The car sped forward all the way, Xi Xiaye took the documents back to the company first, and when he got out, it was already past the off-duty time, and it was already dark outside.
"Director Xi, I'm going back first, please drive carefully on the road!"
Downstairs, assistant Xiaomei said goodbye with a smile.
Xi Xiaye looked up at the silent night sky, thought for a while, and then said, "Get in the car, drop by, and I'll see you off."
"No need, Director Xi, anyway, there are still buses now! It's too much trouble, I'm sorry."
Xiaomei smiled gratefully.
"The bus should be very crowded at this time, and I just want to go to the tea house near your house to get some tea."
After Xi Xiaye calmly said this, he reached out and took out the car keys from his pocket, walked to the side of the driver's seat with clanging steps, opened the door, and quickly got in.
Xiaomei hesitated for a while, and finally sat in the passenger seat, buckled up the seat belt, and smiled gratefully, "Then thank you, Chief Executive Officer!"
Xi Xiaye nodded slightly, took a random CD and put it in the player, then started the car and drove away.
The songs played on the player were all about driving fast cars. Xiaomei heard the song very familiar, but she didn't want to name it. She turned her head to look at Xi Xiaye, only to find that she was propping her head on one hand, with her arms resting on the car window. , holding the steering wheel firmly with one hand, staring at the front with slightly tired eyes, the cool wind kept pouring in from the car window, blowing her hair that was pouring down...
Inexplicably felt a faint depression and desolation.
Xiaomei hesitated for a while, and finally couldn't help but ask—
"Director Xi, have you been too tired recently? It seems that you are very tired..."
Hearing this, Xi Xiaye was stunned for a moment, then glanced at Xiaomei with a calm look, "It's okay."
"Director Xi, colleagues in the company are actually talking about you in private..."
Xiaomei suddenly wanted to find a topic to chat with the woman next to her. Although the chief executive always looked so indifferent on weekdays, she understood that the chief executive was actually a very talkative and kind-hearted person. Caring for subordinates.
Take the news that her father was sick and hospitalized last time, because the expensive medical expenses made her almost breathless. After Director Xi found out, he gave her 50,000 yuan without saying a word, and let her solve the urgent need, so She was very grateful to Director Xi beside her.
I heard that she often went to take care of the orphanage in the north of the city and helped the orphanage a lot.
"Talk about me?"
Xi Xiaye asked lightly, knowing that every company's employees have some internal gossip, usually to the boss, so she is used to it.
"It's just talking about Director Xi, you are both talented and beautiful, but you are very mysterious. I don't know if Director Xi is single or something. Many male colleagues in the company want to chase after you, Director Xi, but they dare not... But, I think, you can marry Those who are present at the director's office must be very remarkable, and they are also very lucky people... "
Feeling that Xi Xiaye's mood was quite peaceful, Xiaomei said these words with confidence.
"Lucky?"
Xi Xiaye read in a low voice, then smiled indifferently, a self-deprecating light flashed in his eyes, and then his eyes dimmed again.
Sensing Xi Xiaye's sudden silence, Xiaomei suddenly didn't dare to say anything more, and the car fell silent again...
He put Xiaomei down near the tea house, picked up the tea, and finally stopped when he drove past a high-end entertainment club under Emperor Entertainment City.
Although it is not a busy city, there are many people here.
When Xi Xiaye just walked in, the inside was bustling, and the resident singers on stage were singing very emotional songs affectionately, unlike ordinary bars that always have such explosive music when they enter the venue , this entertainment club is relatively quiet, compared to other clubs.
Xia Ye has been here a few times, and she seldom goes to such a place, if it wasn't for the depression in her heart, she wouldn't come.
"Miss, what would you like to drink?"
Xia Ye sat down in a dark corner of the bar, and the waiter at the bar asked with a smile.
"Have a bottle of whiskey."
Xi Xiaye said in a low voice, seeing that the waiter was a little surprised, she lowered her eyes indifferently.
"Miss, the whiskey is very strong. I suggest you change it to something else. Girls seldom order this." The waiter was a handsome young man, and he introduced with a competent smile, "Many girls like to drink some lover's tears." What, do you want to try it?"
"No, just get me the whiskey."
After Xi Xiaye calmly said this, he raised his hand to support his aching head.
"Miss, do you need your whiskey..."
Before the waiter finished speaking, Xi Xiaye raised his hand slightly to stop him from continuing, then picked up the wine bottle and poured wine into the glass, frowning and looking up, he drank a glass.
After drinking, a fire spread from the throat immediately, and then burned in the chest. For a moment, it seemed that the whole person was burned to empty.
The gorgeous lights came flickering on and off, illuminating this dark corner, and the songs on the stage changed one after another. Xi Xiaye didn't know how many cups he drank, but it didn't matter how many cups he drank. , I always faintly feel that my head is still awake.
Some things, I want to forget, but I can't forget them no matter what, not only can't forget them, but at this moment they are very clearly presented in my mind, devouring the little self-control left.
The figure of Han Yifeng turning around and leaving resolutely, the figure of Xi Xinyi and Lihua begging her for forgiveness with tears in her eyes, the indifference of her father, the indifference of her mother, the warmth of everyone gradually fading...
She asked herself more than a thousand times and ten thousand times, whether she could save and redeem everything, but every time she was answered, it was always cold air.
How should I stay, how should I be moved
She has tried and worked hard, but no matter what she does, she still has no way to change all of this. She still has no way to reunite her parents, let alone force Han Yifeng to return to her and love her deeply.
Perhaps, he never belonged to her, Xi Xiaye, so how can he return to her now
Xi Xiaye lowered her head and smiled self-deprecatingly, looking at her haggard look through the swaying liquid in the glass with a slightly hazy gaze, her heart was sour for a moment—
Take a look, Xi Xiaye—
Look at yourself in a state of embarrassment, like a clown submerged in stagnant water, when will you truly understand that once something goes away from you, no matter how hard you try, it will never come back...
never coming back...