It was also the first time that Gu Suisui knew his father's name from his mother.
"Mom, Dad's name sounds nice, I like this name." Gu Suisui pursed his lips and smiled.
Feng Yaoqin heard her daughter say this, and saw her bright eyes, with a hint of anticipation in her eyes, obviously very much wishing that she could have a father by her side, but because of what she said last time, she restrained herself from expressing it, and endured it in her heart. There was a hint of sourness, and he said softly: "Sui Sui, your name is also very nice. This name was given to you by your father, and the meaning is to hope that your life will be safe and successful."
If Gu Zhennian hadn't chosen to leave their mother and daughter at the beginning, if he hadn't violated the agreed three-month time and came back on time, maybe he would have been a good father... Then Sui Sui could have a complete family, and she wouldn't I need to work hard to live with my children by myself, and raise my children while working part-time.
During the more than three years of being a single mother, Feng Yaoqin thought about giving up countless times, but every time she just looked at the soft, small child in her arms, she still couldn't make up her mind. And she is also very fortunate now that she did not leave such a lovely daughter behind because of life.
If she really did this, even though she would live a much more relaxed life in the future, she would live in self-blame and guilt for the rest of her life.
"Sui Sui, do you miss Dad?" Feng Yaoqin's voice was choked with sobs.
Gu Suisui thought of the sad expression on her mother's face when she said she missed her father last time, hesitated for a moment, but in the end she did not lie, and said in a firm tone: "Yes!"
All other children have fathers and mothers, and Little Marshmallow longs to be like everyone else. Although having her mother by her side already made her feel very satisfied, she still felt a little bit lost when she thought of losing another family member.
Feng Yaoqin's eyes gradually became moist, she calmed down her fluctuating emotions, and said: "... Dad will miss us very much in heaven."
Feng Yaoqin doesn't know whether Gu Zhennian is alive or dead, but if he is still alive, why has there been no news for so many years
Even if something happened to him halfway, even if he really did something bad outside, it's okay to call her and his daughter, right?
Just two months ago, Feng Yaoqin canceled her original mobile phone number.
In doing so, not only did she not want her patriarchal parents to find her through the phone number, it was also because she had given up any hope that Gu Zhennian would come back. As early as a year ago, two years ago, or even longer, she no longer looked forward to his return.
Love will also disappear. She was alone with the child and was honed by the life of a single mother for several years. Feng Yaoqin's love for that man had long since faded away. Otherwise, when she saw Su Yuanlang, she would have been The idea of wanting him to be Suisui's father will no longer arise.
If it wasn't for the fact that Su Yuanlang's late wife left him a daughter, the little girl still seemed to be an uneasy character. She worried that Sui Sui might be wronged if she went to her new home with her in the future, and she might continue to hook up this man. Feng Yaoqin could tell that Su Yuanlang also had some affection for her, as long as she took the initiative, this matter might not fail to succeed.
But no matter how good his stepfather was, he was still inferior to his own father, not to mention that Su Yuanlang already had a daughter. In fact, Su Yuanlang is a good person, and he should be able to accommodate her Sui Sui, but it may not be that easy to make Sui Sui a higher status in his heart than his own daughter.
So after thinking twice, Feng Yaoqin chose to give up. She just feels sorry for her daughter who lost her father's company at a young age, and feels sorry for her daughter who wants a complete home but she, a mother, cannot give it to her.
Gu Suisui was aroused by her mother's words, and kept pestering her to ask about her father: "Mom, can you tell me, does my father look like me?"
Feng Yaoqin stroked her daughter's soft hair and said, "Sui Sui, you should ask if you look like Dad, not if Dad looks like you."
Gu Suisui was puzzled and asked: "Mom, aren't these two questions the same?"
Is there any difference between these two questions
Feng Yaoqin looked at her ignorant daughter and said, "It's not the same, Dad is older than you, so the order of your questions is reversed. However, Sui Sui's facial features look very similar to your dad's, that's why you have always been a child since childhood. A beauty embryo."
Maybe it's because Suisui is still young and hasn't opened his eyes yet, or maybe it's because of the girl's appearance, the contours are naturally softer and the facial features are more refined, even though Suisui's facial features are somewhat similar to Gu Zhennian's father They are in different places, but they are completely different when put together. It will not give people the feeling that they are father and daughter at a glance, but they will only feel that they are both very good-looking.
The more she listened to her mother, the more Gu Suisui became more curious about her father who had gone to heaven, but after thinking about it, she still couldn't imagine what her father looked like, so she stretched out her hand to hold the hand of the adult next to her, with a look on her face. She said expectantly: "Mom, can you complete this family portrait with me?"
Mom has met Dad, and she can definitely draw a family portrait for herself.
Feng Yaoqin looked at the two stick figures whose facial features could not be seen on her daughter's drawing paper, smiled helplessly, and said, "Okay, mom will finish it with you."
Feng Yaoqin vaguely remembered that she and Gu Zhennian had a photo together, and it was the only one. Gu Zhennian has never liked to take pictures, and this is the only photo she secretly took while he was not paying attention.
She remembered that she didn't throw away the photo, but she didn't know where to put it now.
Since Suisui wants to know what her father looks like, when she has time, she will go to the original old things to look for it, maybe she can find it.
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Time passed day by day, and Gu Suisui had been in kindergarten for almost a week in a blink of an eye.
On the morning of Friday, accompanied by several teachers, the children in Orange class stayed in the game room and played with building blocks.
"Boss, I won't come to kindergarten tomorrow." Gu Suisui, who was building a house, suddenly remembered something and said to the people around him.
At first, Qin Ziqian thought that Gu Suisui just didn't come to the kindergarten tomorrow, so he didn't pay much attention to it, and even said: "You are so stupid, tomorrow is the weekend, we don't come to the kindergarten in the first place."
That's right, tomorrow is the weekend and everyone doesn't go to kindergarten, so wouldn't he have to stay at home for another two days? !
Hmm... In fact, compared to a home where no one plays with him, a kindergarten with a lot of children is more fun, just a little bit more! !
However, when Gu Suisui told him that he might not come to the kindergarten for the next month, Qin Ziqian, who hadn't thought anything of it, suddenly became depressed.
"Sui Sui, why don't you come to kindergarten? What are you going to do this month?" Is there anything more important than coming to kindergarten!
Gu Suisui put together the building blocks around him one by one, and said solemnly: "Because I'm going to film a movie, Uncle Lu said that I might stay on the set for a month this time."
Filming
Qin Ziqian tried his best to search for the words in his mind, and he probably understood what it meant.
Qin Ziqian felt a little awkward in his heart, wanted to save it but didn't know what to say, and finally he could only say dryly: "What's so fun about filming..."
These days, in order to make Gu Suisui, the newly recruited younger brother, follow his boss all the time, Qin Ziqian did what he said, he didn't eat any of the snacks bought for him at home, and brought them all to Gu Suisui.
Flower cakes, imported chocolates, milk flakes... I put some delicious food in my schoolbag every day, and then put all the snacks into Gu Suisui's schoolbag when the teacher was not paying attention after school.
It can be said that regarding the role of Gu Suisui's boss, Qin Ziqian is deeply involved in the play and is also very responsible, without any perfunctory meaning.
But now, his only "little brother" is about to leave the kindergarten, which also means that in this month, he can only play by himself again.
"Can't you stop filming?"
"No way, if I don't go to film, I will break the contract, and I will have to pay a lot of money!" Although Gu Suisui doesn't have much idea about money, he always remembers a very important philosophy of life.
Only when she has money, can she afford delicious food and beautiful skirts, otherwise she can only drink northwest wind with her mother.
She never thought of such a miserable qaq
Qin Ziqian was born in the Qin family, and he had heard about such things as liquidated damages. Seeing that Gu Suisui would lose money if he didn't go to filming, he was silent for a moment.
Because...he has no money either.
In order to protect their children, the Qin family will not give their children too much money until they reach adulthood. They put all the money in a trust fund, and only when the children become adults can they have the right to control themselves. The same is true for Qin Ziqian.
"No, no, young master, I can have fun in the kindergarten by myself. After you leave, all the snacks will be mine." Qin Ziqian pursed his lips, pretending to be nonchalant.
Although Qin Ziqian put on a show of force and an indifferent attitude, in fact he still didn't want Gu Suisui to leave.
After all, Gu Suisui was the first friend he made in kindergarten, and also the only one so far. Although there were many children of the same age in this kindergarten, Qin Ziqian felt that the others were not interesting.
Gu Suisui didn't feel too sad about the brief parting with her good friend, but she could feel that the people around her were in a bad mood now.
Is the boss reluctant to leave her
Little Cotton Candy walked over to hold his hand tightly, and said in a childish voice: "Boss, if you have time, you can come to the set to play with me at any time, the set is very interesting, and you can also see many good-looking brothers and sisters. "
Qin Ziqian was unexpectedly very coaxing, seeing Gu Suisui taking the initiative to invite him to play with her filming crew, all the unhappiness in his heart disappeared instantly, he suppressed the arc of his mouth, and said: "For your warm invitation Come on, young master, I will find time to go with you to see how fun filming is."