The Outcast

Chapter 73: You can be so beautiful

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The university city is located in the north of the capital star. In addition to the severe cold in winter, the dawn is too early for most of the year, which also makes people feel difficult to adapt. At six o'clock in the morning, Zhang Xiaomeng woke up from her sleep, fumbled to put on the black framed glasses that never left her body, stretched her waist, and stared at the beautiful rose river outside the window. The river and the yellowish woods fell into contemplation.

Although she has returned to S1, her heart is still in S2. She serves the Medellin Congressman and has her own tasks and responsibilities. When she returned to Ewha University last year, the most important task was to get close to the mysterious The young man codenamed Prince, and trying to establish some kind of good relationship between the Medellin Congressman and the Tai family, the head of the Seven Great Families. The wireless network throughout the federation allows her to receive instructions from the legislators at any time. However, it has been more than half a year since she returned to Ewha University, and the black-framed glasses have never made any movement. The peaceful life almost made her forget her own. real identity.

Until the day before yesterday, text appeared on the black frame, and the congressman informed her that the target had been confirmed to study at Ewha University, but the specific place of residence could not be found out. However, according to the information, the target will definitely participate in the Double Moon Festival next week. prom. The Medellin Congressman issued a sincere order to her directly through his subordinates. He must find a way to approach the "Prince" at the ball, and create a kind of benign atmosphere before other forces.

The autumn scenery outside the window is so beautiful, Zhang Xiaomeng's mood is so cold, the information about the prince is not detailed, but the most important focus has already pointed her in the direction, a person who can tolerate Miss Zou's temper. A young man who has been severely disciplined since childhood, he must have a rebellious impulse, and he is particularly curious about love.

love? What about my love? Zhang Xiaomeng is just a young girl under twenty years old. She has also fantasized countless times about her own future, her own love. However... the autumn scenery outside the window gradually turned into a face, the face that always squinted and was full of sincerity, kindness and tolerance. Zhang Xiaomeng laughed self-deprecatingly, that guy Xu Le was too honest.

Bruce scholar, a staunch supporter of George Carlin's theory and the best interpreter recognized by society, he believes that love in this world is like a fist, and it also needs to be divided into big and small. The love of men and women, and the love of family are beautiful, but these are not comparable to the deepest and longest love for the Federation for the entire human race, which is for great love.

In order to love the world, you have to sacrifice your little love. Zhang Xiaomeng stood in front of the window and gradually clenched her fists. The world seen through the glass lens is always different, maybe more real, maybe more fake, Zhang Xiaomeng seems to see those comrades who insist on fighting against the Federation in the mountains just to seek a fairer future, She seems to see those citizens who are struggling at the bottom of society and spend their lives in vain. She also sees those politicians who hold most of the power and shamelessly manipulate elections, as well as the chaebols and families behind those politicians.

There are too many injustices in the world, and contacting the Tai family that imposes injustice on the world is just a means. Zhang Xiaomeng's pure heart floats in the pure sky. Under the leadership of Congressman Medellin, she is willing to sacrifice everything of herself to eliminate the injustice in this world, including... that love that has not yet had time to germinate.

But before the love that never had time to start turns to ashes, she should still have time to enjoy it to the fullest, and give the young man some kind of warm response to the other party, leaving a memory, although the ending of this memory will definitely be sad . Zhang Xiaomeng's fists gradually loosened, and she resolutely took off the black-framed glasses on the bridge of her nose, put them in a metal drawer with a combination lock, and then let go of her black hair and began to dress herself carefully.

In the early morning at the back door of Ewha University, in the cold autumn wind, Xu Le looked at the girl in the sky blue suspender skirt in front of him, and couldn't believe his eyes. His surprise was not that Zhang Xiaomeng could wear so little in such cold weather, but it was the first time he discovered that Zhang Xiaomeng... could be so beautiful.

Whether it was on the bus at the airport, on the dining table in the cafeteria, or on the runway of the sports field, Xu Le saw Zhang Xiaomeng always wear a pair of black-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, as did other students. Know what Zhang Xiaomeng looks like without glasses.

Zhang Xiaomeng, who wears glasses, is quiet and simple, but Zhang Xiaomeng, who takes off her glasses at this moment, seems to be a different person. There is a charming smile in the clear eyes, the eyes that are not filtered by the glass lenses are very moving, as if they can talk, the face without makeup, the picturesque eyebrows, the lovely lips, the sky blue suspender skirt , revealing a small piece of skin on her slender and white neck and chest, exuding a youthful breath.

Very compelling, compelling.

"Does it look good?" Zhang Xiaomeng tilted her head slightly, blinked her eyes cutely, stared at Xu Le's somewhat embarrassed face, and pulled the hem of her sky blue skirt playfully.

Obviously, I'm going to give myself the last day of freedom, and I'm going to give those hidden feelings a relatively beautiful ending. Zhang Xiaomeng, who has let go of his heart, is no longer like those days in the past, but looks a lot more lovely and sunny. , Meng... a lot, more like the girl who was resentful and angry when someone stole a puppy cookie.

Xu Le also felt that Zhang Xiaomeng was in a different mood today than usual, but this difference was what he liked. In order to hide the embarrassment of the previous silence, he coughed twice, stepped forward, and said sincerely, "It's beautiful."

He said it was beautiful, but Xu Le's hand seemed to ignore the command and took over the short trench coat from Zhang Xiaomeng's elbow, put it on her body mechanically, and said, "It's cold. Put on more clothes. ." This has nothing to do with heat and cold, it's purely the mind of the youth at work. Although there has been no relationship between Xu Le and Zhang Xiaomeng so far, the vague emotion has been slowly and sweetly fermenting. Out of instinct, Xu Le didn't want other men to see Zhang Xiaomeng's bare shoulders. Zhang Xiaomeng also felt something and whispered, "Stingy."

After saying this, Zhang Xiaomeng held Xu Le's elbow naturally. Half of Xu Le's body suddenly turned into a fossil, and he moved a little uncoordinatedly. The autumn wind suddenly had a hint of spring charm, which made his face feel a little warm.

The trip to buy clothes came to an end soon, and Xu Le, who was at least a middle-class, did not get the eyes of the shopping guides. Although Zhang Xiaomeng also bought several sets of clothes, she is not as picky as ordinary girls, and she chooses to pay and pack it neatly. After doing all this, the young man and woman began to go shopping in the most prosperous area of Linhai, walking and walking hand in hand, like a couple in love.

"I didn't hold hands." Xu Le accurately judged what he should do now. Could this be a date? Things seem to be moving too fast. However, the soft body beside him and the faint fragrance made his heart a little confused.

After walking about seven kilometers on the street near the sea, Xu Le and Zhang Xiaomeng's arms dropped seven centimeters. Meng's hand was already touching Xu Le's forearm, and a smile flashed in her eyes, thinking that Xu Le is really an honest guy.

"I'm hungry, let's go eat." After walking along the stone path by the Rose River for another half an hour, Xu Le suddenly said something seriously, and then took Zhang Xiaomeng's soft and cool right hand for granted. Holding her hand, she took her to a restaurant on the street.

Every grip is sweaty.

"There should be a lot of rumors about me in the school." Zhang Xiaomeng sat across from the dining table, carefully cutting the black pepper steak, and asked with her head lowered, "Do you have any opinion?"

"Is this asking me to praise and then confess?" Xu Le also lowered his head at this time, carefully cutting the synthetic beef with too uniform meat-like fibers, thinking in his heart, but what he said was another sentence, "I miss you I don't care what other people think."

Zhang Xiaomeng raised her head slightly in surprise, with a somewhat lonely smile on her face, and said softly, "Many people think that I am a childish, unrealistic, innocent and ridiculous woman, who would actually do it for the so-called so-called Ideal, but gave up school and went to S2 area."

Xu Le was stunned for a while, but did not expect Zhang Xiaomeng to say this. I have heard about her past on campus, but from the beginning of acquaintance, Zhang Xiaomeng in Xu Le's eyes is the little girl who is quiet and indifferent in front of others, but a little quirky in private. connect together. After thinking about it, he smiled and said, "You're back, haven't you? Besides, as long as it's an ideal, it should always be respected."

Zhang Xiaomeng watched him silent for a moment, and asked seriously, "What do you think of George Carlin?"

Xu Le had no opinion on politics or George Carlin. He thought that Zhang Xiaomeng had returned to S1, he should be seeking some kind of spiritual support, and hesitantly said: "The theory may be good, but it is used to guide behavior. , maybe... well, to be honest, I think he's right."

Zhang Xiaomeng smiled with relief, looked at him and said, "Although I have returned to college, in fact... I still miss those days. In fact, I have always been a believer of George Carlin."

Xu Le was slightly surprised and thought to himself, why are you coming back

Zhang Xiaomeng did not continue to talk about this issue, but just watched Xu Le feel a little sour in his heart, if there were no such things, it might be really a wonderful thing to develop naturally with this honest and lovely boy in front of him .

Zhang Xiaomeng habitually looked out the window and said quietly, "Do you believe in love?"

"Believe."

"I don't know what love is." Zhang Xiaomeng looked at the pedestrians outside the window, "Even if I understand love in the future, what will it be forever?"

Xu Le looked at her face looking at the pedestrians outside the window, smiled and thought, Zhang Xiaomeng is really a neurotic girl. In his heart, love only needs to be believed, and it doesn't need to be understood - and a girl so beautiful today is about to make him believe it.