Yesterday he proudly said that he would celebrate his younger brother's birthday, but today his younger brother is leaving, and Mi Xiu can guess with his toes that the two brothers are having an awkward fight again.
"It's not really a quarrel..." Yin Chang walked forward dejectedly.
"Why is that?" Mi Xiu followed behind him and said to himself, "Don't tell me that he broke the window paper to confess to you and then you drove him away."
Yin Chang stopped and looked at him in shock.
Mi Xiu: "???"
Mi Xiu: "Damn it! Really?"
I heard from Yin Chang that Shao Junling had feelings for him beyond the normal range, so Mi Xiu just guessed randomly, but he guessed right.
Yin Chang: "..."
The two walked quickly into Yin Chang's room one after the other like thieves, and Mi Xiu asked, "What did he do to you?"
"He said he doesn't want to be my brother anymore, he wants to be mine..." Yin Chang recalled Shao Junling's words last night, his heartbeat was still a little fluttering, "He wants to be my boyfriend."
"...he really dares to say it!" Mi Xiu's mouth twitched twice, "Why did you refuse him?"
"I just told him about his life experience." Yin Chang said gloomily.
"Birth experience? What kind of background?" Mi Xiu wondered.
Regarding Shao Junling's background, Yin Chang kept his original promise to the criminal police officer, and did not tell anyone except those who were present that day, and naturally he did not plan to tell Mi Xiu, he just hinted: "He is related to Yin Dong by blood."
Mi Xiu mistakenly thought that Shao Junling was Yin Dong's illegitimate son, opened his mouth wide in shock, and stumbled: "Ah? You two are really... kiss, kiss!? It turns out, it turns out... no wonder you refused... Hey, there's nothing you can do about this kind of thing, If it were my younger brother who had that kind of thought for me, I would be fine if I didn't break one of his legs!"
Mi Xiu folded his arms and shivered, expressing the chills he might experience when encountering such a thing: "But since you knew this earlier, why didn't you tell him earlier, so that you can strangle him to death in the cradle , he may not grow crooked... "
Yin Chang frowned frequently, and couldn't help interrupting him: "What do you mean, how could I have known earlier?"
Mi Xiu complained: "Actually, I've always felt that the two of you are not like brothers at all, but like a couple."
Yin Chang: "???"
Mi Xiu explained: "How can there be a brother who sleeps in the same bed for eight years in a row? You have to celebrate your birthday with two people, and no one else is allowed to interfere. And you, you insist on getting your brother to pick you up when you are drunk, and you have to You can only fall asleep with your younger brother, and even now you have to rely on your younger brother to get out of the filming daze... Hey, I won’t say that I saw you two when I first met you in "Superstar Life". don't know… "
Mi Xiu didn't say anything, but Yin Chang wanted to get to the bottom of it: "What happened when you first met us?"
Mi Xiu: "Do you still remember the three of us sleeping in the same bed? That night your brother was about to hang on to you. It's not normal for a boy to rely on his brother so much. The key is that he is not the kind of clingy kid himself. , look at his attitude towards others, and then look at his attitude towards you... He still grabbed my quilt in the middle of the night, and he found me looking at you early in the morning and beat me... That is clearly a desire to protect what you own Right? Don’t even let others take a look!”
Yin Chang: "..." So this is how I and Shao Junling look in the eyes of outsiders!
Mi Xiu shook his head and sighed: "I thought you were not real brothers, so the ambiguity is ambiguous, anyway, it's not a mess, but now..."
Yin Chang finally couldn't help but argue: "Don't guess, I really have no blood relationship with him."
Mi Xiu: "... um!?"
Yin Chang was silent for a moment before saying, "I am my father's adopted son."
Mi Xiu didn't even bother to be shocked: "No, then why did you reject him?"
Yin Chang whispered: "When I was young, my dad was very busy with work. For a while, I longed for a younger brother to accompany me. When my dad decided to adopt Shao Junling, he instilled in him the idea of 'accompany me'...Jun Ling's childhood I was very unhappy. It was my dad who influenced him. I was afraid that he would stay with me all the time to repay his kindness. You also know how smart and outstanding he is. Without this burden, he would have a wider world .”
Yin Chang recalled the reason why his younger brother didn't go abroad that he accidentally overheard from the conversation between He Hongjun and Shao Junling last year, and seemed to be able to feel the shock in his heart back then.
In Yin Chang's view, studying abroad was originally a trivial matter. Although he was reluctant to leave Shao Junling, he also hoped that his younger brother would receive a better education. It's just been a few years, not a lifetime, but Shao Junling actually gave up this opportunity to be with him. It is this obsession that makes Yin Chang feel heavy...
"I refused him because I want him to let go of this responsibility. If he can't do without me, he will never be able to be truly independent and enjoy real freedom." Yin Chang sighed and said, "What I want to give him is A home, not bondage, he was injured outside, he can come back at any time, and when he is rested, he can leave to fly outside at any time... "
Mi Xiu was stunned for a long time, and suddenly said: "Wait, the point you mentioned is not the same as the point I just analyzed!"
Yin Chang: "Huh?"
Mi Xiu: "Have you ever asked Shao Junling what he wants?"
Yin Chang was in a daze: "He..."
In Yin Chang's eyes, the current Shao Junling is still too clingy to him, even a bit rebellious. Of course, this is also related to Yin Chang's previous misleading words and deeds, so he has been introspecting and blaming himself, trying to correct everything.
Mi Xiu: "From the beginning, you have been saying what you want him to do, what you want to give him, but from the beginning to the end, Shao Junling only expressed one appeal - he wants to be your boyfriend, in other words, He actually wants to date you."
Yin Chang: "..."
Mi Xiu said sharply: "This is not in conflict with what you want and what you want to give him. You can give him freedom by being his boyfriend, and tell him what you think. He won't understand, right? Of course, I I don’t know if your requirements for your lover and your younger brother will be different. If you think that your younger brother can be let out to roam, but your lover must be kept at home and hidden in a golden house, that’s another matter. The question now is, can you accept it? Are you and Shao Junling together as a couple?"
Yin Chang's eyes flickered: "I... didn't think about that before."
Mi Xiu: "Then you have to think about it now. If you can't accept it, I agree with your approach. The harm is inevitable, but you don't have to feel guilty, because you are really selfless to him. "
Mi Xiu understands Yin Chang's thoughts. Yin Chang's love for Shao Junling has reached a very high level, which is a great love that does not expect anything in return. Most ordinary people can't do it at all, even biological parents have a certain degree of control over their children, not to mention Yin Chang who loves Shao Junling so much, so Yin Chang also needs to suppress his own private thoughts, and he also bears the burden of separation. of great pain.
Mi Xiu boasted that he could not do what Yin Chang did, so he admired him from the bottom of his heart.
He continued: "I currently think that you only want to treat him as a younger brother, but obviously, Shao Junling never regarded you as an older brother. It can be seen from the fact that he confessed to you as soon as he turned 18 years old. The kid probably has been planning for a long time, everything he did may be premeditated, including this bastard..." Mi Xiu saw Xiao Ling on the bedside table continued to flash, and couldn't help but said, "Hey, this thing is always on. Is it on?"
Yin Chang: "Well, it's on standby."
Mi Xiu: "Standby? You said last time that it has a reminder function. Could it be a disguised monitoring?"
Yin Chang: "..."
Mi Xiu looked at Yin Chang in horror, and then at AI: "..." Fuck, with such a genius younger brother, Yin Chang is not eaten to death!
He tremblingly said "I'm going first" and was about to run away. When he ran to the door, he didn't forget to turn his head and shout inside: "Shao Junling, I'm helping you!"
Yin Chang: "..."
After Mi Xiu left, Yin Chang called out uncomfortably, "Xiao Ling."
The expression "A_A" appeared on the robot egg, but the voice had changed: "Brother." It was Shao Junling's childhood voice, and Yin Chang didn't know how he did it, but this voice made Yin Chang's intonation unsatisfactory relax.
"You..." Yin Chang paused, "Can Shao Junling see the chat records in the cloud?"
Xiao Ling: "Yes."
Yin Chang's face darkened, and he said, "Can you delete today's record?"
Xiaoling: "If my brother doesn't want me to see it, I can set the memo record as private."
Yin Chang: "Can you still set it?"
Xiao Ling: "Yes."
Yin Chang struggled and said, "Then set it to private."
Xiao Ling said: "Please say a set of digital passwords."
Yin Chang said something casually, and two seconds later, Xiao Ling said: "The setting is successful."
Yin Chang breathed a sigh of relief and stopped talking.
Mi Xiu's words just now seemed to clear away the fog in front of his eyes, making his chaotic brain much clearer.
Yin Chang lay on the bed and began to think carefully about that question.
In the past, he had always regarded Shao Junling as his younger brother, and he felt that family affection was very good, warm and long-lasting. But Shao Junling's kiss outside the airport and what he said last night stimulated him to think of another way for their relationship.
It's not that Yin Chang is not tempted, but this step is too difficult to take. Not only are they of the same sex, but they are still brothers in the eyes of outsiders...they will face too many difficulties.
…
Thinking about it, Xiao Ling who was next to him suddenly took the initiative to make a voice: "Brother, it's time to go to bed, do you want me to read poetry to you?"
Yin Chang was taken aback for a moment, and unconsciously said: "Read it."
Xiao Ling: "The spring water always flows into the river, and the river flows into the sea... How can there be loneliness in the world? Everything is due to the law of nature... Look, the mountains are kissing the blue sky, and the waves are embracing each other... The sun hugs the earth tightly, and the moonlight Kissing Haibo, and what's the point of that, if you don't kiss me?"
Yin Chang got goosebumps all over his body when he heard it: "...change another song."
Xiao Ling: "Did I really lose you, my lover, did you really go away and never come back..."
Yin Chang: "Stop reading it."
Xiaoling: "Brother, I have been set to automatically turn on the machine and recite poetry for half an hour every night at eleven o'clock. The mandatory setting cannot be changed."
Yin Chang: "..."
Xiaoling: "It's only been three minutes now, brother, do you want to continue?"
Yin Chang was really laughed out of anger: "You said it was compulsory, but if I said no, can you not read it?"
Xiao Ling: "As long as my brother tells me a password, I can stop."
Yin Chang: "... what?"
Xiao Ling: "Say you love me."
Yin Chang: "..."
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[Interlude]
A week later, Shao Junling missed Yin Chang, and opened the cloud record to see: "???" Secret
Start coding and cracking the plug-in with a black face...
Miscalculation, I have to break the program I compiled by myself, which is really painful.
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Yin Chang: I don't want this version of Xiao Ling! I want the pre-upgrade!
Shao Junling: There is no need to change it! o(￣ヘ￣o)
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PS. Two poems, respectively by Shelley and Goethe.