On the way, Yin Chang asked a few more questions about Shao Junling's life abroad, basic necessities of life, food, housing, transportation, studies and social interaction, and Shao Junling answered them one by one.
Yin Chang is very satisfied—his younger brother is well-educated in one of the highest universities in the world. He, too, will do his best to provide the best life for his younger brother—that's all he wants.
"Did you meet Qin Xifeng during the Spring Festival?" Yin Chang still couldn't get around this question in the end.
"Well, she saw that I went to school in Los Angeles in Moments, so she flew over and asked me to meet." Shao Junling said concisely.
"The little girl...how is it now?"
"She is studying in high school in New York and is going to college next year. She wants to apply to CalArts."
Yin Chang knew that CalArts was in San Francisco, which was very close to Los Angeles. If the little girl really went there, she would meet Shao Junling more and more frequently in the future.
"Have you been in touch?" he asked.
"Not much before."
"..." That means more recently.
Yin Chang gently suppressed back the feelings that were finally aroused by Yang Na, he thought, if Shao Junling had let go, he would never let his thoughts see the light of day again in his life.
With Qin Xifeng, Shao Junling will have a wider world and a more complete life.
He will have a well-known director as his father-in-law, a mother-in-law who was an international supermodel, and a perfect sister-Qin Jingshan After participating in "Super Star Life", she graduated from Berklee College of Music with a major in art and media management, and is now active In the overseas fashion and art circles, she is a strong woman who combines beauty and talent. Yin Chang only met her at the fashion week in country B the year before last. At that time, Qin Jingshan appeared as a designer. At that time, Shao Junling and Qin Xifeng will have a beautiful child, or there may be several children. These children have parents , grandparents, and myself... I will definitely love them very much...
In just half a minute, Yin Chang had already made up for Shao Junling for the rest of his life, and decided that such a Shao Junling would be much better than being with him.
Shao Junling lowered his head to look at his phone, but he looked at Yin Chang from the corner of his eye. Seeing his brother's expression, he sighed inwardly, and explained, "She mainly contacted me to ask about my application for university."
Yin Chang nodded: "You are a boy, you should take the initiative when it comes to relationships."
Shao Junling: "..."
Regardless of past suspicions, Yin Chang earnestly taught: "Girls like Qin Xifeng are often courted by people. When she asks you for help, she is actually giving you a chance. If you also think she is good, don't let her down..."
"Brother! You know very well..." Shao Junling suddenly spoke up, but he was about to stop talking. He threw the phone to the passenger seat irritably, making a loud noise.
Yin Chang was taken aback... What did he know? The words that Shao Junling didn't say out of his mouth were like a kitten's paw gently scratching in his heart, scratching out the emotion that he had suppressed.
The two of them didn't speak any more after that, Shao Junling seemed to feel that such awkward silence was better than the hypocrisy just now.
When they arrived at the Huaihe apartment, Yin Chang parked the car and went upstairs. At this time, Shao Junling's mood had eased a lot, as if the moment of anger just now was just Yin Chang's illusion.
Yang Na had already been waiting in the living room, and when she saw Shao Junling, she excitedly greeted her: "You're back, are you tired?"
Shao Junling should have been happy to see Yang Na, but when he found that Yang Na was wearing a hat and was thin, she seemed to be a different person from before he left, so he immediately put down the suitcase and said nervously: "Yang Na, What’s wrong with you?"
He rarely showed his emotions like this. Yang Na was so moved that her eyes turned red, and she pretended to be strong and said, "I'm fine. Are you hungry? Do you want to eat first or rest?"
"I'll go get something to eat." Yin Chang couldn't bear to see Shao Junling's face, put down the car keys and walked to the kitchen.
"Tell me, what's going on?" Shao Junling frowned and pulled Yang Na to the living room.
Yang Na had no choice but to tell the truth about her illness. She said it very easily, and comforted Shao Junling in turn: "Don't be sad. Birth, old age, sickness and death are natural laws. I will always get sick when I get old."
Although Shao Junling has always been reticent, he is not heartless. He also has a lot of affection for this nanny who has taken care of him for eight years. He hugged her distressedly: "Yang Na..."
"Hey, before you know it, you've grown up so much," Yang Na was held in his arms like a bird, and tears welled up again. People who are sick are always more sensitive than usual. She whispered to Shao Junling, "Yang Na may not be lucky enough to take care of you in the future. When you grow up, you have to take care of your brother and understand him more. What is he? I like to carry everything by myself, and the person I worry about the most is actually him."
"I know." Shao Junling closed his eyes. Last year, when he went to visit the set, he didn't even call himself when his brother was burnt like that, so he knew...
When Yin Chang finished cooking and came out, Yang Na had already gone back to her room to rest. Shao Junling sat alone on the sofa, his expression seemed a little depressed, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
"Come and eat." Yin Chang greeted him.
Shao Junling got up and went over, glanced at the dishes on the table, they were all the dishes he liked before.
He sat down and ate two mouthfuls without saying a word, looked up at Yin Chang, and asked, "Did you know it at the beginning of the year?"
Yin Chang: "What?"
Shao Junling: "Yang Na is sick."
Yin Chang: "Well..."
No wonder Yin Chang started to learn how to cook at that time. The dishes on the table tasted very similar to those made by Yang Na. If Yin Chang didn't tell them, he might not be able to tell the difference. Shao Junling looked at Yin Chang, and asked in pain and confusion: "Why didn't you tell me then?"
Yin Chang: "You have to study at that time, telling you will distract you."
Shao Junling: "Study and study, is study so important? If I am studying, will you not let me know when you are going to die?"
"Why..." Yin Chang frowned, and wanted to reprimand Shao Jun for his unscrupulous words, but when he saw the other party's eyes were red, as if he was about to cry, he looked away inexplicably guilty, and whispered, "Don't think about it , I can handle these things by myself, and you can’t do much when you come back.”
Shao Junling slammed the chopsticks on the table: "Brother, I'm not a child anymore, I won't be just a child forever!"
Yin Chang: "..."
When Yang Na heard Shao Junling's voice, she came out in a panic: "What's wrong? Junling, you can't treat your brother like this, just talk about it..."
"Yang Na, go back and rest, don't worry about this!" Shao Junling said while suppressing the anger in his heart, stood up and looked at Yin Chang and said, "I have to figure it out today."
It was rare for Yang Na to see Shao Junling's vicious and ruthless aura, and she was really scared by him and backed away, not daring to speak again.
Seeing this, Yin Chang's face also turned a little blue: "Shao Junling, sit down and eat well, don't go too far."
They just met after half a year, and it was rare to get along for a month. Yin Chang didn't want to quarrel with him, let alone in front of Yang Na.
But Shao Junling didn't seem to hear it, and continued to stare at Yin Chang: "Brother, you are always thinking about other people's feelings, have you ever thought about yourself? It used to be for Uncle Yin, then it was for Aunt Yao, now you want to do it for Auntie Yao. Sacrifice yourself for me? But have you ever asked me if I want what you gave me?"
Yin Chang was momentarily dumbfounded by Shao Junling's question, and Yang Na, who was standing at the door of the guest bedroom, couldn't help being moved when she heard this sentence.
She read it right, that child understood Yin Chang better than herself.
There was silence in the living room for a long time before Shao Junling's voice came again: "Brother, I like you. I have liked you since the first time I saw you in the orphanage, but I only liked you like a brother before. Then As I grow up, I realize that my love for you has become less pure. I want to share your joys and sorrows, and share your pressure and difficulties. I study hard and grow up, just to catch up with you. Step, get involved in your life as soon as possible! I like you so much that I don't even want to go so far away from you!"
He looked at Yin Chang sadly and resolutely, as if he was participating in a desperate gamble.
All Yin Chang's anger and impatience were extinguished by Shao Junling's sincere confession, his eyes were red: "You..."
"You like me too?" Shao Junling asked suddenly, "If you don't, why did you kiss me? Why do you want me not to leave you?"
Yin Chang was shocked: "When?"
Shao Junling: "Fifteen years old, the night you attended the celebration banquet of "A Difference in One Thought", and the night you finished chatting with Luo Chuan on the set last December."
Yin Chang panicked: "I, why don't I know?"
Shao Junling bent down to support Yin Chang's shoulder, looked directly at him and said, "Yes, you forgot, because you were drunk on those two occasions and did things to me that you didn't even know about. But now you are Sober, answer me, what do you think of me?"
Yin Chang really doesn't remember those things at all, his brain is in a mess, as if he can't think anymore, he can only answer the other party with the words that he repeatedly brainwashed: "You, you are my brother."
Shao Junling was suffocated with anger, gritted his teeth and asked, "You cultivated me the way you cultivate a lover, but now you want me to be just a younger brother! How can you tell me to do it!?"
Yin Chang was dumbfounded: "You, I..."
Shao Junling knew what Yin Chang was shocked about, and said directly: "I saw what you and Mi Xiu said that night. That's right, you set up a confidentiality, but don't forget who designed that thing, I want to see it It's easy to record. I admit it's a bit mean, but if you can confess to me, I don't have to use these tricks!"
Yin Chang looked at Shao Junling foolishly, seeing him with fluttering wings, declaring war with him, but he was forced to throw down his helmet and armor, unable to utter a word.
Shao Junling squeezed his shoulders tightly, and there was a trace of pain in his eyes: "You know that we are not related by blood, why did you reject me?"
Yin Chang murmured: "You have been with me since you were ten years old, and you have never been in contact with others, and you take that promise so seriously... If you get confused, someday you will find that your liking for me and your love for me Other people's preferences are different, what should I do... "
Shao Junling sneered, interrupted him and said, "Brother, do you think I'm a fool? I develop normally. How can I not have that need after puberty for such a long time? If I can't even tell these things apart, what am I going to do? People? Do you remember that when I was fourteen years old, I had a dream one night, and you teased me about which little girl I dreamed of. listen?"
Yin Chang dodged his gaze.
Shao Junling let go of Yin Chang's shoulder with one hand, pinched his chin instead, and forced him to look at him: "It's you. Since I was fourteen years old, every time I do that kind of thing, I think of you, no Others, as long as I imagine your face, I can be satisfied. The scene we saw when we watched Uncle Yin's movie has been played out countless times in my mind, but the protagonists are me and you... "
"Shut up, you..." Yin Chang's face was flushed, and his eyes were filled with water. He was forced to look like a cornered beast, and begged, "Stop talking!"
Yin Chang grabbed Shao Junling's wrist, trying to pull him away, but instead Shao Junling grabbed his hand and interlocked his fingers to control it.
"Brother, when I was young, you taught me to be able to express my feelings, and to say what I want to say directly. Now it's my turn to persuade you, can you be honest with me and yourself?" Shao Junling took a step closer, palming Yin Yin Chang asked from the back of his head, "Do you love me?"
"...Love." Yin Chang, who has been trained by Xiao Ling countless times, already has an instinctive reaction to this sentence, but this is also his most honest answer.
Yin Chang was forced to reveal his soft sincerity to Shao Junling as if he had been lifted from the crab cover, but this crushing persecution completely broke him down, broke him down, tears flowed down uncontrollably, angry and uncontrollable Willingly.
In Shao Junling's eyes, there was no joy of victory, nor the arrogance of a strong man, only the helplessness of relief and the full affection for Yin Chang.
He sighed softly, pressed the other person's head and kissed him.
Yin Chang didn't hide, or he had nowhere to hide at all, he trembled his lips, and finally accepted this feeling that was so hot that it almost swallowed him.
Tears were mixed on the wet lips, bitter and sweet, similar to the kiss on the birthday night.
The difference is that the heartbeat at this moment is so fast that it seems to burst out.