119 Yan Beicheng crossed his long legs and rushed up in two or three steps (1w+)
"Yes." Yan Beicheng smiled, lying on the bed and letting Lin Chu lie in his arms.
Long fingers pushed her hair behind her ears.
Lin Chu listened to his heartbeat, which was calm and powerful, reassuring.
After a moment of hesitation, he asked hesitantly: "Yan Beicheng, can you... tell me about your mother? You seem unwilling to mention her, and you look very unhappy when you mention her. You..."
Lin Chu took a deep breath, gritted his teeth and said, "What on earth is going on?"
Yan Beicheng's hand that was playing with the long hair beside her ear paused for a moment, then he put it down behind her ear and stopped tying it, and placed his palm on her waist carelessly, "Her?"
Yan Beicheng sneered coldly, "There's nothing to say."
Even though she knew that his dislike for her was not true, Lin Chu still felt a little uncomfortable.
She was silent for a while, then got up from his arms without saying a word.
Yan Beicheng looked at her calmly, with a little confusion in his eyes.
"Yan Beicheng, I don't know what happened between you and your mother that makes you so disgusted that you don't want to mention it. I won't preach anything over my own power to repair the relationship between you. This is between you and you. Things between mothers can make you so disgusted. She may have done something that is not worthy of forgiveness. But I am with you, and you said you want to marry me and live with me for the rest of your life, and so do I. "
"So I want to know about you, who you hate, I hate with you, who you like, I like with you, instead of knowing a little about you like now. My things, whether they are good or bad , both gratifying and embarrassing, you all know that I don’t hide anything. I thought I knew you well, but I found out that I didn’t. Even Lu Weining, who you said has nothing to do with you, knows you better than I have more. If it hadn't been for her, I wouldn't have even known that you had a bad relationship with your mother. When you said how many people there were in your family before, you never mentioned her. At that time, I felt that you were not willing to say it, so I just waited. , until you are willing to tell me."
"But now that this matter has been brought up, you don't tell me. I can wait. I was confident at first. But now I don't have confidence. Maybe you won't tell me in your life." Lin Chu clenched his hands. , paused with both hands, and slowly grabbed his hand.
His hands were clean, beautiful, and very big. She wrapped both of them together, "Yan Beicheng, you said that you only want to marry me. Me too, I want to live with you for the rest of my life. I want to grow gray-haired with you, We supported each other for a walk in the community. We both retired, and I sent you to the vegetable market. When you came back to buy groceries, I cooked for you. I want to live and die together with you, but I don’t want to think that even death will be to me. The person you sleep with doesn’t know enough. Maybe everyone, even couples, have some secrets. But I don’t care about those innocuous little secrets. But this matter is obviously not-"
Lin Chu was discouraged mid-sentence, and sat back slumped, leaning against the wall.
"Perhaps I am being hypocritical in this matter, because I don't know about irrelevant things that others know, and I feel a little unbalanced." Lin Chu said weakly.
However, she still felt uncomfortable.
He wasn't willing to tell her because he thought she wasn't qualified enough to share with him what was deep in his heart
In other words, is it because she has not completely entered his heart
Thinking of this possibility, Lin Chu almost cried.
She loves him so much now that she almost looks at him. The statement that we would live together and die together just now was not a smooth word. It was really hard for her to believe that she could still live well if he was gone.
But that's it, she still had to hear some things from an outsider's mouth.
Even if she had asked so bluntly, he was not going to talk about it.
In fact, if he doesn't want to talk about it, just give her a reason and explain it to her, and she won't talk about it. But he insisted on refusing like this, thinking about him.
She couldn't help but remember that when she was at home, she mentioned his mother, but Yan Beicheng suddenly changed the subject and wanted to take her out. He probably didn't want to talk about it.
Lin Chu suddenly didn't want to talk anymore. Feeling sad and weak, he lay back down, turned over and lay with his back to him. Close your eyes, afraid of crying.
This was the first time since she and Yan Beicheng were together that she had such serious trouble, not the petty trouble before.
After a while, I felt the person behind me move. The bed jolted slightly, and I was hugged from behind by him.
Lin Chu froze for a moment, expecting him to say something, but after waiting for a long time, he didn't say anything, and he just hugged her tighter.
Lin Chu was a little disappointed and didn't say anything anymore. He just didn't fall asleep for a long time and was no longer as secure in his arms as before.
…
When she woke up the next morning, there was no one beside the bed. Lin Chu was stunned for a long time before getting up to dress and freshen up.
I thought Yan Beicheng got up early and was playing with the children downstairs or talking to the old dean.
As a result, when I went downstairs, I found the children playing by themselves. I didn't see Yan Beicheng, nor did I hear his voice.
"Are you looking for Beicheng?" The old dean came out with a smile, carrying a plate of fried noodles. "He left early in the morning. He said he had something to do and didn't bother you."
Lin Chu froze for a moment, then nodded in despair. She was afraid that Yan Beicheng was avoiding her instead of having something wrong.
She also felt a little regretful. It would have been better if she had not been so curious, and if she had not been jealous that Lu Weining knew about him. If she hadn't asked him, the two of them would still be on good terms, wouldn't have any quarrels, and would still be sitting together eating together.
"He left without breakfast?" Lin Chu asked.
"Hey, he said there was something urgent and he left in a hurry, but I gave him two buns." said the old dean.
Lin Chu was silent.
The old dean noticed something was wrong with her expression, put down the plate and pulled her over, "Did you two quarrel?"
Weren't you fine last night
When I had nothing to do, I climbed over the wall and came in to make out.
Lin Chu shook his head, "Nothing."
Lin Chu tried his best to cover it up, but the old dean still saw something different. But since Lin Chu didn't say anything, she couldn't say anything. She just kept worrying about Lin Chu and Yan Beicheng.
Lin Chu was afraid that the old dean would be worried, so he smiled and told some interesting things to the old dean.
The old dean patted Lin Chu's hand, "If you feel uncomfortable, don't try to coax me. I'm not that fragile. But you, don't hold it in like this and make yourself feel uncomfortable."
Lin Chu lowered his head and stopped pretending that nothing was wrong. However, he was afraid that the old dean would be worried, so he still said, "I will go and talk to him. It will be fine."
The old dean nodded.
After finishing the meal, Lin Chu put away the tableware and went to the kitchen to clean it.
After coming out, she chatted with the old dean for a while. Now she didn't want to go back to Ding City, and she didn't know where to go except Ding City.
Xu Moyan made an appointment with Zheng Yuntong to go hiking.
She was afraid that when she returned to Ding City, Yan Beicheng was not there and deliberately avoided her. When facing such a big house in this mood, she was afraid that she would become worse and worse.
The old dean seemed to understand, so he chatted with her until Mrs. Yan called and said she missed her and asked her to go back and sit down.
"The Beicheng family are all good people, go ahead! Seeing that they like you so much and treat you well, I feel relieved." The old dean smiled lovingly.
Lin Chu nodded and was about to leave when he saw someone coming in.
"Lin Chu? What a coincidence. I didn't expect you to be here. I haven't bumped into you a few times before." The woman who walked in was about the same age as Lin Chu. She was wearing a white shirt and light blue jeans, fresh and capable.
"He Xuan is here." The old dean stood up and said with a smile.
"Well, I was just doing an interview nearby, so I stopped by to have a look." Zhu Hexuan came over, carrying some fruit in her hand, "How are you doing recently?"
"It's very good. Just come. What should you bring?" the old dean said reproachfully, not wanting the children to spend more money.
"It doesn't cost much at all." Zhu Hexuan smiled, looking at Lin Chu, and slightly suppressed her smile.
Seeing Lin Chu looking at her expressionlessly and not warmly, he said: "Lin Chu, you won't blame me for what you reported last time, right? After all, this is my profession, and I can't report something false just because I know you. thing. But the report didn’t slander you, I—”
"I really don't like my private affairs to be reported, but what you do is your freedom and I have no control over it." Lin Chu looked at her coldly and pulled his lips sarcastically, "I can do it. I just try to avoid exposing my own affairs and prevent others from making a fuss about me."
Zhu Hexuan didn't seem to care about her sarcasm and laughed casually, "I won't make a fuss about you this time. After all, it is the Lin family that is unlucky. I took this opportunity to expose the Lin family's true colors and let them I apologize to you. I don’t think you have lost anything. In any case, we have grown up together, and I will not do anything to harm you. I know that it is harmless to you, and it is also out of me. This report was published out of professional instinct as a journalist.”
"Really?" Lin Chu thought of what Yan Beicheng said about Zhu Hexuan receiving money to write news, and the ridicule on his face became even more intense, "I thought it was because you had a good relationship with Jinhe that you wrote this report. .”
Zhu Hexuan froze suddenly. She didn't expect Lin Chu to know, and she couldn't contain her surprised expression.
"I've always felt that our relationship is neither salty nor cold, but I haven't done anything worthy of you doing things behind my back. Don't think that no one knows what you do. I won't be polite next time." Lin Chu said coldly.
Seeing that Zhu Hexuan's face was getting more and more ugly, frightened and angry, she said she still had something to do and left first.
…
Lin Chu took a taxi to the old house. When she entered the door, Mrs. Yan realized that she had come by herself and asked in surprise: "Beicheng is not with you?"
Lin Chu was stunned for a moment and said, "When you called just now, he wasn't around."
Old Mrs. Yan was a little embarrassed, "I thought you two were together, so I thought it would be fine to just talk to you alone. This kid, originally said he would have nothing to do this weekend, why did he abandon you again?"
"I seem to be busy with work." Lin Chu said with a smile, as if nothing had happened, and hugged Mrs. Yan's arm, "I came here by myself, do you dislike it?"
"Ouch, ouch, this little sweetheart of mine!" Mrs. Yan's heart was melted by her coquettishness, "How can I dislike it! You don't need him to come back, it's enough for you to come back!"
Lin Chu accompanied Old Mrs. Yan into the living room and found that Yan Huai'an's family was also there. Yan Huai'an looked at her with understanding, as if he knew that she had just lied to Old Mrs. Yan.
The company is closed today, and Yan Beicheng has no work to go back to.
Yan Huaian knows Yan Beicheng very well after working together.
Lin Chu felt a little guilty as he sat opposite Yan Huaian.
Mrs. Chen cut the fruit and took it out, and Lin Chu went to wash her hands. When he came out of the bathroom, he found Yan Huaian standing in the corridor, facing the bathroom door.
Lin Chu was stunned for a moment and knew that Yan Huaian was waiting for her here.
She walked out awkwardly, not knowing where to put her hands.
"Beicheng didn't work today. When he got off work yesterday, we met him at the door of the company when he went to socialize. He told me that he had nothing to do on the weekend and he wanted to stay at home with you." Yan Huaian said calmly.
Lin Chu didn't even dare to meet his eyes. Those black eyes similar to those of Yan Beicheng were so penetrating that it was as if he couldn't avoid seeing his inner thoughts when she looked into his eyes.
"Looking at you like this, did you quarrel with him?" Yan Huaian narrowed his eyes slightly.
He was not a person who would meddle in other people's business, especially since this was a private matter between the young couple. However, Yu Zi saw that Lin Chu's reaction was wrong, so he must ask him to come over and ask.
Moreover, Yan Beicheng understood Lin Chu's thoughts too well and would not easily quarrel with Lin Chu. Even if something really happened, Yan Beicheng would be the first to admit his mistake, and he would never let the awkwardness between the two drag on for long.
But looking at the haggard look in Lin Chu's eyes, it was obviously not as simple as just having a fight, and the reason seemed to be quite serious. Based on his understanding, Lin Chu was not someone who would quarrel with Yan Beicheng over trivial matters.
"A young lady named Lu Weining came to our house last night." Lin Chu said. Seeing the puzzled look on Yan Huaian's face, it was obvious that she didn't know Lu Weining was such a person. "She seems to be from Ning City."
Yan Huaian's eyes finally changed. Obviously, although he didn't know Lu Weining, he knew about Ning City when it came to it. I just don’t know if it’s related to the Lu family.
"She mentioned that when Beicheng went on a business trip to Ning City, she was taken to have dinner with her family elders and met her." Lin Chu said calmly, "I don't care about this. Beicheng explained it very clearly. I won't do it because of this." It's just something that makes him unhappy."
Yan Huaian was silent, having already vaguely guessed why the two were so unhappy.
So what he thought before was correct, Lin Chu would not easily quarrel with Yan Beicheng over a trivial matter. Even Lu Weining's matter would be considered a big deal among other couples and would warrant a fuss, but Lin Chu didn't.
"It's just that Miss Lu mentioned a Ms. Jiang last night, which made Beicheng very angry. That... is the mother that Beicheng doesn't want to mention, right? Because when I asked him about his mother, he didn't want to tell me, So we had an unpleasant quarrel. I thought maybe I was being too pretentious, but I still couldn’t help but feel uncomfortable. Lu Weining knew something that even an outsider knew, but I didn’t know. And he didn’t mean to tell me, even if I asked, he wouldn’t know. No."
Lin Chu shook his head, "Even if I don't ask now, this matter will always be a knot in my heart, and I will always wonder why he didn't tell me. Maybe you men have different ideas from women, and you feel that there are some things that we don't know. It doesn't matter, you will still be kind to us. But I don't feel that way. I love him and want to know everything about him. What's more, others know, but I, as a person so close to him, don't know. ."
"I woke up this morning and found that he was not there. He left without saying hello. I don't know where he went." Lin Chu smiled sadly, a little self-deprecating, "After I found out, I started to regret it. It would have been better if I didn't ask him. ”
"This matter -" Yan Huai'an exhaled heavily, "not to mention Beicheng's unwillingness to talk about it. In fact, that person is someone our entire family doesn't want to mention. My eldest brother and sister-in-law don't like to mention her either. I think Beicheng seems to be fine these years, but in fact, I have always been very concerned about it in my heart, and I am not willing to expose my scars easily. The deeper it is hidden, the greater the damage will be. "
"Although I am also an insider about this matter, it is not appropriate for me to say it." Yan Huaian rubbed the corners of his eyes, "I think this is Beicheng's own matter. It is better for him to tell you. Others say it is always Overstepped. If he finds out, he might blame me. But I want you to know that Lu Weining knows this, and it is definitely not what Beicheng wants her to know. Ms. Jiang is really a difficult person to mention to Beicheng. It's really difficult for him to take the initiative to bring up this matter. If possible, our whole family would rather not be that person and never mention her for the rest of our lives. If he doesn't tell you, it's not because he doesn't value you and he doesn't want you to share his past with him. It's just that it's too difficult for him to say it. If it were me, I wouldn't know how to tell Yu Zi. So don't blame him for this matter and create a gap with him. "
Lin Chu nodded, a little absent-minded, "I don't know... I am forcing others to do something difficult."
Yan Huaian shook his head, "He is very serious about you. If he doesn't tell you, it doesn't mean he doesn't value you. On the contrary, he takes you into his heart. I am afraid that even he himself is not willing to face the matter about his mother, let alone tell you in person. ."
Yan Huaian chuckled lightly, "Men are very face-conscious. Maybe they feel embarrassed and are afraid that you will look down on him, so they don't want to tell you."
Lin Chu didn't know if Yan Beicheng thought so, but if so, then she had to say, it was really stupid.
But after listening to Yan Huaian's words, Lin Chu was no longer as hesitant as before. She now felt that she had even been a bit over the top.
Seeing that she had figured it out, Yan Huaian left first.
After eating at the old house at noon, Lin Chu was worried about Yan Beicheng and wanted to go back and apologize to him and tell him not to think too much. He hasn't made any calls since he left in the morning, and I don't know what his mood is now.
Mrs. Yan asked Xiao Deng to see her off. In the car, Lin Chu wanted to call Yan Beicheng, but when he took out his cell phone, he realized that his cell phone had run out of battery.
When I returned to Dingcheng, I entered the door and saw Aunt Zhuang cleaning the table. There was no other sound in the house, "Beicheng hasn't come back yet?"
"No." Aunt Zhuang said, wondering why the two of them are not together
But seeing Lin Chu's reaction, he didn't ask any questions.
Lin Chu was a little disappointed, thinking he would come back, but he hadn't come back yet, so he didn't know if he was still angry.
He lowered his head and returned to the bedroom, planning to change his clothes, charge his cell phone, and call Yan Beicheng.
After changing clothes and going downstairs, she happened to see Aunt Zhuang hang up the phone. She turned around and saw Lin Chu coming down and said, "It was my husband who just called me, asking if you are back. I said you are back, and I haven't had time to do anything else." Say, he has already died."
As long as he kept contacting his family, Lin Chu would feel relieved. Because of Yan Huaian's words, she didn't dare to think wildly, but she wasn't sure whether to call him or not.
I frowned and went back to the room. I was arguing with my cell phone. I was struggling for half an hour when the door was suddenly opened with great force.
Lin Chu looked over in surprise and saw Yan Beicheng standing at the door, still wearing the same clothes he wore last night, which were a little wrinkled. His face, which had always been clean and elegant, now had stubble. It was probably because he left early in the morning, and he didn't bring anything with him last night. He didn't shave either, so he looked a little decadent.
He didn't know if it was because of his beard that made him look decadent. Lin Chu felt that his eyes seemed to be bloodshot. From the moment he appeared at the door, I could smell the smoke on his body. It was so strong that you could smell it clearly from a few steps away. I don’t know where he went since he left in the morning, or how many cigarettes he smoked.
I remembered what Yan Beicheng had said before, that unless he would smoke violently when he was particularly depressed, he would not smoke much at other times. Especially since he was with her, she never saw him smoking again.
Even when he picked her up after get off work, there was not even a faint smell of cigarette smoke. It could be seen that even if she was not with him during the day, he did not smoke.
Yan Beicheng crossed his long legs and rushed up in two or three steps. He directly picked up Lin Chu who was sitting on the bed and stared at him in a daze, and held him tightly in his arms.
Suddenly, a big palm slapped her buttocks without any warning, making Lin Chu stunned.
But the back of her head was clasped by his strong palms and buried tightly in his chest. She couldn't even raise her head to look at him. She could only smell the smell of tobacco on his clothes and it was still cold.
"Where have you gone? I can't get through even if I call you!" Yan Beicheng said angrily, still feeling suddenly relieved when he discovered that she was still there, "I returned to the orphanage, and the old director said that you were called by the old house. I was worried about whether we were quarreling. I went to the old house again, but they said you had left. I couldn't get through when I called you, so I went to Xu Moyan's place, but no one was at home. I called home just now, Zhuang I was relieved when my aunt said you were back. I thought you were angry with me and didn't know where you went!"
He was really panicked. In fact, he just wanted to go out and calm down, thinking about how to tell Lin Chu. Those things are really hard to talk about.
But who knew that after returning, Lin Chu would disappear.
Thinking of what she said last night and his previous attitude, I felt that she might have misunderstood him. He was afraid that she would be sad and not go back to Dingcheng at all. He was so scared that he kept running back and forth, looking for her like a headless fly.
It wasn't until he heard Aunt Zhuang say that she was at home and had come back that he breathed a sigh of relief. He didn't even have time to say anything else. He hung up the phone, turned the car around and drove back, telling himself that no matter what happened in the future, he couldn't Let her misunderstand and can no longer leave quietly.
"You scared me to death!" Yan Beicheng was a little annoyed and slapped her other butt hard, "Didn't I tell you last time that you can't scare me like this in the future?"
Lin Chu's muscles suddenly contracted. He felt a little aggrieved when he said this, "You left quietly this morning. I woke up and couldn't see you. I thought you were chatting with the old dean in the living room downstairs." . But after I went down, I was told that you had left. You didn’t even wait for me, let alone tell me the reason. It was so unpleasant last night, and I didn’t dare to call you, for fear that you wouldn’t answer. You don’t want to talk to me. I thought we were close enough to share things between you and me, but your reaction told me otherwise.”
"I received a call from grandma. I went to my old house. I wanted to call you on the way back, but I found that my phone was out of battery. I wanted to call you just now, but you called me at home. I heard that I After I came back, I hung up without saying a word. I was afraid that you didn’t want to talk to me, so I—”
Lin Chu put his hands around his waist and punched his back angrily, "You said you were scared to death, and I was scared to death too! Just because of what happened last night, you left without saying a word. . I have been thinking that I shouldn’t have interfered so much. It would be better if I didn’t ask you those things. Can’t I pretend to be stupid? This way we won’t quarrel. Yan Beicheng, it was you who said you should never call me Afraid of being sad, but this time I was scared to death, scared and regretful, and even wished I could turn back time. I—"
Lin Chu couldn't speak anymore because the tears she had been holding back flowed out. Her voice was choked, and she tried her best not to cry. She couldn't be so embarrassed anymore, but she couldn't hold it back after all.
The hot tears seeped into his shirt, becoming cold and clinging to the skin of his chest, yet frighteningly hot.
Yan Beicheng stiffened, and when he pulled away, he saw her eyes were red and tears were falling down. The aggrieved look hit him hard in the heart.
"I'm sorry." Yan Beicheng said hoarsely, his chest aching as he watched her cry.
I couldn't help but feel that I was still worrying about something. She was right, he knew everything about her, so why didn't he let her know about his own affairs
If it were him who wanted to know something about her, but she hesitated to tell her, he would feel uncomfortable and could not help but think too much.
"Don't cry." Yan Beicheng was a little panicked and didn't know how to comfort her. She had never cried so hard in front of him.
He held her shoulders helplessly, lowered his head subconsciously, and sucked away the tears from her face bit by bit.
"Don't cry, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I'm sorry." Yan Beicheng hugged her, sucked her tears, and kept saying sorry.
Sometimes when she cries, the more she is coaxed, the harder she cries, more like coquettishness.
Lin Chu shook his head and cried: "It's my fault. I knew you didn't want to say it, and it might make you uncomfortable, but I still forced you to say it. Yan Beicheng, I won't ask. If you don't want to say it, just do it. If you don’t say it, I will listen when you are willing to say it. If you don’t want to, I will never ask. Don’t leave silently like today. Even if you leave, you will come back to me, but you know that I won’t I know. I was scared, I thought you were angry with me and didn’t want me anymore—"
Before she could finish her words, he blocked her lips still wet with salty tears, and rolled the tears that flowed into her mouth into his own. The saltiness made him feel uncomfortable.
"I won't let you go, never." Yan Beicheng held her lips in his mouth and said hoarsely, his heart aching from her crying.
At this moment, his heart seemed to be twisted together, and he couldn't help but pull Lin Chu back into his arms, hold him tightly, and press on his heart, which finally made him feel a little better.
"I finally found you and met you, how could I not want you?" Yan Beicheng said, "I'm sorry, I was wrong, I won't do this again. Don't cry, I feel bad."
Lin Chu shook his head, sniffed, and his tears unconsciously fell onto his shirt.
When he raised his head, all the tears on his face were wiped away, leaving only a pair of eyes as red as a rabbit.
She sniffed her red nose and said, "I know it's because of my bad temper that I've made things difficult for you. I won't ask you about this matter again, but if we live together, we will always do it for other things in the future. Arguments and temper tantrums are either about this thing or something else. My temper is that after I lose my temper, I will be fine in a day or two. If I do something wrong and you are angry, just give me a day or two, okay? Okay? You can argue with me, you can reason with me, but don't leave without saying a word like this time. If you feel extremely angry and don't want to stay with me right now, you have to leave. Tell me too, okay? Let me know where you have been and will you come back, okay?"
Yan Beicheng knew that he really scared her this time, and he hated himself even more for being impulsive this time. He could not hold her tighter, and he didn't know how to calm her down.
"I promise you." Yan Beicheng said softly, "It's my fault this time, I'm sorry."
Lin Chu shook his head, "It'll be good if you come back."
Yan Beicheng lowered his head and placed small kisses on her hair, then hugged her and sat on the bed.
Afraid that she would be uncomfortable, he put a pillow behind her back so that she could lean on it comfortably. Looking at Lin Chu's red face from crying, he wanted to slap himself.
I told her not to make her cry or feel sad, but in the end I broke my promise. I have always wanted to love and cherish the girl I finally found, but I have made her sad again and again.
"I didn't leave this morning because I was angry with you." Yan Beicheng sat opposite her, with a gentle tone but a serious expression. He paused and continued, "I just want to go out alone for a while and think about what to do. I’ll tell you about my mother. Privately, I don’t want to talk about it.”
"If you don't want to say it, then-"
Yan Beicheng held Lin Chu's hand and interrupted her, "It's not that I don't want to say it, but I have the shame to say it. It's not a glorious thing. With you, I hope that in your eyes, everything about me is good. , I don’t want anything embarrassing to be known to you.”
"I don't think anything about you is embarrassing." Lin Chu frowned, "Just like those things about me, those things about the Lin family, and as an orphan, my status may not even be as good as ordinary people. I am also I feel unworthy of you, but you never find me embarrassing or troublesome. You regard all my troubles as your own business. Why do I feel embarrassed about your affairs? "
Lin Chu also knew that this might be due to the man's pride. He hoped that in her eyes, everything about him would be fair and honorable. It was obviously not a shameful thing in her opinion, but because of his concern for her, it was infinitely magnified in his heart.
But Lin Chu didn't say this, she just looked him straight in the eyes to let him know that she really thought so.
"Because of this concern, you went out early in the morning and smoked so many cigarettes?" Lin Chu glared at him.
Such a comfortable reaction made Yan Beicheng relax unconsciously.
"Maybe you think it's stupid, but I really-" A self-deprecating smile appeared at the corner of Yan Beicheng's mouth, "I have been mentally building myself up this morning, telling myself that you will never look down on me because of this. I was thinking again. How can I tell you about this matter? No one has mentioned my mother's matter for many years. She... Over the years, I am more accustomed to calling her Ms. Jiang. "
"At the time when she married my father, there wasn't much free love. Elders in the family fell in love, introduced each other, and got to know each other through blind dates. The roots of the Jiang family are in Ning City. Before she went on a blind date with my father, she had There is a lover named Lu Zhenting, who is also from Ning City. It’s just that the Lu family’s business is not as big as that of the Jiang family. The Jiang family is one of the best in Ning City. The old lady of the Jiang family, Ms. Jiang’s mother, and my grandfather Grandma is different. The old lady is very snobbish and looks down on the Lu family. Regardless of Ms. Jiang’s objections, she married her to my father.”
"And the Lu family also proposed a marriage to Lu Zhenting. That family is much stronger than the Lu family. It can be regarded as Lu Zhenting's superiority." Yan Beicheng smiled sarcastically, "It's just that although she married my father, she never I have forgotten Lu Zhenting. My father and I are respectful to each other. After we got married, giving birth to me was regarded as completing the task. I am the son of a man she does not like. In her opinion, in one aspect, it is because of my father. The Jiang family forced her to break up with Lu Zhenting. She felt that if the Yan family hadn't suddenly heard that they wanted to find a wife for my father, the Jiang family wouldn't have been so anxious to get her married. As long as she persisted to the end, there would always be a chance. She's with Lu Zhenting. So she doesn't like me either."
"I look very similar to my father, and I don't have much resemblance to her, so she dislikes me even more. She didn't even like to look at me since she was a child. When she sees me, she thinks of my father, a man she doesn't love, so Many times, I noticed that the way she looked at me was wrong. When I was young, I was not sensible, but when I got older, I knew that the way she looked at me at that time and later was called disgust."
Lin Chu couldn't help but feel angry, no matter what, it was his child. It was leftover from my ten-month pregnancy. He actually looked at his own flesh and blood with disgust, she couldn't understand it.
Regardless of Yan Beicheng's grievances, she knew from Yan Beicheng's upbringing that Yan Beicheng's father must be an outstanding man, and with such lovely people as the two elders of the Yan family, the son he raised would definitely be good. In terms of character and appearance, there is nothing bad about him.