120 Beicheng’s past (including the cause of father’s death, please subscribe according to your preference)
Such a man deserves his wife to treat him well, love him and respect him. But Yan Beicheng's mother didn't cherish it at all, and even disliked it.
She didn't know how good Lu Zhenting was. Perhaps because of the relationship between Aiwu and Wu, her heart was biased. She felt that Lu Zhenting was definitely not as good as Yan Beicheng's father.
"My father never said that he was not on good terms with Ms. Jiang, because that was the person chosen by my grandparents. If they knew Ms. Jiang's actual situation, my father was worried that the two elders would be sad and blame themselves. There has never been a divorce in the Yan family. .”
"My father often travels on business. At that time, my grandfather was in charge of the company. When I was three years old, he once needed to go to a branch abroad to stabilize the company there. So he went there for a year and a half. I After my father left, I... Ms. Jiang sent me to my old house and asked my grandma to take care of me, and then she returned to Ning City by herself. She stayed in Ning City as long as my father left, and she never came back during the holidays. .”
"Later, my father came back without having to live abroad for a long time. He only went abroad for one or two months a year to deal with work matters. When I was 15 years old, my father returned to China after a business trip and knew that she She returned to Ning City again. Although she was not happy, she still wanted to pick her up. Do you know what happened?" Yan Beicheng's always beautiful smile now became embarrassing and full of ridicule, "She actually took advantage of my father's When she was not at home, she had private meetings with Lu Zhenting in Ning City. Whenever my father went abroad, she would go back to her parents' home to be with Lu Zhenting. For so many years, none of us discovered it. "
"When Lu Zhenting's wife passed away, it was exactly one year before my father's longest overseas trip. At that time, she heard the news in City B and couldn't sit still. Her heart flew to Ning City. So. After my father went abroad, she couldn't wait to go back. That is, when I was three years old, she couldn't wait to cheat on Lu Zhenting. Maybe even earlier than that. Because Lu Zhenting married a wife whose family was much better than the Lu family. , with the help of his wife’s family, the Lu family has been rising steadily, even faintly higher than the Jiang family.”
"My father was naturally mad at the time and wanted to divorce her. The two returned to City B and explained the situation to their families. But my grandparents were shocked, and I felt even more disgusting. She has never loved me, and she has never loved me for so many years. I'm used to it. My second elder treats me well, so I just pretend that I'm not such a mother. But I didn't expect that she couldn't even wait for marriage and divorce, so she went to have a son with me while my father was not in the country."
"On the way to the Civil Affairs Bureau, they got into an argument again for some reason. My father was not concentrating, and he couldn't avoid the car that suddenly jumped out. But even then, his subconscious reaction was to protect the car first. The woman turned the steering wheel and let herself hit the car. She died on the spot." Yan Beicheng closed his eyes and his voice was trembling, "And the woman was only slightly injured."
He took a deep breath and said, "Because my mother never looked at me seriously when I was a child, my father took care of my affairs. When she was injured, it was my father who helped me. In my eyes, my father is really a very good person." A good man. He deserves a better woman. If it weren't for her, my father would not have died so unjustly. My grandparents only had one son, and he was outstanding since he was a child. As an adult, he was even more famous as a good man. There were many good men at that time. The whole family wanted to marry their daughter to him. But he just married such a woman."
"I heard from Yan Huaian that when I was a child, I went to a banquet with my father. When my father showed up, someone blurted out the sentence, "The stranger is like jade, and the son is unparalleled. He was talking about my father." Yan Beicheng said heavily. He sighed, "He is handsome, upright, gentle and courteous, and treats others with humility. But he is never timid when it comes to big ideas. He has good vision and skills in the business. But he does things openly and decisively."
"After my father's accident, the two elders blamed themselves all day long. If they hadn't chosen that woman for him, how would my father have ended up like that? He was obviously such an outstanding person, with a beautiful scenery and a bright future. But they were so sad. , you still have to worry about me, fearing that I won't be able to cheer up, and you have to force a smile around me to make me happy and cheer me up." Yan Beicheng opened his eyes, which were very red.
He looked at Lin Chu, "It was during that time that I even felt that I would not be able to survive. My father has always been my role model. I regard him as my idol and has always been my strongest support. But I The person I always relied on and admired suddenly disappeared. Fortunately, I met you at that time."
"After my father's funeral was completed, my mother returned to Ning City. She had no shame in staying in the Yan family, and my grandparents couldn't tolerate the woman who killed their only son. Maybe she was also scared, and she was killed by my father before he died. I was frightened by her previous actions, and I didn’t know if she felt a little guilty. When I returned to Ning City, I didn’t bother to investigate her life. I didn’t know if she was with Lu Zhenting right away. Even if she was, she would have to be secretive. After all, my father just passed away, and she always has to show off."
"But what I didn't expect was that after she returned, she actually found out that she was more than two months pregnant. According to the month, the child might be my father's, because my father was still in City B at that time, and she was also there. But we all hugged She had a skeptical attitude until she gave birth to the child, a daughter. She did a DNA test and it was confirmed that it was my father's child. The second elder wanted to take the child over, but she wouldn't give it to her, and the second elder didn't insist."
"I somewhat understand the thoughts of the second elder, because that was the daughter she gave birth to after she had an affair, and it was the daughter born after my father's accident. The second elder had resentment in his heart. When he thinks of that child, he will think of the grievances and consequences suffered by my father. Privately, I didn’t want to see her. I thought she couldn’t bear to live in the Jiang family, so I didn’t insist on it and only tried my best to educate me.”
"As for why she didn't give it to her." Yan Beicheng sneered mockingly, "Maybe it was out of guilt for my father that my conscience finally found that I felt sorry for him, so not only did I not abort the child after she was born, but I also wanted to raise her myself to make up for it. She. She is the life left by my father, so she should be considered as compensation for my father. But this idea seems ridiculous to us, and she is still indifferent to me. "
"After all, she is my sister. I hate her but it has nothing to do with my sister. She is the only thing left after my father died. I have visited her several times and found that Ms. Jiang treats her really well, so I feel relieved. . She wanted to follow her mother, was not familiar with our family, and didn’t want to come back with me. I understood that, so I didn’t force her."
"More than a year later, Lu Zhenting remarried, not to her. At first, the Jiang family stopped her from being with Lu Zhenting because they looked down on the Lu family. Lu Zhenting's parents always held grudges. In addition, she was a divorcee. , and she has a son, the Lu family is even more unlikely to accept her. I guess it is also because she cheated on Lu Zhenting during their marriage and was able to give birth to other men's children behind her husband's back, which also made the Lu family look down on her character and worried. Not sure when in the future, she will cuckold Lu Zhenting like this."
"After Lu Zhenting got married, he and his wife gave birth to a daughter, Lu Weining." Yan Beicheng said, curling his lips sarcastically, "I don't know if Lu Zhenting suppressed his wife or something, his wife also died of cancer three years ago. Yan Beicheng said, "I haven't married again. As for the relationship with my mother, I don't bother to care about it. As long as she can't marry Lu Zhenting."
"From the time my father passed away to now, she has never been able to marry Lu Zhenting. I don't know if she feels guilty." Yan Beicheng sneered mockingly, probably thinking that she wouldn't, "But there are also secret agents in our family. Because of my strength, I didn’t have enough means at that time. It was the old man who did it, and the old lady supported me. I didn’t think there was anything wrong. She caused such a good man like my father to die violently, so I ran to follow her. The people you love come in pairs, so why? Just let her be unable to love her for the rest of her life, that's fine."
Yan Beicheng looked at Lin Chu, his hand was still held by her. At this time, he didn't have the courage to shake her back and didn't dare to touch her.
He asked in a hoarse voice: "Do you think I'm too cruel?"
Lin Chu shook his head, "If it were me, I would do the same."
She said it sincerely and did not mean to comfort him. Yan Beicheng breathed a sigh of relief.
"At that time, the second elder just wanted to vent his anger. The only son lost his life for such a woman who was not worth saving. If Yan Huaian and I weren't here, I don't know if the second elder could have survived. They I didn’t take anything against the Jiang family, I just didn’t let Ms. Jiang get her way. After all these years, the original feeling has faded away. When I was young, I was cynical because of this, but as I got older, I gradually calmed down. Come down."
"Now I still have no feelings for her. I just want to maintain a face-saving relationship and call her mother to prevent outsiders from seeing the Yan family's joke. At the beginning, my father's death was only said to be a car accident, and the outside world did not know the specific cause. , let alone knowing about her cheating. I think this is one of the reasons why the two elders secretly blocked her from being with Lu Zhenting, not just to vent their anger. Otherwise, others will definitely see something wrong and guess me. It’s about my father. My father has passed away, and I can’t let him be talked about endlessly and laughed at after his death.”
In fact, being asked to call that woman mother, to touch her lips and utter these two words made him feel disgusted and reluctant.
"Last time I went on a business trip to Ning City, I don't know how the Jiang family knew that I was there and called me to come to their door. If someone knew that I was there and didn't even see them, they would inevitably think too much and wonder how they would slander Yan behind his back. The family and the two elders. So I went to show my face." Yan Beicheng laughed at himself, "Actually, this is just Mrs. Jiang's wishful thinking. My mother didn't want to see me. But she even invited me to the restaurant that night. During the meal, I said they were all from my family, I haven’t seen them in a few years, so we sat down and had a good chat.”
"Who knew that when I went there, I saw Lu Zhenting and his daughter. The one named Lu Weining." Yan Beicheng raised his eyelids and sneered, "I saw what she meant. She actually wanted to match me with Lu Weining. Lu Zhenting already makes me sick. With what they did back then, how could they have the face and confidence to think that I can still face them with a smile? Even if I hadn't found you at that time, it would have been a dream for me to marry Lu Weining."
"That Ms. Jiang's idea is naive. Although she cannot marry Lu Zhenting, she has been secretly maintaining a relationship with her in the past few years. Do you think we don't know about it? Although Lu Weining is not her biological daughter, she is Lu Zhenting's. For To please Lu Zhenting, she would bring me and Lu Weining together. I'm afraid, she also had some thoughts of compensation. She helped the Lu family by letting Lu Zhenting's daughter marry into the Yan family. What she couldn't get herself at the beginning, she pinned her hopes on Lu Weining. .”
"Furthermore, because Lu Weining was born to Lu Zhenting's ex-wife, even though her ex-wife is dead, she wants to be with Lu Zhenting and always wants to please Lu Weining. Lu Weining is quite popular with Lu Zhenting's elders. If she still wants to marry Lu Zhenting If you want to, then you have to rely on Lu Weining to put in good words in the Lu family." Yan Beicheng sneered, "I just didn't expect that she still hasn't given up and wants to marry Lu Zhenting."
Lu Weining has loved to pester him since he was a child, and his thoughts are self-evident. Jiang Changdai really spared no effort to help Lu Weining.
Yan Beicheng felt disgusted from the bottom of his heart when he thought that his mother finally looked at him and treated him well, but just to please an outsider.
"I didn't want to tell you before. One reason is that I don't even want to think about this memory. Every time I think about it, I feel uncomfortable." He took a deep breath, and his breath trembled slightly. "The other reason is that it was just too painful. It’s embarrassing, I’m really ashamed to say it.”
"Have you finished talking about everything?" Lin Chu asked, his expression was not good, and he seemed to be questioning.
Yan Beicheng was stunned and didn't know how to react.
Nodding obediently, Lin Chu suddenly pounced on him, pulled open his shirt and took a bite on his chest. Yan Beicheng felt pain, and when he lowered his head, he saw two rows of small and delicate tooth marks on his chest.
"It's not your fault or the Yan family's fault. In my opinion, you have nothing to be ashamed of. You feel ashamed for telling me about this matter, which makes me angry." Lin Chu thought, feeling incomprehensible and resentful. , took another bite.
Although Yan Beicheng didn't say how his mother treated him when he was a child, she could imagine it. For a woman who doesn't even like her own flesh and blood, her cold and violent actions are petty and she doesn't care about him.
Even though his father is here, he can't take care of him all the time. The focus of his life is still on his career. When Yan Beicheng's father was away, out of sight, Yan Beicheng had no idea how many grievances he had suffered.
Maybe she suffered in the Lin family, but she knew that they were not her family, but unrelated people, who would make her suffer physically and mentally, but she was not very sad in her heart.
But Yan Beicheng was different. She was his mother after all. Being hurt by the person closest to him was more painful than those flesh wounds.
Lin Chu was annoyed by his insignificant entanglements and punched him in the chest, but she felt sorry for him and hugged him tight again.
Such contradictory emotions made Yan Beicheng laugh. Even the negative emotions originally caused by talking about Jiang Changdai had faded a lot.
"I'm sorry, I won't hide anything from you in the future." Yan Beicheng hugged Lin Chu tightly, and kissed the corners of her eyes with his thin lips, rubbing them gently.
His lips were a little dry and a little rough when applied to the delicate skin at the corners of her eyes. They were not as soft and soft as before, and they were even dryer and hotter.
"I was very confused at first, but when I actually said it, I realized that it was nothing." Yan Beicheng said softly, his lips slowly rubbing down from the corners of her eyes, and hugging her tighter.
He seemed afraid that she would leave, but he was also glad that she was still here waiting for him.
"Go take a shower quickly. The smell of cigarette smoke is so strong all over your body." Lin Chu patted him and said.
Yan Beicheng smiled easily, kissed her again, and then went to the bathroom with clean clothes.
The knot between Lin Chu and Yan Beicheng had been resolved. Now he was relaxed, but he felt sorry for what Yan Beicheng had experienced when he was a child. How he was treated by his mother, he didn't say, because he didn't want her to feel uncomfortable.
Not long after, I received a call from Mrs. Yan.
"Lin Chu, has Beicheng returned home?" Mrs. Yan asked anxiously.
Just now Yan Beicheng came in a hurry, and Mrs. Yan felt that something was wrong, and she was particularly worried that there would be some problem between Lin Chu and Yan Beicheng.
In the end, Yan Huaian explained the matter simply.
Old Mrs. Yan felt that Lin Chu's idea was right. Besides, Jiang Changdai would inevitably have to meet each other in the future. She had to know about Jiang Changdai's entanglement with the Yan family and put Lin Chu in trouble.
Jiang Changdai was so pretentious that she might cause some trouble. Lin Chu didn't know anything, so he would be caught off guard by Jiang Changdai and easily suffer losses. If there was another misunderstanding, Lin Chu would not know who Jiang Changdai was, and he would treat her as Yan Beicheng's mother and respect her, not wanting to please anyone.
Mrs. Yan felt that Yan Beicheng did this without considering it.
So she called, planning that if Yan Beicheng didn't say anything, she would. Yan Beicheng didn't dare to blame her.
"Yes." Lin Chu glanced at the bathroom, then left the bedroom and went to the study room next door. "After Beicheng came back, he told me... about his mother."
After all, he didn't dare to address Ms. Jiang directly like Yan Beicheng did. After all, even Yan Beicheng maintained a sense of face.
"Grandma, I was willful in this matter. I shouldn't have forced him like that." Lin Chu said in a low voice.
"You're right. You should know this. After all, you have to live with him. That woman—" Mrs. Yan paused, glanced at Mr. Yan who was sitting next to her with a serious face, and continued, "She It’s always a part of life in Beicheng. Even if we don’t see each other very often, there will always be times when we have to see them. Only when you know about them will you know how to deal with them.”
"I know." Lin Chu nodded.
"Beicheng didn't tell you, right? Jiang Changdai... is Beicheng's mother, how did she treat Beicheng." Mrs. Yan said and sighed.
Lin Chu said no, and Mrs. Yan took a sip of the tea handed over by Yan Huaian, "Beicheng has never drank breast milk since he was a child. Jiang Changdai gave him to his confinement nanny when he was born, and she didn't even like to look at him. Beicheng still When he was a baby, the newborn was most likely to get sick. Once when the confinement nanny asked for leave, he had a fever at home and his voice was hoarse from crying. Jiang Changdai ignored him and thought he was annoying. She stuffed it into his arms. He gave him a bottle, threw a few toys over, and locked him in the nursery."
"I knew what kind of character she was, and knowing that the confinement sister-in-law was not there, I went to see her because I was worried. As soon as I entered the door, I heard Beicheng's crying. When I went over, I saw that my body was terribly hot, my voice was hoarse from crying, and my face was red. I I was so frightened that I quickly took him to the hospital. The doctor said that if it were any later, the child would be dead. I was really afraid of saving my life, but I still burned out his brain. Fortunately, he was fine. I was so angry that time He was so cruel that he slapped Jiang Changdai, and she restrained herself, but she still only asked the confinement sister-in-law to pay more attention to him, and she didn't even look at him."
"Beicheng has grown up a little and understands things. It is the time when he is most close to his mother, but she never hugs Beicheng and only looks at him coldly. Beicheng took the initiative to please her several times, but she ignored him and only said coldly Boys should not always pester their mothers to beg for hugs. You don’t know how uncomfortable I feel when I see a little kid, only two or three years old, who has to carefully please his mother and make her like him. How can I feel? Children need to please their mothers!”
"Once, Beicheng accidentally touched one of her brooches. She just touched it. When she saw it, she dragged Beicheng and beat her hard. Later we found out, huh, that brooch was from her before she got married. It was given by Lu Zhenting," said Mrs. Yan. "So we directly brought Beicheng to the old house to take care of him. Your grandfather and I still have the energy to take good care of him, which is better than letting him follow Jiang Changdai. We will only take him home when his father is resting."