(1) Brother Raiders 1.0
The first time Shao Junling met Yin Chang was in the video made by Uncle Yin.
Big jewel-like eyes, milk-like skin, soft and lovely voice... Shao Junling couldn't believe that there are such good-looking people in the world, like, like... the clouds in the sky, illuminated by the sun, exude warm light.
Shao Junling's vocabulary was poor, and he couldn't think of other adjectives. He could only describe Yin Chang with the most beautiful thing he had ever seen.
Uncle Yin smiled and said, "This is Xiao Chang, your elder brother."
Shao Junling stared intently at the person on the screen... His brother? Can he have such a brother
Uncle Yin said: "My brother is very lonely abroad, can you go and keep him company?"
Shao Junling: "Lonely... Alone?"
Uncle Yin: "Loneliness means being alone, very lonely."
Shao Junling's eyes lit up, and he said in his heart, it's the same as me.
Uncle Yin: "He is about to celebrate his 18th birthday. If you are given to her as a 'gift', he must be very happy. You see, he has always wanted a younger brother... He will definitely treat you very well. Would you like Don't want to go with him?"
Shao Junling hesitated for a second, then nodded with a blushing face.
At that time, Shao Junling had no idea what the 18-year-old Yin Chang was like until he saw his brother for the second time on the playground of the orphanage.
He recognized Yin Chang at a glance, but... his brother is really much taller than he imagined!
Seeing his brother walking towards him against the light like a god, Shao Junling's heart beat faster and faster, and his beautiful charm seemed to be magnified countless times, and a thunderbolt struck his heart.
When Yin Chang knelt down and asked if he would like to go home with him, Shao Junling decided to give his whole life to this person.
However, after Shao Junling followed his brother back home, he found that his brother didn't seem to like him very much.
Shao Junling has been extremely sensitive to outsiders since he was a child. He can tell that although Yin Chang doesn't dislike him or loathe him, he keeps a certain distance from him.
Later, from the conversation between his brother and Aunt Yao, he vaguely learned that his brother seemed to have misunderstood him as Uncle Yin's illegitimate son. Moreover, my brother didn't know that Uncle Yin planned to give him as a birthday present to the other party.
Shao Junling was very conflicted. He wanted to tell his brother the truth, but he didn't know how to say it.
But he thought that if he was misunderstood as an illegitimate child, he and his elder brother would be related by blood, and his elder brother would not abandon him because of his family responsibilities to him.
Shao Junling was secretly happy. He quietly looked at his brother's expression, and finally chose to remain silent.
As for the agreement between him and Uncle Yin, it doesn't matter if he doesn't tell his brother, anyway, he will let his brother know with practical actions in the future...
At the beginning, Shao Junling respected and feared Yin Chang because of his guilty conscience.
He wanted to be close to the other party, but also worried that his humble self would offend his brother.
But my brother is a very gentle person at heart. Although my brother was very sad because of the death of Uncle Yin at that time, he would still buy clothes for himself, buy delicious food, take him to play on the treadmill, and even make small cakes with his own hands. Feed yourself.
For a child who has been in a state of lack of love all year round, once he takes the initiative to let go of his guard, just a little temperature can melt him.
Shao Junling didn't expect more—to see, be with, and listen to his brother every day—he felt that such a life was already very good.
During the week when my brother went to Pasadena, Shao Junling was so frightened that the other party knew the truth and didn’t want him anymore. Fortunately, his brother came back soon, but he was cut off by his brother to protect the other party’s nails, and he was sent to prison. Boarding school, which made him very resentful.
At school, he asked Xue Zi about the fight, which made his brother very angry. If he suffers, he will suffer. At that time, he was not very good at expressing, and he couldn't explain the reason for the fight to his brother well.
But my brother... doesn't seem to have a good temper.
That was the most violent quarrel between them, and he was so wronged that he didn't want his brother anymore.
However, he hid in the stairwell and watched his brother looking for him up and down, and found that his brother still cared about him very much. Later, he was caught by his brother and took him home. His brother apologized to him, agreed with him three chapters, promised to let him go home when his grades were good, and explained a lot of his thoughts. Shao Junling was very moved.
However, Shao Junling was a little depressed when his brother mentioned in the third chapter of the covenant, "Let him be until he is 18 years old". Could it be that when he turns 18, will my brother not want him
The next day, my brother gave him a lot of toys, and he reluctantly forgave him... Eighteen years old, let's be eighteen, and when he turns eighteen, just let him take care of his brother.
During the winter vacation that year, his brother took him to Switzerland. That was the first time Shao Junling went abroad, and it was also the first time he discovered how good his brother was.
It turns out that my brother is not only good-looking and can make small cakes, but he can also easily chat with so many foreigners. His concentration at work seems to be shining...
My brother taught him English, took him skiing, bought him instant noodles... In Switzerland, my brother hugged him to sleep for the first time. Although I was very embarrassed, it made Shao Junling understand that my brother didn't hate being in close contact with him .
... He really likes his brother.
The more you like, the more you want. Shao Junling still remembered that he worked hard to learn Taekwondo to get his brother's approval, but his brother ignored him for a long time, and blocked him in the bathroom that night and beat him up. He was so ashamed that he was so angry that he cried.
Fortunately, my brother hugged him to comfort him later, and said that he would take him to record a show together.
The vacation when recording the program was the happiest one since he and his brother were together, because they spent more time together than the previous whole year. Although my brother did a lot of things that made him speechless during the recording of the program, such as giving away the corn he had worked so hard to break (he was really worried about the fact that my brother would not live in extravagance and waste, and I will talk about it in the future) Speaking), don’t understand the sense of crisis in life, and make him look bad in front of the people of the whole country... But Shao Junling endured it, who would let that be his brother, no matter how perfect a person is, he has flaws.
When recording the second episode, it happened to be my brother's nineteenth birthday. Everyone prepared a birthday surprise for my brother, but he seemed unhappy.
After Shao Junling asked, he found out that his brother had always misunderstood Uncle Yin. No wonder his brother always acted so sad every time he mentioned Uncle Yin... He seemed to think that Uncle Yin didn't love him.
How is this possible? The older brother is obviously the person Uncle Yin cares about the most.
Shao Junling was very anxious, in order to untie his brother's knot, he couldn't help but tell him what he had agreed with Uncle Yin.
After that, my brother changed.
The way my brother looked at him became very strange, and his attitude towards him became better and better. What "coldness" and "proudness"...all the previous observations were overturned.
Shao Junling felt terrified, because he didn't know how to get along with his enthusiastic brother.
However, looking back a few years later, if I knew that my brother would have become like that after learning the truth...
He must, must... Confess early! Orz
(2) The trouble of being paid attention to
After recording "Super Star Life" with his brother, the relationship between Shao Junling and Yin Chang has made a qualitative leap, but the popularity of the show also caused him a lot of trouble.
After returning to school after the holiday, Shao Junling found that almost everyone around him was staring at him with curiosity, envy, and liking in their eyes... This made Shao Junling feel extremely uncomfortable.
Because ever since he became conscious, he only remembered that most of the eyes that fell on him were disgusted, contemptuous, and sympathetic. In order to reduce the damage, he was like a little beast that likes to lurk in the dark, habitually avoiding the eyes of the outside world. focus on.
He originally wanted to hide his edge and grow up in a low-key manner, but all of this was broken by "Superstar Life".
The children secretly stuffed gifts for him in their desks, and enthusiastically expressed their kindness to him in public. The boys surrounded him and asked him to perform taekwondo. The girls asked him if he had a really good memory. Even the teachers joined in the fun to let him He performed shorthand in class... Even once when he went to the toilet, two children came to the left and right, and while chatting with him, they peeked at his place, and they all let out admiration and exclamation! (=_=)? ?
Unlike Xue Ziwen who was at home in the crowd, Shao Junling only felt like a poor monkey with a chain around his neck.
He complained to his elder brother, but his elder brother said that he had been like this since he was a child, and comforted him, and he would get used to it after a long time.
Indeed, my brother faces tens of thousands of times more attention and overtures than him every day, but he still doesn't care. But in Shao Junling's mind, he and his elder brother are completely different people. His elder brother is a god, and it is normal for gods to be surrounded by crowds. How could he, a wild mortal, get used to living like a monkey in a zoo
Shao Junling was very depressed, but there was nothing he could do. After all, his brother had vaccinated him before he went to record the show, and he had to bear it by himself if he said "I don't mind".
In order to resist the sense of crisis brought about by the attention of the outside world, Shao Junling can only study hard and exercise well to make himself stronger.
Half a year later, Shao Junling jumped a level.
When school started after the Chinese New Year, he found that the eyes of those around him were not as "hot" as before.
Shao Junling only stayed in the third grade class for one semester, and before the new classmates had time to get to know him well, he skipped a grade again.
It may be that the children in the upper grades have a sense of superiority in knowledge, and they will not really worship him as a starlet. Therefore, after entering the fifth grade, the sight of him as a different kind of observation is much less. Moreover, as the popularity of "Superstar Life" dissipated, the enthusiasm that came like a tide at the beginning also quickly faded like a tide.
Shao Junling gradually came to a conclusion: most people's memories... don't seem to be very good.
He quietly breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that this kind of trembling days would last for a long, long time...