I have never gained it, and maybe I don't have to bear the pain of such a loss, but it is not easy to endure so many years of suffering silently.
Jingjing Zijin, caress my heart, but for the sake of the king, I have pondered it so far...
Lan Xiu raised his head and drank the wine in the glass, and swallowed the soreness and pain in his throat. In the distance, he didn't know where it was, but there was such a familiar melody vaguely——
If this bunch of chandelier pours down, or I, will no longer exist, even if you don’t love, there is no need to separate, if I am seriously demented at this moment, I don’t need to be loved at all, I will always dream in bed, and I will never be together again for the rest of my life sorrow…
Lan Xiu's eye sockets suddenly became hot.
I am most afraid of such a time, the one you love is close at hand, but you can do nothing, there is no way to have it, and the regret will last for a long time.
Lan Xiu can't guarantee whether he can forget this unspeakable feeling in the years to come, but at this moment, he is really sad, even though this time, for him, it is not just a one-time .
"Your words are not consolation to me, Liuyun. Every time I hear such words, I will feel even more uncomfortable, but as long as you live well, it will be fine. Originally, I saw Ah Ye like that, I also can't bear it, but seeing you live well, I suddenly want to be more selfish and let you stay by Qi Lei's side forever, maybe it is the most correct. At least, you have cried and laughed for Fujiwarano, and You have been in pain, but Qi Lei can bring you satisfaction and happiness, Qi Lei can make you happier than Aye. I didn’t really believe in this before, but now, I already believe it.”
Lan Xiu's low tone came, and there was a faint stream of light in his slightly hot eyes, "So, Boss Ge, we will not do this project, I hope you can live the life you want without any pressure .Don’t feel owed. You have done a good job. You have made a lot of contributions to the company over the years. Without you, I, Lanxiu, would have been defeated long ago. Others may not understand my experience, but you understand it best. When the company caught up with the economic crisis and internal manager Chen's betrayal, I was exhausted physically and mentally. If it weren't for you, I would have collapsed long ago."
"Don't underestimate yourself, you have always been strong. At least, in my eyes, you are a very good partner. These years, even without me, you can do well. Maybe, if you don't worry about me, You can do better."
Dongfang Liuyun replied in a low voice.
"Liu Yun, you overestimate me. In fact, many people overestimate me. To be honest, in terms of the situation back then, if it weren't for the encouragement of you and Uncle Dongfang, my brother and I might not have been able to let go of our grievances like this. Go on. Even if the elder brother is in misfortune now, I think she must be very grateful to you in her heart. "
"So, seeing that you have trapped yourself for so many years because of him, I can't bear it."
"The biggest mistake in my life was probably getting Lan Qi involved. Originally, he didn't have to suffer. I used him. If I didn't let him accompany me, I don't think I would have suffered. Blame me for not thinking carefully, knowing that at that time, Fujiwara and Yejian kept arguing and messing up, and Lan Qi was harmed for nothing."
"I blame Fujiwarano for letting go too quickly. If he had held onto Lan Qi just a little longer, Lan Qi wouldn't have just fallen like that, and she would have been rescued. But I thought about it later, at that time, should I let go? , It’s not something I can decide on my own, everyone is exhausted. Thinking of this, I don’t have too much hatred for Fujiwara, and what I should hate more is myself.”
This was the first time Dongfang Liuyun mentioned the incident, and neither Fujiwarano nor Dongfang Liuyun wanted to mention it.
Lan Xiu only remembered that when he saw Dongfang Liuyun kneeling in the rubble amidst the bloody Lan Qi in his arms, his heart was also bleeding.
"It took me so many years to settle these things down. Every time I think of that thing, I feel more guilty towards Lan Qi in my heart. It's good to be alive, but to die, there is nothing left."
"Life and death are up to one's fate. Eldest brother has already entered reincarnation. Ah Ye is also heartbroken by this matter. I think, if time can be turned back, he would rather fall himself than Lan Qi. Now, can he What to do? Everyone is suffering and forbearing."
"I've already made it clear to him that we are destined to have nothing to do with him, and we can never go back. Some time ago, I heard that Miss Inoue over there has always favored him. I thought, The person who can make the Fujiwara family look at him should be good. Let him finish the things here early and go back. I don’t know how many years the rest of the time will be. I always feel that a person’s life is very short. We , it should be time to explain your feelings, including you, Lan Xiu."
As Dongfang Liuyun spoke, he poured the wine again.
"So it's about me again? Didn't it mean you? You know, I'm an unmarriageist, as I said before. "
Lan Xiu laughed.
"It's impossible not to get married for the rest of your life, right? I remember that there was a university teacher who was good-looking and kind-hearted, and he had admired you for a long time? Why didn't you consider him?"
Dongfang Liuyun raised his eyes to look at Lan Xiu, and asked indifferently.
"I just married a male teacher in her school last month, what do you want me to think about?"
Lan Xiu smiled helplessly.
"That's because I waited too long for you, so I gave up. Waiting is a very torturous thing. Not everyone can be consistent, just like me. No matter how deep I have been looking forward to Fujiwarano, but I still let him go now and marry Qi Lei."
Dongfang Liuyun drank a glass of wine, took a deep breath, "My feelings are nothing more than that. I can only go here."
"However, I don't want to just come here with you, Dongfang Liuyun, you know best what you have taken from me, and I will definitely not just leave it with you."
After Dongfang Liuyun's words fell, a deep and firm voice came over, and a wild and cold scent came, almost without looking, Dongfang Liuyun could already guess who was coming.
Lan Xiu subconsciously turned his head to look, only to find that Fujiwarano was standing upright under the tree next to them, the cold wind kept blowing the corners of his clothes, but his whole body was like a stone sculpture, motionless Standing there, I don't know how long I stayed there...