"Unlike other Hualou girls, Sister Mei'er has been studying seriously since she was a child. She studies very hard and seriously. All her peers, yes, you read that right, from the time she entered the Hualou, none of her peers can surpass She! No matter whether they are women or men, whether they are educated or not, no one dares to say that they can surpass Lu Meier in talent and learning. Anyone who lived in the capital of Qi in the past few years knows this Lu Meier. Everyone knows that no one of her age can surpass her! This is the fundamental reason for her fame.”
"As she gets older, Sister Meier, like all the girls in Hualou, wants to find someone to marry. However, like many other girls, she has not met a true husband. The first one is attracted to her, the second one is Second, she was rich. When she was over 30, and in the eyes of many people she had no money or appearance, she faded out of the world. After all, she was a rare talented woman. Even if her appearance and wealth were gone, she could still make a comeback and now run a business. She has many properties, the most famous of which is her calligraphy and painting shop. The price of her works is still not inferior to that of many celebrities. "
"After learning that women could take the imperial examination, the women of the Qijing Women's Society gathered together. We were very excited at the time, thinking that this was Fang Sheng opening up a golden avenue for us. We were overjoyed at the time, imagining how to guide the country after becoming scholars, How to enter the temple, how to fight the monsters, and how to create a war poem that will be handed down from generation to generation."
"From the beginning to the end, we never felt that Sister Mei'er's identity was. And at the Women's Literary Meeting that day, Sister Mei'er was not only a Hualou woman, but there were also many women who were well-read in poetry and even classics and political theory. It was the Hualou women. When we were invited to participate in the imperial examination in the later stages of the Wenhui, we discovered that those Hualou women did not want to participate in the imperial examination. "
"We were stunned for a moment, and then we understood what they were thinking. After all, they are women who have sold their bodies, and they are people who are looked down upon by men. They don't know how they will view their past identities after they become scholars. Then, Sister Mei'er But she said that she must take part in the imperial examination and become a middle school student. She must continue to take the exam and become a great scholar or even a saint! Even if there is only a glimmer of hope, she must pursue the holy way. "
"We look at Sister Meier with mixed emotions. You may not know that Sister Meier will always be a close sister in our hearts. She is extremely gentle and kind in everything she does. No matter who encounters a problem, she will help with all her heart. She In Qijing, she opened three charity houses. Most of the money she earned was used to help poor people. She often bought some girls and did not resell them to Hualou. Instead, she trained them like students. Let them learn to read and make a living."
"A Hualou girl from the Women's Club asked her what the consequences of going to Hualou Girls' High School would be and whether she could bear it. Then Sister Meier said calmly that it was not her fault that she was sold to Hualou, and it was not her fault that she served a man. It’s not her fault that she passed the imperial examination. What consequences will she bear?”
"We thought she didn't understand, but she gritted her teeth and said slowly after a long time: 'I must participate in the imperial examination! I will definitely pass the exam! After I was sold to the flower house, I knew what the flower house was. After getting there, I used various means to escape. Every time I was stabbed into my flesh and blood by a silver needle, every time my head was pushed into the water, every time I knelt on the ice, every time I suffered an insult, I would tell myself that I must I need to get out of here! That’s what I thought when I was ignorant, and I still think like that when I become sensible. However, when I become sensible, I know that studying is the only way out!”
"Sister Mei'er said: 'So, I try my best to study, not only to study poetry, but also to read the classics of all saints! Only when I study, can I forget the hatred that I was trafficked by my family! Only when I study, can I forget The pain I suffered in those years! Only when I was studying, could I forget those disgusting men who were weighing me down! Only when I was studying, could I imagine that one day, I could use my talents to wash away the filth on my body! Now, I have an opportunity to gain talent, and I can’t miss it!’”
"Sister Mei'er said with red eyes: 'I know that my status is different. I know that no matter how good my essay is, I may not be admitted, and even my place in high school will be withdrawn, but I don't care! You may think that the imperial examination is just my dream, no, the imperial examination is just my means! My dream is that no woman in the world will be humiliated like me, no more woman will cry in the middle of the night, no more woman, not even the imperial examination. Dare to take the exam! I may fail, but I will let the goddaughters I saved take the exam and let their daughters take the exam again! I can’t do it, but one day, my power will help the woman become a saint!’”
"Sister Mei'er said: 'Before meeting Zhao Hongzhuang, I didn't know what I really wanted. I thought I just wanted a better life and get rid of the shadow of the past. However, after listening to Zhao Hongzhuang's story about her relationship with Fang Sheng's conversation suddenly made me realize. Fang Sheng said that innovation is not about treating guests to dinner! Fang Sheng said that people who live in Daofeng Mountain can kill demons and savages with one word, and we women are at least as good as them. Fang Sheng said that the soldiers who sacrificed before the success of the revolution will never enjoy the fruits of victory. Therefore, if we do not have the consciousness to die before dawn, we should not be ashamed and go home to read "Women." "Commandment", learn the three obediences and four virtues! In any era, only blood can build the ladder of advancement!'"
"Sister Mei'er continued: 'Fang Sheng also said that he would use his blood-stained hands to send us women to the battlefield one by one, just like pushing into a meat grinder to piece together our flesh and blood and bones with other scholars. Build a road to the future and hope! When some men think that we women are not worthy of sharing this world, let all men know that there are women’s corpses on the ground beneath their feet! Next, we women need to use our blood, our flesh, our soul, and our life to promote everything!'"
"Finally, Sister Mei'er said: 'If I pass the childbirth test and prove that I can be as good as a man or even better, then don't insult me, even if you kill me, I will have no hesitation! I, Lu Mei'er, am willing to become a woman's corpse layer The first one! I just want everyone to see that a woman from Hualou can also become a scholar! My eyes will always be open, and I will only close my eyes when I see one thing. One day, someone stepped on the ground where the corpses of our women were piled up, and asked loudly why a person who could kill monsters and savages, a person who could increase the strength of the human race, a female scholar who was willing to sacrifice everything for the human race, was tortured. Torture! Why was I sent to the Flower Tower and humiliated? No matter whether there is an answer or not, as long as someone asks this question to the world, I will be able to rest in peace!"
"Did you hear that? Lu Mei'er didn't say she would take revenge on those guests, nor did she say she would kill all the scholars who would definitely embarrass her. She didn't even ask anyone to admit their mistakes. What she wanted to do was to use her life, reputation and everything To prove that it was not her fault that she was sold to a flower house! It was not her fault that she was suppressed by a man! It is not her fault that she became a scholar!"
"I have little knowledge and have no intention of arguing. I also know that we can't convince anyone. The only one who can convince us is ourselves. I don't even want to repeat the suffering that Sister Mei'er has endured. I just want to say that her efforts and her Her hard work, her talent, her spirit, her soul are all true scholars! I will stop replying here.”
When readers read this new debate reply, the emotional impact they receive is not as good as the previous long reply, but the spiritual shock is greater than the previous one.