But it was also because he was too innocent before, now that he learned that he fell in love with a human being, An Yan quickly accepted this fact and began to plan for the future.
He will check it later, how to treat the person he likes is the right way.
After hearing An Yan's description, the expression on Cheng Yang's face was extremely complicated.
He had been worried for three whole days before, he couldn't eat well, he couldn't sleep well, but he never thought that the truth was so different from what he imagined!
The reason why Yan Yan didn't let himself mention his eldest brother was not because he didn't like him, but to confirm that he liked him
Although the misunderstanding is resolved now, and the result is joyful, but Cheng Yang still has some subtleties in his heart. So, his previous self-blaming and conflicting struggles were simply asking for trouble
"Yangyang, what's wrong with you?" Seeing that Cheng Yang's face was almost wrinkled together, An Yan couldn't help asking worriedly.
Cheng Yangsheng shook his head resignedly: "It's nothing, I just want to feel the impermanence of the world."
An Yan nodded with a vague understanding: "I see, it sounds quite advanced."
Cheng Yang waved his hand feebly: "I'll go play a game first to soothe my wounded heart, and leave me alone."
After finishing speaking, he lay down on the bed and indulged in the game.
An Yan thought for a while, then lay down on the bed, and began to search the question [how to treat someone you like] on the virtual network, and the results of the search were naturally varied.
Some people say that when you treat someone you like, you should pet them, buy them, buy them, and give them whatever they want.
Some also said that the more you treat someone you like, the more you should learn to be reserved, so as to attract the attention of the other party.
Others said that when facing someone you like, you must pay attention to routines. Only when you go deep in the routines can you win people's hearts in the end.
An Yan looked around, but instead of finding the correct answer he was looking for, he was dazed by these various arguments.
Just as he was thinking of changing the way of asking questions and searching again, the optical brain rang at this moment, and it was Cheng Yi who called.
Before he got enlightened, if he received a communication from Cheng Yi, An Yan would definitely answer it right away.
But after realizing and confirming his own intentions, the situation is completely different.
Even if it was just such a trivial matter as receiving a communication, An Yan's heartbeat couldn't help but a little faster the moment he saw Cheng Yi's name, and at the same time, he felt a little nervous for no reason.
Just staring at Cheng Yi's name for more than ten seconds, An Yan suddenly came back to his senses, and quickly connected to the communication: "Student... senior..."
His voice trembled slightly.
Cheng Yi's voice sounded low and magnetic, with a faint sense of oppression: "What are Yanyan doing?"
An Yan calmed down and asked, "I'm not doing anything, what's the matter, senior?"
"I want to see you." Cheng Yi spit out these four words very slowly, as if each word took a lot of effort.
An Yan couldn't help but his heart jumped again, he covered his heart and blushed softly, "Is there something wrong, senior?"
"I just want to see you." Cheng Yi's voice seemed to be sighing softly, with a little helplessness and bitterness.
Three days ago, when An Yan suddenly told him not to look for him or contact him, Cheng Yi was indeed bitter and depressed.
But even so, he didn't expect at that time that in just three days, it was already his limit.
For the past three days, Cheng Yi has been missing his little guy all the time.
And with the silent passage of time, this kind of longing gradually became paranoid and crazy, which gradually made him feel a depression that was difficult to dispel. Even if he was on the training ground, it was difficult to dispel this growing See the strong depression.
He felt irritable, terrified, lonely, worried, but more fearful and helpless.
Cheng Yi, who had never been afraid of anything, didn't even have the courage to ask An Yan about a fact.
He was afraid that after asking, he would get the answer he least wanted to hear.
During these three days, he even thought more than once that it would be fine to let him stay by the little guy's side as a friend, as long as he doesn't push him far away.
But whenever this kind of thought surfaced, it was followed by uncontrollable anger and powerlessness, because he was not reconciled.
Under the backlog and entanglement of all kinds of negative emotions, Cheng Yi finally couldn't hold back.
If he continues to suffer like this, he doesn't know what he will do.
He is not afraid that his crazy behavior will cause criticism from others, he is just worried that his crazy behavior will hurt the little guy.
Instead of regretting it afterwards, it is better to stop the loss in time, and... maybe the situation is not as bad as he imagined
With such self-comfort, Cheng Yi contacted An Yan for the first time in three days.
If he had heard Cheng Yi say such things in the past, An Yan might have felt a little inexplicable.
But at this time, Cheng Yi's deep voice rang in his ears, as if someone was beside him, leaning over and whispering in his ear, making him blushing and heart beating: "Then... where are you now, senior?" ah?"
"I'm here..." Cheng Yi let out a long breath, his voice suddenly became hesitant, and after a while, he said, "I'm outside your dormitory."
"Ah?" An Yan's eyes widened slightly, he quickly got up from the bed and walked towards the door of the dormitory, "Senior, why are you outside my dormitory?"
Having said that, he had already stretched out his hand to open the door of the dormitory, and when he looked up, he met Cheng Yi's deep eyes.
Those pitch-black eyes seemed to be sinking into a whirlpool, and An Yan was sucked in in just a split second.
Not seeing each other for three days is like half a lifetime.
Cheng Yi's eyes were fixed on An Yan's face, almost greedily staring at the little man he thought about day and night.
An Yan couldn't help being stunned for a moment. He was a little shy at first, but now that Cheng Yi looked at him so directly, his face was already burning, but his head became more and more confused like a paste. Know how to react.
Just as the two of them looked at each other, and the atmosphere became more and more ambiguous, a particularly unpleasant voice suddenly came: "Hey, so it's the elder brother who came? What are you doing standing at the door, why don't you come in?"
An Yan came back to his senses in an instant, and quickly turned his face away, covering his face so he didn't want to see anyone anymore.
Cheng Yi glanced at his younger brother coldly. Cheng Yang was so frightened that he quickly pushed An Yan over, and then closed the dormitory door with his hand: "Go ahead, I don't know anything!"
Pushed by Cheng Yang, An Yan threw himself into Cheng Yi's arms, and Cheng Yi grabbed the little guy's slender waist.
A classmate of the same major happened to pass by here, and seeing two people hugging each other, he couldn't help but joked: "Yo, this hasn't entered the house yet, why are you hugging..."
After finishing speaking, he whistled frivolously, but just halfway through the whistle, he happened to see clearly who the two hugging each other were, and quickly put back the whistle that was half blown, bowed his head and said: "I'm sorry, I didn't See clearly."
After speaking, he left in a hurry.
Cheng Yi & An Yan: "..."
"That..." An Yan blushed and stole a glance at Cheng Yi, "Senior, let me go first?"
Of course Cheng Yi didn't want to let go, but he knew that the little guy was easily shy, so he reluctantly moved his hand away slowly: "Is Yan Yan not scared?"
"No," An Yan lowered his head and shook his head, hesitating for a moment, and then mustered up the courage to say, "Senior, can I go to your apartment for a while?"
Cheng also wished for it: "Of course." It would be even better if you could live there directly.
On the way to Cheng Yi's apartment, neither of them spoke, An Yan was thinking about his own concerns, while Cheng Yi was worried that if he spoke rashly, he would scare the little guy away.
All the way to Cheng Yi's apartment without a word, An Yan has already figured out some problems in this short period of time.
So as soon as he walked into Cheng Yi's apartment, An Yan said seriously, "Senior, I have something to tell you."
Cheng Yi's heart tightened, did the little guy want to...
Cheng Yi only felt pain in his throat, but he still said softly, "Speak."
An Yan plucked up the courage to look at Cheng Yi, and said in a very serious tone: "Senior, I like you!"
Is that really the case? The little guy really... Wait, what did he just hear
Cheng Yi's eyes brightened in vain, as if countless stars were twinkling inside, he looked at An Yan without blinking, but his voice was so cautious that it was almost inaudible: "What did Yan Yan just say?"
An Yan clenched his small fists and mustered up the courage to say it again loudly: "I like you!"
He didn't get it wrong, he definitely won't get it wrong this time, Yan Yan said he likes him, but Yan Yan actually likes him...
At this moment, the mood that was originally suppressed to the extreme became soaring, which made Cheng Yi tremble slightly with excitement.
But even so, Cheng Yi still had a trace of hesitation and worry in his heart, he was afraid that all this was just his own fantasy.
Cheng Yi whispered again in a pleading tone: "Can you say it again?"
It took a lot of courage for An Yan to say these four words. Hearing Cheng Yi's repeated inquiries, An Yan thought Cheng Yi didn't believe him, so he quickly explained: "Senior, I really like you .Although I don't know when I fell in love with you, but after the test, it really proved that I like you, and I like you very much, you must believe me."
Cheng Yi laughed softly, with satisfaction and joy from the bottom of his heart.
After living for so many years, it was the first time he felt that life was so beautiful and perfect.
The person he likes also likes him, and the kind he likes very much, how can this not make him feel happy and satisfied
After the confession, An Yan kept observing Cheng Yi's expression carefully, seeing that he looked much happier than before, he couldn't help asking: "Senior also likes... um..."
Before An Yan finished speaking, Cheng Yi hugged her waist and lowered her head to kiss him.