This night, Li Hehua was tossing and turning, and after thinking about it all night, he finally digested this matter: Zhang Tieshan really found out that she was not the real Li Hehua.
Although for so long, in addition to fulfilling the obligation of a mother to Shulin, in other aspects, she really did things according to her own character, and did not deliberately imitate the original owner.
She and the original owner are two completely different people. They speak and do things completely differently, which makes people suspect that it is actually normal, but Li Hehua is thinking, it is impossible for ordinary people to think about the resurrection of the dead. Even if they feel strange, they can't say why. Come, so she never worried about being seen through.
As a result, Zhang Tieshan saw through it now.
Yesterday, she was quite flustered, but now she has calmed down. Since Zhang Tieshan already knows, she can't change it. If she knows, she will know. I believe Zhang Tieshan will not casually talk to other people, even if she does. People won't believe it, she's not worried about being treated as a monster or something.
She is still relatively depressed about Zhang Tieshan's confession.
Although Zhang Tieshan distinguishes between her and the original owner, he will not bring his disgust towards the original owner to her, nor will he hate her as much as he did when he first came here, and he has been very kind to her these days, helping her a lot. , But this does not mean that she is going to marry him, let alone whether she has any feelings, just Zhang Tieshan's mother and brother, she can't accept him.
She is very clear about the dislike of Zhang Linshi and Zhang Qingshan towards her. If you marry such a man, will you still have a good life? She doesn't need a man to take care of her, she can make money by herself, she can live well, why should she find a man to make her suffer? What's more, there is an unfriendly mother-in-law and brother-in-law, unless she is stupid to agree to him.
Anyway, she didn't want to be angry with her mother-in-law and brother-in-law.
Therefore, after a sleep, Li Hehua was full of blood and resurrected, and he made up his mind that he would not accept Zhang Tieshan in any case, and he would keep a distance from him in the future.
After he figured it out, Li Hehua felt much more relaxed and no longer worried that Zhang Tieshan would come, and set up a stall to do business according to his usual schedule.
However, Zhang Tieshan did not come, which saved her speech.
However, without Zhang Tieshan, she and Da He were too busy. The two of them were too busy to touch the ground, and they didn't have time to take a sip of water, but they still couldn't keep up with the speed of passengers.
Only then did Li Hehua know how much Zhang Tieshan helped her in silence.
She was really grateful to him in her heart, but she couldn't accept it emotionally.
Li Hehua intends to recruit a new junior to help, but she and Dahe are really too busy, and she can't ask Zhang Tieshan to help in the future. Waiting for new recruits, she plans to expand the size of the stall. Now the stall is too busy, and many customers have no place to cook, so they can only wait for others to finish eating, which is not good, so Li Hehua plans to add more Two tables, so that guests have more seats, and then add a little more variety.
However, this recruiting is a hassle, and it is not easy to find suitable people. She has a good candidate in her heart, and that is Sister Xie's son Xie Yuan, a twelve-year-old boy who is not short in stature. very thin.
She had met the child several times, each time she was either chopping wood in the yard or helping her sister to wash clothes in the yard. She heard from Sister Xie that he cooked most of the family's meals. Sister Xie was busy making money. The toilet is also cleaned by him and his sister. He is a very sensible and capable boy.
Li Hehua has spoken to this child several times. Although this child is less talkative and not as lively as Dahe, he is very polite and not boring, so Li Hehua feels that he is more suitable for the work of the second child, and he can also give The family adds some income.
But it's not too early to tell. I have to ask Sister Xie and Xiaoyuan what they mean. Although she intends to help Sister Xie's troubled family, she also needs to be willing to do so.
When the stall was closed in the afternoon, Zhang Tieshan, who had never appeared, appeared again, holding a little man in his hand, it was Shulin who had returned to the village for three days.
When the little guy saw Li Hehua, he felt aggrieved. He walked towards her with his short legs and stretched his arms to beg for a hug before he got there. Now, Li Hehua lost everything, so he rushed over to pick him up and hugged him tightly.
"Shu Lin, you're back, do you want your mother?"
The little guy nodded with his little head, and his little arms hugged tighter.
He misses her so much.
Li Hehua gave him a hard kiss on the cheek and asked him, "That mother's little Shulin goes home to see if grandma eats, sleeps and takes care of herself?"
The little guy blinked, buried his head in Li Hehua's neck and didn't move.
Li Hehua knew, he must have not eaten and slept well, or he should have nodded.
At this time, Zhang Tieshan came over with Shulin's things and said to Li Hehua: "Shulin doesn't eat my mother's food, and relies on the food you bring him to fill his stomach every day, no matter how much my mother coaxes him, it's useless. "His mother was about to cry about this at home. What he didn't say is that Shulin always wanted to run out these days, and every time he was found by his mother and brought back, but next time he would run, he knew that he would carry a small burden with him for food when he ran, and at the same time he would not Forgetting to bring Heizi, I knew at a glance that this little guy wanted to run back to find Li Hehua, but he didn't succeed.
When Li Hehua heard Zhang Tieshan's words, he didn't turn his head to look at him or answer his words. He just looked at the little man in his arms and asked, "Is that so, Shulin? Are you unwilling to eat?"
The little guy didn't look up, and rubbed like a kitten to please Li Hehua.
Li Hehua originally wanted to pretend to criticize him, but looking at his small appearance, he couldn't bear to blame him. Forget it, after all, he is not the same as ordinary children, although he became a little more lively after school under the leadership of Gu Jinzhao, But that is only limited to being active with a few people around him, and it is still closed to others, and it is impossible to change at once.
This kind of thing can't be rushed, it has to be taken slowly, she just asks Shulin to make progress slowly.
At this time, Zhang Tieshan said again: "You make something for him to eat, he didn't eat at noon, he is probably hungry now."
It's almost an hour past noon and you haven't eaten yet? He must be starving. Li Hehua hurriedly took the little guy in his arms to the table and sat down. He lit his little nose, "You little rascal don't eat! Mother, will you make a spare ribs noodle for you?"
The little guy's eyes lit up and nodded.
Li Hehua smiled and scratched his little nose, turned to turn on the fire, poured the boiled pork ribs into the pot, after boiling, put in the noodles, then seasoned, and when the pot was about to start, put in the stewed pork ribs, and then add A little cabbage, a bowl of pork ribs noodles will do.
Li Hehua only made one bowl for Shulin, not Zhang Tieshan. He must have eaten lunch. If it was before, even if she knew that Zhang Tieshan had eaten it, she would have made one for him by the way, but now, it is not suitable, what if he is unwilling to give up because of this
Li Hehua sighed silently in his heart, brought a bowl of sparerib noodles to Shulin, picked up chopsticks and picked up a chopsticks noodles to feed him.
Shulin opened his mouth obediently, the opening was very large, he ate it in one bite, and chewed with joy. Although he didn't speak, his expression brightly expressed that he was very satisfied with the food.
Li Hehua saw the little guy's satisfied look, with a smile on his face, but was very worried in his heart, she was worried about whether the little guy would still be able to live with her in the future. Zhang Tieshan was willing to let the little guy live with her before. She thought that Zhang Tieshan was really a good person, but now she feels that she is too stupid and sweet. He probably didn't bring the little guy to her so simply, isn't it a little bit? What do you mean by borrowing the little guy to come to the water tower
But what about now? She won't accept him, in this case, can he still bring Shulin to her? Even if he was merciful and allowed, Zhang Lin could keep his own grandson outside like this? You don't need to think about it to know that it's impossible, not to mention that in this feudal ancient times, even in modern society, no grandma is willing to do this.
Could it be that she rejected Zhang Tieshan at the cost of being completely separated from Shulin? But she couldn't bear it, it hurt more than cutting her flesh.
Li Hehua didn't know what to do, so she could only think about taking one step at a time. When it was really impossible, she would go to the school every day to see the little guy.
After feeding the little guy with noodles, Li Hehua began to close the stall.
Zhang Tieshan still reached out to help as always, and directly loaded the things that Li Hehua and Da He couldn't move onto the cart, no matter how Li Hehua refused it was useless.
Li Hehua felt very helpless and could only ignore him. In order to fear that he would push the cart to send her back as usual, Li Hehua directly put the book on the cart, grabbed the handle of the cart and pushed it. When she got up, although it was quite heavy, she could still push it slowly. Who told her that she still weighs about 130 pounds now.
Dahe saw that Li Hehua personally pushed the cart today, and followed Li Hehua cleverly to push it together, so that she did not have to work so hard.
Zhang Tieshan stood there, looking at the back of Li Hehua pushing the cart, his brows furrowed, but he still followed and followed him all the way to the yard.
Dahe said goodbye directly, but Zhang Tieshan stood in the yard and did not leave.
Li Hehua ignored him, took the little guy into the house and asked him, "Shu Lin, are you going to play with Heizi or paint now?"
When Shulin was at home, he was either in a daze or playing with Heizi, and he spent more time painting and writing in the painting and calligraphy room she set up for him.
Now listening to Li Hehua's question, Shulin blinked, and then ran into the painting room with short legs.
He wants to paint.
After Kanshulin went to paint, Li Hehua planned to take the tableware and chopsticks he brought back into the kitchen to wash, but Zhang Tieshan was still standing alone in the yard.
Li Hehua pursed his lips, "Zhang Tieshan, are you still leaving? I'm closing the courtyard."
Zhang Tieshan looked at Li Hehua deeply and said, "You haven't answered my question yesterday, can you give me a chance?"
"Zhang Tieshan, I..."
Zhang Tieshan interrupted Li Hehua's rejection before he could say, "Don't rush to reject, okay? I know what you're thinking. Let me apologize to you first. During the time you lived in my house, I treat you very badly, and my family treats you badly. I'm sorry, I really didn't know you were not that Li Hehua at that time. We just hated her too much. But I swear by Zhang Tieshan that I will treat you well in the future. , as long as I can give you, I will never let you be wronged, and I will not let my family feel bad for you, I will handle everything well, do you trust me?"
To be honest, Li Hehua didn't expect Zhang Tieshan to say such a thing. It seems that he did not just think about liking, but considered her from her point of view, thinking of all her grievances and the grievances she would suffer. . At this moment, Li Hehua believed that Zhang Tieshan was sincere to her.
However, sincerity does not mean that he will be happy. Although he said it well and thought well, but if he said he would not be wronged, would he really not suffer? Sometimes men don't understand the war between women at all, and they can't solve it. How many men say before marriage that they will never make you feel wronged, but how many can do it
Maybe those men said it from the heart, but the reality is not in their expectations, they can't do anything.
Li Hehua is very grateful to Zhang Tieshan for his heart, and he also appreciates that he didn't treat her as an outlier because she was an outlier, but still liked her. However, she still couldn't accept it, so she said: "Zhang Tieshan, thank you for your love, but I can't accept you, my current identity is your ex-wife, the annoying Li Hehua, you know I'm not her, But others don't know and can't know, at least your mother and brother don't know, they still hate me in their hearts, and they won't change in the future, how can you be happy under such circumstances?"
Li Hehua smiled and continued: "Zhang Tieshan, I live a good life by myself, I can make money, I can support myself, and I can still be unfettered. This kind of life is like having a family dragged down by my mother-in-law everywhere. It's much better, so I don't want to get married, it's good. I believe that you can find a very good wife. I wish you happiness in the future. "
Zhang Tieshan looked at her, his heart was biting bit by bit, a little hurt, a little numb, and his voice was low, "If you are afraid that my mother will embarrass you, I will live separately and not let you live with my mother; as for freedom , I do not restrict you, I will support whatever you want, and I will help you, I, Zhang Tieshan, do what I say."
Li Hehua sighed and shook his head with a smile, "Zhang Tieshan, it's impossible for us, don't say it, go back, and don't come again in the future."
Zhang Tieshan's eyes dimmed quickly, he was silent for a while, and then he spoke again, his voice was a little hoarse, "Then... What about Shulin? Don't you want to take care of him all the time?"
Li Hehua's heart trembled.
What she was most afraid of was Shulin's problem, but he still hit her.
She also wanted to give Shulin a healthy and happy family, and wanted to take care of him every day, but she forced herself for the sake of the child, and the unhappiness in the end was for the sake of the child, right
She couldn't marry Zhang Tieshan for Shulin's sake.
Li Hehua asked with a trembling voice, "Zhang Tieshan, are you going to take Shulin away?"
After speaking, I also feel that this question is not good. The child is someone else's, so there is no reason to bring it to her all the time. She has rejected them. Can she still ask them to give her the child
Li Hehua turned his back sadly and said, "I see, can you give me three more days? Can you pick him up in three days?"
After Li Hehua finished speaking, he was afraid that he would cry in front of Zhang Tieshan, so he ran into the room and closed the door, and he didn't hear Zhang Tieshan calling her.
Zhang Tieshan could not laugh or cry, where did he say that he would take Shulin away? He Zhang Tieshan would not give up at will without being rejected by her a few words.
She looks very capable, why is she confused like a child sometimes? He finished talking before he finished listening, and didn't give him a chance to explain.
Zhang Tieshan shook his head and went into the painting and calligraphy room to find his son. Seeing that he was painting seriously, he didn't bother him. After watching it quietly for a while, he said, "Shu Lin, Dad is gone, Dad will come to see you tomorrow."
Shulin is immersed in the painting, completely shielding the world around him.
Zhang Tieshan didn't mind either. He came out of the painting and calligraphy room, walked to the door of Li Hehua's room, and knocked on the door. He knew that she could hear inside, "I'm leaving. Also, I didn't take Shulin away."
After speaking, seeing no movement in the room, he left helplessly.
Although it was uncomfortable to be rejected, he was not that fragile, nor would he give up. He took his time, and sooner or later he would impress her.
The reason why there was no movement in the room was because Li Hehua couldn't react for a while.
Did you leave without Shulin? Still staying with her? Isn't this a dream
After a while, Li Hehua opened the door with a "swipe", and there was no trace of Zhang Tieshan outside.
Li Hehua rubbed his face, making sure that he had heard it right just now, and that Zhang Tieshan was unlikely to lie to her. His heart was suddenly excited, and he rushed into the painting and calligraphy room happily.
Seeing how the little guy was drawing seriously, Li Hehua barely suppressed his excitement. It's great, such a cute baby is still hers, and can still live together without being separated.
Li Hehua was excited for a while before calming down, but after calming down, she wondered again, why didn't she take Shulin away? She has rejected him, why is he still willing to leave the child to her
Li Hehua stroked his forehead and sighed. He didn't want to think about it anymore, and turned to go to Mrs. Xie and Xie Yuan to talk about Xiao Er.