System: "The healing value of the target object is 10, and the current healing value is 85."
In the dark night of violent storms, lightning and thunder, because of the presence of one more person in the room, Rong Wan felt a sense of being protected, and suddenly felt at ease. At the moment when his lips were parted, he felt his neck was a little sore, and because of his posture, his upper body was stretched out of the bed, and he almost fell - of course, Jin Zhao's forehead was against his, supporting him.
Rong Wan held Jin Zhao's face, touched his cold face with his fingertips, and asked, "What are you thinking?"
Jin Zhao's eyes were red, and he looked at Rong Wan in a daze, his eyes full of nostalgia and deep love. But he couldn't believe that all this was real, he froze there and didn't dare to move, for fear that if he moved, the dream would be shattered. The general's lingering warmth still remained on his lips, making him tremble deep in his soul.
After a long time, Jin Zhao's voice trembled slightly: "General?"
Rong Wan replied: "Huh?"
Although Jinzhao heard this person's voice, his expression was still dazed, and he and the child suddenly got something that he longed for, holding it in his hands and didn't know what to do. He was just at that moment, as if from heaven to hell, and back to heaven again...
Isn't he really dreaming? Not only does the general not hate him? And kissed him
Jin Zhao was trembling slightly, and the fingers that landed on Rong Wan's neck couldn't help exerting a little force, as if confirming that the temperature that this person fell on his palm was indeed real. This person is probably the only person in this world who treats him well and treats him well. Every time he made a move beyond the distance, only this person tolerated him, and only this person cherished him.
"General?" He couldn't help but opened his dark eyes and asked tremblingly again.
Rong Wan asked softly: "What's the matter?"
Jin Zhao suddenly burst into tears, swallowing all the misfortune and suffering that had been suppressed in his heart for so many years. He had no desire to confide in anyone, and he no longer even begged for a savior, but he really met a When he felt sorry for his person, he suddenly acted like a child, his heart suddenly collapsed, and he wanted to hold on to this person and let him comfort himself with warm palms—
He tried his best to bear it back, but he couldn't, the intermittent, choked voice in his throat was extremely suppressed in the dark night.
Just as Rong Wan wanted to make fun of him, he cried as if he had been kissed forcibly. It can be seen that his fist was firmly pressed against his stomach, and his red eyes, and suddenly he couldn't say what he was joking about. Rong Wan almost empathized with him, as if his heart was tightly held by a hand, and he felt extremely sad.
He got off the bed with bare feet, pulled out two tissues from the table, squatted in front of Jin Zhao, and wiped away his tears earnestly.
Perhaps because of embarrassment, Jin Zhao quickly forced back those choked sobs, but his eyes were still red.
He raised his eyes, looked at Rong Wan, moved his lips, but did not make a sound—
Rong finished sitting down in front of him, patiently wiped his eye sockets with his thumb, and asked, "Jin Zhao, what do you want to say?"
Jin Zhao grabbed the hand of the person in front of him, and the years of repression and forbearance in his heart were finally opened, and he was able to breathe, and the blood finally started to flow little by little. Since he was twelve years old, he didn't count on fate, so he never expected any miracles to happen, but at this moment, he saw such a gentle person in front of him, such a good general, as good as a god—he suddenly felt a little more desperate Courage is about wanting to fight for something for yourself no matter what.
He looked at Rong Wan, without concealing his pain and longing: "General, I'm sorry, I... I like you... I have longing for you."
He still has more desires that he can't express, because he is afraid of scaring this person, but at the same time he has a mentality of smashing the jar, if the general can accept it-he is too greedy, he not only desires the general After knowing his distorted thoughts, don't hate him and still let him stay. He also hoped that one day, the general would like him the same, but he also knew that it was too extravagant.
Jin Zhao's voice was dry and hoarse: "I really like you... I can die for you, break my body to pieces, I just want to stay by your side."
After he had said all this, he wanted to say more, but he couldn't open his mouth no matter what. He didn't dare to meet the general's gaze, and lowered his head, waiting for the general's reaction in torment and embarrassment.
The general didn't respond for a second, and he was in a state of delay for a second.
The general didn't respond for two seconds, and he felt as if he was being tortured in his heart.
…
In the dark and quiet night, his hands and feet were cold, until he heard the general's voice: "Okay."
Jin Zhao even suspected that he was hallucinating, and suddenly raised his head, staring at his general with red eyes. Then I heard his general say: "Stay by my side, Jin Zhao, you can go wherever I go in the future, I like this too... I like you too." .
But Jin Zhao almost lost his breath.
After listening to Jin Zhao's words, Rong Wan burned his ears like a hot breath. His heart was sour and sweet, and he couldn't help but want to make some promises. But he can't promise too much, because he doesn't know when he will leave this world. But he doesn't want to see the protagonist sad at all—is he liking it? Rong Wan's mind was completely confused. He fell in love with the protagonist in a novel
But emotions surpassed reason, he couldn't see Jin Zhao being sad, he couldn't see it at all, he couldn't help but move forward, stretched out his hands tentatively, embraced Jin Zhao, and put his chin on his neck.
The cheeks of the two of them touched the skin of their necks, and they felt the body of the person in their arms tremble slightly.
Jin Zhao finally couldn't restrain himself, stretched out his hand and hugged the man tightly in his arms, wishing to knead him into a ball and press him into his body. His eyes were wide open, their sockets were flushed, he turned his face sideways, and pressed his lips against the general's neck, trying to stick to his warmth to confirm that all this was true.
-like
The general just said that he also likes him
Although the voice was a little uncertain and inaudible, he still heard it.
His breathing gradually became heavy, it was like a dried fish being picked up by someone and put back into the water, life suddenly became alive again. He couldn't believe everything he heard, but even if it was a dream, he still wanted to force the dream not to be shattered, and he wanted to crave this little bit of warmth. The general accepted his wish? The general said let him stay by his side? The general said he liked it too...
Jin Zhao's body trembled, and his eyes suddenly turned red.
"...General, may I?"
Jin Zhao's voice suddenly sounded in Rong Wan's ear, with shyness and embarrassment, but also ecstasy that was forcibly held back, and the vivid meaning of struggling out of despair.
Rong Wan didn't understand: "What?"
Jin Zhao's lips moved closer, the desire in his eyes was a little hard to hide, and he asked cautiously, "Can I kiss again?"