"Why not here?"
A vague breath brushed past. His sweater was turned up, and the feeling of his palm touching his skin made his whole body numb and limp.
He was pressed between the sofa and another person's body, and even his right hand, which was trying to push the other person away, was tightly grasped. Every inch between the fingers is another person's breath.
"Aren't you afraid of getting dirty? Or are you... afraid that every time you sit here in the future, you will remember how it feels to be fucked by me?"
"..."
This thought-provoking sentence paralyzed Lin Huai. After a long time, he gritted his teeth and said, "...don't go too far."
The other party laughed twice, and rubbed against his neck: "Let's go, let's go into the house."
After entering the room, Chu Tianshu put Lin Huai on the bed and closed the curtains again. When he turned his head, he saw the young man couldn't help laughing.
Chu Tianshu:
"It's nothing, I just feel that it's a bit funny to change the place and have to draw the curtains." The other party said with a chuckle, "When you insisted on hugging me, did your legs shake a little bit, Mr. Chu? The usual amount of exercise is like A little not enough?"
Chu Tianshu: ...
He sat on the bed, grabbed the other person's wrist and bit hard: "I was so excited."
"Are you a dog... Do you want to take a bath first?"
"Won't it be automatically disinfected when you come out of the space?" Chu Tianshu pulled his wrist, "We are - super clean -"
Starting from the wrist, he kissed upwards along the slender arms. Both the windbreaker and coat were thrown on the sofa, and now both of them are only wearing a thin woolen sweater. When he pressed up, Lin Huai fell obediently. He wanted to cover his face with his right arm, but the man grabbed his palm and pressed it to the position above his head.
"Don't hold back, I want to see."
"Uh... woo..."
Chu Tianshu pinched his chin, forcing him to open his mouth and kiss him. This kiss was long and full of possessiveness. He was a little short of oxygen and gasped uncomfortably, but he also liked the feeling that the breaths of two people were completely intertwined.
He began to have a fever, and a thin layer of sweat broke out from his body. His rapid breathing, heartbeat, and body temperature all indicate one thing—
"You're longing for me, aren't you?" Chu Tianshu kissed him.
"idiot… "
Lin Huai closed his eyes as if resigned, hugged his shoulders with both hands, and bit his shoulder blade: "...doesn't it need to be said, stop talking nonsense, hurry up if you want to do it..."
"It can't be too fast, because you need to confirm your feelings for me first." Chu Tianshu rubbed his fingers against his vitals, his voice was low and hoarse, but his tone was very upright, "If you don't like it, or if you go back on your word..."
"..."
"I have no experience either. If you feel uncomfortable, please remember to say so."
"If I tell you...will you stop..." Lin Huai trembled, "I feel... so strange..."
They seek each other wholeheartedly, want to be connected with each other by blood, and want to be integrated with each other.
It’s a very blissful feeling of owning each other completely, belonging to each other completely.
He is in his body, he is in his body. He accepted him with all he had.
And they are also completely connected, and they have each other completely without hindrance.
After the frenzy for the first time, they lingered in bed all morning and most of the afternoon, and didn't even eat lunch. Most of the time they embraced and dozed off, sometimes Chu Tianshu held Lin Huai in his arms, and sometimes Lin Huai hugged each other. Occasionally, they kiss each other lingeringly, and occasionally they do it again.
In fact, compared with physical pleasure, what made Lin Huai feel more excited and happy was the way Chu Tianshu looked at him. It was a look full of possessiveness that wanted to tear him apart, but when he showed pain, he would reveal a bit of restrained tenderness. Sometimes he is very happy, and occasionally it is very painful, but this kind of eyes that are watched, tolerated, and with a strong desire to conquer make him unable to bear to hug him even when he is most uncomfortable.
It was evening when he fell asleep again and woke up.
When he woke up, he was in pain all over. He could have repaired his body with spiritual power, but he didn't. Lin Huai looked at Chu Tianshu, who was still sleeping beside him, and rubbed the tip of his nose.
He got off the bed, casually put on a shirt to cover his body, his legs were still shaking a little. With his feet on the cold floor, he opened the curtains a little, and the setting sun shone in.
It's evening.
Stomach starts to get hungry. He went back to bed, sat cross-legged on a messy white sheet, and found a pack of cigarettes on the bedside table.
The bedside table was a little far away from him. He thought about it, knelt on the bed, stretched his upper body and arms, and reached for it with his fingertips.
"Crack."
He heard a young man's voice next to his ear, he turned his head, it turned out that Chu Tianshu had also woken up. He lay on his side on the bed, compared a "photo frame" with the thumb and index finger of his left and right hands, and took pictures of him with his mouth.
Lin Huai: ...
"… what are you doing."
When he spoke, he realized that his voice was a little hoarse. Chu Tianshu looked at him and smiled: "I want to keep this moment in my heart."
Lin Huai: ...
Chu Tianshu: "This scene is enough for me to be a great magician for fifty years."
Lin Huai looked down at himself, and suddenly realized how beautiful his actions and posture at the moment were.
He was wearing Chu Tianshu's shirt, and the hem of the shirt only concealed the base of his thighs, and because of his kneeling posture, his pale and traced long legs were exposed, which was different from most of the spring... A shirt that exposes the chest and abdomen is as good as not wearing it.
And what is even more imaginative is that his posture to get a cigarette and his unintentionally sunken waist... and the posture of Lin Huai lying on the bed when they first met...
It's so similar.
"What?" He challenged hoarsely, "You still want to come?"
"I won't come." Chu Tianshu stretched out his finger and poked it, "It's all swollen here, poor thing."
Lin Huai: ...
Furious, he wanted to kick the opponent, but when he moved his muscles, he felt something flowing down the inner thigh... Lin Huai could only pretend that he didn't realize it, continued his actions, and brazenly grabbed the pack of cigarettes.
He sat cross-legged awkwardly, took out a cigarette, bit it between his skinned lips, and started looking for a lighter.
"bump."
Chu Tianshu turned on the lighter and moved it over.
In the bright and dim light of the fire, Lin Huai looked at him sideways. He was biting the white cigarette between his lips that were more rosy than usual, under his messy black hair, the corners of his eyes were a little swollen and red.
Chu Tianshu found sadly that he had changed again.
Lin Huai snorted, leaned over, stretched his neck, and lit the cigarette with a cigarette in his mouth.
The fire was dim, he took a sip, then frowned: "It doesn't smell good."
Chu Tianshu took out the cigarette from his mouth: "Then give it to me."
He took a breath in a very professional manner, and then coughed frantically.
Lin Huai: ...
"...you don't smoke, what are you doing here with a pack of cigarettes?"
"Smoking afterwards is more ritualistic." Chu Tianshu replied with a cough.
Lin Huai: ...
The lower abdomen was still throbbing, and the muscles on the inner thighs were trembling reflexively. He pinched the cigarette from Chu Tianshu's hand, pressed it out on the bedside table, and gave him a smoke-smelling kiss.
"I'm going to take a shower."
After speaking, he got out of bed.
"Can you do it alone!" Chu Tianshu shouted, "Let's...
Lin Huai walked into the bathroom and closed the door.
"...Anyway, two people are absolutely not allowed." He said hoarsely inside, "Don't come in."
He soaked in the bathtub for a long time, and suspected that Chu Tianshu was treating him as an enemy on the bed. After replaying for a while, he calmly felt that his performance was quite embarrassing.
After he finished washing, it was Chu Tianshu's turn. Listening to the sound of water in the bathroom, Lin Huai rubbed her waist, feeling awkwardly as if there was something inside her body.
When Chu Tianshu came out, he saw Lin Huai lying on the bed and sleeping.
He kissed his forehead, hummed, and ran into the kitchen. After cooking a porridge with preserved egg and lean pork, he thought for a while and boiled a pot of hot water.
When Lin Huai woke up, he had already run back with hot water: "Drink water?"
Lin Huai: "..."
He accepted the sincerity of the other party and drank more hot water. After a long time, he said, "Why..."
"Why do I look so proficient?" Chu Tianshu answered quickly, "Because after the confession was successful, I was thinking about what to do every day..."
"..." Lin Huai lifted his sullen face, "I want to ask, why did I become the one below?"
"... Uh." Chu Tianshu thought for a while, "Then do you feel... uncomfortable?"
Lin Huai: ...
"I feel that you are quite comfortable." Chu Tianshu said sincerely.
Lin Huai: ...
"I'll be mad at you sooner or later." He said coolly.
After they had dinner, Chu Tianshu ran downstairs to buy an ointment. Before he could speak, he was shut out of the bedroom by the angry Lin Huai.
"I don't need it!" he screamed.
"Don't shy away from medical treatment!" Chu Tianshu knocked on the door, "I even bought you Golden Throat Lozenges..."
Lin Huai: ...
Life is always like this, happiness is short-lived, only pain is eternal.
After happy Saturday comes unhappy Sunday. Lin Huai pushed away Chu Tianshu, who was still hugging him, and returned to school under his escort.
"Study hard." Chu Tianshu kissed him downstairs in the dormitory, "When are you free? Hang out together?"
Lin Huai: "Go out to play?"
Chu Tianshu scratched his head, smiling carelessly like a giant husky.
While they were chatting, the door of the dormitory opened: "Lin Huai? Are you back?"
The two turned their heads, and it was Lu Jin who appeared in front of them. He picked up a box of takeaway from the basket and muttered, "We have a pre next Friday, make an appointment for Wednesday's study room?"
His posture was too normal, too bland, as if he couldn't remember anything about the game at all.
Lin Huai and Chu Tianshu also looked at each other at this moment.
Chu Tianshu tricked Lu Jin around on the grounds of exchanging programming skills. After probing, he told Lin Huai: "He seems to have lost his memory about the game."
"Did the game do this?" Lin Huai asked confused, "Will the memory of the player who broke in accidentally be erased and sent back to the world? After that, he won't enter the game again?"
Chu Tianshu was silent.
"Generally speaking, even if you are accidentally pulled into the game, you will become a member of the game from then on." He said slowly, "He... is something I have never seen before."
Lin Huai: ...
"That's weird." He rolled his eyes. "It feels like... the system is protecting him? Or is it that the system doesn't want him to enter the game again? Why?"
"I don't know. Lu Jin." Chu Tianshu said word by word, "It's really nice."
Lin Huai patted him on the shoulder and said sympathetically, "But he lost an unforgettable love."
Lu Jin, who is addicted to games and studies, has no idea that he has accidentally missed an unforgettable love. Three days later, on Wednesday afternoon, Lin Huai received a WeChat message from Chen Shu.
"Newly completed in Midnight District, come and see."