ayan?"
Xie Jianwei said: "Very good."
Lu Li said, "Take good care of him."
Xie Jianwei said, "Yes."
After four sentences, they fell into an unspeakable silence. Lu Li had a thousand words, but he couldn't utter a single word.
Xie Jianwei wanted to say I love you 10,000 times, but he didn't dare to say it even once. In this state of Lu Li, if he said that he loved him, he would probably be able to open his eyes.
After being silent, Lu Li spoke first: "If you have nothing to do, just hang up."
Xie Jianwei had to say again: "Aren't you going to come to M country?"
Lu Li said, "It's no use if I go, you'll be fine."
Xie Jianwei was silent for a while, but didn't dare to say the three words "I miss you".
Lu Li sighed softly: "That's it, I'm hanging up."
After speaking, he did not give Xie Jianwei a chance to speak, and hung up the phone by himself.
After hanging up, he began to listen to the recording again and again, listening to Xie Jianwei's voice, over and over again, listening to these worthless words over and over again.
Can you hear what? To hear him happy, or to hear him happy
He didn't want him to go to country M, did he? That's why I asked him that.
But he misses him, he really misses him.
Lu Li closed his eyes, leaned back, and leaned tiredly on the back of the wide chair.
He finally fell asleep, listening to Xie Jianwei's voice, and fell asleep in a daze.
After waking up, Lu Li couldn't bear it at all. He wanted to see Xie Jianwei, and he wanted to see him, so he could take a look from a distance.
Lu Li called his assistant: "Arrange a special plane for me to go to country M."
The assistant froze for a moment: "Now?"
Lu Li: "Right now."
He went to country M again, went to the hospital, but didn't tell anyone.
Lu Yan recovered quickly and was ready to go out for a walk.
Xie Jianwei supported him, and the two walked side by side, like a pair of loving lovers.
Lu Li didn't know what he was doing. Seeing such a scene, what else was there besides more pain
The scary thing is that he may have to see such scenes every day in the future.
What if Lu Yan could never tell the difference between Xie Jianwei and Xie Rou
Will Xie Jianwei be willing to be Xie Rou for a lifetime
Putting himself in his shoes, Lu Li felt that he was willing.
If Xie Jianwei regards him as Lu Yan, he would rather be Lu Yan all his life, at least in this life he can have Xie Jianwei and get his love.
So Xie Jianwei is definitely willing.
With the person you love, even if you become another person, at least you get him, right? Not only people, but also hearts.
That was what Lu Li dreamed of.
Lu Li went to the doctor and asked about Lu Yan's condition.
The doctor said: "Everything is fine. If you want to go back to China for recuperation, you can arrange it next month."
This is good news, but Lu Li is really not happy. He is halfway across the world, and he can't help but want to see him. If under his nose, he...
Lu Li didn't dare to think about this, he continued to ask: "He always regards Xie Jianwei as his wife, this..."
The doctor was also distressed: "His wife died, right?"
Lu Li nodded and said, "Yes."
The doctor said: "I think Lu Yan subconsciously knew that his wife had passed away. After all, they were together when the accident happened, but he didn't want to accept the fact, so he deceived himself subconsciously. A person who is very similar to his wife, so he formed a period of self-protection, believing that this is his wife, and that his wife is not dead, probably only in this way can he have the motivation to continue to wake up."
Lu Li tried his best to calm down his voice: "Then he... will he never be able to tell the difference?"
The doctor said: "When he can accept his wife's death, then... he should be awake."
Lu Li knew that he was asking for nothing, but he still wanted to ask, "How long will it take?"
"It's hard to say," the doctor reassured him. "It could be months, it could be… decades."
Decades... Lu Li's head buzzed, he took a deep breath and said, "I understand."
The doctor added: "This matter mainly depends on Mr. Xie. If he can't cooperate, it is estimated that Lu Yan will wake up sooner."
Xie Jianwei will not be able to cooperate
Lu Li would always use himself to speculate on Xie Jianwei's mood. If Xie Jianwei regarded him as Lu Yan, he would always cooperate until Xie Jianwei could never tell who was Lu Li and who was Lu Yan.
Who would have no selfishness? In the face of a loved one, who wouldn't want to seize such an opportunity
Lu Li looked at Xie Jianwei from a distance and returned to China.
After that, he would fly to country M from time to time without showing up, just to see him.
Xie Jianwei finally waited for the day to return to China.
In fact, Lu Yanren is very good, or should be said to be quite a good person.
He was mild-mannered, well-spoken, knowledgeable and, more importantly, deeply devoted to his wife.
Xie Jianwei looked at him and always felt that this was probably what Lu Li wanted him to be. A educated, elegant and gentle person, maybe in Lu Li's eyes, such a person is suitable for Xie Jianwei.
But in fact, Xie Junshi liked his own mud-legged marshal, and did not want such a blue-eyed confidant.
He and Lu Li like to talk nonsense together. What kind of academics are they talking about? To put it mildly, in the entire galaxy, all people who can talk to him about this aspect should be called grandpa respectfully.
According to this, he should love his grandfathers
No, he likes Lu Li, and liking someone doesn't have to be like-minded, complementing each other is also a great pleasure.
He liked Lu Li's energy, his dark but radiant eyes, and the way he loved him wholeheartedly.
How could he not like Lu Li, who was so desperate to think about him protecting him
But Lu Li didn't know.
Hey…
Xie Jianwei just wanted to go back to China as soon as possible, catch people, and solve the current problem by acting well.
Lu Li was suffering all day, Xie Jianwei wasn't it? Thinking of the rich brain holes and self-abuse skills of his old attack, he felt distressed in a mess.
Finally, the doctor approved them to return to the country for recuperation.
Xie Jian was preparing with little ease, and could not wait to teleport to Lu Li's side.
After getting off the plane, Lu Li personally came to pick him up. After so long, Xie Jianwei really wanted to kiss him, and then Lu Li didn't even look at him.
Xie Jianwei: "..." Hold on, let's go ahead with his tricks first.
Lu Yan fell asleep and didn't wake up until he returned to the villa.
Lu Li couldn't help but ask, "Ah Yan okay?"
Xie Jianwei said: "He is more prone to fatigue. This needs to be recuperated slowly. If you do more rehabilitation, you will gradually recover."
Lu Li finally looked at him: "You've worked so hard these days."
Xie Jianwei wanted to say that he felt that I was working hard and didn't want to hug me, but he could only calmly say, "It's okay."
Lu Li had asked against his will, how could he feel so hard? Taking care of Xie Jianwei will not feel hard all his life, he will only feel happy.
Thinking about it makes it uncomfortable, Lu Li said, "You guys live here."
Xie Jianwei asked, "How about you?"
Lu Li said, "I'll go somewhere else."
"Why don't we stay together..."
Lu Li smiled and asked, "Do you really want me to stay?"
Xie Jianwei said, "We didn't..."
Before he finished speaking, Lu Li interrupted: "Be considerate of me."
Xie Jian opened his mouth slightly, and Lu Li said in a more playful manner: "Ayan is all Xiaorou when he opens his mouth and closes his mouth. I... It sounds uncomfortable."
That's right, Xie Jianwei almost fell in love with Xie Rou, the assumption was settled.
Xie Jianwei had to say, "Sorry."
Lu Li looked away and said, "That's it, I'll see you tomorrow."
Xie Jianwei let him go first, this matter still needs to be paved and brewed.
At present, if you want to solve this situation, the most correct way is to follow the settings.
First of all, Xie Jianwei wants to "love" Lu Yan, so that it is in line with Lu Dali's "god logic", and then do things under the premise of love, and find a way to use Lu Li to let Lu Yan distinguish who the person in front of him is.
How does it work? It is also simple.
Who said Xie Jianwei was happy? Is it fun to be a stand-in? Every day, seeing the person you love deeply shouting about someone else, or her own sister, most people are heartbroken.
After all, not everyone is as resistant to abuse as Da Li.
The next day, Lu Li came to have dinner with them.
Lu Yan suddenly said, "Where has Xiaowei been recently? I haven't seen him."
Lu Li and Xie Jianwei looked at each other and said calmly, "He's studying abroad, so it's inconvenient to come back. I'll see you after a while."
Lu Yan is still very concerned about Xie Jianwei: "Is he okay all these years?"
Xie Jianwei said, "We take care of you, what are you worried about?"
"That's right." Lu Yan smiled and said, "Brother has always been kind to Xiaowei."
Lu Li's eyes flashed, and he glanced at Xie Jianwei.
Xie Jianwei also added: "Well."
A meal of three people, two people can not eat.
Lu Yandao is very happy, family reunion is always a joy.
Lu Li didn't show up for the next few days, giving Xie Jianwei and Lu Yan plenty of free time.
Xie Jianwei reluctantly paved the way for more than half a month. After feeling that Lu Yan's state was very stable, he decided to make a move.
Although Lu Li didn't see them every day, he knew what he was doing every day.
After the body gradually improved, Lu Yan became more and more intimate with Xie Jianwei in his behavior.
It's perfectly normal for them to be "couples" and want to do intimate things.
Lu Li didn't know how Xie Jianwei would decide to continue to cooperate? He should want to cooperate, right... But it doesn't seem to be? Although Lu Yan blindly regarded Xie Jianwei as Xie Rou, men and women are different. When making love... But even if it doesn't make it to the end, it's just a kiss...
When Lu Li thought about the scene, he felt that his eyes were pitch black.
On this day, Lu Li was out partying until late, and when he came back, he smelled of alcohol.
Lu Li wasn't drunk. He had a lot of alcohol. It was not easy to get himself drunk, but now he doubted whether he was drunk.
Because he saw Xie Jianwei, Xie Jianwei who should have been with Lu Yan.
Lu Li was in a trance for a while, and after a while he said, "See Wei?"
Xie Jianwei stood there for a long time, with a faint layer of water vapor covering his shoulders.
It's almost winter, and it's terrifyingly cold in clothes.
Lu Li hurriedly approached, only to see his pale face and slightly trembling lips: "What's wrong? Is something wrong with Lu Yan?" He instinctively thought that Lu Yan was wrong.
Xie Jian shook his head slightly.
Lu Li took off his jacket and put it on for him, but just touching it like this, he felt the stiffness and coldness of his body.
What's going on
Xie Jianwei suddenly held his hand, he lowered his head, and said in a choked voice, "I can't take it anymore."
Lu Li was startled.
Xie Jianwei's voice was full of deep pain: "I really can't take it anymore, I can't stay with Brother Yan anymore."
Lu Li didn't understand, but he was more worried about his body, so he said, "Go into the house."
Entering the room, Lu Li poured him a cup of hot water. Seeing that he was still shaking after drinking, he wanted to take him into his arms to keep him warm, but he endured it and didn't move.
Xie Jianwei was holding a hot water cup and sitting on the large sofa. He was extremely haggard. He whispered softly, "This is so uncomfortable, I really can't hold on anymore."
Lu Li softly reassured him: "In the end... what's the matter?"
Xie Jianwei said in pain: "Brother Yan treats me as my sister from beginning to end, he doesn't laugh at me, he doesn't talk to me, and he doesn't get close to me, he sees only my sister through me from beginning to end, I know him I love my sister, I know he doesn't mean anything to me, but... But now I really know how much he loves Xie Rou... "
He spoke intermittently, some incoherent, but Lu Li understood everything.
Xie Jianwei is very painful, he is suffering from his identity as a substitute. The more he gets every day, the more painful it is, because these should belong to his dead sister, and what Lu Yan is thinking about is also his sister. He is like a thief, stealing everything that belongs to his sister, he can't be happy, He would only keep realizing how far he was from Lu Yan, and would only keep witnessing his own despicableness and shamelessness.
He was guilty, he blamed himself, he was tortured every day and every night.
Lu Li suddenly woke up and realized that Xie Jianwei was different from him.
Xie Jianweiyuan is not as shameless as he is, and he is not as selfish as he is. He thinks that he is very happy to be a substitute, but it is a huge torture for Xie Jianwei.
Xie Jianwei respects her sister, so she can't stand this kind of thing that tarnishes her sister's love.
He reluctantly cooperated, but his heart was suffering.
It turned out that Xie Jianwei didn't want to stay with Lu Yan like this. He didn't want to stay with someone who didn't love him, even if he loved Lu Yan deeply.
Lu Li's heart trembled because he heard Xie Jianwei say such a sentence again.
"Let's tell Brother Yan, okay..." Xie Jianwei said as if he couldn't bear it, "Brother Yan has recovered well, let him see the reality clearly, let him know the truth."
Lu Li didn't dare to say a word, Xie Jianwei grabbed his clothes, his knuckles were pale and bulged, revealing the pain in his heart: "I really can't stand it anymore, I can't stay with him anymore, I can't play anymore."
Lu Li finally hugged him, his hot breath pressed against his ear: "Do you really want him to wake up?"
Xie Jian nodded vigorously.
Lu Li said again: "In that case, you will never get him."
Xie Jian paused for a while, and suddenly said tiredly: "I will never get him, father, I said, we are the same."
It is the same? How can it be the same
Lu Li's chin rubbed between his hair and remained silent.
Xie Jianwei almost begged and said, "I can't deceive Brother Yan anymore, I believe he will accept it, will definitely be able to, right?"
He was worried, not because he would lose Lu Yan completely after telling the truth, but because he couldn't bear the illness again.
Xie Jianwei was more worried that Lu Li would not understand, so he named him more bluntly: "Brother Yan won't have an accident, right? If I do this, it won't cause him an accident, right?"
God's will will not let him have an accident, just depends on whether his God helps him or not.
Obviously, as long as Xie Jianwei begs him, his god is willing to rub his head on the ground.
Lu Li comforted him: "Don't worry, nothing will happen, the doctor also said that Lu Yan is recovering well, and he should really wake up."
Xie Jianwei has reservations whether the doctor can use it or not, but Lu Li's words will definitely work.
Xie Jian breathed a sigh of relief, he was in Lu Li's arms, the two of them had been separated for so long, and now he smelled his breath again, and it was already itchy.
It's just that this situation doesn't seem to be suitable for sex right now
But I wonder, what should I do
Xie Jianwei's eyes lit up, thinking of a trick, how is the disorder after drinking
He immediately said bitterly, "Father, can you accompany me for a drink?"
The author has something to say: It: You don't give me a trick, I thought of a coup myself! It's just... Why didn't you break them up? I'm so angry!