Feng Yaoqin didn't come back very late today like yesterday, she got home very early, went to the vegetable market to buy some vegetables, and stewed crucian carp tofu soup in a casserole.
When Gu Suisui came home, he opened the door and smelled the aroma coming from the kitchen.
"It's mom, it's mom who's back~" Gu Suisui said excitedly.
Shen Yuan helped the child hang up the down jacket that he had just taken off, and shouted to the kitchen: "Sister Feng, we are back!"
Feng Yaoqin, who had already changed into home clothes and put on an apron, poked her head out of the kitchen when she heard the sound, holding a spatula in her hand, and said with a smile: "Xiao Shen, the food at home is almost ready, and there is something you like too." Yes, stay and have dinner together."
"No, Sister Feng, I have to go to my sister's house for dinner today. I made an appointment last week."
After Shen Yuan said this, Feng Yaoqin couldn't keep her anymore.
"Then come over to eat next time when you have time."
"Well, definitely."
Feng Yaoqin was busy in the kitchen for a while before bringing out the prepared dishes.
"Mom, why are there so many delicious foods today?"
"There is something good today, let's celebrate."
Feng Yaoqin went to the hospital again today. In fact, after venting her emotions with her daughter in the morning, she had already figured it out thoroughly. The reason why she went to the hospital to visit her was not because she forgave them, but simply because she felt that it was unnecessary. If she went to care about a person who was about to die, the only one who would suffer would be herself.
The past is all in the past, the most important thing is the present.
And now, she is living a good life with her daughter.
As for the others, she thought, she shouldn't waste too much time on some unimportant people, some unimportant things, she can go to the hospital to visit that person is the best of humanity.
"Mom, today I went to Ke's father's house with sister Shen Yuan and an uncle." Gu Suisui said, raising his head and squinting at his mother.
I don't know if Sister Shen Yuan has mentioned her father to her mother... Well, it probably hasn't, otherwise, it's impossible for her mother to have no reaction at all until now, and she hasn't told her about her father.
Thinking of this, Gu Suisui clenched his mobile phone tightly, thinking of the photos he took today, he felt very happy.
— Fortunately, she was prepared.
"So that's the case, no wonder you two came back so late today."
Ke Jingyang recognized Suisui as his daughter, and his family raised a small Shiba Inu for Suisui, who would go there every few days, so Feng Yaoqin didn't pay much attention to what she said, and continued to go back to the kitchen Put out the freshly stewed soup.
"This is a new dish that my mother learned, crucian carp tofu soup. Drinking it in winter nourishes the stomach and keeps the cold away. You can taste it quickly. If it tastes good, mom will make it for you next time."
"Oh well."
Gu Suisui quietly ate dinner with her mother, and when the meal was almost done, she couldn't restrain her excitement, and said what she wanted to say in her heart.
"Mom, let me show you something good." Gu Suisui said mysteriously.
"What?" Feng Yaoqin thought it was the same as before, Sui Sui bought something delicious or interesting outside, and wanted to share it with herself.
Gu Suisui turned on the phone, turned to the photo album function, and then clicked on the photo taken with his uncle today, and said expectantly: "I want to show you a photo~"
Her big black eyes looked alert and lively.
photo? What picture?
Feng Yaoqin took the phone and took a look. When she saw the man in the photo, she was so frightened that she couldn't even hold the phone steadily.
The phone fell to the ground with a "bang", just like her mood at the moment.
"Sui Sui, you, this..." How could there be a photo with Gu Zhennian! !
"Mom, I met that handsome uncle who I told you about last time and looks like my father again. Nuo, that's the one in the photo. Is he my father?" Gu Suisui blinked innocently asked innocently.
Feng Yaoqin found out that this photo was taken this afternoon, and Sui Sui seemed to have mentioned that the person who went to Ke Jingyang's house with her today, besides Shen Yuan, was an uncle...
After such an analysis, she immediately understood the cause of the whole thing.
"Mom, haven't you told me yet?" Gu Suisui asked again, helped pick up the phone, and said, "Look carefully."
Feng Yaoqin took the phone stiffly, sweating all over, and said falteringly: "Yes... right."
When Gu Suisui heard this answer, she immediately cheered and jumped for joy. She wanted to let everyone know that her father was back, and that she would be a child with a father in the future.
She knew this handsome uncle would be her father! !
However, Gu Suisui was happy for a while, and suddenly found something wrong. She thought that her mother would be very happy when her father came back, just as happy as she was, but the strange thing was that she didn't feel much joy from her mother, and even... a little bit of resistance.
why
"Mom, are you unhappy?" Gu Suisui has a simple personality, and he speaks more directly in front of people he knows, and asks any questions directly.
Feng Yaoqin was stunned for a while, looking at her excited daughter, she forced a smile and said, "High, happy."
A person she thought no longer existed suddenly came back without a word, and she still suspected that this person came to snatch her daughter from her. Do you think you can be happy
But it is impossible for Feng Yaoqin to say these words to her daughter, and she doesn't know how to say them to her daughter.
If I knew this was the case, I shouldn't have shown that photo to my children.
As long as she doesn't tell, no one will know who the child's father is... Even if Gu Zhennian finds him, Sui Sui will definitely be more willing to trust her mother.
But things have become like this, no matter how upset Feng Yaoqin is, it's useless.
Who knew that Gu Zhennian had disappeared for four years and hadn't died yet, and who knew that Suisui would meet him when he went to Yunnan to record a program so coincidentally...
Feng Yaoqin's heart was startled with huge waves, but she still tried her best to put on an expression of not being so resistant. She thought for a while and asked: "Sui Sui, if, I mean if, father and mother, you can only be with one , who would you choose?"
When Feng Yaoqin asked this sentence, her hands under the table clenched subconsciously.
Even though she understands that Sui Sui has always been very attached to her mother, she still can't help worrying that Sui Sui will be reluctant to part with her father...
Gu Suisui, who has not yet touched this aspect of knowledge, did not understand the true meaning of her words at all. A trace of doubt flashed in her watery apricot eyes, and she asked in a childish voice: "Mom, why did Dad and You can only choose one among mothers."
Among the children in their class, besides her and the boss, there are two people, father and mother.
Looking at the child's clear and innocent eyes, Feng Yaoqin paused, almost unable to say what she was about to say.
No, we can't go on like this.
Anyway, if you say it sooner or later, you have to say that Sui Sui is a very smart child. As a mother, she has kept it from the past two years at most, and Sui Sui will still know about it in the future.
Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Since the child is still young and the feeling of parting is not yet deep, maybe it can make her feel less sad.
Now that Gu Zhennian has come back, if Sui Sui and Gu Zhennian get along for a few more years, we will know about it later...
Feng Yaoqin secretly made up her mind, reorganized the language, and explained in words that children of this age can understand: "Sui Sui, the teacher asked the children in your class to draw a family portrait last time, as you know, every child At the beginning, there will be two people in the family, father and mother. All fathers and mothers come together because of feelings at the beginning, but the feelings between people will gradually fade with time, you and I That's what happened to Dad right now..."
Before Feng Yaoqin could finish speaking, Gu Suisui, who could sense other people's emotions, had vaguely sensed what she was going to say next, and her almond eyes gradually became moist uncontrollably, the eye sockets were red, and there were tears in them Spinning around, the immature voice sounded a little choked up: "... Does that also mean that the two of you may not continue to like me in the future."
"No, no, mom will love you forever...of course, dad will too." Feng Yaoqin looked at the tearful daughter sitting across from her, feeling very distressed, and began to doubt whether what she had done just now was right or not.
Maybe there is nothing wrong with letting the child know later, Sui Sui is only four years old this year, there is no need for her to understand what it means to have a broken parental relationship at such a young age.
Gu Suisui was originally a person with well-developed lacrimal glands, and when he felt sad and sad, the more he cried, the more he wanted to cry, and the big tears couldn't stop falling down.
She just had her mother and father not long ago, is she going to become a person again
Gu Suisui suddenly felt very sad, just as sad as when she knew that she had come to another world and might never see Sister Peach Demon and Sister Tree Demon again.
No, even a little bit sadder than that.
Because the current Gu Suisui already knows that father and mother have different positions in the hearts of every child.
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Feng Yaoqin got the contact information of Gu Zhennian, who had just applied for a bodyguard job, from Shen Yuan for the convenience of contact.
She stood in the living room and hesitated for a long time, but thinking of her daughter who had been hiding in the room, she finally gritted her teeth and dialed the number.
After two beeps, a man's voice came along the phone line.
"who are you looking for?"
"It's me, Feng Yaoqin, let's meet and talk." Feng Yaoqin said straight to the point.
Gu Zhennian on the other end of the phone was not at all surprised that she would call. When he promised his daughter to take a group photo this afternoon, he had already guessed that this day would come sooner or later, but he didn't expect that Sui Sui would recognize it first. he.
Gu Zhennian never thought of hiding the news that he was back, even the name used for the bodyguard job was his real name.
Hearing the news that Feng Yaoqin proposed to meet, he was silent for a moment and said, "Okay."