Dinner is not very rich, but it is still quite a meal.
Zhou Zimo's craftsmanship is not very good, but it is better than Qin Su's.
Qin Su's appetite was not too small. After a meal, Zhou Zimo didn't eat anything. Qin Su took care of most of the meals. He just drank some wine and ate a few small dishes.
He's not in the mood right now, but it's good to just watch her eat like this.
Perhaps aware of his gaze, Qin Su stopped the movement of his hands, raised his eyes, and looked over, taking a panoramic view of his expression. Zhou Zimo didn't expect her to raise her head suddenly. The smile on Er'er's face froze for a moment, and after a while, he coughed lightly and lowered his head silently. If he looked carefully, he seemed to be able to see Zhou Zimo's handsome face with a little crimson.
Qin Su gave him a sideways glance, and finally broke the silence between the two, "Do you feel hot?"
When asked by her, Zhou Zimo paused and glanced at her, "This is..."
"shy?"
Qin Su cut off his words directly, picked up the wine, and respected him slightly, "It was because of my bad attitude just now, we live together under the same roof, I have such a temperament, I hope you can forgive me more, of course, I also hope that we can interact with each other. Forgive me."
"Qin Su, do you know what our relationship is now?"
After Qin Su's words fell, Zhou Zimo suddenly asked this question.
Qin Su raised his eyebrows slightly while listening, and looked at him silently, waiting for his answer.
"You promised to be my girlfriend, my future marriage partner, even my fiancee, my future wife, but now you have no sense of wanting to be with me at all, I think we need to have a good talk .”
Zhou Zimo drank the wine in his glass in one gulp, and said so suddenly.
Hearing this, a strange gleam flashed in Qin Su's eyes, as if he was thinking hard about something, and after a while, he said lightly, "I agree to live with you, which is already the greatest sincerity, I can't be so reckless It’s better to accept a person, if two people are together, it will be more tiring, it’s better to be alone. In fact, I don’t believe that you, Zhou Zimo, really look forward to a marriage in your heart, if it is not for the pressure from your family.”
Qin Su naturally spoke to the point. Although Zhou Zimo felt very uncomfortable, he did not deny that what she said was indeed reasonable, and he did not refute it.
"Emotions, life, and work attitudes, I actually still have a clear distinction. You also know that I am a strict person. What I pay attention to in the military region is to obey orders. There are rules for everything I do. This has always been the case. I can accept all organizational arrangements, even if they are far-fetched. However, the relationship is different, you were also a soldier, and you should understand this truth better than me."
Qin Su thought for a while, and then explained.
"Besides, I may not stay here forever like this. I want to go back to the Northwest Military Region, which is actually more suitable for me..."
"no!"
Before Qin Su finished speaking, Zhou Zimo interrupted her coldly, and a icy coldness appeared in his deep eyes——
"I will never let you go to the northwest, Qin Su, what's wrong with staying here? Am I a monster? Let you avoid me like a scourge?"
Although Zhou Zimo's voice was calm, it suddenly filled the air with a bit of coldness.
"It's not because of you, it's because of me. I don't like this city very much. Without familiar comrades in arms, every time the smoke of gunpowder makes me feel tired, I can be more free when I go there."
As Qin Su said, he raised his head and drank the wine in the glass again, his eyebrows were all twisted into a ball, and a little sadness appeared in his eyes.
In fact, Zhou Zimo had never seen Qin Su like this.
Perhaps her world is too peaceful and undisturbed, so she is a little tired of such days.
"Don't go back, stay here, can't you? Your home is here, where do you want to go back?"
Zhou Zimo stared at her steadily, and asked in a low voice.
Qin Su didn't answer, just raised his eyelids to look at him, then reached out to take the wine and poured it for him, and then poured it for himself.
"Uncles and aunts won't let you go back either."
Zhou Zimo added this sentence later.
Qin Su's eyes were silent for a while, and he shook his head disapprovingly, "No, if I insist, they can't force me. The reason I chose to compromise this time is just because I was worried about my mother's poor health, but now it seems that I have worried about it myself. many."
"What about you? Don't you think about yourself?"
Zhou Zimo frowned even tighter, "And, you promised me."
"I know, I won't break my word, but I hope we can go with the flow. At least, even if we can't be together in the future, we don't have to be embarrassed. Besides, your father and my father are still people who often communicate. I Although they are not kind-hearted people, but they can't see them being embarrassed."
"If you don't want them to be in trouble, then stay by my side, and we will get married in the end."
On this point, Zhou Zimo has never doubted it. These days, to be honest, he, Zhou Zimo, has already fantasized about their married life, and he is very sure that if the object is Qin Su, he is willing to step into the wedding hall of.
"Why are you so sure?"
Qin Su would not be self righteous and think that Zhou Zimo fell in love with her this week. He seemed to make her feel a little strange. Even if she had saved Zhou Zimo's life before, it seemed that Zhou Zimo would not want to show her his body. Xu, this is not Zhou Zimo's style.
Therefore, Qin Su always felt a little strange, but he couldn't tell the specific reason.
Zhou Zimo smiled without answering, just staring at her quietly.
The doubts in Qin Su's heart deepened, and he roughly sorted out the recent events. Suddenly, Zhou Zimo's feelings came too suddenly, which made her...
"In the future, you will know."
A warm smile rose from the corner of Zhou Zimo's mouth—
He can't tell her directly about the romance, otherwise, with her temperament, I'm afraid...
"This time, don't leave. If you don't like your current job, just change to another one. If you really like it, I will accompany you back when you are free. I also miss it a little bit."
Zhou Zimo's voice softened, and as he spoke, he put food in Qin Su's empty bowl, "No matter what, don't disappoint our previous determination and our agreement."
Qin Su was silent, and then he just picked up the wine and drank it by himself, his expression was a little different from before.
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