A Taohua Wanjie player once said that Lei Chi's game is very fascinating. Entering their game pit is like entering a casino. The time is bright and beautiful, and the emotions are up and down inside, with ups and downs. I left thinking, what the hell am I doing.
In fact, it's not just Lei Chi's game.
One reason why online games are attractive is that they have an acceleration function, which cuts out the dull parts of life, and condenses all the passion, sadness, and thrills in a short period of time.
In fact, life is so bloody.
I remember when I was in junior high school, my best girlfriend went to be a singer, and I was empty, lonely and cold without her, and I made a new best friend.
My best friend and I have experienced a bloody story, which can be summed up like this: The best friend likes Bancao, and asked me to help her and Bancao draw a red line, and Bancao fell in love with me during the match. I am attracted to the handsome guy, but I feel that this is not good, and I alienate him. The best friend confessed, and Bancao succeeded in being with her. Half a year later, the best friend had just turned fourteen, successfully completed the mission from girl to woman, and was caught by his parents. From her parents' belated sex education, she learned that she had lost something very important. The best friend fell into a trough in life, dated a working uncle boyfriend, had an abortion in the second year of high school, was reported to the whole school and had to transfer schools. After that the two of us became estranged.
And I also played tricks once. I told Du Hanchuan all these things.
Du Hanchuan also played tricks to death once, telling me that he once liked a long-haired and elegant sister with glasses in their class.
Although I have always felt that I have an artistic temperament, my parents did not cultivate my appearance in this way. Princess dresses that can fly at any time, gorgeous hairstyles, blingbling expensive hair clips and jewelry have always been my standard since I was a child. After high school I became a tomboy image again, to be cool. If you want to be cool, you have to be tall, thin and white, with indifferent and neutral eyes, the kind who feel like you are looking down on yourself the whole time, and will never wear glasses. No matter how you look at it, my appearance has nothing to do with the elegant and elegant glasses sister.
So, I failed to piss Du Hanchuan to death with Bancao, but I was pissed to death by Sister Glasses instead.
After Du Hanchuan and I made a college appointment, we might be considered boyfriend and girlfriend. One day at noon, he accompanied me to copy things. The two of us chatted happily, but I didn't know which muscle was broken. Suddenly I mentioned the glasses sister, and he fell silent. No matter what I say, his eyes are always looking at the distance, as if he can see the end of the painful youth, the other side of the clouds and mountains.
After school, he said that he would go to the Internet cafe with his classmates to play games in the afternoon. So I went to the stationery store with my nanny sister, Xiaobaozi, and Xiaohua to buy things for posting books. The school belle still looks like a little virgin who has just opened her sinus love, always mentioning his "Brother Hanchuan".
Unexpectedly, Du Hanchuan was really caught by us. He is still very handsome in a black and white checkered shirt... no, I don't mean to say he is handsome, but because he didn't say hello to me at all, but went to the beef noodle restaurant. The school beauty also said inappropriately, is this a game competition? I think it is a bull race.
Sitting in the car home, I was so wronged that I told my nanny sister that I couldn't stand him anymore, he was not gentle at all, and he was not clingy to me at all! Even if it's a lie, it's good to coax a few words once in a while. But Du Hanchuan! He just saw that I liked him and treated me like this!
The nanny sister suppressed her smile, but still said sullenly, I think 18457 treats you pretty well.
Naturally, my nanny is also Yangou, and in her mind, being handsome is good.
As soon as I got home, I immediately turned on my computer, logged on to QQ, and checked whether Du Hanchuan was online. However, I went online to look for him without dignity. Not only was he not online, he didn't even leave a message. I can't believe it, he really lied to me... No, maybe he hasn't come yet, he won't lie to me. I looked at my watch. It was half past six. Even if he had been here, he would have left. He didn't reply to my QQ.
It must be because I mentioned the girl he liked before, which made him hate it!
For a while, I didn't know what to do. I was going to play the game, but I lay on the keyboard like a puddle of mud, thinking that it was over for us. The nanny sister also saw that I was dying, so she could only comfort me anxiously.
At this time, the phone rang. I answered the phone with a dying voice.
"Hi, Pianpian."
I blinked in disbelief. It was Du Hanchuan's voice.
"Who are you?" Half of the question was because of disbelief, and the other half was because of anger.
"Who do you say I am?"
"Ah, oh, what's the matter?"
"We just finished the game, where are you?"
The nanny sister was so excited that she was about to cry, she kept asking next to my ear, is it 18457? 18457 is not it? I nodded vigorously, and then continued to call: "So you are not on QQ?"
"No. I knew you were not at home. I just went downstairs to your house and saw that the lights in your house were not on. I thought you must not be at home. What are you doing?" His voice was nice, but every time he called As soon as the call comes, I know that I will keep checking the post. I didn't react for a while, but the nanny sister was already excited by the side.
I cleared my throat, opened my eyes and said nonsense: "I'm reading. What about you? Aren't you going home?"
"Wandering outside."
When I deal with people, I like to say that I went to hang out. This is obviously infected by my girlfriend. But the last time I said to hang out, he almost pissed me off—he said, are you cold? I said cold. He said he deserved to freeze to death.
Is this what people say
But when it was his turn to suffer from the cold outside, what I thought of was that he was only wearing two thin shirts, and his heart was twisted with distress, but all he could say was: "No, just hang out..."
"Okay, I'm hanging up."
The nanny sister told me to let him hang up first. I didn't hear clearly, so I asked him to wait for a while, and then said, "Ah, my sister told me to tell you to hang up first."
The nanny screamed silently and shook my neck with both hands, almost strangling me to death.
At that time, I admired my ability to resurrect in situ. I didn't get angry when he called. I laughed so hard that I couldn't stop myself. I turned on the computer and started singing at the top of my voice while playing games crazily.
Just when the experience was 99.9%, the phone rang again. I turned on the phone as fast as I could, glanced at it casually, and found that it was a QQ message—
Han Xing: "I'm having sex now and you're not here, really."
After living for fifteen years, that was the fastest time I closed the game. I quickly replied to him: "I'm here. I'm here. Didn't you go back, why are you here again?"
"Which album is Eason Chan's "Best Lost Friend" on?"
"I don't know, you like Eason Chan? Let me check, the album is "Life tinues..."."
"Someone likes this song very much."
As soon as I heard this, I knew it was not a good thing, so I pretended to be stupid: "Is it Senior Pineapple?"
"no."
"That's Sister Glasses?" Although I knew that he might be angry and even slammed down immediately, I still couldn't hold back.
"Ok."
Don't know what he meant by that. It was me who was angry this time. I had made up my mind not to mention her anymore, but he did it himself. The corners of my eyes were wet, and I typed angrily: "Oh. Do you think I am annoying, so you want to dump me like this? If you like her, go after her, but don't tell me. I will know what to do after you chase her made."
"I said I won't chase her, it's just that someone opened a window in my heart, and it takes time to forget her. Can you understand?"
If you can close it so easily after opening it, would I advise you? I replied while wiping away my tears: "If you really don't like her anymore, of course I won't say anything. I just hope you don't regret it."
"Where's your class grass?"
"... ??? What, I've forgotten about it a long time ago."
"Who is this girl? She seems to want to find you something."
He sent me a screenshot without answering the question, which is the QQ interface of my best friend in junior high school. Since high school, I have always been worried about her condition, but when she appeared at this time, I always felt that the premonition was not good, so I hurriedly said to Du Hanchuan: "Don't listen to her nonsense, her boyfriend and I are nothing. It was just a simple good feeling.”
"it is good."
With just this one word, at the age of fifteen, I thought I was a cool girl, and laughed like a fool while holding my phone.
Then, he added: "By the way, Pianpian. In fact, I smoke and drink often. I just don't want others to see it. Also, every time you can't see my expression clearly, I am always smiling. Do you still remember the school belle saying that my Adam's apple is too big, maybe it's because of smoking."
I froze for a moment... I remembered that I wrote in my diary that he was a very pure boy who didn't drink or smoke. I often don't know what expression he looks at me from a distance.
As for my diary, only the nanny sister has read it.
At that time, I felt that she was too cheating, betrayed me, made me so embarrassed, and even went to the living room to quarrel with her. Thinking about it now, she is really a gentle sister assisted by God. Now she has returned to her hometown to open a nail salon, married, gave birth to a beautiful son, and lives happily.
At that time, I was an amazingly stupid girl, and Du Hanchuan’s every move, every frown and every move could deeply affect my emotions, so that now I can still remember all the details of my liking for him: he likes to enjoy his own world, He listens to very lyrical and soft music; he likes to stand and read magazines, even if someone walks past him, he will not be distracted; It's gorgeous; when he shoots, his hair curves like silk...
Another time, he dribbled the ball on the basketball court, and when he was tired, he rested on the boulevard or by the iron fence. I sneaked over and called him a little helplessly. The sun shone down on him, illuminating his exceptionally black hair like minerals. As if dazzled by the sun, he squinted his eyes and looked back at me. His pupils were as beautiful as light brown amber, and his lips were so pale that they were almost the same color as his skin tone. The moment he looked at me, he seemed a little shy, but he wanted to cover it up with the indifference of a man, so he turned his head away, trying to pretend he didn't care.
"Pianpian, you're here."
After so many years, I have forgotten his voice, but I remember his gentle tone.
A very distant and clear scene, missed countless times, but never appeared in the dream.
I have missed him countless times, wishing I could dream of him. Because I have almost forgotten his appearance, if I don’t dream again, maybe I will almost forget his appearance...
I just remember that the first love was the ice lemonade in summer when I was fifteen.
After chatting with Du Hanchuan that day, I went to ask my junior high school buddy what happened. It turned out that Bancao had a four-hour phone call with the beautiful transfer student in the class, and after the call, he abnormally took the hand of his best friend and hugged her. And they haven't been this close in a long time, which makes her feel very insecure. I scolded him as a scumbag for two and a half hours together with her, but I didn't expect her to say some inappropriate things to Du Hanchuan in agitation. These words became the last climax we missed later.
Last year, Pineapple senior successfully proposed to his girlfriend, and his sister with glasses appeared in the photos posted on social media. Sister Glasses is holding the hand of her boyfriend, who is also a classmate of Class 7 of their third year of high school. I told Senior Pineapple on WeChat that the boyfriend of Sister Glasses is so lucky, he caught up with the girl that Du Hanchuan didn't catch.
Senior Pineapple said with a confused face: "What are you talking about? She had a crush on Du Hanchuan for three years, and she failed to confess in the end. Du Hanchuan's first love is you. We all know it. Why don't you know it? Oh, Miss Hao."
Two huge tears fell straight down, without even getting wet on the cheeks, and landed on the phone.
But I still sent him a row of laughing emojis: "The whole class knows? Is it too exaggerated?"
"Basically, both of you are so famous... Well, I know that he gave you his first kiss. But this guy's first kiss is not very valuable."
"Haha, I can't be responsible for his first time. My boyfriend is a handsome uncle, he treats me very well, and we are very happy."
"That's right, it all happened when I was a child. Now Du Hanchuan is also engaged, and the relationship is very good. I heard that they will get married next year. I hope you both will be well."
After the chat, I fell on the table and cried silently for a long time.
I remember very clearly that it was the second day after Labor Day, the second week when Zheng Feiyang did not contact me, my bank card was frozen, and the second time when I was prompted "You have been included in the dishonest list" when I bought a plane ticket with my ID card It was the third month when I became obsessed with Taohua Wanjie, and the eighth month when I lost contact with my father.
That day was six days away from Du Hanchuan's twenty-third birthday. That was the last time I cried for him.
Since then, I don't care much about everything in the real world.
On the evening of July 13th, the beauty Baobo and Ah Shen held a lively wedding in the game. Almost the entire Fury War Dynasty came, flowers were flying all over the screen, trumpets one after another, gift reminders swished, and fireworks illuminated the copy map of the wedding banquet more brilliantly than New Year's.
Lei Chihao was amazing, a wedding map was made so detailed, and a famous singer was invited to sing the background music. After a burst of emotional and melodious flute and guqin music, the first line of singing was "If life is like the first time I saw it, I will I only want to see you once in my life", the kind of mixture of sadness and affection, which caused the players to be very emotional, and they confessed in the play one after another.
[Wedding Banquet] Yun Beitai: Woohoo, my baby is married, so touched. God, you have to be nicer to us hot girls.
[Horn] God: I will! Fetus, Pianpian, I will be responsible for her! Wife, I swear, I will only love you for the rest of my life!
[Horn] The beauty explodes: Husband, I love you too! hold your hand! Drag it away!
[Wedding banquet] Wooden pen and book empty: Wife, I love you.
[Wedding Banquet] Yanlan Nongying: Husband, what ah, wood, wood~~~=3=
Fortunately, Leng Yue is not here, otherwise I really don't know how to face such embarrassing texts on the screen with him.
[Wedding Banquet] Maple Leaf is my eyes℡: Dog food, still the same formula... You old men and women, don't imitate the speech of other brides, grooms and brides, please, please, and sympathize with the little animals.
[Wedding Banquet] Mr. Napkin: That's right, it's not good to be silently friends with someone you like, do you have to fall in love, it's too cruel...
[Wedding Banquet] Huan Qiaoer: You can't say that... You really don't have to be in love to like someone. However, if you really like someone, you will not be willing to just be friends.
When Huan Qiaoer said this, Yu Wuwang was standing in front of me, very close to me, almost to the point of indecent assault. I moved the mouse a little embarrassedly, and stood a little further away. He stayed in place for more than ten seconds, and then followed behind me, but kept a certain distance. It's kind of creepy.
[Wedding Banquet] Huan Chen'er: It's really convincing when you say it from your mouth.
[Wedding Banquet] Huan Qiaoer: I'm sorry, but you have no right to hate me.
[Wedding Banquet] Beautiful woman Pianpian: Ah, the top four are also here? Welcome, welcome, friends from my hometown are having a wedding, just sit and eat as you please.
As the host of the wedding banquet, I consciously brought the fruit that replenishes energy and blood to Huan Chen'er.
[Wedding Banquet] Maple Leaf is my eyes℡: Boss, you still have your name, can't it be because you are reluctant to part with us Qiaoer? Haha, Dynasty of Wrath of Wrath welcomes you home anytime.
[Wedding Banquet] Huan Chen'er: It's impossible to go back. At that time, my buddies said my name was terrible, and I insisted on changing it. Now it looks like irony.
[Wedding Banquet] Huan Qiaoer: Then go and change it.
[Wedding Banquet] Yu Linglong: You guys are always arguing about love and hate. In the Lei Chi game, there is no money to talk about love. Oh, I like it, it's too ethereal.
[Wedding Banquet] Mr. Napkin: Actually, it depends on the individual. I’m a monthly card party and I can’t afford it, but poverty still doesn’t prevent me from getting short-lived love from time to time in an alley in the middle of the night.
[Wedding Banquet] Yu Linglong: I think it's love of 120 yuan.
Everyone "hahahaha" swiped the screen for a while, and the wedding progressed vigorously to the hydrangea throwing session. Suddenly a little red dot appeared on my private mailbox. Click on it and see that it was Yu Dou Wang who said: "Pianpian."
[Private Chat] Beautiful woman Pianpian: Brother Yu, please tell me something!
[Private chat] Don't Forget Rain: There is something I don't know how to tell you...
[Private chat] Beauty Pianpian: It's okay, we're all family, so it's hard to say.
[Private Chat] Don't Forget Rain: Would you like to form a CP with me? Pure cp is fine, no need to talk about feelings. I just want to protect you, and I don't want to see you being bullied again.
I was a little overwhelmed by the suddenness of the offer. If we put it into reality, Leng Yue and I should be regarded as boyfriend and girlfriend. If other boys want to form a cp with me, they have to refuse and keep their distance. I was thinking about how to reply when a system prompt suddenly appeared:
Love each other and be happy forever, and live happily ever after with one mind! The hydrangea thrown by the bride hits Yu Linglong and Yu Wuwang, will they be the next couple? May the peach blossoms in this myriad worlds burn brightly, and send them a lot of peach blossoms!
[Horn] Qing Shu: Wow, Double Rain! marry! Double rain! marry!
[Horn] Yanlan Nongying: How many times have you both been hit! It's time to marry Mrs. Yu back, Brother Yu!
Immediately after a lot of swipes urging the two of them to get married, a big red horn scrolled across the screen.
[Horn] Yu Linglong: From February 21 last year to now, we have never been separated. You call me a master, take care of me like a younger sister, and spoil me like a daughter, but you have never treated me like a woman. I know everything about you, I don't mind, I don't care. I just hope that when we are still playing this game, we have a chance to be a couple, even if it is virtual.
At this moment, all channels are quiet.
[Horn] Yu Linglong: Both of us have been single for a year and four months, and I don't want to think about anyone but you. Don't forget, marry me.
The deathly silence lasted for a few seconds, and the world exploded again. Everyone couldn't believe that the big guy on the list would make such a explosive confession, which can be called the annual drama of the world.
Just when all eyes were on and people were excited, Yu Linglong didn't wait for Yu Don't Forget's trumpet to come, instead she waited for her deadly enemy.
[Horn] Xia Riliang: I've been playing the game for so long, this is the first time I've seen a female boss force marriage like this, forcing people offline, hahahahaha.
I opened the private message and saw that Yu Wuwang's profile picture was really grayed out.