This incident was also a torment for Rong Wan.
When a person is still alive, no matter what problem can be solved, but once a loved one dies, the trauma cannot be healed even by time. It's like a piece of life is missing, and when I see a family of three on the road in the future, the scar will ache.
Shen Lingshu lost her relatives since she was a child. If she was taken away by natural disasters, she could only complain about her fate, but now that she has found out that it was caused by being framed, those hatreds will instantly double, and her blood will surge. Shadows and demons that entangle to the end. Now that the scars are once again being uncovered with bloodstains, it is tantamount to a bloody mental shock for him.
Rong Wan hugged the person in his arms, as if he could empathize with him, and his mood fell to the bottom for a while.
But in the next few days, Shen Lingshu's extremely fragile state was never revealed again. He tried his best to act as if nothing had happened, went to work as usual, ate and slept as usual. But Rong Wan was still a little worried, and couldn't help but keep his eyes on him all the time, staring at him. If Shen Lingshu didn't look normal, Rong Wan would have wanted to find a psychiatrist to show him.
A few days later, it will be the memorial day for Shen Lingshu's parents.
It was a rainy day.
After the age of fifteen, Shen Lingshu came every year, but he always came alone, but this year Rong Wan accompanied him. Shen Lingshu attached great importance to this day, and even shaved in the morning to make herself tidy. Rong Wan saw that he was in better spirits, so he ordered the kitchen to make some of his favorite food, so as to supplement his nutrition.
The driver and assistants were waiting outside the cemetery, and Rong Wan accompanied Shen Lingshu along the path.
Shen Lingshu put some flowers his mother liked in front of the tombstone, and according to the custom, burned some paper. The flames lit up in no time, and the light rain did not hinder the burning, so Shen Lingshu's face was flickering and his expression was gloomy.
Rong Wan suggested: "Shall I pull weeds around?"
"Yes." Shen Lingshu nodded and burned another piece of paper.
The cemetery is very large, and the Shen family occupies a piece of land exclusively, with a fence erected around it. Someone comes to weed and trim it regularly, but some weeds still grow stubbornly from the crevices in the rocks. Rong Wan was very quiet when pulling the weeds out of respect for the dead.
The fire burned quietly, and Shen Lingshu's eyes fell on him.
Only when it fell on him, could the feeling of emptiness in Shen Lingshu's heart be relieved. In the past few days, Shen Lingshu has also noticed that something is wrong with him, he has lost too much, too much that cannot be made up for, causing him to feel as if there was a hole in his chest leaking the wind, anxious and restless, when he confirmed that Rong Wan was still by his side, Only when he can actually touch Rong Wan and feel the other person's temperature can he feel at ease.
So after Rong finished pulling the weeds for a while, when he turned around, he saw Shen Ling staring at him desperately.
"What's wrong?" Rong Wan froze for a moment.
Shen Lingshu shook his head and said, "Come here."
Rong Wan had no choice but to pat the dirt on his hands and walked over.
Shen Lingshu handed him the rest of the paper: "You burn the rest."
Rong Wan understood what he meant, and today he brought Rong Wan here, it means that he brought Rong Wan to meet his parents. This paper should be burned as a matter of course. If his parents were still alive, they should have had a lively meal in the hotel box and formally met. Perhaps his parents would have liked Rong Wan even more after seeing Rong Wan...
Thinking of this, Shen Lingshu couldn't help showing a bit of sadness on his face.
Seeing this, Rong Wan squatted down to burn the paper, but couldn't help holding his hand on his knee with one hand, silently passing the temperature over.
"Everything will pass."
The spread of these rumors about the truth about the death of Shen Lingshu's parents, and the fact that Shen Lingshu hadn't shown up for a long time caused Shen's stock to fall a lot, but Fu Ziyuan was dreaming of achieving Fu Ziyuan's goal of destroying Shen. Shen's foothold has been very stable over the years, and financial resources have not accumulated overnight.
But for Shen Lingshu at this time, these are trivial matters that are not worth mentioning, and he even let his assistant handle many things.
After the completion of the general education course at the school, you can take it or not. Those who need to be called can ask Wei Rong to answer it, and those who don’t need to be called can simply skip the class, so they haven’t been out of the villa for a few days. It's too insignificant to Rong Wan, he would rather spend more time with Shen Lingshu.
Shen Lingshu went to the company yesterday and didn't return all night. He only came back in the early morning. He probably had to arrange something. When he came back, he was extremely exhausted and fell asleep. Rong Wan knew the original plot and guessed what he was going for, so he didn't ask any more questions, but after he came back, he took off his clothes and changed into pajamas, so that he could sleep more peacefully.
Perhaps it was because of the resolution of something, and because she had been restless for half a month, Shen Lingshu slept until three o'clock in the afternoon the next day.
After Rong finished, his stomach was growling with hunger, and seeing that he was still awake, he didn't want to disturb him, so he just removed his arm wrapped around his neck, quietly got out of bed and went to the kitchen to look for food.
As soon as he left the bed, it didn't take long for the bed to cool down.
Shen Lingshu also woke up, and suddenly found that his hands were empty, his head buzzed, and he sat up in an instant. Shen Lingshu had a long nightmare, like a frightened bird. After waking up from the nightmare, he almost thought he was in another dream, and the person disappeared? After staying there for two seconds, he hurriedly pulled the wheelchair out of bed.
After Rong finished making some food in the kitchen, he finally filled his stomach. By the way, he took some snacks from the refrigerator and heated them in the oven.
Suddenly there was the sound of a wheelchair rolling behind him.
Before he could turn around, he was caught off guard when someone hugged him from behind.
"Why didn't you wake me up?" Shen Lingshu buried his face in his waist, and wrapped his hands tightly around his body.
"I'm a little hungry. Seeing that you're sleeping well, I don't want to disturb you." Rong Wan turned his head to look back, and said, "What's the matter, do you want to eat something?"
Shen Lingshu didn't speak, but just hugged him with both hands and didn't let go. The tighter and tighter he hugged him, as if he wanted to rub him into his bones, so that Rong Wan couldn't turn around to see his expression, but he could only see him pressing against the The face on his back was cast into a shadow by the light.
Such Shen Lingshu rarely appears, extremely insecure and fragile, Rong Wan may be the only one I have seen in this world.
Rong Wan could only put his hand on the top of Shen Lingshu's head, stroked it lightly, and said, "I won't leave."
"En." Shen Lingshu paused, then slowly let go, and pulled Rong Wan down to squat down.
"I want to kiss you." Shen Lingshu pinched Rong Wan's face, staring at every inch of Rong Wan, as if wanting to tear him into his belly.
Rong Wan smiled, and before he could say "kiss if you want", his lips were sucked.
Shen Lingshu's kisses were different from the stormy storm last time, but were thin and dense, falling down continuously, as if they wanted to kiss every inch of Rong Wan's skin, completely imprinting his own mark, and completely covering Rong Wan's skin. make it their own. But this kind of kiss also makes the scalp tingle, as if the soul has been sucked out.
Rong Wan couldn't help but also hugged his neck and leaned over.
Shen Lingshu's voice was a little hoarse, and she suddenly said in Rong Wan's ear: "Let's really be together, you have to promise me that you will not leave me now, and you will not leave me in the future, and you will not disappear suddenly for several years, let me find you People who can't reach you."
The voice trembled a little, and Shen Lingshu clasped Rong Wan's waist with his fingers, which almost made Rong Wan ache.
But when he heard the words "don't disappear suddenly for several years", his heart hurt even more.
"Answer me." Shen Lingshu slightly moved away from Rong Wan's lips, pressed his forehead against Rong Wan's, and forced himself to stare at Rong Wan's eyes.
If he was rejected, he didn't know what to do.
In his short life, he has never had the warmth that other normal people have. All the care and concern he has come from only three people. His parents had gone fifteen years ago, and he had only this person in front of him. He grabbed the man like he was catching the last rays of sunlight. He's insecure, he's scared, and he can't wait for a little commitment.
Rong Wan said: "Okay."
Rong Wan touched Shen Lingshu's neck, ignoring the slight pain in the left brain, took a deep breath, and solemnly said: "I promise you everything."
The sadness and haze in Shen Lingshu's eyes finally dissipated. His eyes were slightly red, and there was some emotion surging in his chest. After a while, he leaned over and kissed Rong Wan's forehead lightly: " Well, you agree."
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