Lan Xiu didn't speak, but just looked at her silently, unconsciously clenched the teacup with his big hand.
Dongfang Liuyun raised his head slightly, and leaned back slowly—
"Sometimes, I really hope that things can be simpler. It's good for my brain to selectively forget some things, but we are not that lucky people."
"I know, Fujiwarano should have looked for you."
Dongfang Liuyun looked at Lan Xiu with indifferent eyes.
"Yes, the first day he arrived in Z City, I went to see him, and he seemed to be having a bad time, these years..."
"Knowing that he is not doing well, I am relieved."
Before Lan Xiu could finish speaking, Dongfang Liuyun cut off his words directly, "Everyone is living in a muddle, so why can he live well? I don't want to know any news about him, Lan Xiu, you You don’t need to speak for him, I know your relationship with him, but I don’t care what you think, Lan Qi is your big brother after all. I need to bear a lot of responsibility for his death, and the same is true for Fujiwara, between me and him There is an abyss in between, and we will never go back to the past."
"Liuyun, your obsession is too much..."
Lan Xiu's eyes were filled with a hint of pity, but Dongfang Liuyun had already stood up slowly, turned around and looked at the floor-to-ceiling curtains behind him—
"No, this is not obsession, Lan Xiu... this is a debt, a love debt. You may not understand the most difficult thing in the world to repay, but I still stick to my idea. If you also play games, maybe you will I will understand that feeling. In my eyes, your big brother is not just as simple as a big brother, we are comrades-in-arms and good friends."
"Liu Yun, what happened back then? Ah Ye has been reluctant to bring up this matter. When he came back, he was also injured..."
"Most of the injuries on his body were caused by my hands."
Dongfang Liuyun lowered her eyes, although she didn't really want to recall this heavy experience, but since she mentioned it, she simply said it, even though her face had turned pale in an instant.
"You moved your hand?"
Lan Xiu looked at her in surprise.
Dongfang Liuyun's reaction was very cold, and his emotions did not fluctuate at all, "Yes, when Lan Qi died, I almost killed him. If he fights back, we might both be hurt."
"He won't attack you, Liu Yun!"
When Lan Xiu thought of this, he couldn't help but feel a dull pain in his heart.
"It's useless to find out about that matter at all, Liu Yun, have you ever thought that the reason why you have become like this may not be due to you, but may also be due to some external factors."
"Lan Xiu, you don't need to try to explain anything. It's too late to say anything now. He and I know what's going on. We are too proud to trust each other. He doesn't believe me. , I don’t necessarily believe him, even if someone else takes advantage of it, it’s normal, and there’s nothing to regret about it. I’m used to it.”
Dongfang Liuyun said with deep understanding at this moment.
"What about you and Qi Lei? Can he trust you? Or, will you trust him?"
Lan Xiu frowned slightly and asked.
"Why do we have to involve him in the affairs between the few of us? He has nothing to do with our affairs. You don't have to always target him like this!"
As soon as Lan Xiu said this, Dongfang Liuyun immediately went into a rage reflexively, a little dissatisfied.
Lan Xiu paused for a moment, and seeing her indifferent back, he sighed helplessly, "No, Liu Yun, since you are already with him, the matter will also be related to him, and you understand it better than anyone else. "
"At least, he is cleaner than us, and I am willing to believe him. Moreover, I have nothing to lose to him. After all, you all know my past and my unhappiness, but what I want is not what I want." Not necessarily that you really understand. Lan Xiu, your doubts make me very unhappy!"
"Liu Yun, I don't mean to accuse Qi Lei, let alone have any prejudice against him. I just want to know, compared to Qi Lei, where did Fujiwara and I lose?"
Lan Xiu suppressed the undercurrent in his heart, but still couldn't help but asked silently.
"Because he is Qi Lei, if it can make you feel better, just treat it as predestined."
Dongfang Liuyun held his forehead with one hand, and couldn't help feeling a little dizzy.
Being caught in such an emotional vortex has always been something she repulsed, but now, she still cannot escape such a fate.
Lan Xiu was a little speechless by her words, and subconsciously tightened his hand holding the teacup.
"Sorry, I'm not in a good mood, my tone is a bit aggressive, you just pretend you didn't hear me. Let's settle our affairs by ourselves and don't involve other people. I just don't want to bring the haze of the past into my life. You and Fujiwara Nature is good too, but it doesn't belong to me."
Dongfang Liuyun seemed to have noticed that her temper was too much, so he slowed down a bit now, and explained what he said.
Lan Xiu's tense face eased a little.
"I'm sorry, I don't know how to measure, don't be angry."
After a moment of silence, Lan Xiu also spoke.
"Let's all calm down, Lan Xiu, regarding these matters, it's a foregone conclusion. You said that you would accept Qi Lei sincerely, and I hope you can do what you say. As for Fujiwarano, I can't control so much. I and He should meet once, and I won't run away from what I should face. Don't worry, I won't make it difficult for you."
When Dongfang Liuyun said this, he also turned his head to look at Lan Xiu, "I hope what I said today will not cause you any psychological burden. If Qi Lei said the same thing, I will defend you like this. You are you, You don't need to compare with anyone, you know my temperament, it has always been like this."
After saying this, Lan Xiu paused for a moment, and then he could only nod his head, "Forget my slip of the tongue, thank you, Liuyun."
"We will always be friends, best friends, what do you think, Lanxiu?"
At this moment, the light in Dongfang Liuyun's eyes became somewhat unpredictable.
Lan Xiu was silent, and finally smiled, "Of course. Well, I just came to see you. If you have time, go back and sit there. You haven't been there for a long time, so I'll go back first."
While speaking, he also stood up.
Dongfang Liuyun thought for a while, then turned around and followed out—
"I'll send you off."
"No."
Lan Xiu said lightly.
"Let's go."
Dongfang Liuyun walked out first, and Lan Xiu could only silently follow after seeing this.