This matter was always a pimple in her heart. Dongfang Liuyun actually didn't think about hiding anything, because it was only a matter of time before these things became known. Although she didn't want to mention it, she never thought of hiding it.
"Just tell me?"
Qi Lei asked tentatively, "If you don't want to mention it, I don't need to listen either."
"It's not that I don't want to mention it, but I don't know where to start."
Dongfang Liuyun's star eyes dimmed, and suddenly he slowly retreated from his embrace, leaving the other hand to be held by him, "I have known him for many years, only later than Lan Xiu and the others." It’s only been a few years. Fujiwarano’s mother is from our country, and his father is an authentic Japanese. His mother was originally an aristocratic woman here, and he also grew up here. We went to school together. In middle school, I was an alumnus of the same school as him, but before middle school, I didn’t have a deep contact with him.”
"He, like me, likes archaeological culture very much. We often go out to investigate together, and we have experienced a lot of things. I don't want to deceive you, we used to love each other very much, and we were able to do everything for each other. But , you also know that some things and some feelings will disappear with time and deteriorate with the change of the environment. Unfortunately, there is such a problem between us, of course it is also because of Lan Qi's matter."
"Lan Qi?"
Qi Lei looked at Dongfang Liuyun with some doubts, "Why is it related to him?"
"Although the relationship between me and Fujiwarano is very deep-rooted, in the final analysis, I never thought about having a bright future with him. His identity may not be suitable for me, and there is a relationship between the two of us." There are too many misunderstandings and burdens, and we are destined not to be together frankly. I am not the kind of person who can give up everything for love, because what I want is not just love, so there is a crisis between us .”
"Lan Qi has always been very kind to me. He is a very gentle and considerate person. I appreciate his tranquility. Sometimes he is like you, with a very clean and peaceful temperament. This feeling makes me inexplicable So, when he proposed engagement to me, I didn't refuse immediately, but promised him that I would think about it, in fact, the answer later was that I would agree to him, but he couldn't wait for that day. "
Speaking of this, the light in Dongfang Liuyun's eyes dimmed a little, and his face became uncontrollably pale, and he could see clearly under the dim light.
"Lan Qi's death was largely because of me. At the beginning, maybe the person who deserved to die was not him, but me..."
Dongfang Liuyun's tone was unusually gloomy, and she couldn't help but close her eyes when she finished speaking, because she was afraid that if she went any further, she would not be able to control the wanton surge of pain in her heart, and would not be able to bear it...
"Now, do you understand why I felt so empathetic for what happened to you back then? Because, I have also seen the scene where people I cared about died in front of my eyes, and this kind of life and death is not the only time."
Dongfang Liuyun spoke in a low voice, with too much helplessness and unbearable pain condensed in his sigh-like tone.
"You don't care about Fujiwarano. As I said, he and I are just in the past. Once we miss it, it will no longer be possible. Otherwise, we won't delay each other for so many years. I heard that he will come back It's the Double Ninth Festival, because he's going to pay homage to his grandpa and grandma, so I'm not sure if he will... "
"If he really can't let you go, he will definitely find you."
Before Dongfang Liuyun finished speaking, Qi Lei directly cut off her words, speaking in a very calm tone, but still staring at her with deep eyes.
Dongfang Liuyun was in a daze when he heard this, and then nodded, "I know, but please believe me."
Listen, Qi Lei smiled lightly, "Don't worry, I'm not so narrow-minded. Even if many couples can't be together in the end, they don't need to become tit-for-tat enemies. If so, I need more I'm worried about you. But since you have your own plans, I can rest assured."
"Liu Yun, I don't really want to worry about your past and things you don't want to mention. You are a very rational person, so I am willing to give you time to deal with these issues, and try not to let it affect the relationship between you and me. I believe you can handle the life and feelings between you and me."
"Trust me? Qi Lei, where did you get this confidence?"
Dongfang Liuyun looked at him in surprise.
But he smiled mysteriously, lowered his voice, and said emotionally in her ear, "Because I am the one who legally owns you now, and I don't think there is anyone more suitable for you than me, Qi Lei. It's worth your while to follow."
Saying that, he saw a trace of determination in his black eyes, but looking at it made Dongfang Liuyun feel a little warm in his heart.
After thinking about it, she blinked her eyes, feeling a little inexplicably moved, and smiled lightly, "I won't tell you, but I'm actually quite worried that you'll let me go in the end, because I'm not even that determined. I am actually a pessimist emotionally. If you let go later, I will not have the courage to chase you again. In the end, I can only silently endure watching you turn and leave. "
Hearing this, Qi Lei suddenly stretched out his hand to embrace her, hugged her tightly with both arms, and said in a low voice, "No, no matter how you turn around, I will chase you back and won't give you a chance to leave , can't let go for a moment."
Because, I was really afraid that once he let go for a moment, she would go far away from him.
He didn't tell her back that she was actually just like her name, the flowing cloud, if she didn't stop intentionally, he wouldn't be able to catch her at all.
Dongfang Liuyun hesitated for a moment, but quickly stretched out his arms to hug his strong waist, and hugged him tightly, "Okay."
Qi Lei hugged her even tighter.
In fact, he wanted to ask her if he had such a place in her heart now, but at this moment, he suddenly couldn't ask her.
He doesn't know if this is the so-called affection, the so-called liking, at least now, he has discovered that his care for her is increasing day by day, and his desire for her is also deepening day by day.
He was thinking, wanting to sort out the raging thoughts in his heart, but Dongfang Liuyun didn't give him a chance, suddenly there was a soft and familiar touch on his lips, and he couldn't hold her slender fingers tightly...