"No, it's okay..." Ning Feng hugged the young man tightly, and comforted him with a soft voice: "We will find the best doctor, and he will definitely be cured!"
The young man shook his head with a desolate smile, and did not speak again. The ashen expression in his eyes made Ning Feng's heart tighten. He wanted to comfort him, but he didn't know what to say. He just repeated dryly: "I will find the best Doctor's!"
He Qing raised his head in a daze when he heard the man's words, met a pair of bloodshot and tired eyes, and asked confusedly, "Ning Feng, why are you so nice to me?"
Ning Feng paused, and wanted to say because you are my medicine, but the words he said were full of tenderness: "Because you are worth it."
"does it worth… "
The door opened, Yan Xizhi walked in lightly, seeing the young man looking over with red and swollen eyes, he froze in place, the handsome man tried his best to smile, "Ah Qing, you're awake... "
He Qing leaned against Ning Feng's arms, his voice was hoarse and weak, "It's you."
Yan Xizhi didn't dare to look into those eyes, he looked away, "What..."
"Put me and Lin Wan together and let Zhao He make the choice. You are the one." The young man's tone was weak, but his eyes were frighteningly bright. Enduring the pain from his hand, he continued, "Before he fell into a coma, I heard it, it was your voice."
He looked at the beautiful man who was as stiff as a stone, with sadness in his eyes, "Why on earth are you doing this?"
Yan Xizhi couldn't see the young man's face at a glance, but happened to see the tightly wrapped hands. He felt a pain in his heart, and looked away in a panic. For the first time, he didn't have the mentality of looking down on everyone from above. He stammered and explained, "Ah Qing, I... didn't do it on purpose... I didn't expect Zhao He to be like this, Ah Qing..."
The young man shook his head, "I don't want to hear this, I just want to know why you did this."
Feng Xinyang stood outside the door, he didn't dare to go in, he didn't dare to see his lover, the once handsome and flirtatious young man, now he was like a mouse in the gutter, he could only hide outside the door and listen.
He heard his best friend who grew up together but never had a heart-to-heart reply tremblingly, "Because, I love you..."
Yan Xizhi fantasized about expressing his feelings to the young people countless times, but none of them were under such desperate circumstances.
The young man's hands were broken by him, his face turned pale from the pain, and he leaned against another man's arms. The beautiful man held his breath, waiting for his answer, but all he waited for was He Qing's laughter.
It wasn't joy and joy, but a wry smile full of pain. He was obviously smiling, but it looked more sad than crying. The pale young man had tears in his eyes, and looked at Yan Xizhi, who was also looking at him with a pale face, " You said, you love me?"
His eyes were full of sarcasm, "You said you loved me...you actually said you loved me..."
Ning Feng listened quietly, but his arms around the young man tightened a little.
With a pale face, Yan Xizhi stepped forward to explain, "Ah Qing..."
"Go away!!" The young man was furious suddenly, his voice was short and hoarse, not as warm as before, "You love me, so you share me with Feng Xinyang, you love me, so you tied me to that place, Let me see how much Zhao He hates me! Let my hands be crippled, so that I can no longer be a doctor, this is what you call loving me!!"
"You actually call this love?"
"No, it's not like this..." Yan Xizhi turned pale and wanted to explain, but when he tried his best to explain, he found that what He Qing said was the truth.
He ruined him in the name of love.
"No..." Yan Xizhi shed tears in a daze, "I just, I just want to be with you..."
How did it become like this...
The heart ached sharply, and the man who always valued his appearance twisted his face in pain. He clearly wanted to protect Ah Qing, why in the end, the one who hurt Ah Qing was himself!
The pain was so painful that it was difficult to even breathe. Yan Xizhi's forehead was full of veins. He knelt on the ground in pain, his bruised face was no longer elegant and delicate. With trembling lips, he squeezed out a few words, "Ah Qing, please..."
What exactly he was asking for, the man himself couldn't tell.
He looked at the young man's indifferent gaze, at him leaning on Ning Feng's arms trustingly, at his wrapped hands...
Yan Xizhi stood up suddenly, he almost stumbled to the edge of the chair, dismantled the leg of the chair a few times, lifted it and smashed it down on his left hand.
"Hmm!" Almost immediately, cold sweat broke out on the man's forehead, but he didn't seem to feel any pain. Then he smashed his left hand one after another. "Ah Qing, look, I can give it back to you, I can give it back to you!!"
"Please, don't look at me like that, I really can..." As if afraid that He Qing wouldn't believe it, Yan Xi's hands became more forceful, and his slender hands became red, swollen and bleeding at a speed visible to the naked eye. He showed the bloody hand to the young man, "Look at Ah Qing, look at..."
"Why don't you say forgive me? Is it not enough..." Yan Xizhi asked himself and stood up, hitting the wall with his right hand like crazy, "I can give it back to you, I can..."
The young man stared blankly, covering his eyes with a pair of big warm hands, Ning Feng's voice was still magnetic and stable, "Don't look, he's gone crazy."
That's right, Yan Xizhi has already gone crazy.
It's just that I fell in love with someone now and wanted to wake up.
But why is he so uncomfortable
The slightest itch rose from the bottom of his heart, the young man covered his chest, his eyebrows wrinkled in pain, Ning Feng nervously supported him, "What's wrong?"
"Uncomfortable..." He Qing's face was pale, and he was obviously breathing heavily, but the oxygen seemed to avoid him.
"Ah Qing!" Ning Feng quickly caught him, and was shocked to find that the young man's face was getting more and more purple, and he was breathing with his mouth open like a fish landing on the shore, and even his body was trembling slightly, "Uh—"
Ning Feng immediately judged that this was a sign of hypoxia, but why—
He didn't have time to think about it, he quickly pressed the emergency bell, stroking the young man's back with his big hand to try to help him, Ning Feng left with trembling hands, "It's okay, it's okay..."
Yan Xizhi stared blankly at the purple face of the young man who was still normal just now and kept trembling, and suddenly came back to his senses, ignoring the severe pain in his hands, he ran outside like crazy: "Doctor!! Doctor!!"
Feng Xinyang stood in a daze, squeezed aside by the rushing doctors and nurses, watching the young man writhing and struggling despite being put on an oxygen mask, "Ah Qing... Ah Qing..."
"Go away!" Yan Xizhi pushed him away with his elbow, looking at He Qing's pained expression, he was extremely anxious, why on earth! It was fine before, why did it suddenly become like this!
He doesn't want Ah Qing's forgiveness, as long as Ah Qing is good, good...
No one noticed that there was another Feng Xinyang in the corner. He watched Ah Qing's despair and pain, watched him hold Ning Feng's hand tightly with his arms, watched Ning Feng hug him to comfort him, and a deep jealousy seemed to form under his feet. into the swamp and devoured him whole.
The doctor diagnosed it as VN poisoning, and VN had to be injected with a needle. In the end, a thin needle hole was found on He Qing's arm, and it was this needle hole that injected the VN drug that could never get rid of once injected.
"The vn drug originally existed as an anesthetic, but it was later discovered that it is highly addictive. As long as it is injected once, it needs to be re-injected in five days on average. In the case of Mr. He, it should be the first injection dose. If it is too large, this dose can already be fatal, and the severe pain caused by the comminuted fracture of both hands has counteracted some of the medicinal properties, but in this situation, the body should be addicted."
Ning Feng held the young man's hand trembling slightly, "Is this medicine harmful to the body?"
"Not at the beginning, but as time goes on, the deeper the patient's dependence on vn, the dose must be increased. Large doses of vn will cause hallucinations, insomnia, mania, and the average life expectancy will not exceed 3 years. Our suggestion is Quitting the drug, but it will also lead to hallucinations and mania in the early stage. Because of the pain in the body, the patient will want to inject vn at all costs, so... "
Yan Xizhi's hand was bloody and bloody, but he clenched his fist tightly as if he couldn't feel the pain, and the donated blood dripped down. The handsome man in a mess said, "Ah Qing didn't know that he had been injected with vn."
He was trembling with hatred, and said in a trembling voice, "It's Lin Wan..."
He should have guessed that that woman hated Ah Qing so much, how could she be willing to just put on a show, only he thought he was playing with everyone, but in fact, he was the stupidest idiot!
Feng Xinyang curled up in the corner, looking at the doctor with relief, "It's much easier to do. It's much easier to quit in the early stage than in the later stage. As long as you don't give the patient VN, just go through this period of time, and wait until the body no longer reacts..."
He sat on the cold ground in a daze, watching the young man leaning on Ning Feng's arms, watching Ning Feng hugging him and comforting him softly.
Jealousy quietly bloomed in my heart.
He Qing checked again carefully, and the doctor who prescribed some tranquilizers walked out of the ward, but someone behind him called him, "Doctor..."
He turned around in doubt, with a disheveled face, and the handsome man in thin unlined clothing asked: "Is it true that a small dose of vn injected in the early stage will not cause harm to the body?"
——
The young man could no longer absorb the oxygen in the air, and a desperate itch rose from all over his body. He wanted to scratch and scratch, but his limbs were firmly fixed by the protective equipment. The once gentle young man was full of painful tears. Struggling, but can't break free.
The itching rising from his bones made him unbearable anymore. If it wasn't for these utensils, he would rather jump off the stairs than endure this inhuman pain again!
But he can't move!
He can only be like a mummy who is placed in a coffin and cannot move, bearing these for life.
It's itchy!
So sad!
Who will save him!
Ning Feng was called out by the doctor, He Qing couldn't speak, he could only stare at the ceiling in despair, he couldn't even cry, he couldn't cry.
— the door opens.
A flustered Feng Xinyang walked in, holding a thin needle in his hand, and came to the young man's bedside.
Looking at the young man whose limbs were tightly bound and firmly trapped and unable to move, he gently touched the young man's head, and looked at the pair of eyes full of pain that were no longer clear, and the man's gentle voice sounded softly, "Shh... Ah Qing, I'm here to help you..."
Under the painful and puzzled gaze of the young man, he put the needle on the inside of He Qing's arm and injected it slowly.