Ning Xingzhou knew that he couldn't avoid this problem, so he stopped avoiding it and planned to make a real move. He opened his mouth, but found that there was nothing to say, because even he himself could not accurately define the relationship between him and Lu Yuan.
Let's say they are lovers, they don't seem to have said anything about being together, let's say they are friends, probably no friend will be as close as they are
"Ex-boyfriend?" Qi Yuan saw Ning Xingzhou's hesitation, and he had already guessed in his heart, but he still didn't give up and asked.
Ning Xingzhou was stunned for a moment, then shook his head, but his tone was a bit guilty, "We never said we were going to be together or anything, so it shouldn't be counted."
Hearing this, Qi Yuan felt an unknown fire welling up in his heart, and he was amused, "Aren't we together?"
He sneered, stood up halfway, raised Ning Xingzhou's chin, and slowly slid his fingertips across the rosy and full lips, his eyes dimmed, "You want to tell me that even though you kissed that guy, or even Something more intimate, but still just a pure friendship?"
He thought of Ning Xingzhou's dependent and seductive demeanor last night, and his heart was terribly irritable. No matter how you look at it, Ning Xingzhou kissed him too skillfully. He didn't even resist his unruly touch. What is it if it's not a lover
It would be fine if Ning Xingzhou admitted it frankly, at least it means that that guy is in the past tense, but Ning Xingzhou's current rhetoric and reaction made him feel an indescribable sense of oppression—
It is likely that Ning Xingzhou met a top-notch scumbag, and under the guise of a friend, he did things between lovers. It is typical to eat dry and wipe clean without being responsible, a hot chicken! The most irritating thing is that Ning Xingzhou still seems to have no love for that scumbag.
This feeling of being used as a stand-in to entrust affection is really terrible.
"Hmm..." Ning Xingzhou carefully observed Qi Yuan's expression, and keenly sensed that the other party was angry. He didn't think it was anything at first, but after Qi Yuan summed it up like this, he suddenly felt like a bitch.
He pondered for a while, and explained seriously: "He and I are considered to like each other, but we didn't make it clear, so I don't think he can be regarded as an ex-boyfriend, at most, he can be regarded as an ambiguous object."
His tone was serious, and he looked serious, not talking about emotional issues, but rather academic discussions.
"Do you like each other?" Qi Yuan repeated in a low voice, his heart was bubbling with sourness, he almost couldn't keep his smirk on his face, his voice was terribly dry, "If that's the case, what about others?"
Thinking of Lu Yuan, Ning Xingzhou felt depressed and unhappy. He couldn't tell the truth, so he could only say vaguely but honestly: "He and I are not from the same world."
His expression showed a little regret and depression, he was literally not in the same world, but he heard it in Qi Yuan's ears, but he interpreted another meaning, presumably Ning Xingzhou saw through that guy's scumbag essence, and stopped in time. damaged.
The feeling of oppression in his heart was inexplicably diluted, Qi Yuan leaned down, looked at Ning Xingzhou with a smile on his lips, and comforted him: "Then forget about the past and look more at people in the same world, such as me. "
The distance between the two sides was so close that Ning Xingzhou could even clearly see his own shadow in those light-colored pupils. Those focused and affectionate eyes seemed to contain layers of whirlpools, trying to suck him in. In general.
Ning Xingzhou suddenly realized his negligence.
He is obviously a tasker, but he is always entangled by redundant emotions. The new world is a new copy, but he is always immersed in the aftertaste of the previous world, and even admits Qi Yuan again and again.
This is very unfair and irresponsible to Qi Yuan.
"I'll forget about it as soon as possible." Ning Xingzhou looked at Qi Yuan seriously, and couldn't avoid it, "I'm sorry about admitting the wrong person before, and I won't do it again!"
Facing Ning Xingzhou's apologetic eyes, Qi Yuan was unavoidably curious about how much the former ambiguous object Ning Xingzhou was talking about resembled him, and whether Ning Xingzhou fell in love with him because he was in love with him. That person looks alike.
But he didn't ask any more questions after all. After all, knowing that was useless except to aggravate the jealousy in his heart. He just needs to know that he has a lot of opportunities to correct Ning Xingzhou's impression of him and let the other party understand that he is not a substitute.
If that guy was involved in Ning Xingzhou's past, then he will accompany Ning Xingzhou's entire future.
"It's okay, I just hope... you can only think of my name when you see this face in the future." Qi Yuan took Ning Xingzhou's hand, and gently stroked his cheek, his eyes were gentle and sad, revealing a sense of sadness. A touch of loneliness.
It's not that I don't want to care about it, it's just that I can't find a position, so I can only force myself to swallow this breath.
Ning Xingzhou vaguely understood the meaning in the other's eyes. This lonely look was quite different from his usual self-confidence. Seeing this, Ning Xingzhou was inexplicably blocked, and felt so guilty that he almost overflowed.
"Okay, I promise brother." Ning Xingzhou nodded solemnly, like a promise.
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Back in the room, Ning Xingzhou stared at the computer touch screen in a daze. To some extent, Qi Yuan's words woke him up.
He walked away for a while, before summoning the system, and asked, "229, since you can erase the memories of everyone in the small world, does that mean... you can also erase my memory?"
229 paused for a moment, as if it didn't expect the host to ask such a question, it hesitated for a while, and explained: "It is possible, but the host is different from the paper man in the small world after all, completely Erasing the memory may damage the brain, so it can only be blurred."
Hearing this, Ning Xingzhou picked up the pendant around his neck with his fingertips, his eyes were blank for a moment, but he quickly came back to his senses, and said firmly: "Then trouble you 229, blur the memory of my last world Bar."
"The host is sure?" The cute voice was a little puzzled, obviously the host looked very nostalgic, why did he want to erase the memory so cruelly? Just because the mission object in this world wants the host to forget about Lu Yuan
"Sure." Ning Xingzhou closed his eyes, deliberately ignoring the soreness in his chest, he would never see him again, so what's the use of keeping his memory alone
He suddenly understood why when he recalled the real world, it was always blurry. Maybe it was because he made the same choice as himself when he accepted the task.
The process of memory processing is not painful, but there is an indescribable awkwardness, like subconsciously knowing that I like to eat a kind of food, but I can't remember what that food is.
His mind was in a mess, flashing past the details of his relationship with Lu Yuan, all the details of joy or troubles were gradually covered with a black veil, making it hard to see clearly.
When I opened my eyes again, everything was as usual, and my body was not feeling well. But for some reason, the corners of his eyes seemed a little wet.
Ning Xingzhou wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes in a daze, and lost his mind for a moment.
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