Ning Feng wanted to hug him up, but was rejected by the young man. With a pale face and weak legs, he tried to stand up, and said with a smile: "I still want to go by myself, let me do it myself."
The man supported him in silence, and walked slowly outside the door. Zhao He was still kneeling there. When he saw the young man coming out, he knelt on the ground, grabbed his trousers, and pleaded in his eyes, "Ah Qing... let's start again." Let's get started, okay?"
Seeing the Gundam beside him, the young man squatted down with a pale face, and picked it up with some difficulty, his smile was so pale, "This Gundam, I think you gave it back to me, Ah He, don't come looking for me gone."
"Actually, I really wish I had never met you."
"You say to forgive each other, but even if you forgive..." The young man's lips were extremely pale, and his eyes were full of longing for life, "I want to live, but you ruined my chance to live, twice."
"Zhao He, I don't blame you, I forgive you, but you can't pay back what you owe me anyway, so don't say anything and start over." A tear fell on the back of Zhao He's hand, hot as if he was about to His whole heart was put in the boiling water, he firmly grasped He Qing's trousers, tears fell drop by drop, "Ah Qing, I can return it to you, I can..."
No matter how much he regretted, how much he begged, the young man still stood up, like a mermaid who went ashore, every step he took, every breath he took, was extremely painful, Zhao He had never been so consciously aware of the fact that the person he loved , All pain is brought by oneself.
I'm sorry, Ah Qing, falling in love with me, you are very painful...
Zhao He knelt on the ground in a daze. He asked the doctor, and he confirmed that the young man had no chance of surviving. According to He Qing, the mechanism in his body was almost destroyed. The chance of surviving was one in a hundred thousand. None.
He wanted to live, but there was no chance.
How did it come to this point, how...
Zhao He leaned on the wall and stood up staggeringly. His legs were trembling with every step he took. The man who pays attention to his image didn't have any scruples at all. It was like self-punishment. He climbed up the stairs step by step even though there was an elevator. , Standing on the top floor of the hospital, the man looked down, tears streaming down his face.
"Ah Qing, I can return it to you..."
He owed him a life, so pay with his life.
—Zhao He opened his arms, closed his eyes, and fell backwards.
—
When Yan Xizhi got the news that Zhao He had jumped from a tall building, he was watching downstairs at He Qing's house. His hair was messed up, and the wound on his face was itchy. After hearing the news, he just asked, "Are you dead?"
As soon as he finished asking, his eyes suddenly sank. The young man was almost out of shape. He seemed to be down to take out the garbage at this moment, but he ran into a middle-aged aunt who pulled him to talk. From Yan Xizhi's direction, he couldn't hear him. Knowing what the aunt was talking about, she could clearly see the pain and embarrassment on He Qing's expression.
"No, now that the person is paralyzed, conscious but unable to move, the Zhao family means to give up this heir. Do you want to continue what you ordered before, Young Master Yan? Young Master Yan?"
The young man's face was pale, and he was stopped and asked non-stop, "Hey, Xiao He, is that photo on the Internet really about you? I didn't believe it when my son told me. I always wanted to ask you. I heard that You were expelled from the hospital. Do you have any difficulties in life? It’s all from the neighbors. If you have anything, just say it. It’s not easy for you child... "
He Qing lowered his head firmly, and wanted to retract the hand held by the middle-aged aunt but had no strength. He said in a hoarse voice, "Aunt Zhang, I'm going back."
"Hey, look at you child..." The middle-aged aunt wanted to say more, and a young man in his twenties happened to come down from the stairs, and when he saw the two of them arguing, his expression changed, "Mom!"
He rushed over and roughly shook He Qing's hand away, "What are you doing! What are you trying to do to my mother!"
The young man was stunned, and before he could explain, the middle-aged aunt hurriedly said: "What nonsense are you talking about? It's all from the neighbors. I'll ask Xiao He if he has any difficulties, and see if I can..."
The young man had a gloomy face, and cast a contemptuous glance at the pale young man. He pushed his mother to go upstairs, and he was still complaining, "Mom, don't be soft-hearted towards this kind of heart. It's been said on the Internet. He took pictures of those disgusting things just to buy luxury goods, and even bullied his female classmates when he was in school, you won’t be afraid of getting your eyes dirty when you talk to such a person.”
He pushed away the stunned young man, protected his mother and went upstairs, leaving He Qing standing there in a daze, with sad eyes that made the heartache of the man who rushed over.
"Ah Qing!" Yan Xizhi looked up and down at him nervously, he was relieved after confirming that he was not injured, and turned to look at the corridor with gloomy eyes, "I will help you teach them a lesson!"
He was about to go up after he finished speaking, but his arm was pulled by the young man. His hand hadn't healed yet. His once delicate and beautiful hands were swollen and red. Seeing Yan Xi's eyes, he was extremely painful. He carefully held those hands behind his back, " Ah Qing?"
"Do you have a cigarette?" The young man turned pale and looked at the man, "I want to smoke."
"I, I didn't bring..." This was the first time the young man spoke to him in such a long time, Yan Xizhi searched all over his body nervously but couldn't find it, he kept saying, "I'll buy it for you, I'll be right back, Ah Qing, wait for me, soon!"
Seeing the man running away while talking, the young man turned around and went upstairs slowly.
Yan Xizhi rushed to the nearest supermarket, bought the most expensive cigarettes, and ran all the way back downstairs, but the young man was no longer there, he hesitated for a long time, but went upstairs anyway.
If Ah Qing is unhappy when he sees him, then give him the cigarettes and leave by herself.
The more he went up, the more uneasy Yan Xizhi felt. For some reason, he always had an ominous feeling. When he was about to reach the top floor, he smelled a pungent smell.
not good!
Yan Xizhi rushed up quickly, the door of the young man's house was closed, he kicked the door a few times, but there was no response from inside, in desperation, he used both hands and feet to smash the door, finally, at the expense of bleeding hands After paying the price, he broke open the door, and as soon as he entered, the pungent smell that hit his face made the man's face change.
He covered his mouth and nose, and rushed to the bedroom. Sure enough, the young man was lying on the bed quietly, his face was red, his lips were bright cherry color. After picking him up, he saw a piece of paper beside the bed.
—If you find me, please don't save me, death is the best relief for me
"Ah Qing—" Yan Xizhi stopped in his tracks, he looked at the closed window, tears fell on the young man's face, half of his delicate face was full of pain on the other side of his ugly face, "I'm sorry, Ah Qing..."
You want to die, but I want you to live.
So, as a price, let me die for you!
Ten minutes later, in the old room, Yan Xizhi was leaning against the wall. His mind was a little confused. He took out the small mirror and only looked at his half face which was still intact. Smiling, the man murmured, "That's great, Ah Qing must like it... After all, I'm so good-looking..."
He was smiling, but his eyes were full of sadness, and he took out the cigarette lighter he bought for the young man weakly, Yan Xizhi leaned against the wall, his hands were bloody, and pressed the lighter.
-boom! !
The glass on the top floor of the old building exploded, making a loud noise. Yan Xizhi felt very painful, his whole body ached, but he smiled happily in the haze.
—If I were the source of your pain and I disappeared, would you live
In the luxury car downstairs, the young man closed his eyes tightly, as if he was in a deep sleep, the door was opened, and a pair of slender and strong hands hugged him.
half a month later
[A few days ago, the rumored incident of a doctor filming a GV uploaded on the Internet has been proven to be a rumor. This photo was taken when the victim was bullied on campus when he was in school. About half a month ago, the assailant uploaded this photo on the Internet. Moreover, a series of fabrications were carried out. This newspaper confirmed that the victim, He, committed suicide at home half a month ago, unable to bear the rumors. Many netizens left messages and prayed for him—]
[The perpetrator Lin has been wanted by the police. This is a photo provided by the police. Please contact the police after seeing Lin. After the court ruling, Zhang and Liu who committed the crime together with Lin...]
[Feng Xinyang, the eldest son of the Feng Group, was confirmed to be ill and committed self-mutilation and suicide many times, and has been sent to a nursing home—]
The three pieces of news were pieced together and played together in turn. The pale young man was sitting in a wheelchair, his eyes were blankly facing the direction of the TV. The man next to him gently stroked his hair and asked in a warm voice: "Ah Qing, are you happy?"
He Qing didn't answer.
Ning Feng didn't mind either, the three news items on TV were still repeating non-stop. The man put his hand on the young man's skinny leg, massaged and kneaded gently and carefully, and said softly while pressing He said, "I went to see Feng Xinyang, he is crazy now, he is tied to the bed every day, the nurses there are not dedicated, his hands are tied purple, they don't care, yes, they accepted the illegitimate son of the Feng family money."
"And Zhao He, he was paralyzed. When I went to see him, he told me with his eyes that he wanted to die. Does Ah Qing know why?" The man gently massaged the young man's calf, and said softly while pressing , "His bones are all broken, as long as he is still breathing, the pain of bone shattering will always be with him. Where did Zhao He suffer from this kind of suffering? It hurts every day, and he can't move. He can't even cry out in pain. He is dead. He can't die, and he can't live well, of course he wants to die."
"Don't worry, Ah Qing. I won't let you fall like that. I will always be with you and take good care of you. Until we are old and our eyes can't see clearly, I will take you with me again. Would you say okay? ?”
- silence
Ning Feng has long been used to the silence. He didn't like to talk nonsense before, but now he talks to himself almost every day. He needs to talk about things that can stimulate Ah Qing so that Ah Qing can wake up. I found Lin Wan and got stuck under the bridge near the hospital. Her body was almost eaten by fish. I don’t know if those fish were poisoned after eating such a disgusting thing. The forensic doctor said that she was not drowned, but The one who starved to death probably crawled under the bridge after falling into the water. There was a stone there, and her head came out from there. She couldn’t get out no matter how hard she tried. She couldn’t move, her head was on the water, and her body was under the water. Then, She starved to death... Although it was only discovered a month later, it should have been stuck for about seven days before she died. After all, her mouth is also underwater, and she can hold on for a while with water. Don't worry, Ah Qing. , before she died of starvation, the VN on her body definitely exploded, what you experienced, of course she has to experience it again, right?"
While describing the terrible cause of death in gentle words, the man massaged the young man's hands and feet. He looked up and saw that the sun was shining outside, and asked softly, "Shall we go to the sun? The doctor said that more sun exposure is good for the body. good."
The young man blinked, still absent minded, Ning Feng kissed his cold cheek, carefully covered his lap with a blanket, and then pushed him out, and just arrived in the garden when he bumped into a neighbor, the blond and blue-eyed neighbor called He said hello, "Ning! Are you going for a walk with Qing?"
"Yes, the weather is nice today, he should like it." Ning Feng nodded with a smile, answered in French and passed the neighbor.
A friend of the neighbor asked him, "Who is this? Your neighbor?"
"Yes, they are from Huaguo. Qing is sick, so Ning brought him to live in our country. They are a couple of lovers. Ning loves Qing very much and takes good care of him."
"What's wrong with him? Just now I saw that he didn't look at us at all."
"I don't know. He looks like a vegetable, but Qing can open his eyes and breathe on his own. His illness looks like he has lost his soul. Ning has been looking for a cure for him, but it seems that there is no cure yet. turn up."
"Oh my God! I hope he can get better and don't make his lover too sad."
Under the warm sunlight, the standing man was pushing a wheelchair, completely unaware that there was a transparent figure standing beside him.
[Host, we should go.]
He Qing looked at the man hesitantly, and finally said, [Let's go.]
———
"Huh!" He Qing endured the pain of his soul, and stayed in the bathtub for a full hour before he had the strength to get out of it. After an hour, the just warm water turned into cold water, the key is! It's winter now!
Shivering from the cold and putting on a bath towel, He Qing met his misty self in the mirror. He stretched out his hand to wipe off the mist, and looked at the people inside lost in thought, [System, is this body an adult yet?]
[Didn't you already read his memory?]
He Qing looked at the baby face inside with no expression on his face. He was obviously a freshman, but he didn't have any masculinity at all. This tender little face, if you pinch it, I'm afraid it will get water out.
When will the system find him a Kong Wu powerful body
The boy was wearing a bath towel, and while wiping his hair, he opened the door. As soon as he opened the door, he was so frightened that he almost fell down. His feet slipped, and he only had time to say "Oh my god!" before falling down.
He was so frightened that he fell down in front of him. The stern man caught him and stood still. Under He Qing's lingering fear, he took out a few tickets with a dark face, "He Qing! Did you steal my car and go racing again? !"
As soon as the young man stood firm, he heard his questioning voice, and suddenly his neck stiffened, and he said in a very unbearable voice, "What's wrong with me driving your car! There is nothing in your body that was not bought with my family's money!"
"Let me tell you, Zheng Chenke, don't think that you can stop showing me good looks when you are in the company now. After I graduate! I will ask my dad to kick you out immediately!!"
Being pointed at his nose and scolded, Zheng Chenke's face became even uglier. He looked at the young man with gloomy eyes, and was about to give him an ultimatum, but found that the young man in front of him was flushed with suffocation, and his body was swaying, looking like Seconds will fall.
He frowned slightly, looked down, and saw that in order to show the credibility and threat strength of his words, the boy in slippers was standing on tiptoe, trying to make himself the same height as the man in front of him, but the difference in height was not Stepping on his feet can make up for it. In front of a slender man, even if he stands on tiptoe, he still looks like a dwarf.
He Qing didn't realize that his efforts were in vain, he raised his head high like a rooster about to fly into the sky, "Don't be afraid! If you know you are afraid, please hurry up to please me. The car I saw last time, Hurry up and buy it, or I will let my dad kick you out!"
Zheng Chenke, who just slowed down because of his funny and cute little gesture, turned black, "You're dreaming!"
For a moment, he felt that he was simply crazy to settle accounts with this dude, and he slammed the door and left with a dark handsome face!
[Ding! Zheng Chenke's favor: 2.]
The boy opened the door indifferently, and closed it shiveringly under the cold air. Forget it, he should wait for a while before going out when the cold is gone.
But... He Qing looked at the delicate and tender fingertips that had been raised, and his fingertips turned red after being blown by the wind. He had never been a spoiled little playboy.