[World] Lei Lei Lei Lei Lei: No way! ! I'm broken in love... my male god...
[World] Refreshing sweetheart: Haha, I knew that the puppet girl would not miss any chance to hug her thigh.
[World] Your head will be crushed with scissor legs: Impossible, Brother Han is a high-ranking player, he doesn't look for CP. Maybe it was just a coincidence to hang up together
I held my breath and tried to be polite: "I really mind."
Yichuan Hanxing: "Then let's be friends first."
"Sorry, I refuse." I switched the map directly, too lazy to talk to him anymore.
When I opened the private mailbox, I found that Leng Yue hadn't been online all day, so I sent him an offline message: "Nuan Yueyue, where have you been... I didn't see you in today's event."
Probably because of the rain, the air is a bit muggy. I got up and closed the window, saw the city in the dark, and suddenly thought of a rain many years ago.
On the weekend of the first January when I was fifteen, I had a nightmare and woke up with a fright. In the dream, Du Hanchuan went to college, and I went to see him at his school, but I saw him with the glasses sister. He said something to her and she went away crying. Du Hanchuan stood still, like a statue. I walked over, he said to me, I'm sorry, and then walked away without looking back.
After I got up, I stayed for a long time and asked the nanny sister if this dream would come true. She said it was absolutely impossible, that dreams were not real. Don't forget, you have a date with 18457 today, be happy.
Du Hanchuan called me at noon and asked what I was doing. I said I was eating and asked him if he wanted to come. I was joking, but he actually came and handed me the math textbook for the next semester of senior high school—I asked to borrow his book the day before, but he said fuck off, no.
This is probably the earliest really fragrant boy, and I am also drunk.
I took him upstairs and told him the food was poor. It's really shabby. When my father was away, the dishes cooked by my nanny and sister were very unpalatable. As a result, I was always thin and thin in high school. When he was eating, my nanny and I were anxious like ants on a hot pan, wanting to say something, but we didn't know what to say. After finally getting through this level, I asked him to teach me the sequence. It's such a rare opportunity to get supplementary lessons from a senior high school student. I believe that the studious children in our class are all envious. However, I was just peeking at him the whole time, and my heart was beating wildly in my heart. It was the first time in my life to review alone with boys so closely. When I thought that it was my favorite person, I couldn't help holding my face and becoming crazy.
However, Du Hanchuan didn't have a boyish heart. The expected plot of sleeping together did not happen, and the plot of the gentle senior stroking his forehead and saying "you are so good, this is your reward" also did not happen. As long as I said that it was not about making up lessons, he would be stricter than the head teacher and said that he was doing the right thing. Then he asked a question, but I couldn't answer it, and I would be severely taught. Because he was so fierce, I didn't dare to distract myself in the second half of the make-up class, so I had to bite the bullet and attend the class for two hours.
After class, I suggested going to Jinjiang Land, but it was raining outside, so I very wisely decided to ditch the roller coaster and go to the haunted house. Because, I heard from Xiao Baozi that she did a very manly thing: she went to a haunted house and got lost, and the ghosts played by those people jumped out. pointed in the direction. I think it's really cool for girls to play haunted houses like this. They must show their brave side in front of Du Hanchuan, and then protect him who is scared and crying, and take the opportunity to eat his tofu. Hey Hey.
We went out together, and the heavy rain turned Shanghai into a leaden gray city. Holding an umbrella, I chatted all the way to the station in high spirits, only to find that his right sleeve was completely wet. I was so guilty that I obediently handed him the umbrella, but when we arrived at Jinjiang Paradise, I was dry all over except for the sneakers, and he still got drenched more.
I still remember that he had a cold that day.
When I arrived at the entrance of the haunted house, when I saw the skull hanging on the ceiling, I felt the atmosphere was weird and my back felt cold. He can't go in. I said you must be scared. He said, yes, I'm scared to death, so let's not go. I shook my head firmly: "It's all here." Du Hanchuan smiled and led me in.
Then, my plan completely broke.
As soon as I entered, it was a mourning hall for the dead. The door opened and closed "squeaked," and I immediately grabbed Du Hanchuan's arm. At that moment, I completely forgot how brave I was. He led me along the way, and occasionally a corpse jumped out. I was so frightened that I couldn’t scream loudly, and I hid behind his shoulder. He held my hand, and his voice was unprecedentedly gentle: "Don't be afraid, these are all disguised by real people." Because it was winter, his hand was slightly cold, but I have never felt so at ease.
After coming out of the haunted house, I let him go immediately: "I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid at all."
He looked at me, smiled badly, and didn't explain much.
Then we went to a soda shop and I ordered a smoothie myself, but he said he had a cold. I said I'll order my smoothie and you can order something else. But I already happily guessed in my heart what he wanted to do. So I told the waiter that I want taro hot milk tea. Sure enough, he told the waiter he wanted two glasses.
Back then, I was a high school kid who was very easy to satisfy. Because the person I like ordered the same drink as me, and sat across from me, I was so nervous that I almost knocked over the table. After doing such an image-destroying thing, I regretted myself half to death. Du Hanchuan propped his chin up the whole time, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised, but he looked at me with a hunting look—I still don't understand how a seventeen-year-old boy can show such a look.
However, when I mentioned some memories of junior high school and my friends, as well as the memory of my beating when our class was young, I laughed wildly, but his eyes gradually turned cold. Later, no matter what I said, he didn't speak, so I also lowered my head and drank milk tea, and the scene fell into an embarrassing situation for a while.
"Pianpian, let me tell you my secret." Du Hanchuan fiddled with the straw, "Actually, I didn't wear contact lenses until I was in my third year of high school. At first I just wanted to annoy my sister with glasses."
I froze for a moment: "That's why you found a girlfriend to act in?"
Du Hanchuan smiled slightly: "You guessed it all. But my goal has been achieved. She cried in front of me two days ago."
Without saying a word, I got up and walked out the door.
While waiting for the train at the station, the happy atmosphere disappeared without a trace.
"A male god is a male god, so it's better to look up to." I smiled feebly, "Senior Du Hanchuan, I won't bother you in the future. Thank you for your company today."
"No, I want to be your boyfriend." At that time, I thought he was pretending, and he still spoke English at that time. Thinking about it now, when he said that word in English, it might be because he was a little shy.
I couldn't laugh or cry: "You played me like this, what else do you want?"
Still smiling, he didn't say a word.
When I got on the bus, I pulled on the handrail and wanted to cry, so I pinched my leg. I've never pinched anyone so cruelly before.
"Pianpian, are you feeling uncomfortable? If you feel uncomfortable, get out of the car." The culprit said so hypocritically.
"fine."
After a while, there was a seat in the car, and I sat by the last row of windows, and he came and sat next to me. I looked at the pedestrians coming and going outside the window, and there were many pairs of students and couples among them. I put my hand on the glass window, and there was a circle of water mist near the thin fingertips. The tears finally couldn't help falling down, and it was out of control.
Du Hanchuan tugged at my sleeve, I pushed his hand away, wept silently in a corner, and ran away without looking back after getting off the car.
After returning home, I pretended to be very relaxed. The nanny sister said how you look like you have cried. I said no, my dream has come true. She was smiling at first, but after two seconds she suddenly elongated her face. I told her what happened that day, she listened with a smile, and laughed at me for eating Du Hanchuan's tofu. I have no expression, and I can't smile. After talking about it, the more she heard it, the more something was wrong. Until we parted. She scolded Du Hanchuan from head to toe, and even swung the kitchen knife around, saying that this brat is too much for bullying us like this!
However, I was not angry anymore, I didn't want to abuse myself for this scumbag anymore, so I curled up next to the stove, holding my laptop and playing games, calling my mother to sell me while I was playing.
I don’t know how long I’ve been on my own, but I received a QQ message from Du Hanchuan: “Your umbrella.”
I didn't reply. I think it's all over, so why bother with an umbrella. Fifteen minutes later, he sent another message: "You don't want your umbrella anymore."
I still haven't returned. Soon, the third message came again: "Dead?"
I put down the mouse impatiently and typed quickly: "I'm not at home, if you pass by my house, give the umbrella to the doorman."
"Where are you?"
"You don't care about me, just wander around."
It took him a long time to reply with four words: "Do you hate me?"
"I don't hate you, I still like you very much, but don't worry, you won't see me again in the future."
"Hehe, come on less. I don't hate, it's because I don't have love."
"Whether you love you can feel it yourself, there is no need for me to explain it."
"I'm sorry, I hate that I can only bring discomfort to others and always hurt others. I don't love anyone but myself. Maybe it's better this way, at least I won't hurt you again in the future."
When I saw this message from him, I told myself not to cry, but my tears flowed down my face: "You haven't brought me any trouble, and I'm very happy with you. But I'm too stupid to actually believe you words."
"December 27th to January 9th. Even if I say it, I feel so boring and a failure. I wish you happiness in the future."
"Do you think I will be happy in the future? Stop mocking me."
"Come to the school basketball court, and I'll give you the umbrella. You don't have to return the book, my sister still has one."
"Will Sister Glasses be admitted to a university in Shanghai?"
"She's going abroad."
"Then what do you mean you're going to be admitted to Shanghai?"
"What do you think? It's fine if you don't know. That handsome guy in your junior high class is really amazing."
"What's up with him?"
"It's useless to talk about some things, let's not talk about that. Come here quickly, I'm dying of cold."
I touched my face, then looked in the mirror, thinking that the stove had burned my face so hot, what if he saw that I was playing a trick. But thinking about it as a breakup appointment, I still have to go. Seeing that I was going to wear a coat to go out, the nanny sister pulled out a red nylon coat like a Japanese samurai with a knife. There was a big hole in it that was burnt during cooking. She called it a "raincoat". We tidied up the corners of our clothes and tried our best to cover them up so that Du Hanchuan couldn't see them. Then, she made me a glass of Banlangen at the speed of light, in case I caught a cold.
So, I ran to the school in the rain.
School in the rainy night makes people feel very sad. I saw the place where I saw him for the first time, the place where I talked to him for the first time, the place where I waited for him for the first time... Then in the empty darkness, I caught Du Hanchuan standing under the street lamp at a glance, and walked over , handed him the book. He took the book, and I reached out to him: "Bring the umbrella, you can go."
He smiled in disbelief: "No way, so heartless?"
I don't want to explain any more, I just nodded: "By the way, what do you mean by handsome guy in junior high school?"
"He found a new girlfriend and broke up with your buddy."
At the time, I didn’t understand at all. At the beginning of the relationship, the boyfriend’s contact information could not be given to female friends. I just explained stupidly: “Ha, they broke up more than 500 times. Tomorrow she will tell you that they got back together again.”
"Then what about us?" Du Hanchuan looked at me again with a smirk on his face.
"Us? We're done." Although I said that, I wasn't sad, and I always felt that I saw a ray of light, "You don't know, I often think about what to do after you graduate. We can really keep it for two years. Is it an agreement? But I didn't expect it to end so soon, and it's easy."
"Pianpian, will you be sad if I leave?"
"Senior is so smart, why do you need to ask more questions?"
Then he told me many, many things, his stories that he never told me. At that time, I felt that Du Hanchuan's words suddenly changed a lot, but I like him like this. I don't know why, but I didn't feel that we had broken up, just like during the day, chatting about many happy things. It wasn't until the nanny sister called me many times that I interrupted him reluctantly: "Before I leave, I want to ask you something. You... really never liked me? Did you not at all?"
He looked at me and smiled, and it took a long time before he said it, as if a little awkward: "I like it so much."
"Don't be kidding, I mean it."
"I mean it too. How do you trust me?"
My heart was beating wildly. In winter, my face was as hot as if it had been baked by the stove just now. I breathed out: "Du Hanchuan, tell me one last time, whether you like it or not, I will trust you. I am not afraid of being hit, but you have to tell me the truth." I panted quickly, my voice was trembling but firmly Said: "Be sure to tell the truth! I believe everything you say!"
Maybe it was because I was so happy when I tried too hard, Du Hanchuan lowered his head and smiled for a while, then reached out and touched my face: "You are really stupid."
"Say it quickly!" His eyes were moist, as if the whole world was raining heavily again. I feel like I'm going nowhere again.
"I do not like you."
I suddenly opened my eyes wide and pursed my trembling mouth, unable to utter a word.
He looked at my lips: "Don't purse your lips." Then, when I forced myself to relax, but tears flowed down my face, he pinched my cheeks, lowered his head, and kissed me.
The wind blows, and the rain on the tree rains down on the face.
"I love you."
Before that day, I never knew that time can really stop for a few seconds.
There is rain on the tree, and there is a dream in the night. Although it was January in the cold winter, I saw the early spring after March, and the peach blossoms in the whole school were in full bloom.
"Do you believe it now?" His eyelashes trembled, as if he was also a little nervous.
Originally it was just my mouth trembling, but after being kissed by him like this, my whole body trembled: "You bastard! My first kiss is reserved for the wedding night in the bridal chamber!"
I have planned a long time ago: hold hands for the first time to stay on the campus of the university, and walk on the romantic fallen leaves in autumn with the person I like. My first hug will be the day before my wedding, in the most familiar place with my future husband, or under the beautiful street lights. Kissing must be a bridal chamber wedding night! Whoever kisses me before the bridal chamber wedding night is playing hooligans!
Du Hanchuan frowned, as if innocent: "Didn't you tell me that you offered a fish when you first kissed me when you were three years old?"
"But I've never kissed a boy!" At that time, my words were so powerful, but my heart was so empty that I couldn't even stand up.
"I'm so scary? Didn't you and Xiao Baozi make a lot of plans to moleste me?"
"You are trying to make me forget you!" I couldn't laugh or cry, "We have already broken up, why do you still do this?"
He smiled: "Break up?"
"No distinction?"
He nods.
"Is there really no difference?"
He nodded more definitely.
For his behavior that disrupted my rhythm, I really wanted to show a very angry look, but I couldn't do it at all. Instead, I couldn't control the corners of my mouth with a smile: "But, I'm sorry for my future husband."
He said softly: "Pianpian, are you still planning to marry me in the future?"
I don't know what kind of expression I showed at that time, I just remember him shaving my face and saying, "Little lady."
"I'm a strong woman, and I want to protect the one I like."
Then, he walked me from the school basketball court to my door. I said goodbye and saw him standing at the foot of the steps smiling at me. I ran into the building without looking back.
His name is Du Hanchuan, but he was my fifteen-year-old Nuanyang, and he also occupied the throbbing, heartbeat, heartache, and heartbreak for the first time in my life... Now, think about the wonderful fifteen-year-old... What a silly memory.
Really, now that I think about Du Hanchuan, a scumbag, he is pretty good at flirting with girls. Ha ha. fuck youth.
At this time, a system prompt appeared in the game: Ichikawa Hanxing requests to add you as a friend, do you agree? [whether]
When I saw this name, I got angry. It's so similar to Du Hanchuan's name, I'm blind.
I clicked "No" hard.
Yichuan Hanxing requests to add you as a friend, do you agree? [whether]
no!
Yichuan Hanxing requests to add you as a friend, do you agree? [whether]
no!
…
[Private Chat] Beauty Pianpian: You are enough!
[Private Chat] Yichuan Hanxing: Agree.
[Private chat] Beauty Pianpian: Boss Han, if you repeat it again, I will block you.
He didn't try again. But within five minutes, I received an invitation from ABCC to form a team.
[Team formation] The beauty explodes: Pianpian, I beg you, I really want to climb the 100th floor of the tower, the appearance of the weapon provided by the 100th floor tower is too suitable for Xiannian, I want it! take me take me take me! !
[Team formation] Cloud Spare Tire: Yes, Pianpian, take pity on us...
[Team formation] Beauty Pianpian: I also want to climb 100 floors, but with our current combat power, we can only get past 40 with an operator. Climbing the 100th floor requires the help of brother Yu and sister Yu, plus one or two spirit feathers or demons with more than 100,000 yuan. But we're not too good at bothering them.
[Team formation] The beauty explodes: It's okay, just hang up in the team, we will find someone to bring it!
[Team formation] Beauty Pianpian: It's impossible to climb to 100, let's try our best.
[Team formation] Cloud Spare Tire: So, do you agree
[Team formation] Beauty Pianpian: Yes.
I typed another sentence: "Why don't you wait for me, I'll call Nuan Yueyue to help us see, with him here, it's possible to pass 50." Then just after sending it out, the nightmare happened. I see a prompt like this:
High officials join the team.
Ichikawa Hanxing joined the team.
[Team formation] Beauty Pianpian:? ? ? ? ? ?