Lei Chi's service attitude has always been very good, but the recharge efficiency is a bit low. I asked them before, why it takes so long for you to recharge, you can consider directly changing the data in the background. They said that the company does not allow it, and only let the top-up brothers charge up one by one, so every time there is a big event, the little brother has to serve many big V players, and often recharges to the point of autism.
After the customer service picked up my account, I knew he wouldn't be able to handle it within three hours, so I closed the game and leaned against the bed.
The closet is half open, and the girl in the full-length mirror is wearing pajamas and black-rimmed glasses. Her black and bright curly hair is coiled above her head like a chicken shed. No matter how big or beautiful her eyes are, they are only full of silly Xi Xi numb. Think about her own game character, how beautiful and bright it is ironic: a blue and white dress, slender limbs, clear eyes, inlaid with a feather fan just to set off her ink-like figure.
Gotta go for a walk.
While playing with my mobile phone and watching videos, I strolled to the Family Mart supermarket outside the community.
I have always felt that the family in China has not grasped the essence of Japanese culture. How gentle the lighting of the whole family in Japan is, obviously taking care of the mood of us otaku and otaku customers. As for the whole family in Shanghai, the intensity of the fluorescent light is comparable to that of an operating room. Once I enter, I feel that my eyes are almost burnt. , wouldn't mind a little more lighting.
I carried the basket, picked out the milk, grabbed some snacks and dental floss, and was about to go to the refrigerator to pick some ice cream, when I looked up and saw a familiar silhouette.
Five meters directly in front of me, there was a man wearing a beige suit and white shirt with a black schoolbag on one shoulder. He has just turned thirty this year, and his side face is better looking than his front face, with mountains and hills like those of Westerners. With a straight nose, a bit gutter, and a pointed chin, even Xuan Bin would die of hatred when he saw it. The shoes were Derbys, dark brown and spotless. The watch, of course, is the Chopin that my mother bought him for more than 30,000 yuan. We have been together for more than a year. Every time he dates me, he is so meticulous and handsome. No wonder my mother likes him so much, and my dad doesn't like him so much.
It can only be said that this year I am really guilty of Tai Sui, and it is rare to go out for a trip, just go downstairs, and I can meet my ex.
To make matters worse, he was accompanied by someone. Even the nails of the hand holding his arm were inlaid with pink flowers and rhinestones. She was small and had a small face facing him. As for her attire, as mentioned above, it is a full set of beautiful women who don't mind a little more lighting. Her skin is so fair and clean that no blemishes can be seen, her makeup is just right, and her outline is as perfect as if it was cut out by a machine according to the CG picture of the game. In Jin Yong's words, she is a flower walking in the whole family.
Of course I recognize this girl. When I was disconnected from my father and tortured by legal documents, before my ex and I broke up, she was already drinking the porridge made by my ex when she had a stomachache during menstruation.
A college classmate of mine knew her. It is said that when she first confirmed the relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend with my ex, she heard that his girlfriend was me. Her first reaction was very surprised, and then said sadly, it turned out to be Hao Pianpian, I was under a lot of pressure, I don't want to be a rival in love with her, what should I do, should I be with him...
As a result, the next day, people all over the world knew that her boyfriend's ex-girlfriend was me, and she was under a lot of pressure.
The most amazing thing is that my ex and I haven't even had a deep kiss for 18 months from the beginning to the end, but they lived together after talking for a month. He is a gentleman uncle. Before this incident happened in my family, he was very careful and caring for me, and never made such a request. Sometimes I suspect that she and I are not talking about the same object, maybe a twin brother.
At this moment, my ex said a few words to this girl, showed a gentle and doting smile, looked around everywhere, and immediately met my eyes. Then, his smile froze on his face and slowly faded away. He turned his head back to her again, as if he didn't realize what happened for a while.
It is said that this is a world based on faces, but I disagree. Artists like me have always believed that the soul of a person is more important than appearance. With a beautiful soul, the soul is conveyed from the eyes, even a wrinkled old lady can be painted into a beautiful painting.
Beauty is not just about youth, vitality and hormones. Just like me now, although I don’t wear any makeup, have black frames around my eyes, have chicken coop hair tied into a ball on the top of my head, and wear the most insignificant casual outfits, I still firmly believe that I have a beautiful heart.
So, I, who has a beautiful heart, saw my ex-boyfriend and the beautiful girlfriend together, and bravely decided to follow my first reaction: turn around and run.
I walked back to the cashier from the other side of the shelf, and put the basket in front of the cashier: "Please check out quickly, I have something urgent."
The cashier nodded and scanned my purchases at a leisurely pace.
At this time, another basket was placed next to mine. Carrying the basket is the hand wearing Chopin.
God, could it be any more embarrassing
Time, why do you go so slowly... Let me check out and hurry up.
"Hao Pianpian?"
"Ah." I looked up at him, thinking how unnatural the expression on my face was, "Zheng Feiyang, what a coincidence, why are you here?"
"Go shopping with my girlfriend." His reaction was also unnatural, but it should be much better than mine.
"Oh, you got off work early today."
It's really strange. Zheng Feiyang is the project leader of the game company, and his company is one of the largest Internet companies in China. He's okay with being busy, it's normal not to sleep for days on end, and I rarely see him midweek. He is now in the period of passionate love, and even at this point he has sneaked out to accompany his girlfriend.
"Actually, I've been very busy recently. I just switched to Leichi Games. It's still early today."
The beauty poked her head curiously, then blinked innocently and somewhat defensively: "Hi Pianpian."
"Hello beauty, your boyfriend is very good. He actually joined Lei Chi's father to work. Things are going well recently. Congratulations."
Zheng Feiyang still looked unfazed: "It's okay, you may have heard of the game I'm in charge of, it's called "Peach Blossom Ten Thousand Worlds"."
I was speechless for a moment.
We broke up at the beginning of the year, and Zheng Feiyang knew that I was playing "Peach Blossoms". But the uncle is not a fuel-efficient lamp, how high is his emotional intelligence. If I told this fact, he would probably say something like "Really, I don't remember, what a coincidence" in front of his girlfriend.
My memory of him seems to only stay at the beginning and the end. At first he appeared in front of me, the leather shoes were custom-made, and the watch was from Switzerland, but he was not as imposing as other successful people, giving people so much pressure, but looked at me with sincere eyes and listened all the time I talk childishly, talk about my self-righteous feminism, applaud and laugh appreciatively, as if I am the most humorous and wisest girl in the world. He made me gradually discover that there are fairy tales in this world. It turns out that as long as I am willing to believe, the prince will definitely come out, make me forget the pain Du Hanchuan brought me, and give me the most beautiful dream.
Finally one day, I found that I can no longer remember the process of falling in love and the good memories. Because, I can only remember the indifferent eyes he sent countless times, and the breakup again and again. No matter how many times I bring up the breakup, he never lets go. Every time he came to me to reconcile, he would become the original him again. As long as he wants, he can make himself the most attractive man in the world. But soon, he will become the original him again, the one who disappointed me time and time again.
Until January of this year, when I logged into the search engine on my mobile phone, "dysmenorrhea brown sugar water", "latest women's necklace" and "recipe of seaweed egg soup" appeared in the drop-down menu. Only then did I finally know that our relationship was really dead.
In the dream, she was crying in a mess, her heart was about to burst from the pain, but even in the dream, she knew that she was not crying for Zheng Feiyang. It's because for so long in the past, I always thought that he treated me better than Du Hanchuan. Just for his good, I can't let myself regret it.
Then, memories about Du Hanchuan would come one after another. In the dark, he has the clear water eyes of a seventeen-year-old boy, and he still looks so innocent, as if it's all my fault.
Maybe I don't miss Du Hanchuan.
But I miss the most beautiful time in my life. A time when the whole world was there.
I took out my phone and pretended to check the time, then locked the screen and put my hands in my pocket: "I have something to go, I'll talk when I have a chance."
After buying something and returning home, I received a message from my best friend: "Pianpian, how are you? Did you meet Zheng Feiyang at the whole family?"
"He told you?"
"Yeah, he said that you are not energetic, and he is a little worried about you, but it is not easy for him to ask too much, so let me ask you. He also told me not to tell you, but of course I have to tell you."
I replied the message helplessly: "Come on, come on, how could my best friend not tell me that it was his order. Both sides have sold their favors, and they are still so good at life. He has a new girlfriend now, so let him leave me alone It’s something else.” Also, what do you mean lack of energy? I looked at myself in the mirror and sighed. When he saw me, his biggest feeling should be "Oh my god, it's a good thing we broke up".
"You already know that. His new girlfriend runs a Taobao store and works as a model herself, so she is also an internet celebrity. I really don't know what he is thinking, jumping from Bai Fumei to an internet celebrity..."
"Correction. Most Internet celebrities are Bai Fumei."
"I mean you are a real Bai Fumei, with a good family background, good grades, a great painter, and you have a unique connotation and beauty."
It's an ironic joke that uninformed people utter these compliments.
And it doesn't matter whether his current girlfriend is better or prettier than me. Now they are a couple, and they only have each other in their eyes. Whether I am an outsider or not has nothing to do with them.
When it comes to painting, everyone who knows me should know that since I was a child, my dream has been to become a painter. My mother told me that when I was catching Zhou, I grabbed a paintbrush.
Although I only lived for twenty-two years, I spent seventeen years trying to realize this dream.
In recent years, IP adaptation of novels has been very popular, and film and television remakes have earned tens of millions of dollars. Therefore, many colleagues have switched to writing novels. They make good use of their original fans to build momentum for their novels, provide illustrations and draw covers for their own novels. Indeed, there are many examples of successful transformation and a lot of money. However, I never wavered for a moment.
It is true that the income of painters is flawed, so many talented people have given up this industry because of their livelihood. However, I was so lucky to be born in a wealthy family with the support of my parents, so I was destined to realize my artistic dream.
I never did, and never thought, to do anything else.
To draw the most beautiful paintings, and to embed my life and soul into the brushes and paintings, this is what I have been insisting on since I was a child.
I'm not as lucky as many painters who become famous overnight. I chose a job that my parents couldn't pave the way for, and it was hard work along the way. The road to fame and achievement is also longer than many people in the same industry. Last time, the editor of the publishing house who was in charge of my picture album said to me, Pianpian, we are very surprised when we see your information in marketing, how can you be so mature at such a young age, and your qualifications are higher than many 30-year-old painters. What a god, I admire him.
I smiled and waved my hands and said, no, I just entered the industry early, and there is still a long way to go in the future.
After deciding to go this route, I rarely got more than six hours of sleep. I promised my parents to study business, but I never gave up painting. I have many, many masterpieces, all of which were created after the age of fifteen.
In the past few years, I have accumulated fame and qualifications. As long as I finish the undergraduate course according to my father's wishes, I can go to France to study art. I want to prove to him that I can earn a living by painting. Finally, two years ago, he agreed. With his approval, I officially decided to devote the rest of my life to the art of painting.
Then, my friends all commented on me, "Hao Pianpian is the only one among all our friends who has worked harder than before the college entrance examination after studying in college, so inspirational."
Painting is tiring, really tiring. But no matter how hard or tired I am, I enjoy it. I like being so tired. As long as I think that every time I pay more and work harder, my work will be closer to perfection, and I can abuse myself more confidently and boldly. I didn't waver for a second. Even though I was tortured by setbacks and stress all night, I was able to get up at 6:00 the next day with energy, and started the daily compulsory course—drawing 30 pieces of wiring practice, and completing three hours of acrylic painting or oil painting. Then, start the work of the day and complete the commercial draft.
Because I persisted so much, I never thought of turning back, so when I broke my wings, it hurt extraordinarily.
After I stopped drawing, I was always like an old man, always recalling the earliest and most distant memories. For example, when I was in elementary school, the first painting was published in a magazine. I read it over and over again, and every time a guest came to the house, I would show it to them.
In the third grade of elementary school, I won the first prize of the largest children's painting award in the country for the first time. The school put up a big yellow list at the school gate, saying congratulations to my schoolmate Hao Pianpian for winning the award. I happened to be late that day, and I didn't see the yellow list at the door. When I entered the classroom, the whole class applauded, and I was in a daze. Then, the class teacher and the art teacher entered the classroom together and showed my paintings to the whole class. The art teacher said a word, which is still fresh in my memory: "Everyone, there will be a famous painter in China in the future, and she was born in our class."
At the age of fifteen, when I first uploaded a painting to the Internet, when the first fan left me a message saying that I liked your work, that kind of happiness is still unforgettable.
Now, I haven't updated Weibo for a long time, and the last Weibo is full of comments about missing persons.
"Pianpian, where have you been? We miss you so much."
Every time I see a fan leaving a message like this, I can't speak, I can't make a sound, I just keep crying.
I really want to say, I also miss you very much, I really want to come back, and live the way you dreamed of like before.
But I can't lie.
Because my dream is over before it begins.
The same is true of my life.
"Girl, why don't you consider changing careers? Painting itself is really good, but being a celebrity is tiring and requires a thick skin. You can't bear it." I just fell into the pit of the game in the first half of last year, and my father once treated me like this Said. He knew that I was talented, but he knew that my future was over, so he deliberately comforted me like this.
I didn't speak, just shook my head.
What is career change? I never considered painting to be my job.
This is my life, my soul. Hao Pianpian, who has lost her paintbrush, has no meaning of existence at all.
Parents are businessmen, they won't understand.
Their painstaking efforts from childhood to adulthood are destroyed in one day, and they will not understand this kind of piercing pain that cannot be eradicated no matter how many times they cry.
It's like taking apart the bones and flesh of the whole body and reassembling them.
No one will understand. Except myself.
Of course, this is all from last year. I am now completely indifferent to insignificant suffering.
Now my motto is, life is short, enjoy yourself while you can.
After wandering outside for a while, I went home and checked Douyin for a while, and the customer service sent me a message saying that the recharge was complete. I jumped up from the bed like a spring and boarded the computer client of "Peach Blossom Ten Thousand Realms".
Looking at the more than 700,000 yuan treasure on the account, I felt very satisfied, so I went to Guilian Shanchuan and changed my job.
In front of Elder Guilian, the purple light circled my character several times. She changed from a weak girl holding a fan to an indifferent woman spinning a dagger. I jumped twice, lost a few skills, and felt extra comfortable.
Still the output works for me.
Then, I bought a healing beast, spent two hours washing its attributes, only pointing at the useful skill level, and then fed it to the full level with Dan, and collected all the remaining ordinary pets. Li lost more than five thousand in one breath.
Then a large wave of materials was drawn. Four-dimensional, strengthening, gems, magic tools, skills, refining, special effects... all go up. Seeing that the combat power has increased by 7800, I took off all the useless stunts on my body, and the combat power dropped by more than 3000.
All afternoon, I was operating the mouse and keyboard, quickly switching in the game, clicking on various attribute interfaces, while increasing the number of attributes by a large margin, while suppressing the combat power, watching the combat power numbers go up and down.
The world has been discussing it all afternoon, but I didn't pay attention to what they said, until Wanwanjiang started to speak sourly again.
[World] Mu Shang's favorite Wanwan sauce: A certain white lotus kryptonite has so much kryptonite, and even turned to ghost refining, I'm so scared.
[Horn] Beauty Pianpian: Bastard, you broke Xiaobaicai's +8 clothes, right
[World] Mu Shang's favorite Wanwan sauce: so what? She's mean herself. I advise you to keep your mouth clean, and don't think that you are a big boss with a little combat power.
I stopped calculating on paper the materials I needed to prepare next, bought 100 vendettas in the mall, clicked on her profile picture, and selected "use vendettas".
A red light erupted from the bottom of my feet. After the screen switched, I moved to the Buddha Moon Lotus Pond in an instant.
The snow is clear in the south and north of the mountains, and the moon is bright for thousands of miles. It is snowing heavily in Foyue. The huge dandelion is swaying under the moon, and the breeze blows, and what blows down from the dandelion is not soft hair, but thousands of stars. The stars fly into the sky, reflecting each other with the snowflakes, just like a white butterfly turning over the curtain for the first time.
Wanwanjiang is dating Mu Shang under the dandelion, and his name has turned red. Seeing me approaching, she jumped up, trying to distance herself and fight back.
Still a little smart, seeing Gui Lian knew that he couldn't be caught close up.
"Sister, do you know who is the number one ghost refiner in this world of peach blossoms?" I said to myself and clicked on her character, jumped towards her twice, and threw the skill "Blood Shadow".
I saw the girl in the purple robe dodging a few times under the moonlight, and the flamboyant girl struggling desperately to run away, but she was already caught dead, so she could only stand still.
I turned the angle of the screen and sent out a set of combos.
Wanwanjiang cried weakly and fell to the ground.
System announcement: What a shame! The beauty Pianpian used the vendetta to kill Mu Shang's beloved Wanwanjiang to Fuyue, and ordered her to kowtow three times on the spot!
Wanwanjiang revived in shame and kowtowed to me.
The cold moon was like frost, I turned the dagger. The color of the dagger is also like frost, shining brightly in the dark night and snow light.
Then, Mu Shang's name turned red.
He also turned on vendetta mode.
I threw a 2-second immobilization weapon at him, hit the space twice, flew into the air, played three more skills, chose to enter the homeland, and hid.
Haven't seen this kind of coquettish operation of volleying and running home.
[World] Mu Shang: Grass. I'm on fire.
Haha, I'm in trouble.