Chen Xian considers himself a person who hates lying, but at the same time he can't deny that he himself is a master of lies. As long as he can remember, he has tried his best to fabricate lies to protect himself, even though those were taught by his grandfather, But the one who actually implements it is himself...
In order to prevent outsiders from being suspicious of him, and to perfectly cover up his true identity, he has lied countless times since he was a child, but it is precisely because of this that he hates lying so much.
Chen Xian actually thought very clearly.
This incident...he can use many methods to expose it, and even make all the people who don't know to be grateful to him, thank him from the bottom of their hearts for destroying the ancient creature that was enough to destroy the country, but...Chen Xian couldn't do it.
Although telling a lie can save him countless troubles, he is still unwilling to do so... because he needs to give an explanation to those who died because of him, and he really can't find a way to reconcile with himself, even if "He" talked eloquently about how innocent he was, and it was those low-level beings who took the initiative to cause the conflict to evolve into an unmanageable situation, but no matter what Chen Xian thought, all of this had something to do with him.
If he wasn't too stupid, how could he be plotted by Gu Xiantang to the point of "disappearing in smoke"
If it wasn't for Gu Xiantang plotting to "death" him, how could the monster in his body wake up
If it hadn't woken up... Those colleagues in the Kunlun Mountain Armed Forces Base would not have died, and neither would the innocent people in the Qi Refiner's garrison.
At this moment, Chen Xian was so guilty that he could hardly lift his head. The voices of those colleagues kept ringing in his mind... They attacked the monsters to protect their homes and the country, and they did so to protect ordinary people who were powerless. It can even be said that they are here to rescue, they are reinforcements!
Chen Xian's guess is correct, because everyone knows that Chen Xian did not come out after entering the ancient ruins, so it is inevitable that some people will think that Chen Xian had an accident, but no one can be sure whether he died or not... But there is one thing It is certain that when Chen Xian is in danger, most of the members of the Bureau of Secrets will unconditionally come to rescue him.
Although Zhou Tuan is the top leader of the Bureau of Secrets, the current Chen Xian has unknowingly become the spiritual leader in the hearts of members of the Bureau of Secrets.
What's more, Section Chief Chen is affectionate and righteous. From his resume, it can be seen that he is always the first to rush forward without hesitation when facing danger. As long as he is present when handling a case, he will not let anyone have it An opportunity to risk himself, because all the risks were borne by him.
In order to save someone like him, what's the point of taking a risk
Therefore, among the combatants who came to the scene to encircle and suppress the monsters, many of them had the heart to support Chen Xian, and Chen Xian himself knew this very well, so he never felt guilty... In order to save I was killed by myself, what is this
"Chen Xian... what do you mean by that..." Chang Sansi had already started to get a little tongue-tied, because Chen Xian's demeanor and tone were enough to prove that he was not joking.
"That monster has always lived in my body."
Chen Xian glanced at the camera of the drone, then lowered his head again, clenched his hands tightly into fists, trying his best to control his emotions so as not to completely collapse.
"After I lost consciousness... it had a chance to take control of my body... so those people's deaths... were all because of me... sorry..."
Hearing Chen Xian's words, the conference room immediately became quiet, so quiet that you could hear a needle drop...
No one could have guessed that this was the case.
Especially when they got this kind of answer from Chen Xian, the client... They all knew that Chen Xian was not joking, and it was impossible for them to joke about this kind of thing, so the people present did not have the slightest doubt about Chen Xian's words.
"Are you sure?" the old man finally asked.
"Sure."
Chen Xian nodded, as if facing the camera of the drone facelessly, with his head hanging down.
"Their deaths... all the deaths... all my fault..."
The old man looked at Chen Xian who was trembling on the screen, was silent for a while, and finally asked again.
"Do you know what it's going to cost you for speaking up?"
"Know."
Only then did Chen Xian raise his head and look directly at the camera.
"But I can't escape... I don't want to lie... I want to give them an explanation... But I don't know what to do... There is no chance to apologise... I can't think of any way to kill myself now... Sorry..."
"Have you always been so honest?" The old man smiled bitterly and asked, "Did you eliminate that thing?"
"No." Chen Xian said truthfully, "My strength is not as good as it, and it is almost impossible to destroy it, but... I can suppress it now, at least I can make it stay in my body obediently, and I won't just let it go. popped out."
"You mean...it won't come out randomly...but it might come out suddenly one day?" the old man asked carefully.
Chen Xian thought for a while and said, yes.
This is not because Chen Xian is too pessimistic, because that is the truth. Once the monster wakes up, it is impossible to fall asleep again. It is safe in a deep sleep state, but it is different now when it wakes up... the time it wakes up The longer it grows, the more complete its strength will be restored, so Chen Xian has no doubt that one day it will suddenly take away his body, it's only a matter of time.
"You are very dangerous." The old man sighed, looking at the expressionless Chen Xian on the screen, he seemed to feel the extreme pain in his heart, "But you are a good boy... I know what you have done... Zhou Tuan told me all about it... and you can tell us this so frankly... I can see it too... "
"sorry."
Chen Xian apologized again, although he didn't like doing it very much, but the fact is... He didn't know what to do other than apologize.
"I don't know how long I can stay like this...maybe ten days...maybe months...maybe years..."
Chen Xian's voice was very low. Although he never shed tears, anyone could see the heart-wrenching guilt in his eyes.
"Are Zhou Tuan and the others all right?"
"It's okay, I just fainted, maybe in a while..."
Before Chen Xian could finish speaking, Zhou Tuan, who was lying on the ground, sat up suddenly, and the person who got up from the ground at the same time as him was the old liar, and they were the first to wake up.
"What happened just now... why did I faint all of a sudden..."
Zhou Tuan murmured in confusion, looked back and saw Chen Xian was not far away from him, he was stunned for a while, and then patted his face, as if he thought it was done by himself It was a dream, and he didn't fully wake up until the old liar ran towards Chen Xian cheering.
"Oh shit! You're all right, kid! You scared me to death, grandpa!"
The old liar ran to Chen Xian's side and hugged him, raised his hand and patted Chen Xian's back several times, and said with red eyes.
"I fucking thought you were dead!"
"I'm sorry... grandpa... for making you worry..."
"Just let him worry? What about me?"
Zhou Tuan walked up to Chen Xian in three steps at a time. The expression on his face was very complicated, because he had already spotted the drones hovering in the air. You can hear the faint sound of electric current...everything that happens here is watched by someone.
"What about the special No. 16 three-phase bomb?" Zhou Tuan asked.
"I've already intercepted it, and now... I should have almost digested it." Chen Xian forced a smile, and slowly got up from the ground, "Don't worry, nothing will happen."
"That thing..." Zhou Tuan hesitated to speak.
"I was suppressed to go back." Chen Xian whispered, "I won't come out in a short time, but after a long time... there will definitely be a day."
Hearing this, Zhou Tuan and the old liar looked at each other with extremely ugly expressions.
"How long can it be suppressed?" Zhou Tuan asked.
"It's hard to say, it gives me a strange feeling..." Chen Xian frowned, but he didn't hide anything about these things, "I can't judge how much its strength has recovered... But I'm sure it's been awake all the time... It's still with I'm talking..."
"Still talking to you?" The old liar looked at Chen Xian suspiciously, and asked curiously, "What did it tell you?"
Chen Xian suddenly became quiet for a while, as if he was listening to the voice deep in his mind.
After about ten seconds, Chen Xian finally spoke.
"It called me a big fool."