Thinking about the future, if the previous period of time continues, Fujiwarano is also ashamed, and there seems to be no hope of recovery, what can he do now
Picking up the wine, drank it in a few sips, and took a deep breath, "Whether it's worth it or not, only I know best. I have no way to deny the past, and I don't want to deny it."
"I will keep my promise. Whether Dongfang Liuyun accepts it or not is up to you. I can't just watch and remain indifferent. My feelings are so much. If I don't want to come back..."
At least, if it can be less painful.
Fujiwarano's tone was unusually resolute, and Lan Xiu was also a little startled by his resolute gaze. Lan Xiu subconsciously turned his head to look at Dongfang Liuyun, trying to catch some changing emotions from her face, but saw Dongfang Liuyun His expression was still calm, except for the somewhat gloomy eyes, he didn't seem to show any emotion.
After waiting for a long time, I didn't see Fujiwarano continue the following words. After thinking about it, Lan Xiu stretched out his hand to stop Fujiwarano who was about to pour the wine, "Drink less."
"In such a cold day, you can still feel the temperature after drinking a little. Don't worry, you won't be drunk with this degree."
Lan Xiu's eyes darkened. Looking at the two people who were so suppressed, he naturally felt uncomfortable. Watching Fujiwarano while watching Dongfang Liuyun, pouring down cup after cup, he was very upset. taste.
Dongfang Liuyun didn't stop him, and drank silently. The few people didn't say much, and the atmosphere was naturally a little depressed. Lan Xiu thought for a while, and was about to tell Fujiwarano to leave with him, but Ali's phone call Called over.
It's the company's business. An important customer has just arrived in Z city because of the snowy flight delay. Lan Xiu needs to go there to meet him.
"If you're busy, go back first. Just give me a message when you're done. Let Ali come to pick you up."
Dongfang Liuyun said.
Lan Xiu looked at Dongfang Liuyun and Fujiwarano with complicated expressions, hesitated for a moment, and then said, "Then Aye, I'll let Ali come over to take you back later, shall I? Matsuda isn't here either..."
"No need, just go about your business, I'm not so drunk yet."
Fujiwarano responded lightly.
Lan Xiu could only nod behind him, and glanced at Dongfang Liuyun indicatively. Seeing Dongfang Liuyun nodding, he left unhurriedly.
…
At the wine table, only Dongfang Liuyun and Fujiwarano were left, and the atmosphere was even more depressing than before.
"I can't send a drunk you home. Since you are too strong to drink, drink less. You shouldn't have come here."
Seeing Fujiwarano on the opposite side drinking one cup after another, Dongfang Liuyun finally spoke lightly.
"I didn't let you send it either, I know you hate me."
Fujiwarano hesitated for a moment before replying, his lowered eyelids covered the darkness in his black eyes, "Do you still believe in fate now? Liuyun?"
Such a question made Dongfang Liuyun pause, stopped his movements suddenly, looked at him fixedly, and thought for a while—
"I don't know. I always think that the road is made by people, but some things are hard to explain clearly. Let's just let it go. We can't go back. It's good to leave a good thought for each other."
"If you haven't tried it, how do you know you can't go back? You don't know why I came here from Japan in such a hurry? If I said that I, Fujiwarano, must be you, what would you do?"
When Fujiwarano asked this question, he was also watching Dongfang Liuyun closely.
Dongfang Liuyun listened, but there was a slight smile on his face, "I am Qi Lei's wife now, what do you think will happen to me?"
"But you don't love him at all!"
Fujiwara said in a cold voice.
"You know that I don't love him? At least I care about him now, and there is no rule that two people who love each other can get married and live together. I look forward to it more and more every day in the future."
Dongfang Liuyun replied very neatly.
Fujiwarano took a deep look at her, and then there was endless silence.
…
The night is getting deeper and deeper. Tonight, someone is destined to be uneasy. Of course, Dongfang Liuyun's mood is not much better. The two dozen beers are quickly drunk. Fujiwarano didn't feel satisfied, and called again Some strong wine is served.
The two of them just sat opposite each other silently, drinking.
What is rare is that on this night, there is actually a bright crescent moon hanging in the sky. The clear and cold moonlight drinks the cold weather, which makes people feel a sense of emptiness and loneliness.
I don't know how many cups I drank, and Fujiwarano finally felt a little dazed——
If getting drunk for a while can relieve the pain in his heart, he would rather stay drunk like this all the time, and don't have to wake up again.
However, the person I love so much is opposite, obviously so close, as long as he stretches out his hand, he can touch her, but he seems to feel that there are thousands of rivers and mountains between them, no matter how hard he tries, he can't reach her. beside.
Fujiwarano was originally such a silent person who was not good at expressing himself. In the current situation, he finally didn't know how to explain it like this, how to clear up the misunderstanding, so...
"Liuyun, I was wrong... Countless times, I hope that the one who dies is me... At least I don't have to be tortured so painfully by your determination, at least at this time, you should cherish the memories... What should I do? Can you come back to me? What do you want... I will give you everything... everything, including myself, I only want you to come back to me... "
After drinking, Fujiwarano was also drunk, his expression was in a trance, and he no longer had the previous stern look, and what was left was only the sadness of a frustrated person, he stretched out his hand to hold Dongfang Liuyun uncontrollably, and asked in a low voice, his tone , clearly with some choking meaning.
This is the first time Dongfang Liuyun has seen Fujiwarano like this. In the past, he always looked stern and deep. This kind of him made her a little at a loss...
Seeing him like this, the past scenes suddenly came to her mind. She couldn't control the redness of her eyes. She took a deep breath, blinked her eyes away from her head, and picked up her full mouth. A glass of wine, just drank it in one breath—
"You're drunk, Fujiwara... your body..."
"It doesn't matter, you won't be sad if I die. I'm a little tired from persisting, Liuyun, and I don't know how long I can love... and how long I can persist. I'm afraid that if I don't persist, there will be a relationship between you and me. Shaped like a stranger, in that case, it may not feel better than death... "